#but i don’t want to force it u know

[incrediblysleepdeprived]

if this gets 10k notes…

I’ll try and hug my crush..

#I say try bc I don’t want it to be forced u know #10k notes #10k #goal is high bc it ain’t gonna happen.

[simcardiac-arrested]

unleashes the horrors upon you (the horrors are my gay little ocs)

#hello gays come get yalls food #myart #yes the design notes are all useless. except for like ris’ one maybe #his design is very square bc he is. er. evil #anyway i really like how they all turned out :) my little guys #didn’t even struggle with the colors for that long (lie) #ok maybe some actual design notes or something similar #wt and ris both have lighter hair streaks and wrinkes bc they are. old👍 #and also ris and soar have the same hair and eye color. if u care #cd still has their fucked up eye of course <3 i like what i did with the hair too #bro cuts it themself it’s soo choppy and messy. but it’s ok it adds to the gamer charm #fta has heart shaped hair because. i want hearts to be part of his design tbh #like the gardener has a heart too. so #it’s bc he likes cute things btw. but he won’t admit it so don’t ask him #son giving you the tbh stare…. i feel like they are the type of autistic to make uncomfortable amounts of eye contact #they just dont know when to stop or look away #also their hair is matching with wt’s yayy!!! found family win i think #i mean with son it’s more like forced family but yknow #oc: weaving tales #oc: recognition in spirit #oc: cognitive dissonance #oc: spins on axis rapidly #oc: fates torn again #oc: speaks of nothing

[petrichorium]

even if it’s not what i think it’ll be i’d love to hear your yan jing yuan thoughts 🙏

Okay in essence I think,,,,,,,, the impulse is there and he actively shoves it down 🫣

Like it’s there!!! He sees you smiling at someone and there’s a tugging feeling in his gut and he knows he could drag you away and lock you up for millennia without lifting a finger, and he really does consider it; imagines being the only one who can see you, imagines you with nothing to do but be pampered by him all day, always in his bed or his garden, never having to find you laughing and spending time with anyone else. Nothing to do with yourself but accept his adoration. How much has he given to his people, to the Luofu? Surely he deserves to be selfish with this one thing.

He could collar you without batting an eye. All his, for the rest of your nigh-infinite lives. He likes the thought, he really does.

But that only lasts a millisecond. Because above all else the Arbiter-General Jing Yuan is clever, and he knows the consequences of that line of thought—not that he’d be stopped, not at all, but that you would never truly love him if he went through with it. Sure he’d wear you down eventually but that would never be the same, and he would lose any chance of his genuine affection being returned. And his pride might never recover from that wound.

Sure, he could make you his pet, and he’d find some satisfaction in that. But it would be fleeting. He holds you too highly to want to break you; yes, he deserves to be greedy with you, and that means he doesn’t just want you in his arms. He wants your love, your life, and he wants to earn it honorably. You’re a discerning little thing, giving him a run for his money, but he’d be lying if he said he hated the chase. It’ll make it all the sweeter to win properly.

He needs you to choose him, freely, of your own accord. He needs you to want him even a fraction of how much he wants you, and he needs that desire to be your own.

#ask.🌧 #saintshigaraki #pluvi’s pals #char.🌧 jing yuan #yandere.cw #he just like has the impulse and then goes no wait that’s horrible #I don’t want another pet I have too many responsibilities anyway r u kidding KDNFKNRKRN #okay that last bit is more comedic but n e way #u get what I mean. the instinct is there but he ignores it #and sometimes it’s HARD to ignore #the first time u fall into his bed… he wakes up before u and just. stares. ur so pretty and peaceful and he could just lock the door…………….. #but then you stir and make the cutest little noise and lean into him and he Knows it’ll be so much more satisfying to #coax you back into his bed again instead #he might not outright do anything that forces you to not have any other options but he damn well makes his interest clear and who would ever #try to compete with him for anything let alone your hand #might as well be staking his claim #there u go. local man fights w his own instincts to not just fuck you up entirely #he likes the chase!!! it’s in his nature to want to win it!!!

