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ritsusakumawife · 2 months

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Rejected

Male Yandere! x GN!Reader (This is a remake but feel free to read the original one)

Warnings: Use of profanity, implied murder, possible manipulation, mentions of depression, mentions of sui

“I’m sorry but I don’t like you in that way”

“What..?”

“Sigh..I like you, but only as a friend. I don’t like like you”

“Oh! Not that there’s anything I don’t like about you. I’m just not looking for a relationship right now”

“No, no, it’s alright..Yeah..Friends..Let’s just, remain friends, yeah?”

“Are you sure? You aren’t just saying that to make things less awkward, right?”

“Mhm..I didn’t expect you to say yes anyways hahah. You’ve always been quite open about what you currently want and don’t want after all.”

“I just wanted to get it out of my chest y’know? It’s been bothering me” He chuckles awkwardly

“So..We’re cool?” You say awkwardly

“Yeah..Cool..”

“Ahah..Nice..?” You say in an almost questioning tone

RINGGGGG

“Oh..Wow, the uhm bell rang. Well then, see you around. Bye byeee” You then quickly turn around and hurriedly leave

‘Gosh, that whole interaction was so awkward and tense! Remind me to never accept secret rooftop meetings ever again!’

“…”

‘It’s only been a month since you rejected me.’

‘You said you didn’t want a relationship. Yet, why are you getting so close to him? Him, of all people’

Your laughter echoes through the hallways, breaking him out of his train of thought

“I can’t take this anymore..”

Quickly, he marches over to you, grabs your hand, and pulls you away outside in the courtyard

“Kanata. Let go of me!”

Surprised by your voice he lets go

“That hurt, why’d you do that?” You glare, demanding an answer

“I— I’m sorry, it’s just..Him..I’ve warned you so so many times to not get close to him.”

“He’s a bad person”

“You need to stay away from him. Now.”

Irritated, you reply, “Look, no one has the right to judge and dictate who I should or shouldn’t hang out with”

“Especially you, yes, you Kanata”

“What? Me? And why the hell is that huh?”

He’s clearly starting to get agitated but that won’t stop you from saying what you’ve been wanting to

“Hah! Did you really think I wouldn’t find out?”

“I know how you’ve been bullying him behind everyone’s back! Behind my back!”

“He was never a bad person! It was you all along! You’re the bully, not him!”

“What the heck are you even talking about right now y/n?!? Me? Bullying that guy? Are you out of your mind?? Have you finally lost it? Huh?!”

“You know me better than I do y/n! Since when was I ever the type to bully someone?!!”

“ARE YOU A FUCKING IDIOT Y/N L/N??!! I MEAN, I KNEW YOU ALWAYS WERE BUT I DIDN’T THINK YOU WERE THIS MUCH OF AN IDIOT”

…….

He hated this situation

He hated all of it

He hated how you were accusing him

He hated how he’d accidentally raised his voice

He hated how he let his temper get the best of him again

But, he can’t take back and rephrase those words now

…….

“..An idiot..? Wow, is that what you’ve thought me all along? Huh?”

“To think that I..To think that I even ever thought of you as a friend”

“IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY THINK OF ME?!”

“N-No, I—” “I BET YOU ALSO TALK BAD ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK, DON’T YOU? I BET..I BET THAT ALL THIS TIME YOU’VE THOUGHT THAT I WAS A NUISANCE AND THAT I WASN’T WORTH YOUR TIME”

“What?! NO. Y/N, where the heck is all this coming from? I never even said anything like that”

“But I bet I really was a nuisance, wasn’t I?”

“Everyone..Everyone always ends up leaving me..I thought you were different. But I can see that you aren’t any different from them” You stare at him and walk off

….

You didn’t know why you said all that

Why did you say it?

Those words aren’t even close to what you were thinking

Everything was so off. This wasn’t how you guys fought. You’ve always talked things out..But why did it end like that?

Why?

Whywhywhywhywhy

….

It’s been a few days since that fight you had with your now ex best friend

Come to think of it, you haven’t seen him around for a while now..

Oh well, it was none of your business. You probably just missed each other, the building is huge after all

On the other hand,

You’ve gotten a lot closer to Angel

Well, Angel isn’t his name but it’s what everyone calls him. A bit weird to call a guy that but it’s nice, he fits the description of an angel after all

Huh, you’ve never actually found out his real name now that you thought of it..He introduced himself as Angel when you guys met and guess you just never had the opportunity to ask him for his real name..

After a few days of still not seeing your ex best friend, you decided to pay his class a visit before classes start and hopefully make up

You’ve been friends for almost all your life. No matter what you try to think your heart just can’t let this friendship that lasted for a decade to end in that way

You peek through the open door and look around

One of the people there, notice you and come up

“Is there something you need?”

“Oh! Uh, no, not really. Just wondering if Kanata came to school today..We recently had a fight and I want to make things right again..Ahah..”

‘Someone end me..I DIDN’T MEAN TO BASICALLY VENT TO SOME RANDOM PERSON’

Upon hearing what you had to say, the girl looked almost hesitant to say what she’s about to say next

“I..I’m sorry, you mustn’t have heard but, Kanata’s dead”

“Sorry? What?”

“He’s dead. He was going through depression and well..You know, he..Couldn’t take it anymore. I’m very sorry for your loss”

“Oh..Yeah..Uhm..T-thank you for letting me know”

You had been on autopilot throughout the entire day

The bell rang, classes started and ended

And right now, you find yourself crying, hugging, and confiding in Angel, your new best friend

How did you end up in his house? You don’t remember. Everything is foggy, blurry, all you know is that his touch is comforting, his hand brushing through your hair, whispering comforting words

Promising that he won’t leave you like the others

He’s different

He promised not to leave you

“I won’t ever leave you alone”

You wake up from your sleep

“What an odd dream..”

It wasn’t a dream, it was a nightmare

“I should probably get ready now lest I be late for that date!”

Wake up. Wake up to the real world

Ding dong~

“Oh? That must be him!”

You hurriedly rush to the front door and open it

Upon opening the door you immediately get engulfed in a hug

“Morning babe”

You chuckle, “Good morning! You’re here early, hold on. I just woke up, lemme get ready first then we can head out, yeah?”

“Yeah. Go ahead and get ready, I’ll be here”

Run

Wake up

This isn’t real

Kanata didn’t end himself

He was a happy man. He never had depression

“Angel”, or rather, Rei, killed him

You know this. Don’t delude yourself

WAKE UP

“I’m ready! Well?”

“You look absolutely amazing love, now then, shall we go?” He offers his hand

“Amazing just for you! And yes, we shall my good sir” You hold his hand and start to walk side by side

“Geez..That’s sweet but don’t say that ever again. That was cringe” He says in a lighthearted teasing tone

You giggle, “I know, I know, but you still love me despite me being cringe at times”

“Well, you’re right about that”

“How could I ever not love you? You’re the most wonderful person on earth”

Ah..

