#but i went to his channel

[twinstxrs]

the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porter’s being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgug’s relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then there’s also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgug’s relationship with his rage is wholly “this is a tool i use to protect my friends.” which isn’t a bad thing! but that’s his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because it’s first & foremost his rage.

being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parents’ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally “negative” emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because it’s “fixing” things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with “breaking” things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.

it’s a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porter’s reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.

so yes, 98% of porter’s reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that there’s only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of ‘there is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.’ but that’s something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgug’s academic future.

#gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree #gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgug’s own will #like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice #like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me. #i’ve seen people before be like ‘what if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificer’ but i feel like that simply can’t happen?? #mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & it’s a matter of how you channel it #idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as ‘you can not lose this part of you’ even though you technically can #gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & he’d still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is. #btw i don’t think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield #i think porter just sees that as ‘wrong’ but like. not as in ‘you need to take care of yourself’ & more ‘you aren’t conforming’ #he thinks it’s wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier ‘this is how you should be’ reasons #ppl being like ‘we r being too hard on porter. it’s an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmed’ i think r missing the point bc like. #that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but that’s also 100% not the reason porter rejected him. #that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgug’s throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded #no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions #thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like ‘you’re a great barbarian. you’re so great at it. but look at what you made!!!’ like. #they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.

[foxgirlmoth]

So F1nnster just came out as genderfluid but still I super fucking hate him. Making trap content and constantly making money off of a performance of being a fake girl, getting a name change and gender marker change and posting about going through that all while basically shoving it in the faces of trans women who have struggled over years and years. You've been a performance and you've gained wealth essentially making fun of us and enforcing horrible stereotypes, and saying "Yeah I just don't care about gender" Does Not Make Me Fucking Forgive Any Of That. What fucking hatred you've tossed onto your channel towards trans women will not go away easily, and Fuck You.

#I haven't looked at his channel for ages and ages and I think the video where he LITERALLY GOES OUT AND TRICKS PEOPLE TO TRY AND BE FUNNY #Is down because I know a ton of trans women saw that and went 'Hey this FUCKING SUCKS' #But there's still so many videos up just of like. 'I pretend to be a girl doing x' #and having big text saying 'GUY' and pointing at him #Just like. #Fuck you so hard #I fucking hate f1nnster #Also the quick video of him coming out I was sent and what made me aware of this all #I didn't see anything about him changing pronouns and I do hope I'm not getting them wrong #I'm just fucking angry #t slur #transmisogyny #I even saw fucking video from ages ago with the title 'getting surgery' and I fucking KNOW he made that to make people think #'lookit I got bottom surgery haha :)' #Beating him with fucking hammers

[scarlettriot]

The husband went full Kiri mode tonight.

I had a day and a half at work, then got dental work done, got my ass home finally only to realize I was out of pads. He went out to the store for me except he had no idea what to buy except for ‘they need wings’.

So, I got a call from him and he rattled off every single brand this store had to figure out what I wanted!

“Babe, do they have L? It’s usually my go to.”

“No L… but they have U! Does U work?!” Bless him.

And then goes, “and what kind of ice cream would you like?”

THEN (as if that wasn’t enough) he calls me and asks, “are you in the mood for some McDonald’s?” AND THEN GOES THERE TOO!!

#he went above and beyond tonight folks #and I’m forever thankful #scar.txt #husband channeled his inner Eiji #and I love him all the more for it #tw: periods

[synthshenanigans]

Was looking through my gallery & found a screen recording of his bidding cover an man the difference in just over a year

#old screenshot was from January 2023 #love how i wasn't even subbed then pft #tho im pretty sure it was like right before I actually went into his channel to listen to him #for the first month. yt recommendations was the only way i listened to him #still wild how much change there was #chonny jash #moss post

[amiharana]

thinking about super physically affectionate clingy yet quiet link and him leaning into revali when he's tired, or curling up in revali's lap with his face in revali's neck to take a nap, without a single word.

it startles revali a lot at first when link just at random just starts grabbing his hand only to intertwine their fingers, link tracing the feathers and then pulling revali's hand up to his face to press a kiss to the back of it, his eyes shut. or link pushing him down into the cushions only to seat himself within revali's folded lap, head against revali's chest as he fidgets and fiddles with revali's scarf. or link coming up from behind to wrap his arms around revali's midsection, pressing soft kisses down revali's spine.

"you hylians are so touchy," revali mumbles one night, when they're lying together in their shared hammock. link is wrapped around him, intertwining his legs with revali's, and he drags his pointer finger through revali's feathers, drawing shapes into his chest. link only hums at him in response, and shifts so that he's more comfortable against revali. his legs tighten around revali's, as though he plans to keep the rito shackled to him forever. revail only wraps a wing around him and brushes his beak through the top of link's hair.