[autistic-katara]

there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good it’s removed ur sanity) and then there’s fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)

#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse #yet it’s being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc they’re cops they don’t understand harm reduction but still) like #seriously everything’s so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under #the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? she’s just gonna trust u #less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it #for a minute she confirmed she isn’t suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism #like yes she is hurting herself but it’s a COPING MECHANISM. she’s coping with something. help her with that don’t just take away her penci #sharpers or whatever (which btw since she’s an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be #voluntary it isn’t gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they don’t want to like as ur friend u could’ve made it clear u care abt her #and wouldn’t judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk don’t just say “you have to talk to me” and casually threaten #hospitalisation when she isn’t ready in the moment like seriously if this wasn’t a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting #bcz given that this wasn’t even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right #oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags- #it’s not where the author’ll see it and know it’s about them i don’t feel bad abt it #this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so #cw self harm in tags #idk if i need to tag anything else for that 😭 #fanfic #ao3 #ryan shut the fuck up

[milimeters-morales]

I don’t write Hobie as someone struggling with addiction because he’s black i write him like that because of nearly everything ELSE about him, both movie and comic-wise, but because he’s black he’s more likely to have be targeted by companies/people pushing/forcing more drugs onto him even if he’s trying to quit, and then denied the help he needs and demonized for it, which makes him struggle more with it. u get what i’m saying??? It’s like how i don’t write Miles G. as more aggressive and cold because he’s black, but because of his general life situation. But because he’s black, other people in his life might’ve reinforced these ideas that he was naturally going to behave this way, and you can only hear something about yourself so much (and at a young age too) before you begin to believe it, even a little, and then don’t see reason to fight it even if it’s not true. sorry if i’m not explaining this too well, but you see what i mean????

#to elaborate more on miles g: #like as a black guy when u are growing up without a father you are told to be the man of the house #you are automatically seen as aggressive or older than you really are #and you will be forced to adhere to these ideas . even from other black people #and with Miles G’s dad having been dead for a while already #of course his mom doesn’t force that man of the house idea. but you know that he wants to help and this can easily lead into that idea #and aaron might not be. the best with that? we don’t know him so i can’t say for sure lmao #but yes none of their negative traits is because of these boys being black. it’s made WORSE by racism of course but none of this started + #because they are black. this could happen to anyone #so just yknow keep. what you’re writing in mind when you think of this. because are you doing it because you see black people as + #inherently (x)? watch out for that! no writer will ever be perfect ! #hobie brown #spiderpunk #spider punk #miles morales #miles g #prowler miles #the prowler #m&m posts

[prettybbychim]

ain’t it sad that the only friend i can hang out w is my brother and now he’s got his own group of friends (which is fantastic im so so happy for him he never had that growing up) and he likes to spend his free time w them and i don’t have anyone anymore and it sucks big ass

#personal #like pls hang out with your friends #i don’t want to force u away from the things that bring u joy #but at the same time it sucks #heh might delete this later #like i can answer messages all day but it doesn’t fulfill that need u know?

[hotteoki]

don’t know whether to burst into cheers for ateez or sob until i can’t breath for bts

#people calling armys dramatic for being sad over bts enlistment… did u see how upset jimin was? how insecure he is abt his hair now? #we’re not being dramatic by sympathising with people who are forced to do things they clearly don’t want to #‘everyone does it’ and who likes it? #having to wait for 2 years until i see my comfort artists of 6 years? ofc i’m gonna be upset #knowing that even in the military they aren’t safe (a saesang sneaking into military vaccination to vaccinate jin) and not being able to do #anything abt it? why wouldn’t we be upset #just u wait until ur favs are enlisting #i don’t wanna hear a single peep from u when ur favs enlist and u get upset abt that #‘okay i won’t’ congrats?? not everyone feels the same thing as u. learn to fucking sympathise #on the other hand congrats ateez for placing 1st on billboard 200 omfg i’m so proud of them #‘2018 hongjoong would never have guessed’ ohhhh lemme cry rq #seems like i’m gonna be crying tn either way 🙁 #skits speaks 🐈

