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#but i dont want to self diagnose
gaeasun · 2 months
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If you haven't taken the test before here, its not too long.
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intruderzim · 2 months
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everyday i say and do something more autistic than the last
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Why do people react so weird when you say your self diagnosed?????? How about you let people live their life?????
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angelpuns · 9 months
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I'm supposed to be asleep but I'm thinking thoughts and this is all it has culminated as:
POV you're me trying to logic/reason away what are probably actual symptoms of a mental health...thing BUT IT ARGUABLY IS ONLY PROVING IT MORE??
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ethans-stars · 9 months
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i want to eat my hands
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saspitite · 5 months
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i hate being hyperfixated. i hate being so dedicated to doing something that ive literally done nothing else with my time in the past few weeks. i hate that i haven’t done literally anything else that i promised myself id do. i hate that ive prioritized this task over fucking taking care of myself and literally needing to make several alarms to remind myself to eat and shower. i hate feeling like im doing nothing productive despite also thinking that this task requires all of my energy and focus. i hate that i feel like i cant get out of this until i finish this stupid fucking task and i don’t even know when that’ll be. i fucking hate being hyperfixated
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arionawrites · 4 months
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decided to make a list of all my diagnosed issues and like fucking. god damn. how am i just living day to day.
#nine bullet points#of diagnosed things i struggle#i struggle with#1. type one diabetes 2. adhd 3. bipolar 4. severe anxiety 5. depression 6. insomnia 7. migraines 8. dpdr 9. ptsd#and im just ?? existing like this??? literally how what the fuck#there’s more than that too thats just like the actual able to be diagnosed shit#probably also at least slightly autistic but my psychologist said that its not bad enough to impact me big time and a diagnosis would do mor#more harm than good so im just kind. Not lmao#but also: abandonment issues self worth issues guilty conscience issues feeling unworthy of literally everything issues#awful at establishing boundaries#sh issues#(not for like years but its a struggle to not relapse every year esp during winter)#suicidal ideation but at least ive never actually been suicidal#not bc i particularly love being alive but because the fact that i dont know what comes after death scares me too much lmao#even at my lowest of lows i have not wanted to kms SOLELY bc the unknown scares me enough to be like#yeah this sucks but at least i know it#at least it’s like familiar which is sad but still true lma#OH ALSO eating disorder lmao. diabulimia is a thing.#genuinely how have i not been fucking hospitalized#not in a bad way but like. idk how i havent gotten to that point yet#tho to be fair there are multiple points i probably should have been tbh#i just. dont want to worry people? or inconvenience anyone. and i know im not gonna kms so its easy to be like ‘i dont need that’#i have overshared way too much in these tags sorry i’ll stop now#if anyone has actually read all of these: i’m sorry. i love you. i hope you feel better than i do. i hope you smiled today.
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titan-god-helios · 7 months
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fuck, audhd burnout is a bitch.
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lykaiosthinks · 7 days
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i think its really cool the way my day gets ruined when the slightest of inconveniences happens. the human mind is so wonderful
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fillejondrette · 8 months
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i'm not saying it's not a problem but if you think that the pressure to mask and the negative effects of masking are some of the biggest issues facing autistic people as a group, i think you are delusional.
maybe i just don't get it because masking as i've seen it described doesn't resonate with me at all. it's not a concept i encountered growing up, either. it seems to have gotten popular over the past few years. i'm 'high-functioning' (live independently, in grad school, working towards professional career) but when i was a kid we weren't sure i would be able to have a job. it was very clear that i was not normal lol. so yeah i don't feel like masking is a relevant concept to me personally.
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moodr1ng · 17 days
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(thinking abt talking to my psych) ahh hes probably right to doubt my previous diagnosis, the symptoms of which ive almost all dutifully concealed from him so he wont think im insane, im sure i just made it up for attention despite how i was in denial of it for years, and i actually just fooled the people who had me on watch 24/7 for a year and a half into thinking i had psychosis. (makes a list of present and past delusions to tell my psych about) oh wait this is crazy person stuff!
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synthesizerfaggot · 21 days
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i think i have c-ptsd but that;s a problem for another day
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blankalisek · 8 months
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Does anyone else has a made-up world in your head that has you (well, your OC you based 100% on yourself) as the main character and have a whole ass tumblr askblog lore in it and keep repeating the same lore or thinking of those characters do random shit and when you think you think as those characters and see what you are saying or experiencing as those characters and also have made up friends and even a made up girlfriend there and see anything that is currently happening to you as if it was happening to your OC'S in your head and genuienly sometimes forget about reality after pretending to be in that made up world and interacting with your made up partner, or am I really mentally ill and need therapy and help
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lasagnologist69 · 2 months
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Me: I'll just do the dishes now, it'll only be quick since there aren't many dirty dishes
My sink, an hour later:
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darklight-owl · 3 months
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*walks out of a social situation covered in blood* hey guys i think i MIGHT be autistic
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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it happened again 😭
Skgjfh this took me so long to understand because I thought this was tumblr, I've literally never seen reddit on light mode before
Also skfkfj uh oh I bet the comments are full of people saying this isn't synesthesia and that i need to stop diagnosing people like on here 🤦‍♂️
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