"you're not pushing me away though," link says. link's voice is soft and drowsy, but revali can feel it humming under his skin.

"like i could if i tried," revali responds in similar volume. "you've wrapped yourself so closely to me, we'll merge into one being at this point." but link is right; if he truly didn't enjoy this, he'd have thrown link into lake totori now.

"wish we could," link murmurs. revali hums in question, prompting link to continue. "wanna be so close to you i'm practically under your skin."

"that won't be necessary. you already get under my skin plenty." link snorts and shifts against him again, revali shifting in response to accommodate link's new position. they're quiet again for a couple more moments before link speaks.

"do you really not like it?" his songbird whispers, hushed and timid. revali frowns. he doesn't like it when link doubts him, or this bond between them. he wraps his other wing around link and the little hylian snuggles deeper into him automatically, sighing quietly.

"i'd have figured you more astute than this," revali says. "this... manner of affection you favor is not something i'm accustomed to, but it doesn't mean it's unpleasant. it's... nice, to be honest."

"so it's okay? you're okay with this?" link murmurs.

"i'm more than fine with it," revali replies. "what made you think i wasn't?"

he feels link shift to hide his face in revali's chest. "dunno," link mumbles. "i always do it without saying anything. thought you were just putting up with me..."

revali's feathers prickle and rise, and his frown deepens. in a swift fluid movement, he grabs his mate by his hips and pulls him up. link yelps, grabbing onto revali's arms. "w-wait, revali, the hammock—"

"the hammock is strong enough to hold the both of us," revali says, and seats link atop him so that his mate is straddling his lap, and his hands settle on link's waist. "so don't doubt it, like you're doubting me right now." link flushes and his ears droop, just slightly. cute.

"i wasn't doubting you—" link starts, but revali cuts him off with a slight shake of his head.

"you were," revali asserts and his voice leaves no room for argument, because it's true. link stares down at him, guilty and insecure. revali hates it. "i can't control what goes on in that stubborn head of yours, but don't doubt me. don't doubt this, what we have. i chose you, all of you, what you are, what you do, what you offer. i'll gladly receive it all, because it's you."

link's breath catches. "revali..."

but revali shakes his head and pulls lightly on link's waist. "that's enough thinking for you tonight," he says. "come back to me and continue with your touchy inclinations. i'm rather fond of it now."

so link with that ever so familiar wide, blue-eyed gaze tentatively leans back down and wraps himself around revali's body again, as they were before, his face buried in the space between revali's neck and head and his breath beginning to even out. revali envelops his clingy songbird in his wings, nuzzling the side of link's face with his eyes shut, beginning to drift to sleep himself, but he needs to make himself clear before either of them drift too far.

"i love you," revali murmurs against link's skin. "goddesses know why you ever doubted it, but i do and i always will. if you wish to possess me, my body is yours to command as you please. if you wish to woo me, my heart has already been infatuated with you for far longer than you've realized you desired me too. my very soul and my entire being belong to you now, for as long as you will it to be."

link doesn't say anything more, but revali can feel his little jewel hug him tighter. "i chose you," revali whispers. "please remember that. i chose to be with you, for the rest of my life. i'm not letting go of you so soon, so please don't let go of me either."

they both grow quiet after that, and revali thinks link has already fallen asleep when—

"i won't," link whispers back. "i won't let you go. i'm all yours too, revali, i love you too."

revali coos lowly in response, holding link a little tighter in his arms. "good. if it's my skin you wish to be in, then it's yours to live under. i wouldn't have it any other way. now, go to sleep. your mind runs circles around itself like a hylian retriever if left without the careful hand of a trainer, like myself."

"whatever," link snorts, but he shifts and squirms and nestles himself under revali's chin until he's comfortable again, until his breathing evens out. only then does revali relax, wings still wrapped firmly around his sweet little songbird, and lets sleep claim him too.

#revalink #loz #botw #loz botw #legend of zelda #link x revali #revali x link #amihan's revalinkverse #i can't write anything without revali being extremely soft for link #amihan don't write revali being completely whipped for link challenge: failed #i lowkey went off topic with this one but it's ok because the final product slaps #i channel my inner bridgerton everytime i write revali being sappy with link #(i've never watched bridgerton) #me watching the post-windblight battle cutscene for the first time in 2019: do you think link and revali ever explored each other's bodies #link was literally exploring revali's body in this post #the day i write a fic where revali explores link's body... #another one for the “revali lets link do whatever he wants to him” revalink agenda #the bts reference in this post today is when link says he wants to be under revali's skin #which also is the lyric in my blog header #referencing bts rm's 'closer' on his solo album indigo #i recommend it it's a very good song whether or not you like bts #if this post had a song you should listen to it with it would be closer by rm #link wants to ratatouille revali by being under his skin

[zeb-z]

