#but honestly most of the time it's just so. hhhghn because i keep wanting to sing lower key songs

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maybe,,,, just Maybe i should. tell my singing teacher i’m trans,,,,, so we can stop singing incredibly high-pitched dysphoria-inducing lil songs........ 

#i had to sing line without a hook today a Lot of tones higher & it kept fucking me up so bad hhhhghn #me: oh no my dysphoria is not that bad. i'm fine most of the time. #having to sing line without a hook at d major: that's bc you haven't tried me out yet <33 #but honestly most of the time it's just so. hhhghn because i keep wanting to sing lower key songs #but she always says my voice sounds better when it's higher and like. To You. #the only thing *i* hear is my head saying i sound too much like a little girl <3333 #but she's also v considerate & young & very kind ???? so i think. she'd get it and everything #it's just bc she would be the first adult i'd come out to & that feels. way too real ??? #i'm still questioning a lot of stuff & changing a lot around so. i'm scared to tell her & then change my mind #even though i hardly think that's probable #anyway. lil rant but !! at least she said #we could sing it at the original key next lesson and. i always think i sound so cool when i sing it at the original tone..... #gender euphoria is just singing 'she's she's a lady and i am just boy' & reaching all thenotes the male singer sings rlly comfortably <33