#but even if

[earanie]

wlepppp.

#so #since i was hyper tired and kinda sad yesterday evening #(bc of long hours and then general desperation that comes from being too tired) #I made the wonderfully bad decision of... writing them a text #very stupid one at that #But on one hand i do feel like im scraping tthe bottom of desperation #on the other hand this is all very freeing? #Like... it's not a dissimulation game anymore! #they KNOW! #I can show my hand as much as I like bc the worst has already happened! #yes maybe im delusional #But still #it's not like we are best friends #even if doing this i tank our 'friendship' even deeper into the ground #(which i dont think is necessarily what is going to happen) #But even if #it's not gonna be the end of the world #because the end of the world has already come and gone and im still here #ifywim #so fuck it! #we ball! #or something like that #im gonna behave like a 20-something in love #im gonna be a bit stupid a bit clueless and stop overthinking so much #(or at least TRY) #hit subscribe and follow this channel to see how much I regret this in less than 2 working days

[weldnas]

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#i had the shittiest past 2 months and then i went to my first concert/festival #last sunday and came home to realise my little brother was arrested there and spend the most exahsuting 2 days #and he litterally just came home a couple of hours ago #and everything is technically fine rn and it took me saying that #for my best friend who is aware of all of this to want to play morality police on me #because some awful thing happened in the festival during the first day #and she was reprimending me for going because she thinks it' insensitive #i don't necessarly agree with her because my reason of why what happened happened isn't the same probably #but even if #what about you cut me some slack #i litterally texted her now that my brother is ok i can tell you that i haven't had as much fun as i had sunday in ages #but she was already into her 1min vocal that starts with "now that you're brother is fine i can judge you imvery disappointed in you #for going to the festival i think it was very irresponsible and insensitive' #what about you give me a second to breath #im very mad and i don't want to be screaming at her so im screaming her #well a bit #also my mom think taking my phone away at night is helping of whatver #she's done it today and yesterday and it's very annoying #and i don't want to argue with her because she's not doing really good because if my brother's stuff #why can't i have just one good thing

[maryse127]

Talking to gp and study advisor, filling in a mental health assesment scale etc really makes you shift between "it's not that bad" and "maybe it's worse than I thought" and "maybe I am not just a lazy bitch and part of me easily being annoyed with people and struggling to do tasks is not entirely my fault but partially caused by mental issues"

Honestly this entire "reaching out for help" thing has been a big "things that make you go hmm" moment so far.

#it also means i can request deadline extension if necessary #next week's deadline should be fine #and the week after should be doable #but even if #i wonder if my pride will allow me to ask #we cross that bridge when we get there #maybe i'll get in the flow and shit out an entire essay in record time #it has happened before

[violentdevotion]

before depp accused heard of abuse she had never gotten as much love and support as he has now. her accusations came out and people either instantly accused her of being a liar or went oh, okay. this narrative of 'if the roles were reversed' means nothing to me because male abusers don't get locked up. they don't get harassed. they don't lose opportunities. theyre never publicly shamed. and female victims don't receive NEARLY as much support as male victims do.

#ameera speaks #dot the record i think depp is a monster and i wish him dead i believe heard is innocent #but EVEN IF #literally every time i see a case where a woman abused a man ALL i see is 'if the roles were reversed' then what?? then what? whats this #privilege women supposedly get when it comes to domestic abuse cases?? is it that statistically we get abused more so its more likely that #We'll be believed because even so. wow youre so lucky statistically if you accuse a man of abuse youre likely to be right so people are #sometimes more inclined to believe yo. but only if youre thr perfect victim

[theredtours]

why yes I AM making boop gifs from screen recording

#they're transparent and i'll post them when I am finished. #I won't even tag them because everyone should have them #boop #text

[faeriekit]

"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick

#the ethics are whack but more importantly you didn't even want to write it?? who is it even for?? not you? not me? #you didn't even have enough interest in the premise to take a crack at it?? then who cares? #please don't populate in my search results I'm looking for things that people wrote because they liked something #ao3

[malwarechips]

yknow i never noticed the sheer rareness of images having ids or alt text on this website until i started adding alt text to my art (and trying to remember to add it to any images i post in general, especially text screenshots) and that makes me kinda sad

#i used to be pretty intimidated by the idea of having to describe my art but. it isnt as hard as it sounds #i just treat it like im describing an image i dont have at the time really #plus ive been told that even a simple id is better than no id #lev.txt

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[amygdalae]

we're having sex and you pull out at the end to discover your cock is entirely gone, dissolved (ive digested it like a pitcher plant). bye!

[tariah23]

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

#Crunchyroll #piracy #funimation #money hungry ass streaming service #rambling #I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god #I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭! #get back to pirating kings!!! #anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this #CR is definitely not worth paying for though #CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee #capitalism #the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway #it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything

[titleofpersonage-p01]

#palestine #free palestine #israel #israel is committing genocide #i understand both sides of the argument in the comments #but the fact that this can even be some what believable is concerning in itself #always remember that an “us vs them” narrative is dangerous #we cannot deny that innocent lives are being slaughtered #i just want this war to be over #but thats not something thats going to be easily done

[ladydorian]

#if i see your fic is made with the partial or full help of ai i will not even look at it

[lautakwah]

EDIT: CHECK MY LATEST ADDITION BEFORE YOU START SHIT IN THE NOTES, THANKS.

warning for discord users

If you're on the app, immediately go to your dms and then "add friends". After the latest update they allow your contacts to find you and have that option turned on by default, so make sure it's unchecked!

This is very obviously not great for a multitude of reasons, but especially for people in vulnerable positions who do not want people in their contacts to see who they are on discord and/or know they have discord in the first place. I've also tried finding out if this is a thing on desktop but haven't been able to find any mention of it, so either it's not a "feature" (yet) or they've hidden it. Either way, stay safe, and turn off finding friends via contacts!

[ID: three screenshots from the discord app with circles around the buttons to press to get to this "feature". 1: the messages/DM button, 2: the "add friends button", 3: in the add friends page, the "allow contacts to add me" checkbox. /END ID]

#ling.txt #discord #fascinated by people seeing the edited post and then not even bothering to click on the bolded underlined capslocked link #in huge letters at the start of the post #tumblr is full of idiots god bless <3

[bookpdf]

there should be more hours between 6 and 10pm. like even just two more hours. for my assorted hobbies & activities

#heartbroken that i can't play video game and read a book and work on my art in a single evening when im already tired from work!!!

[angelicgarnet]

the way people online talk about autism is getting really weird, like do they know that neurotypicals still have interests? that someone being passionate about a hobby doesn't mean they're autistic? you guys know that right

#woof #like self diagnosis is one thing #but saying someone is autistic because they talk about a specific hobby a lot is weird (and waters down the actual definition of autism) #and its no different than saying someone has ocd bc they organize their books alpabetically #or saying someone has ADHD because they got distracted by something #and people who aren't even autistic are honestly getting way too comfortable with autism jokes

[who-canceled-roger-rabbit]

Some spins on the "mostly male team with a token woman" trope:

The woman is trans and stayed in her old circle of bros even after transition

The woman is the only one in her circle of "girls" who didn't turn out to be a trans man

#of course even in that case i'd still make plenty of other characters female OUTSIDE the main team #there's a they wolf in my closet #gender #transgender #trans #lgbtq+ #queer #story ideas #writing prompts