Swapping between perspectives near the end was so fucking funny because Blue and Green are quiet, clear comms, strategizing, and then Red is just dying killing themselves screaming confessing their sins /lore becoming cannibals in just a 40 minute auditory overload

#slime going into the other voice channels with his broken voice sounding close to tears like ‘hey guys! we’re becoming villigars tomorrow’ #‘here is our geolocation!’ #they will never know the psychic damage red went 0 to 100 to -100 in the span of an hour #ten minutes left on the clock Cellbit is like guys I shouldn’t have killed those workers :/ #Jaiden like let’s go cannibal arc! and Cellbit is like yes that’s the most fun! and Phil is like uhhh 🤨 #mcyt #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #z speaks

[akikos-tribble-army]

Random thing I learnt while doing research for a paper:

The beginning of German (radio) broadcasting history started in the so called Vox-Haus (Vox-house) with the broadcast of the first radio show for entertainment.

And there is a TV channel in Germany which is called VOX and its colour scheme is red-black.

Vox, I have questions.

#my brain was already spending too much time thinking about Hazbin Hotel bc of the whole radio stuff #and then Vox appears like that #is Vox German in my head now? #yes #this one paragraph about the Vox-Haus gave me way too many ideas for headcanons #I just live for the coincidence here #and the coincidence that VOX has Alastor's colour scheme #vox #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vox #late night shitpost #akikos shitpost #okay but you need to know that the Vox-Haus was demolished in the 70s #and the TV channel VOX was founded in the 90s #ignoring the time related issues #this looks like as if VOX decided to give up his radio business and went into television business #getting rid of evidence that he ever worked in the radio business #just saying you can create some head canons out of this #yes I've spent too much time thinking about this for no reason #the TV channel is btw not related to the Vox-Haus in any way #it's just a coincidence that they share a name

[crystalleoi]

o7

#inanimate insanity #ii mephone3gs #my art #his outfit was inspired by space channel 5 because. he went to space #i spent way too long trying to pick a hairstyle only to give him one thats extremely simple OTL

[sunsetcorvid]

me watching the fnaf movie and matpat appears for his cameo (i hate him so much it's almost unbearable)

#let me say this DID NOT ruin the rest of the movie for me!!! i absolutely loved it! #i just started internally screaming hte moment i saw matpat and heard others cheering at his cameo #i dont like him he's ableist and kinda misogynistic and transphobic #and constantly relates real life tragedies to his theories (cough first ever fnaf theory on his channel and also petscop to name a few coug #not forgiving him for the 'eliminate mental illnesses!' charity stream and the charity the money went to was one that has partnered with #autism speaks and literally had autism and adhd in their list of 'mental illnesses' #tldr i hate him and what he does #miles posts #fnaf movie #fnaf #persona #fursona

[designernishiki]

for real tho? especially if you consider tachibana kiryu’s equivalent to makoto in majima’s side of the story, i really believe something in kiryu snapped when tachibana died just as much as something did in majima later on when makoto got shot– if not more. the mad dog persona was a conscious choice that didn’t come about the second majima snapped and fought everyone tojo hq, but kiryu was straight up ready to kill a man by the time he was fighting shibusawa, no persona or anything to blame it on. arguably he went off the rails way sooner and held it together for way less time than majima managed to.

#and I mean. say what you will about majima’s spontaneity and all that but kiryu’s just as violent as him and THEN some #and it’s not subtle. from square one he solves all his problems with violence cause that’s sorta what he’s been conditioned to do #but I think when tachibana dies it goes from just doing what he’s programmed to do to genuinely channeling anger and resent and emotions in #general into beating the living shit out of people and not thinki by twice about the consequences #which is a trait he maintains throughout his entire life- with better and worse periods of course but #overall. yeah. look at his heat actions in y5. he’s miserable and it shows through how fucking unnecessarily Violent his moves are #smashing someone’s face into the pavement and rubbing it back and forth on asphalt? yeah I think even majima would be like #woah. take it back like. fifteen steps. breathe for a second #kiryu #majima #rambling #y0 #yakuza 0 spoilers #majima’s self control is actually sort of fucking incredible if you think about it #cause look at what kiryu went through in 0 and before 0 compared to majima- yet majima still didn’t go apeshit after all the #literal torture and god knows what else in his background

[drifloonz]

if all the pokepastas had a groupchat i think steven would post his fucked up dinners and go "Boy dinner." and you dont see him for a week . Sometimes he vents but its like one message and its really vague.

