#but idk if ill ever post it anywhere because if anyone calls me an endeavor apologist i will die

[confused-stars]

writing from the pov of a deeply problematic character without pretending they're not is an exercise i think would be helpful for a lot of people in fandom tbh

#it's also just fun #but idk if ill ever post it anywhere because if anyone calls me an endeavor apologist i will die #ive been talking a lot of shit about his current arc but i sure am still writing about him huh? #he very much is still an asshole in his pov even inside his own head #but its interesting to unravel the thought processes that lead him there #(and again its more therapeutic than actual therapy has been lately)