[apotelesmaa]

Objectively yes five pebbles deserves most of the blame for every problem in rain world but I think seven red suns does not get near enough flack for knowing five pebbles wanted nothing more than to end it all, knowing he shared resources with moon, knowing 5P trusted and looked up to him and STILL choosing to send him the information on the very risky plan to die that requires constantly utilizing every drop of water at your disposal and requires complete perfection in execution to avoid giving yourself super turbo mega cancer. & then going Omg I can’t believe five pebbles has done this :( why is he so mad at me now :( my iterator in Christ you literally gave him step by step instructions on how to ruin his life and accidentally kill his sister what did you think was going to happen.

#rain world #moon deserves none of the blame btw I stand by this. her forcing the message was a last ditch attempt to get 5P to stop literally killing #her. how was she supposed to know what he was up to. #i also stand by the fact that 5P is an incredibly tragic and complex character who shouldn’t be exclusively viewed as bad. i could write an #essay on that but I don’t want to do that and you don’t want me to do that #i think more people agree with the 5P thing but accept him trying to blame moon as fact #rather than intense denial that he put himself and her in this situation and can’t fix it #& I think people also view 5P as he is during the events of the game as his entire personality #instead of watching someone at rock bottom grab a shovel go ‘I can fix this’ and keep digging #because I think up until rivulet he’s in such deep denial that he can’t help himself or reverse what he did to moon with a simple solution #i can’t remember who said it but I think one of the devs said ‘do u think moon would still care so much about 5P if he was always like this’ #sighs. he is unfortunately just like me. self recognition through video game character that ruined everything. #rain world spoilers #i guess?

[cynderrfell]

they fucked up the characters already ok fine

#sw #tf u mean Sabine is a padwan? her whole thing was figuring herself out on her own #also totally kills ahsokas character arc but I already knew that was gonna happen #and why is Hera acting like she doesn’t know shit abt the force/jedi #like ok fine get rid of Kanan whatever #i don’t even want to watch the show anymore deadass #I mean i didnt want to to begin w so whatever #speaking

[djsadbean]

Are you ever gonna continue your The Return Of Miss Power AU? Btw your art and writing are amazing!! I can't believe there is another person who's in the Wordgirl Fandom :)))

Yessir!!!!! 💛💛💛

(/neg for this paragraph) I’ve been going thru a bunch of stuff behind the scenes that I try not to talk about bc I know my page is an escape from bad stuff for a lot of people. One fraction of it is that the ao3 curse is real and im glad I did all that research for chapter 5 xD but there’s a lot of other stuff too…

I’ll get back to it soon :D I have like 60% of the next chapter written! I’ll post when there’s an update ready.

Waahhhhhh thank u sm!!! 💛💛💛 that means a lot /gen /pos Hell yeah worg fandom!!!!! The kindest fandom ever!! 🥺💕💕

#tank u for the message! #it’s understandable to want to know if it’ll continue #it’s always unfortunate when a fic u like doesnt ever get updated again #I rly wanna finish this though!!! #I want to make sure my words are meaningful and make sense. i don’t want the pain from irl stuff to make its way distastefully into my work #i wanted to have time to process everything and deal with it before getting fully back into it #I’m rly scared of trauma dumping on readers xD #it should be a wonderful experience to read!! gonna try my best to make that happen! #like I didn’t want the angst to feel guilty or uncomfortable if that makes sense #the angst should be poetic and heartbreaking LOL #rn I’m trying to take things slow and draw on paper as silly as that sounds to write out so bluntly #when I was 17 I got rly popular in a big fandom for my art and I started treating it like a job which was cool experience but I never #slowed down. i think if I want to keep this love for art and writing alive I need to slow down every once in a while idk #so I’ll eventually go full force again but rn I’m just trying to be thoughtful and organized #I think that’ll reflect nicely in my art :D #anyway thank u for reading these tags luv u byeeee #djsadbean answers

[ofmermaidstories]

girl its been 6 months since you updated sjlt💔💔

it has been!!! and i genuinely could not give you a timeframe for when i will update. but i will get there, eventually. im just going at my own pace, and doing other things i like! like drawing.