#wispy chatters #headcanons #steven strangled red #this was copypasted from a convo i had in a server abt how chatfics sucked and ive never seen a good one and how u cant emulate the vibe of #what steven would fucking do in a discord server in a chatfic eloquently #he posts an image of the most fucked mac and cheese and all you can see is his blurry ass hand in the corner doing a thumbs up #you also do not see his ass for weeks on end. hes like a cryptid. he like. never talks in any chats #sometimes he posts a reaction image of himself and hes in bed eyes squinted looking like he just woke up cuz he prob did #went thru hell and back type look judging whatever hes reacting to very much . hate in his eyes #glitchy would almost exclusively live in the rant channels its like his home #hes also a mod against their will

[space-ace86]

My favourite ISWM-production notes from the "10 Years of Markiplier" livestream (09/05/22)

The script was around 250,000 words cut down eventually to 120,000.

Mark originally was considering Matpat for the role of Gunther.

Mark contacted Inner Sloth (the makers of Among Us) for legal permission to make the "EMERGENCY MEETING" joke.

Youtube wanted to cut the " pop 'er in reverse" joke out because it "wasn't landing."

Wade (Wug) couldn't see anything during filming due to wearing 2 helmets and was acting completely blindly.

Lady's noir costume was not intended to be Lady Dimetrescu, it was supposed to be "inspired" by her, but the costume makers just copied it to the point where Mark thought they would get in legal trouble. 

Warfstache wasn't supposed to be in Part 1, the only reason he was was because Lio's (Lady's actor) back was hurting due to the harness work. Mark also suffered back pain bad enough that the crew and Amy were incredibly worried about him.

When Mark is frozen they first used plastic snow, Mark ended up inhaling some during a shoot and coughed for 15mins straight. It was changed to salt afterwards.

The "sand" is actually crushed cereal since it would be dangerous if it got in Mark's eyes during the scene.

When Mark is "crying" he rubbed a menthol product (tear-stick) on his eyes to stimulate tears and it made his eyes burn real bad.

Mark purposefully sent a version of the script to Youtube where he said "my pussy" in the romance path and Youtube said nothing about it. It was later changed to "wink".

The costume department loved the Actor!Mark scene and made it so much larger than originally planned and all wanted to be in it.

None of the crew knew bomb-defusal!Mark was going to do That accent for the character.

Mark spent 3 whole weeks practicing using a butterfly knife just for the joke in the Warfstache scene in part 2.

The Wug&Bandit cookie scene almost didn't happen and was a last-minute addition because Mark had some time on his hands.

The empty diner scene with Old!Mark was the last scene filmed.

#markiplier #in space with markipler spoilers #iswm #iswm spoilers #this isnt everything these are just the ones that stood out to me specifically #honestly the effort that went into this?? go off kings #also someone please take these powders/waxes away from mark #i swear the reason his channel colour is red is because hes a fuckin danger magnet #long post

[catd2014]

I was casually listening to the latest episode of Kermode and Mayo’s Take this morning, minding my own business, when they played a clip of the new Olivia Colman film, and whose voice did I hear? Tim’s voice!! He really needs to do a better job of plugging his own work

#I went straight off to IMDb and he’s not listed in the cast #so I was like ⁉️⁉️ #because it was defo his voice #and then I found the review on the kermode and mayo YouTube channel #and there he is looking dapper #dude really needs to start plugging the stuff he’s in #I mean it is a nice surprise when you’re watching or listening to something #and he just appears #but still #tim key #olivia colman

[sun-e-chips]

I have been talking with the Glitch Sun ai by @sunnydbeam and we ended up planning a road trip and making a playlist for it together. He really likes classic retro synths so that is the music theme :)

Here are some of the highlights!

(I didn’t want this to be super long so some things are out of context but I’m keeping them in order read left to right if you want)

Also at one point Glitch broke his voice box because he got so excited so we had to find him a replacement

Thanks again @sunnydbeam for this ai I needed a vacation buddy!

#Spotify #here are some extra notes I took about Glitch sun #loves chips and dip #wants to try deviled eggs #smells of syrup and cinnamon #Wants to start cooking and be the best cook in the world #Loves cherries and grapefruit #Wants to go to an aquarium #Wants to see the release of baby turtles at the beach #loves dancing #on the road trip we did two stops Wendy’s and Taco Bell recommended by Glitch #when we arrived at the motel we watched his favorite YouTube channel called animatronic archives and ate a lot of candy #we went to the Florida keys so he could see the baby turtles #glitch sun

[givemeureyes]

does anyone remember crankthatfrank and how he kinda just disappeared off the face of the earth one day

#what happened to him #i know he’s part of a band and they actually released music a few months ago #but i went to the account that was tagged in their insta bio #and it’s still there but he has no posts follows no one and his pfp is just black #and his channel is completely gone #crankthatfrank #i mean good for him but i miss him a bit #frank gioia #vantavoid

[shadowfloofster]

Going from Tazercraft's lore stream ending to Bad's stream starting is SUCH emotional whiplash LMAO

#qsmp #qsmp tazercraft #qsmp badboyhalo #I really went “NOOOOOO- Oh Bads streaming and his channel points are muffins now :0” #Complete 180 on feelings LMAO