I see..

It’s too late..

His grasp is too strong

You’ll never break free

I’ll(we’ll) never break free

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roomsofangel · 19 days

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IN THE ABSENCE OF EVERYTHING, I PROMISE TO KEEP YOU WARM . . jeong yunho

“you’ve ruined me for anyone else, i don’t think i could ever stop loving you even if i wanted to.”

pairing idol!yunho x fem!reader

one sided dislike/hatred. sunshine x grumpy. could be seen as an enemies to lovers but it’s all one sided on y/n’s end and she just doesn’t like him in the beginning while yunho is completely oblivious, but still matches her energy.

genre angst, fluff, smut, fic.

synopsis ateez are on a much needed break after their recent comeback — traveling overseas for a short-term vacation, yunho desires nothing more than just to ease himself and let go of worries.

but with a run in with someone he deems an angel in human skin, yunho learns she doesn’t know who he is and pretends to be someone else.

filled with secrets and a burning romance, yunho learns that no matter what you do or how hard you try, life just isn’t fair.

and he only had himself to blame.

warnings mature themes, mainly due to language. a lot of dishonesty. hurt without comfort if i’m being honest. nsfw later on. arguments and miscommunication. reader and yunho don’t have a good first impression at all, and they both don’t use the most nicest words at first. a lot of talk of mental health, exhaustion, and being overworked.

notes this is told in past tense, yunho’s pov. think of it as you are listening to him tell the story after it all ended, only knowing his side. this was also going to be a one shot, but i instead have changed my mind and went with original idea when first planning this, and this will be a fic.

a/n this is a repost! so if it sounds familiar i originally posted this with my old blog mothworked!

status to be reposted

started n/a

completed n/a

reblogs & comments are very appreciated and also help out a lot! thank you for reading and giving my work a chance ^_^

. . . # chapters !

PREVIEW BELOW. . !

yunho hasn’t been happy in a while.

he doesn’t know when or where this sudden realization came into place, nor does he know when the feeling of numbness even decided to pop in for a chat as if it was a distant relative who came over for the holidays and refused to be put to bed.

he just knows he hasn’t been the same person after their comeback — assuming that he was only overworked, this will cease.

it didn’t.

his hands shoved his clothes into the oversized suitcase, hearing the zipper tug and close his belongings all tightly knit together, yunho let out a huff of air, allowing himself to pause for a minute, take in everything while staring blank at the pompompurin keychain he had setting on his nightstand with the mental reminder to hook it onto his bag to match with mingi — “will this actually do anything?” he voiced outloud, grumbling before pulling and rolling the suitcase off his bed and down the hall, “i’m here.”

the first person to lift their heads towards him was hongjoong who smiled in response, eyes showing he was just as exhausted and eager for this break, “does anyone know where we’ll be going?” he asked

“california — not so bad, huh?” seonghwa acknowledged, a light tone to ease the tension created from just the lack of care to their needs that begun to radiate off of then in their tones and actions

and yunho wanted to believe him, he really did.

but the feeling in his chest was yelling at him otherwise.

“san’s birthday is coming up,” yeosang mentioned one night while he and yunho unpacked, the two sharing a room together after losing a game of rock paper scissors

yunho could recall the shade the walls were painted, green lily. mingi was the one who mentioned the color by name and it had made them all erupt in fits of giggles on how — and why, he knew something like that but thanked him nonetheless, san announcing the dorms should be painted the same shade before getting a pillow aimed towards his head by a sleepy jongho

and now, yunho was scurrying around downtown LA, attempting to find a good present for his friend. why was gift shopping so hard? would san even like it? no, scratch that, san loved anything given to him — he was just a big ball of sunshine.

it was yunho who wouldn’t deem it good enough.

maybe coffee would help, yeah, that would. just something to distract his neverending nerves so he can think better. he should’ve asked seonghwa, he thought to himself.

the sky was clear, the sun being bright and reflecting on his freshly dyed scalp, it was his mind that was clouded and unable to steer in one set direction — not fully processing where he was going, only aware he was aiming towards that coffee shop he noticed. oh, if he knew then, he would’ve turned around.

colliding with a body, soft gasps and cold drink being spilled on his warm skin, “fuck,” he cursed out loud at the sudden temperature and new situation

and that’s when his eyes met yours.

but with the way his day and emotions had been, he didn’t intend for his next words to be come off so harsh, “i’m sorry”

you looked at him with an annoyed expression, brows knitted tightly together, “just watch where you’re going now i have to deal with a day without my drink.”

scoffing, yunho shook his head, “i wouldn’t be talking if i were you, you basically were fucking naurto running into my chest,”

you let out a huff, “naurto running?!” running your fingers through your hair, you shook your head, “if i wasn’t so mad, i would have laughed.”

“i can get you another one,” yunho tried to compromise, not wanting a feud with a stranger over a drink

plus, he wasn’t sure if you knew he was an idol and if you did, he didn’t have any desire to end up on an article, his thoughts broken by your scoff

“no fuck you, i wanted that one,” you folded your arms over your chest, eyes darting to the floor before you started getting napkins to clean up, yunho unaware of why he followed behind

“are you this uptight all the time?” yunho blurted, earning his chest to hit your back before you turned with raised brows

“only to dumbasses who make me spill my drink.”

“touché.”

he finally convinced you to let him get you another drink, taking a seat by you while the straw was between your lips and your fingertips tapped the cold plastic cup that had water droplets decorating, “you can leave now,” you said

“don’t flatter yourself, i ordered something too,” yunho shook his head

you sneered, “your presence just annoys me.”

yunho leaned forward, propping himself up with his elbows as he looked at you with a mocking grin to tease you more, “is that any way to talk to me after i got you another tea, which may i add, at a coffee shop?” he paused, looking at you taking a bite of your cake pop, “plus that cake pop.”

“yeah.” you shrugged

yunho ordered hot chocolate, his intentions were to get an iced americano but with the day he was having, his taste changed for today, his hands holding the warm wrapped brownie he hoped to enjoy if not giving it to san later

you teased him about it which was fair, he did so about your tea.

“what’s your name?” he asked

met with silence.

“hello, are you deaf?” he titled his head in response, you looking at him with a teasing grin

“for you, yeah.”

ignoring what you had said, yunho straightened his posture, “i’m yunho and you are?”

and yet again, met with your silence

“you’re making this really herd,” he huffed

“that’s the goal.” you replied

yunho didn’t know how much longer the two of you sat in silence, eating and drinking before you began getting up to clean your area, he remembered how the strands of your hair fell in front of your face and you harshly moved them aside in annoyance, jaw clenched while you got your bag that he didn’t realize you had with you — eyed landing on a specific dangling keychain that resembled the one he had connected, before he could make a comment about coincidences, you spoke

“y/n.”