#ofmermaidstories-asks #i appreciate that comments like this come from a place of like… ‘i enjoy this story and i would love to see it be finished!’ #mostly bc i *also* enjoy my silly little story and would also like to see it be finished #but i am not disciplined as a writer and i don’t force myself to be #it’s a way of not burning myself out! #i know it’s hard to get invested in a fic and then have to trust a random with delievering on the promise of a ending #especially when the updates are sporadic like mine tend to be #and the only reassurence i can give you is the lack of an update isn’t because i’ve forgotten about the fic or somehow don’t care #because my first audience is always myself #and *i* want this story done #and i’m the only one who can drag us there #so thank u for your paitence as we both wait a little bit longer

[teruthecreator]

trying so hard to be normal but i really don’t think i could survive going to the psych ward and i’m rlly like. bothered my siblings are pushing it so hard

#in neg city #they were rlly like ‘we can’t force you’ but then just kept fucking talking about it #even as i’m crying and saying no no i don’t want to go i’m not going i really don’t want to #and like. idk. when ur sister gets sent to the psych ward at a pivotal point in ur childhood #and that subsequent action adds onto the trauma u were already experiencing at that point like idk man! maybe going to the psych ward would #in fact be very very bad!!! #like any time i think abt the psych ward i think abt my sister one day just disappearing from the house. i think about when the doctors #withheld my letters and i thought my sister either hated me or was fucking dead. i think about having to hide all this agony behind polite #smiles while i was also being bullied mercilessly at school and my CHOIR TEACHER WAS DYING OF CANCER #i think abt the car ride when my aunt told me and my brother that she had to go back in #i think of empty houses and missing places at the dinner table and arguments and so many fucking arguments #i cant go into the psych ward i won’t. and it just felt like that’s all they wanted me to do #and then it became well michelle how do u want us to help u? LEAVE ME ALONE #THATS HOW U HELP. YOU LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME FIGURE IT OUT #i get rlly overwhelmed and stressed when too many people are trying to butt their heads in #and i know they mean well but it just feels like they’re both gonna become mom and i’m not talking to mom for THIS EXACT REASON #idk i just don’t think they can help. i get that they’re rlly worried but i can’t let them help i don’t know what they could do #and they wanna talk about this again tomorrow so now i don’t wanna sleep bc i don’t want tomorrow to happen #but i don’t have anything to do bc i’m in such a terrible mood #i rlly wish i wasn’t alive sometimes #clearly i’m putting too much stress on my siblings and mom is probably worried sick but i’ll never kno bc we aren’t talking #i’m just ruining everyone’s life i rlly shouldn’t be on this planet anymore

[edgelordtozier]

people can talk about the mischaracterization of steddie without it directly being an attack on ur weird pretentious borderline proship fanfic just fyi (but if u take it that way then…. Well)

#is anyone gonna know what this very vague post is about. i hope so #not tagging it though #idk I just feel like. why are u complaining about people saying the mischaracterization of steve is a feminization issue that is almost #homophobic just bc u want to write him as “a pretty boy in makeup” . like write him however the fuck u want but ur not immune to criticism #like. no one is gatekeeping steddie from u or policing ur fics. people are pointing out genuine fandom issues with mlm ships. #if u feel personally victimized by that then sorry bro that’s totally on YOU #but write it! write him how u want! but that’s not steve anymore lmao #if u have to change his personality entirely to write him the way u like him then sorry lmao u don’t like him #but truly it’s like get off ur fucking high horse #no one gives a single fuck about what u do or don’t do #making 8000 posts about how fandom culture is “toxic” when they’re pointing out how YOU are a weirdo! #lmao #whatever #sorry I’m a hater again full force #should I tag it #let me know #if anyone even fucking reads this 😭😭😭 #oh fuck it went in the tag anyway LMAOOO don’t let me get in fandom drama again I’m just mean

