#but eh at least i can say that i tried fjdjd

[thewhizzyhead]

You can still pursue playwriting and it not be your profession. It might take you longer to write something you’re satisfied with if you have limited hours to write, but it can also relieve the pressure of making something commercially viable to put food on the table. - Patroc

yeah that's true. i've long since made peace with the fact that pursuing writing/anything artistic as a main career here is not gonna bode well for me because welp *cue a very long rant about the shitty stigma surrounding artistic pursuits as main careers since acc to them "walang maaabot yan (that won't get you anything)"* so yea pursuing it as a side career or simply treating it as a hobby would be the wiser option. i guess i'm still a bit afraid that maybe nothing will ever happen with my ideas since i'll be very preoccupied with other things but eh that's how life goes i guess.

#but eh at least i can say that i tried fjdjd #one of my musical concepts (Misfits) has been pitched to two separate um i guess production heads already #and both of them really liked it #so if i'm able to actually write the freaking thingy then perhaps there's still a chance #i just really hate giving up on things i'm really into fhzhd #thanks for this patroc!! #patroc! (rabbit holes!)