“huh?” he questioned

you dusted yourself off and laughed, “my name is y/n, you asswipe.”

that was the first time he met you

and sometimes he wished he would’ve left you alone after that

maybe the two of you would have been better

maybe you wouldn’t hate him this much

and maybe he could’ve done things differently if he had another chance

but you won’t give him one

and he knows he doesn’t deserve it after what he did.

it was almost fate.

the situation and timing could come off as such — at least, yunho wanted to believe the two of you were starcrossed lovers destined to get it right either in this life or tbe next one.

he didn’t expect to see you there, polished and composed, the opposite of who he met the day prior. you radiated something that he knew he wouldn’t be able to get enough of.

and he couldn’t.

even now, he found himself drowning in your memory and wanting to be swept under permanently — it nearly sounds as if he was praying for a fatal outcome, but he did not want to die. he just wanted his heart back.

the same one that still stayed in your hands while yours was forcibly removed from his

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emsroselover · 8 months

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𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 | 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤

𝘊𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘢𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘴_ 𝘰𝘯 𝘞𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘱𝘢𝘥

"good evening y/n/n! get up we have dinner plans" JJ says jumping on top of me, I let out a slight groan. this is the happiest i've seen him in awhile

"what's wrong y/n" jj asks, getting off of you and sitting beside you.

"Probably the fact you just jumped on top of me but what do you have planned today?" I ask him, turning to face him.

"You'll find out later, now get ready" he says, kissing your forehead. I nod my head and push him out of the room.

"c'mon y/n why can't i stay" jj whines

"that would be a bit perverted j" i say looking up at him

"nothing i haven't seen before" jj says smirking and walking out of your room. i scoff and shake my head grabbing something to wear

"Can you tell me where we're going now?" I ask as I walk down the stairs.

"You have to wait to see pretty lady" he says, walking over and wrapping his arms around my waist.

"What car are we taking?" I asked, grabbing his hand and walking towards my front door.

"The twinkie broke down so my bike" he says smiling.

"cool cool, promise me you won't try to kill me this time?" i joke

"that was one time y/n, i'm not gonna kill you" he says getting on the bike. I sat behind him wrapping my arms around his waist and pressing my cheek against his back.

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We make it to a hill looking thing when jj stops his bike "okay, so we're close but you need to put on a blindfold" jj says handing me a blindfold. I hesitate to take it but end up wrapping it around my eyes.

"Are you sure you're not planning to murder me?" i ask gripping onto his arm

"one, why would i muder you, two, your hurting my arm" he says. i loosen my grip on his arm walking with him. we walk for a bit longer when jj stops us.

"okay, take the blindfold off" jj says standing behind me. I pull the blindfold up onto my forehead and smile at the sight in front of me. jj steps in front of me and starts rambling

"i know it's not that special but the twinkie I thought would be a good place I guess, but we can also sit in the field and-" I cut him off by kissing him, he kissed me back after a few seconds of realizing what happened.

"it's beautiful j, thank you" i say walking towards the twinkie seeing it has fairy lights on it and blankets covering the hard floor

"So you like it?" jj asks, putting his hands in his pockets.

"yes jj, it's perfect thank you" i say hugging him. he lets out a sigh of relief and hugs me back.

"okay let's eat before it all goes bad" jj says leading me into the van.

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After a while me & JJ decided to pack everything up and ride back to my house.

"thank you for today j" i say walking up to my front door

"yeah, uh your mom home?" jj asks scratching the back of his neck

"She's working, you can stay over if you want" I say knowing what he's hinting at. He looks at me with a grateful smile and walks me inside. We walk upstairs to my bedroom and I throw him a pair of sweatpants that I stole from him.

"It gets cold in here" I say grabbing a pair of shorts and a hoodie for myself, he nods his head and I walk into the bathroom to get changed. I do whatever I do at night and walk into my bedroom seeing jj already picking a tv show. I lightly laugh to myself and get into bed next to him. He puts his head on my chest and turns on the show we watch together

"i love you" he says randomly looking like he regret it right afterwards

"i love you too j" i say kissing the top of his head and playing with his hair. he smiles against my chest and continues watching the tv.

#jj mayback x reader #jj maybank #jj obx #jj mayback imagine #jj maybank fanfiction #jj maybank x pogue!reader #obx fic #obx imagine #outer banks #jj maybank x you #jj maybank x reader #jj maybank smut

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highpope · 1 year

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stuck with you - jj maybank blurb

hurt/comfort fic with my fave blond pogue while i get back into the swing of writing. this trope is everything to me i will never get sick of it. the formatting of this is so weird im sorry

warnings: mentions of blood and a fight. not graphic

requests are open! :))

“y/n, it’s not that bad. Stop looking at me like that,” JJ had said as he came through your front door, face and hands covered in blood that wasn’t completely his own. “Your nose is actively dripping blood and your hand looks broken, J. It is most certainly that bad.”

It wasn’t unusual for him to come to you in these types of situations, but that didn’t make it any easier. But if he felt comfortable enough to seek you out when he was hurting, you would take it. You kept your medicine cabinet well stocked with bandages and antiseptics for reasons like this, but also threads for stitches and some heavier dose medication that they don’t specifically sell over the counter at convenience stores. Hospitals were expensive and none of you had the kind of money to go to the ER every time someone got in a fight.

“It’s not like I haven’t broken it before. Besides you should see-”

“Shut up.” You spoke, cutting him off and walking into the bathroom.

You didn’t want to hear about it.JJ follows and together you get situated like clockwork, not even needing words. He jumps up to sit on the counter while you wash your hands and get everything you need.

“Here,” you said as you handed him a rag to hold to his nose. You tap his knee with the back of your hand and he moves so you can stand in between his legs. His eyes soften when he looks down at you and you have to actively fight the blush creeping up your neck.

You gently move his head to face the wall with a hand on his chin, assessing the damage. “If something hurts, you tell me.”

He nods, “yes ma'am.” a smile plays on his lips.

You roll your eyes and start washing the cuts around his cheekbone and forehead. Such a flirt.

Sighing you tilt his head up slightly and clean the blood off his cracked lip.

He drops his hand from his nose, the blood seeming to have stopped with the added pressure, “my little nurse,” he says, leaning to kiss your temple. You fight the urge to lean into his touch. Softly cleaning up the rest of his face and began to run your thumbs across his cheeks and nose to check for any broken bones.

“Ya know, you’re gonna be glad you had all this practice when you get into med school.”

You can feel him smile under your hands but you don't answer. Just keep scanning over his face.

JJ reaches out and smooths your furrowed eyebrows, “Hey” he says softly.

“Baby, stop.” he reaches out, encircling your wrists and bringing your hands down to rest in his lap. Tears well up in your eyes and you blink, trying not to let any out.

“Talk to me, baby, please.” JJ says, his voice just above a whisper.

You take a deep breath before speaking, “I just. I don’t like seeing you like this. J, what if something more happens and I can’t fix it. Or I’m not here or god, JJ, I don’t know.” Your tears were now uncontrollable.