[bo0zey]

help i have a crush on my manager…….like fr like i think i might actually wanna kiss him possibly even idk ……… idk what to do abt this all ik is i’m going 2 hell😐

#he did 1 on 1s w everyone tryna get to know them n when he asked to speak w me i didn’t know wtf was going on #i thought i was gonna b fired n i was like nooo it’s only my 3rd day on orientation please!! #but then we started chattin in his office n i was nervous n answered stupidly ofc #but he asked what i wanted to do w my career n i told #him i wanted my SANE & TCN certifications n he was like oh i have a tcn book i could #borrow hmm i don’t have it w me but i’ll look for it for u n i was like???? #bc if u do the slightest nicest thing for me like SLIGHTLY go out of ur way for me i’ll fall in love #i didn’t think he’d rlly do it but a few shifts later he approached me w the book n was like here u go u can give it back whenever #n i was like hearteyeemoji thank u omg i couldn’t believe he was serious??? #he’s so cute i found his notes in the pages n he put his name on the inner cover like a little #DORK #i wonder if he thinks i’m pretty #i think he’s pretty he has dark brown hair n pretty light eyes n usually i don’t like light eyes but idk #his skin is slightly tan n looks soft i wanna touch him #sometimes we catch each other’s gaze n i wonder what he thinks #i notice him look at me when he first appears in the vicinity n i have to force myself not to look at him ugh #i’m literally delusional like ik he doesn’t like me he barely #knows me he’s just polite and a good manager that genuinely wants the unit to succeed #but like idk sometimes i wonder if maybe he at least thinks i’m kinda pretty.?? #is it illegal to date ur manager…. #.ok idk why i’m even entertaining the thought he’d literally NEVER give me the time of day pmaoooo #ramblings #shut up cianna

[groupwest]

ok i’m posting my cover letter i’m sick of looking at it… i’m sure i will be able to finish it myself but any help is appreciated, i just have said the same words too many times, and some paragraphs could end more eloquently

Working in a funeral home is not a position that usually appeals to most individuals, however, I find myself in the position of having a skillset that I believe could benefit from taking my career path in this direction. I want to bestow a kindness upon bereaving families, by reassuring them that their loved ones will be treated with compassion, even after they have left this life. I hope to work towards being a Funeral Director, myself. In addition to the technical skills required for this career path, I would be able to bring forth the empathetic skills that I believe define what it is to work in a funeral home.

This has been a lifelong interest of mine. I'm incredibly passionate about how the industry is evolving, people are seeking more eco-friendly, sustainable and natural burial methods, as well as home funerals and cremation alternatives. I think these options are extremely valuable to communities, cultures, and the future of our planet.

Though I lack conventional experience in this field, my other skills lie with animal husbandry, which has taught me a great deal about death, though visceral and painful, the confronting experience can be transformed into a healing process for those involved when treated with grace, love and acceptance. My mother and I offer a service of dispatching problem roosters, this is something that animal welfare organisations like the RSPCA do not offer, it can be very stressful and daunting for people, ultimately leading to abandonment of animals or dangerous environments. This undertaking requires huge amounts of empathy & compassion, as well as fortitude, a strong will, and deft hands. I really do feel this offers me a great insight & unique perspective into this kind of work.

What I’m seeking most of all is guidance and training to aid me in breaking into the industry, to network, and continue to expand on my skills & knowledge. Any advice, information or opportunities would be greatly appreciated.

Please don’t hesitate to contact me for any more information, I look forward to hearing from you. Thank you for your time and your consideration.

Sincerely, Neptune Ψ

#first paragraph isn’t my words but i can’t be bothered to change it #i also don’t want to downplay ppls greif by comparing my chicken experience to the funeral industry but still want to say something abt it.. #is that paragraph okay?? not too stupid? #idk i’m over it surely this is more or less good enough #my job network lady will finesse it for me too but i still think some of u could probably help me word it more eloquently. idk #don’t wanna force anyone to help me w this i know some of u offered but i’m just gonna put it here #just shoot me a msg if u have any advice