#but i was having difficulty keeping shado occupied while I'm training her

[freakwiththeknifecollection]

Me: *makes even the smallest plan with anyone to do anything in an effort to improve my mental health and general wellbeing*

This fucking year about to throw some unforeseen circumstance at me for no reason at all: no ❤

#people: you need to go outside more! do things that make you happy! #bro I'm TRYING okay it's literally IMPOSSIBLE #me: i'd like to spend tomorrow with mom :) #my mom: has a headache #me: :) okay how about a hike this weekend? like 10 minutes from my house? #me: *gets the flu* #you wanna know why I'm so depressed? because this year just keeps fucking me over at literally every turn even the smallest one #fuck #or like one small thing ive been trying to do is train sunshine #but i was having difficulty keeping shado occupied while I'm training her #and now there's another dog in the house #(whom i love don't get me wrong) #and it's just like #why does everything have to be so fucking hard #I'm just tired man #I'm tired of everything being either a struggle or a disappointment or both #I'm tired #em rambles