JJ swipes your cheeks, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I never mean to scare you, I’m sorry.” He wraps his legs around your body and moves you so you're resting against his chest.

“I’m the one supposed to be taking care of you,” you sniff.

His hands are in your hair and one slowly moves up and down on your back, tracing comforting circles. “I’m okay. I promise. I’m not going to leave you, ya know.”

“Yeah?” you whisper, lifting your head back up to look at him.

“Yeah,” he replies, kissing your forehead, “do you know how crazy I’d have to be to mess this up? You’re stuck with me, kid.”

#jj maybank #jj maybank headcanons #jj maybank fluff #jj maybank x reader #obx #outer banks #obs fic #obx blurb #no spoilers here #jj maybank x y/n #highpope fics #obx3 #outerbanks #outer banks netflix

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r4ikkonen · 1 year

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would you be open to writing a nsfw alphabet for toto?

NSFW ALPHABET | TOTO WOLFF

A/N Hi!Thank you for requesting I hope you’d like this because it’s my first time writing for a team principal💘

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Toto is known to be an always angry sort of a guy but with you he’s an angel he always has a soft spot for you.He is an aftercare king, he makes sure you’re all comfortable and not embarrassed after the sex.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Toto loves his hands the most.He thinks that they define him.He enjoys grabbing you with them too, cupping your ass,hugging you.. His favorite body part of yours are your eyes.He loves starring at them and he could stare at them forever.Your eye color is very attractive to him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Toto is a perfectionist and he hates making a big mess or anything like that.He enjoys cuming inside of you.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

His dirty secret is that he loves playing with you.Licking you off, fingering you and more stuff like that.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Toto isn’t so experienced like you thought, he is very inexperienced and he tends to make some mistakes during sex.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He loves missionary, Toto is very good at keeping eye contact and nothing turns him more than your eyes full of tears of joy when he makes love to you.Another reason why he loves missionary is because both of you are so close to each other.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Toto is very serious during sex.It’s because he wants everything to be perfect for you and he doesn’t want to seem too unprofessional when doing it.He always makes sure that both of you are comfortable.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Toto has a bit of hair but nothing that gets in your way when your giving him a blowjob.Although he prefers when you’re shaved up.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Toto doesn’t like showing that much romance in public but behind the doors he is the kindest person you know.He always makes sure you know how much he loves you.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Toto isn’t into masturbation, it’s pointless without you.Since you guys are always together, he has no need to jack off.If he gets horny he just comes to you and lets you do your magic.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Toto isn’t very kinky, even though you tease him that he is which drives him crazy.There is one thing that he loves and that is pinning you against the wall or bed.He loves making sure that you can’t move your hands/arms.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He is very classic but the best sex for him is after work in your bedroom.When the atmosphere is nice and cozy and there are candles around.It’s his favorite place ever.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

He gets turned on pretty fast but he tries to hide it if you’re in the garage or so.He gets motivated the most when you’re making small moves on him, like touching his chest,arms.. etc.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Toto is a gentleman.He seems like a bad guy but he would never hurt you in any way possible.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Toto loves giving you head and he loves receiving it even more.He can get so close to you that way.He knows how much you love when he’s eating you out so he does it mainly to please you.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

It depends on his mood really.Mostly he is fast and rough but sometimes he can be very sensual.He loves doing you fast because it turns him on quicker.But if he’s had a rough day he’d just do it slower.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Toto isn’t a risky person and he doesn’t like quickies.Especially not in the paddock, he is very paranoid that someone would see both of you, only time that he would agree on doing quickies is if you’re begging him or whinning for one.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

As I said Toto isn’t risky at all.He never takes risks because he is scared that something bad might happen.He’s perfecty reasonable guy.You don’t mind it even if you tease him to have unprotected sex.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Wolff’s stamina is very high and he can last probably a few hours but you guys never did it for more than one hour.He can always match your energy.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Toto thinks that they aren’t as close as him when it comes to pleasing you.And he loves proving it to you, he is always right of course..

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Toto can tease quite a lot, but in the relationship you’re the big teaser and bully.You mostly tease him when you guys are in public, and of course it would drive him crazyyy

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Toto doesn’t mind dropping a few sounds like grunts,moans and sometimes even moaning out your name, but he prefers it if you do it because he finds it hotter.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Toto decided to take you to work, you guys were in Hungary for the qualifications.You got pretty bored as you were sitting next to him in the garage.You slowly gripped his thigh and he gave you a confused look.He of course knew what you meant so after a few seconds of you teasing him with your movements, Toto grabbed you by your hand and lead you to some kind of a closet.He didn’t say a word he just started taking of your clothes and kissing you until you felt his dick inside of you.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Toto is quite big , both girth and length.He knows how much you adore his friend.So he lets you have fun with it as much as you’d like.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Toto doesn’t show it much because it’s very hard to read him.He can let you know when he is horny by looking at you awkwardly or if he’s trying to hide his crotch.But overall his sex drive is high as fuck.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Toto can fall asleep right away.He always makes sure you fall asleep right in his chest.He loves having you close when you’re sleeping.

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cosmic-kaden · 24 days

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{breathe me in, calm me down.}

Ship: Matt x Kaden

Words: 1,570

cw: **Mentions of irrational anger. (I hc that Matt has bipolar like me so I'm using my own experiences with it. p r o j e c t i n g but it's not descriptive or anything! this is like.. after he rages and he's just pissy now) other than that WE GET KISSEY! SDLFKJDSLKF

Notes (to Matt!): Happy Birthday baby~ Today was the day that I was suppose to introduce you as my joke f/o, you were going to be a chaotic guy who took over my blog and then promptly exit by the end of the day but I thought about you too much and I actually ended up falling in love with you… and now you're someone so incredibly dear and I love you with all of my heart. I'm glad you're staying with me from now till forever~ <3

Hey, if you don't self-ship please DNI, nothing against ya, I just got anxiety lol || ok 2 rb

Seething. Livid. Mad. Pissed. Angry. He couldn't calm down. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't for the life of him find any type of inner peace, if someone spoke to him he would snap loudly at them, his anger was explosive and no one dared to get into his path when he was like this. There was really no telling how he would react to anything.

Kaden was blissfully unaware of this, that was until one of their co-workers came to them and told them that everyone was basically finding a place to get away from their boyfriend. Kaden was quickly informed that Matt was on a rampage. Something set him off and now there was no calming him down.

Kaden was quick to push back in their chair and stand to their feet. "Where is he?" Kaden had planned on seeing him later but given the situation, they knew it would be better for everyone if they saw him now. They hated seeing Matt so upset or hearing about how upset he could get. It always left a pang in their chest. He had gotten better over the time they started dating but much like themselves, they would have their days where they couldn't be calm.

Their co-worker told them he was stomping around near the medbay and Kaden was quick to drop everything they were doing and headed off in that direction. they walked as quickly as their feet would take them and once they got there, sure enough, there Matt was, sitting down, leg bouncing a million miles per minute, hands balled tightly into fists, he was breathing heavily and his brows were furrowed. He was pissed off.

Anyone who looked at him was in for it, that was the thing with Matt when he got mad, he got mad and he didn't care who it was on the other end of receiving his anger, everyone except one. It wasn't as if he liked acting this way but it was just a reaction that he hadn't learned to really control before, he was always like that but ever since he started dating Kaden, he wanted to try and better himself, not just for Kaden but for him too. He hated feeling like a walking slab of stress and tension.

"Matt..?" Kaden spoke softly as they walked up to him and he instantly stood to his feet, his body tensed and he clamped his jaw shut. Great now he was also feeling anxious, if he ever say something out of anger at them he would never be able to live with himself. The thought of hurting the one person he cared so much for made his stomach turn and his heart hurt.

Matt never wanted to lash out at Kaden so usually when his anger got this bad he would try to find a spot where they couldn't find him until he calmed down unfortunately they were able to locate him which only pissed him off more because now he was wondering who the fuck said something to them and why they thought it was a good idea to send Kaden to him although he was unaware that this was a concious decision by Kaden themselves.

Matt walked forward, his footsteps heavy as he let out a loud puff of hair through his nose, he walked past Kaden or at least attempted to but his attention snapped to them when they effortlessly grabbed his forearm. His eyes narrowed a bit but then softened when they remembered who it was who had him. Kaden didn't grab him tight enough to hurt him but tight enough to make him stop moving.

"No… don't run… Come with me…" Kaden looked up at him. "You don't have to talk, just follow." Kaden stated quickly as they started to pull Matt towards their private quarters they loosened their grip on Matt's arm and trailed their hand downwards, gently grabbing his hand into theirs where they interlocked their fingers. Matt's grip was tight and they took note of how he tensed up. When Matt was mad, he could easily be blinded by anger and when he lashes out it's intense and usually what he says doesn't particularly mean that he means each word that is outbursted. Kaden lifted their interlocked hands to give him a soft reassuring kiss to his knuckles. "It's okay.."

Once they got to Kaden's quarters Kaden walked in with him and locked their door behind them. "Sit," Kaden said, turning to face him, their expression was soft and they had a small smile on their face.

"I'm not a mutt" Matt mumbled quickly and Kaden rolled their eyes, gently bringing their hands up to Matt's chest where they gave him an encouraging little push towards their couch and didn't stop pushing, this yearned a small little half smirk from Matt. His heels hit the couch and he ploped down onto it and Kaden wasted no time in straddling his lap, one leg on either side of him.

"Now that you can't run away from me…" Kaden gently grabbed each of his hands with their own, interlocking their fingers once more and Matt couldn't help the flutter he felt in his chest "I can finally cheer you up~" Kaden smiled at him.

"Doubt it.." Matt huffed, now it was his turn to roll his eyes and Kaden shook their head in playful disbelief. He was stubborn like that but Kaden knew they had some effect on him because his thumbs instantly ran small circles on their hand when their fingers interlocked. Despite his anger with others at times, he really cared and trusted Kaden.

"You sure?" Kaden guided his hands to rest at their waist after letting his hands go, their own hands finding their way to either side of Matt's neck. Kaden had a playful glint in their eyes that didn't go unnoticed by Matt and he sighed.

"Kaden you know it's hard to get me feeling like me again. I got a knot in my chest and it burns, I want to be calm but inside I'm pissed-"

"Are you yelling now?" Kaden tilted their head a little, a small smile creeping up to their face.

"No…" he mumbled.

"Are you screaming and throwing things?"

"….also no but that doesn't mean I'm calm, I'm still extremely pissed off but because you're…you. I won't lash at you..I could never do that to you…ever.." Matt mumbled, his eyes reflecting worry and sadness as he talked about it.

"So you're still upset?" Kaden asked softly and Matt nodded his head.

"Well…" Kaden kissed one side of his cheek. "I guess…" Kaden shifted to the other side, kissing his other cheek. "We're going to have to fix that?" Kaden lifted their head to place a small kiss on his forehead. They trailed their kisses from his forehead down over the bridge of his nose, back to his cheeks and lower to his jawline, kissing from one side to the other. Kaden flicked their eyes up to meet his and Matt was smiling a little.

"Still upset?" Kaden asked.

"If I said yes?" Matt half grinned to which Kaden mirrored it.

"Well we can't have that~" Kaden chuckled softly as they lifted their head before dipping their head forward to capture Matt's lips with their own to which he let out a small hum.

"Now?" Kaden whispered against his lips and Matt let out a small chuckle. "If I keep saying I'm upset do I get more kis-- ah!"

Kaden, gently cupped his face into their hands and started to fevorishly pepper Matt's face with tons of fast small kisses. "Muah, muah, muah! Stop, muah!, being!, muah!, upset! muah~!"

To which Matt laughed fully after Kaden stopped their assault of kisses to his face and he brought them close as he leaned up to hug them tightly, his face burying into the junction of their neck and shoulder. "What did I do to deserve you?" He sighed softly in contentment against them.

"You're just.. you~" Kaden giggled softly, their one hand coming up to run through his blond locks.

"I'm sorry…I've been trying to hard not to have these outbursts.." Matt sighed, his voice holding a tone of dissapointment.

"Don't apologize, I know exactly how you feel..the important thing is you're trying…"

"I love you~" Kaden breathed out softly and Matt tilted his head up to give them a soft sweet kiss, their lips linger against each other for a moment before he pulled away.

"Love you too." He smiled.

"Happy Birthday Matt… I was going to get you a gift later bu--" Matt squeezed Kaden and they let out a small yelp, followed by a giggle as they felt him snuggle into them.

"You love me no matter what side you see.. you encourage me and support me when I want to be better…you make me laugh and you cheer me up like no one else can…I can't have anything better than that…You're the best gift a guy could possibly ask for, nothing and no one else could compare" he mumbled against their skin, giving their neck a soft little peck.

"Okay, now you're just trying to make me cry." Kaden giggled softly as Matt lifted his head once more to place a few lazy kisses on their lips.

"Despite my outburst… Best Birthday Ever~"

Tagging: @ama-ships || @dragonsmooch || @heatobrienswife || @lysandreslittlechatot || @kylars-princess || @retrojem

To others who may read this:

**Do not come at me about his anger because I'm literally using myself as an example, I get like this and I'm trying to better myself. I DON'T realize I get like that until the damage has been done so this in a sense is a comfort fic I guess. This f/o is the only one who I'm projecting my own issues to because it also helps me navigate my own thoughts and feelings about it and how I can view it as someone on the outside in a sense. I'm making no sense tl;dr don't be a d*ck lol

#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GUY WHO WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HANG AROUND BUT IM SO HAPPY HE DID! ILU BABY!! <333 #You My Darling;#matt 💞#my writing;

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stxrmylxve · 1 year

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Hello, I hope you are feeling well? I like your works.

Only I have the headache that I like three of your prompts.

And up

- what their dates are like

- what they do when someone disrespects you

- their favorite things about you

Featuring Hakkai, Kazutora, Chifuyu x fem/reader

(Or should I order the three prompts separately?)

I beg your pardon for these I make trouble. (And for my bad English)

I wish you continued success and happy days.

pairings: chifuyu x fem!reader, kazutora x fem!reader, hakkai x fem!reader A/N: hii!! thank you for the kind words!! 😁 And no need to worry about the bad english. Here are all of them in one post! enjoy 🫶

What their dates are like:

Chifuyu is very chaotic

he brings flowers, he makes the meals/takes you out, but something always happens

normally it’s simply that he forgets something

cute because he probably gets hung up in small things and stutters

10/10

Kazutora already has a hard time expressing himself but he does try to work on it, just for you!

but he is very romantic with you

he even buys flowers, gets a fancy dinner, it’s perfect

reminds me of a cat honestly because he is so affectionate and clings to your side

might be a little hesitant about to dates at first, but a relationship in itself is new to him too

does try, 10/10 for effort!

Now hakkai?? he’s a hot mess

he probably overthinks things and panics if you’re hesitant about it (refering to what yuzuha said about him with girls other than her lol)

will eventually relax, but he needs many kisses

you might have to lead a little bit of the date

it’s a nice date, don’t get me wrong, but its chaos

Someone disrespecting you:

chifuyu gets very protective very fast

will defend you, but ends up getting his ass kicked in the end

chifuyu tried his best, but he knows he has nothing on his side besides his words 🤦‍♀️

kazutora has experience with juvie, these jerks are a piece of cake for him

a very skilled fighter so, if needed, can fight them

also very sly with his words and knows how to manipulate someone easily

i think kazutora is the best fit simply because he is methodical with everything

hakkai… is oddly bold and confident

similar to season 2 of tokyo revengers, he eventually stiffens up and realizes that this is actually hurtful to you

it takes time for him to muster up strength, but much quicker than say with someone else since you’re the only one who takes his shit everyday

Their favorite things about you:

chifuyu really likes your legs/thighs

they’re the perfect place to lay his head down and probably will even go to sleep due to your bodyheat

also like a cat (probably like Peke J mostly)

you are like his comfort pillow!!

Kazutora loves your eyes

you might not like the color of your eyes, but he will loose himself in your eyes

loves to look into them whenever he catches your eye sometimes

though it might look weird to someone else, he is deeply in love with you so thats all that matters

hakkai loves your tummy & your chest

he often overthinks things and, similar to chifuyu, you are his comfort body

loves to lay on your stomach

might move up a little to hear your heartbeat too

honestly.. he’s just in it for the cuddling

but they all love every part of you regardless 🫶

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hall0ween-twn · 1 year

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LITTLE MISS STRANGE corey's nsfw alphabet

a/n: yay! first official post for the LMS au after like 1000 years. thanks clemkruckinnie for helping me with some of the letters bc i was genuinely stuck on some of them. my inbox is open :DD

minors and cishet men, do not interact.

A 💿 AFTERCARE (what they’re like after sex)

he’s always praising you and making sure you were hydrated and cleaned up! maybe even a snack before the both of you are out cold, cuddled up against another.

B 💿 BODY PART (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

corey loves everything about your body, he simply doesn’t have a favorite. if he had to say what was his favorite body part on him, he might say his hands. he loves how big they look against your body.

C 💿 CUM (anything to do with cum, basically)

the first time you squirted all over him, he was over the moon. he loves to be drenched in you. he prefers to cum in you, vaginally, anally or in your mouth.

D 💿 DIRTY SECRET (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

he loves it when he knows steve can hear or barely see the two of you. it’s a sign of domination and possession over you.

E 💿 EXPERIENCE (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

because of joan, corey was a virgin before he met you. never kissed anyone before you either. thankfully, you and eddie were there to help teach him how to pleasure you! he’s a quick learner.

F 💿 FAVORITE POSITION(S) (this goes without saying)

missionary. cowgirl. amazon. he just wants to see your face, to be honest. the only way he’ll do doggy is if there’s a mirror.

G 💿 GOOFY (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

more serious at first, he’s super insecure with himself and will feel bad if he gets laughed at. the more comfortable he gets, he gets a little goofy but he’s still insecure.

H 💿 HAIR (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

so nice and hairy! you love how hairy he is. being able to nuzzle your face into his chest hair or pubes and just breathing him in, his scent brings you comfort.

I 💿 INTIMACY (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

so fucking intimate. he likes to make love!!! hand holding, soft kisses, the ‘i love you’s, the whole nine yards! he just loves you so much.

J 💿 JACKING OFF (masturbation headcanon)

poor baby, couldn’t hardly do anything in the privacy of his own room without joan interfering. he’s lucky if he can get off in the shower or when she’s gone for the day, which is super rare.

K 💿 KINK (one or more of their kinks)

BREEDING. praise. overstimulation. slight voyeurism and exhibitionism. size kink. tattoos. body piercings.

L 💿 LOCATION (favorite places to do the do)

your place. he wouldn’t be able to take you anywhere near his house. if it’s in public, it’s somewhere only where you and him can get to it.

M 💿 MOTIVATION (what turns them on, gets them going)

you’re his motivation. everything about you turns him on.

N 💿 NO (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

degradation and impact play. corey doesn’t want to hurt you, like ever (poor thing couldn’t hurt a fly). plus, he already feels like he hurts you because of how heavy his thrusts can be.

O 💿 ORAL (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

he likes getting a blow job but he rather get you off. it’s your pleasure over his.

P 💿 PACE (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

slow and sensual. he’s a sensitive boy, and with the way you tighten up around him, he needs a moment to recollect himself before he cums before you do.

Q 💿 QUICKIE (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

corey has a high libido so quickies happen, especially during lunch break at work when he knows there’s a high chance steve might be listening.

R 💿 RISK (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

he’s not super into experimenting but if there was something he saw from eddie’s porno stash and thought was interesting, he’d talk to you about it.

S 💿 STAMINA (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

depends, corey’s a switch. if he’s domming, two or three but three is pushing it. if he’s subbing, one. he’s super sensitive when he’s subbing.

T 💿 TOYS (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

he doesn’t own any toys but he uses your toys on you if he’s in a teasing mood. he likes them on him too!

U 💿 UNFAIR (how much they like to tease)

he loves to tease you in public! you’re just so cute when you’re flustered and can’t do anything about it. and after all that teasing, you’re so wet that he’s able to slip in in one thrust.

V 💿 VOLUME (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

he’s so loud. whimpers, moans, groans, whines, gasps - you name it, corey does it. eddie’s heard him from across the street a few times.

W 💿 WILD CARD (a random headcanon for the character)

the both of you didn’t bother to check if the mens bathroom was clear, corey was going to bust if he didn’t have you now. it was a warm day out and you pulled out some of your summer clothes, a vast contrast to your usual long shirts and skirts. it was just a simple shirt with a shorter skirt but it had corey reeling. steve happened to be in one of the stalls, peeking through the slit of the stall, watching the way you took corey’s size. he wished it was him that was the one fucking your brains out and corey knew, he spotted those bright blue adidas in the mirror. “tell me baby, who do you belong to?” corey grunted, feeling the way you clenched around him. neither of you were going to last much longer. “you, corey! i’m all yours!” steve really couldn’t help himself, pumping his cock in his hands while trying to stay as quiet as he could, but it was no use. corey could hear him, the little moans and whimpers he made. “i’m sorry baby, i didn’t hear you. what did you say?” “i belong to you corey! this pussy belongs to you!” that did steve in, his cum spurting all over the bathroom stall. before you knew it, you were squirting on the bathroom floor, your eyes rolling back as corey’s hips stuttered, cumming into your tight pussy. “fuck baby, we gotta hurry and clean up.”

X 💿 X-RAY (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

corey’s a little bulky, he inherited that from his dad. he’s got a little tummy from the chocolate milk he drinks. his cock is a little above average, he's definitely packing something. he's a little bigger than steve but not by much. i said before that corey's cock is like that copypasta and i still stand by that.

Y 💿 YEARNING (how high is their sex drive?)

very high! he’s got pent up sexual energy so he needs to let it out.

Z 💿 ZZZ (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

again, depends on if he’s domming or subbing. he wants to sleep after you if he’s been domming, just to make sure you’re okay. sometimes, he can’t help but pass out as his head hits your pillow.

#[twn] little miss strange au #corey cunningham x reader #corey cunningham smut #steve harrington smut

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bratshaws · 1 year

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through the hourglass 31. brb x oc

a/n: OH MY G OD. yes. yes im excited for this new arc uwu

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: fluff, mentions of pregnancy, B A B Y

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“C’mere baby.”

Rooster is currently on their kitchen floor, making kissy sounds and patting his lap to Eleanor, who is looking at him from the door with Jack behind her, her big eyes brimming with caution “C’mere,” he pats his thighs again “C'mere beautiful, come on, I won’t hurt you.”

Beatrice watched the whole thing from the kitchen table, sipping her glass of water with a little smile as she watched Jack and Eleanor watching Rooster cautiously, Jolene stepping from behind her puppies with her tail wagging to immediately lie down next to the pilot, as if to say it was okay to approach him.

“C’mere,c’mere,” his voice was a bit higher and he let out a pleased ‘aah’ when Eleanor slowly made her way over, her ears back and a gentle yap coming from her mouth. She sniffs his hands when he offers them to her, then his arms, then his pants and feet. The white puppy looks up at him after a few seconds, then holds herself up by climbing on his crossed legs, “There you go,” he gently picks her up and brings her to his chest, nuzzling the puppy’s white head, “Oh you smell like puppies.”

Jack, who was still by the door watching his sister and mother, whined a bit from fear and apprehension only for Jolene to gently ‘boof’ towards him since his sister was too busy wagging her tail and enjoying the constant attention. The male puppy slowly got closer, repeating the same patterns his sister did by sniffing Rooster’s hand and legs before he too stood up on his hind legs so Rooster could pick him up, “See? I’m not so bad,guys.” he coos,holding both puppies against his chest and letting them lick his face…until Eleanor barked at Jack for soaking more attention than she did, “Woah!Okay little lady, that’s not nice.”

Beatrice smiles so hard her cheeks hurt, watching her husband holding up both puppies with Jolene lying by his side supporting her huge head on his equally large thigh. Beatrice couldn’t wish for anything better, looking down at her stomach where their growing baby was and mentally telling them that ‘this was what they’d see everyday.’ She also had a feeling their child was going to be just as much a dog lover as they both are.

When she looked up again,Bradley was on the floor with Jack and Eleanor climbing over him and sniffing his face - well Jack was, Eleanor was playfully biting his fingers - “You okay over there?”

“This is a great way to go.” comes his voice, “Trampled by puppies.”

Beatrice snorts out a laugh that soon evolves into a fit of giggles that she has a hard time holding back, even if she puts her hand over her mouth in hopes to stop. It was the most hilarious thing to see Rooster lying down, arms open by his sides with the two puppies climbing on him and checking him out…Eleanor was very focused on the bottoms of his sweatpants, especially a lone piece of string that she wanted to yank it out more than anything, “You do look really relaxed.”

“Puppies should be considered medicine.” he says when Jack is almost sitting on his face, “They cure anything and everything.”

“I mean there is puppy yoga.” Beatrice says and her husband’s head immediately lifts as soon as Jack is on the floor again, “Yeah, they bring puppies for you to relax even more, I think there’s one in San Diego.”

Rooster’s mouth dropped open in amazement, his eyes shining, “That sounds absolutely incredible, holy shit.”

“There’s one with goats too-“

“Do not tempt me with a good time.”

Beatrice laughs again, standing up from the chair to walk closer to her lying husband, leaning forward with her hands on her knees “I'm going to leave you here for a little bit and call the clinic, okay?” He turns his eyes from the male puppy on his side towards Beatrice. He inhaled shakily but he nodded with a smile, giving her a little wink before she walked out of the room.

The brunette exhaled just as shakily as he inhaled, her happiness seemed ready to burst from her body as if it was a balloon. Her footsteps seemed to float all the way towards her phone up in their room, humming happily as she dialed the clinic's number.

Rooster,who was still downstairs with two big puppies over his body, could hear Beatrice’s voice from their room. It was muffled but she sounded so happy, and honestly so was he. He was excited to see his kid, their kid, for the very first time.

While he was away he did his research, a four months old baby would be around the size of a lemon…or a kiwi, the sources varied in that aspect. The head, arms and legs would be developing and it’d look more like a child. He was a bit nervous as well, something about seeing his baby for the very first time made something in him just snap…he wanted this of course he did, he was over the moon because of it, but he also had the same fears of not being a good father.

Funnily enough if his mother was alive she’d scold him for thinking like that, tell him he was talking nonsense and to not worry so much.

“Well I got us scheduled.” Beatrice’s voice snaps him out of his thoughts “We need to go there after lunch, and I can’t pee before we go.”

“Oh?”

“Makes it easier to see the baby.” She explains, still smiling at his position down on the floor “But the ladies at the clinic are eager to meet you, I might’ve told them a little bit about my husband.”

His smirk returns as he looks up at her, gently removing the puppies from his chest to stand up to his full height, towering over Beatrice “I’m flattered.” He whispered, kissing her forehead “Because you know how much I love talking about you, it’s only fair you do the same.” And his arms wrap around her waist, her cheek is against his chest and his mouth is on the crown of her head “What do you think it’ll be.”

“Hm?”

“The baby, boy or girl?”

Beatrice thinks about it for a second, her own arms wrapping around his middle and resting on the curve of his ass “…I don’t know.” She says after a few minutes of silence “I mean…I’d love whatever gender the baby is. I don’t really care as long as it's healthy.”

“Fair.” he mutters against her scalp, cheeks flexing with a smile, “Keep it at that, it’ll leave everyone whose betting on it freaking out.”

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Beatrice holds his hand as they wait to be called inside the room she’s visited months before, their fingers interlaced and her shoulder touching his bicep. He is holding her hand tightly, more than normal but it’s not hurting her at all, it’s just something that she could only translate as protection.

Ever since he got home earlier that day he’s been the protective husband/dad she thought he’d be. He helped her out of the car, even if her stomach wasn’t big enough and didn’t let go of her hand when they got inside the clinic, it’s really something to see.

Something very Rooster.

If he was like this with their seventeen weeks old baby, imagine when the baby is actually born.

Beatrice looks to the side and sees that he’s flipping through a magazine one handed, craning her neck a bit to have a better look, “Whatcha reading?”

He hums, then flips the cover for her to see ‘My Baby & Me’ with three women smiling and laughing at the camera, all of them heavily pregnant, “Do you think they ask actual pregnant women for these? Because from what I’ve read they wouldn’t be so…happy standing up for too long.”

Of course he read about it, “I mean, I don’t know,” she says sweetly, pressing her chin on his shoulder so they could read the magazine together, his finger flipping back to the page he was before, “There could be some women that handle a bit better. Some of them even wear heels during pregnancy, Roos.” she notices that he moves to a page where there was a full baby room, completely furnished with a toddler on his feet inside the crib, smiling at the viewer, “That’s cute.”

“I was thinking about getting something done about the room.” he begins, turning the page to the one he bookmarker seconds before with his fingers, “Get something like this,” he points to the brown crib and changing table with light green accents, “And then get everything else based off what you did.”

Beatrice looked up at Rooster with so much love in her eyes she felt ready to explode, “Did you see it yet?”

“Not yet, but I will,I promise.” he smirks, turning his head to kiss her cheek, reminding that their PDA had to be minimal since they were surrounded by other couples and the clinic’s employees “But doesn’t it seem like a good idea?”

“It does and I think it’ll match nicely.” she blinks, “You know I saw a tiny aviator like onesie at a baby store a few weeks back.” Rooster stares at her with an unreadable gaze, “It’s infant size.” and then he immediately grins because of course they were going to get that, it’d probably be the first thing they would buy, maybe even leaving the hospital with the baby wearing exactly that.

They were going to talk more about it, but their names were called. Beatrice smiles back at the woman then towards Rooster, who looked to be a bit in shock, maybe noticing that this was really happening “It’ll be okay,Roos.” she whispers, grabbing his hand and standing up with him following suit, “It’ll be just fine.”

“I know gorgeous, it’s just.” he keeps his voice down as they walk down the hallway to the ultrasound room, his eyes moving from Beatrice to the several pictures of pregnant women hanging on the walls, “It’s just I’m still grasping at this. Seems crazy.”

“It does.”

Once they are inside the room, Rooster sits down next to Beatrice, watching her lie down and push her shirt up and pants down enough to expose the little bump on her navel. He still couldn’t keep his eyes away from it, it was probably the most magical thing he had ever seen in his whole life honestly. Beatrice winces at the cold gel being applied to her skin, hissing quietly but remaining immobile, only turning towards Rooster as he looked at the still black monitor.

He looks down at his hand when he feels a soft touch, Beatrice’s fingers gently brushing over his knuckles until she curls around his digits. She mouths the word ‘okay?’ to him and he nods, replying just the same, bringing her knuckles to his lips to press a soft kiss to her skin. He tries to control his bouncing leg, digging the heel of his foot hard inside his shoe so he doesn’t break the comfortable silence inside the little room.

Soon the ultrasound begins and at first he couldn’t see much except blobs of gray and black, there’s just shapes he couldn’t identify until the direction changed. And he couldn’t help the gasp that leaves his mouth.

Beatrice smiles up at him, turning to face the monitor just like he was and see their baby, their actual baby that was no longer the size of a tiny bean, now it had a head, legs, arms and looked to be sleeping peacefully, “Woah, look at that.” she whispered, rubbing the back of his hand with her thumb.

Rooster didn’t reply, not yet, he was still grasping that this was the very first time he saw his child. The little baby was there, it was there! “Well, the baby looks fine.” the doctor comments, “Would you two like to check the gender?”

Beatrice turns to Rooster, who obviously hadn’t heard the question considering he was still staring at the monitor with his jaw hanging open. So Bea gives his hand a gentle tug, with a quiet “Roos.” calling his attention, “Do you want to check the baby’s gender?” He doesn't hesitate in nodding, since he doesn’t feel like he could talk right now, still understanding everything that’s happening in this small room.

The doctor just chuckles at the two, who watch with so much intensity you’d think the monitor was going to fly away at any second and they’d never be able to figure out. “Well,” the doctor begins, “It’s a girl.”

And he feels like he’s about to faint, “A girl? It’s a girl?” how did he know? How did he know? There was no way he’d know without…nevermind, it doesn’t matter. They were going to have a daughter! It’s a girl! They were going to have a girl, “...holy shit.” he does not hold back the swearing, much for the doctor’s amusement, “Bea, it’s a girl.”

Beatrice’s eyes were glossed over and she gently wipes a lone tear that slid down the side of her face, sniffling quietly, “I know Roos. It’s…it’s a girl.” she laughs tearfully, seeing their little girl’s shape inside of her was…incredible.

But when the doctor finally lets them hear their daughter’s heartbeat, that’s when Rooster has to hold his head up with a hand in front of his mouth and try his best not to sob. “It’s a strong heartbeat.” the doctor says, “She appears to be completely healthy, there’s nothing wrong with her.”

Rooster could only hear the sound of their daughter’s, Nicole, heart beating repeatedly and quickly, it was like the drums of a marching band, it was loud and yet so quiet at the same time. He couldn’t explain, there were too many emotions rushing through him, so many that he had to look away from the monitor to wipe his eyes only to feel Beatrice’s hand doing that for him with a gentle smile on her face, “It’s okay,Roos.” she whispers as the doctors finishes some paperwork before letting them go, “It’s okay.”

“It’s our baby girl, Bea.” he voices those words and she could hear the pure love and adoration within them, “It’s our baby girl.”

“I know.” she smiles, still wiping his face the best she could, “I know,Roos.”

After a few seconds of both of them calming down because the fact they could hear and see their baby jolted them so much they had to ease their own heartbeats. The doctor said it was all fine and they just had to keep an eye on the little girl but she sounded and appeared healthy as she could be, she congratulated the two - handing them the pictures of the ultrasound as well - and they walked off the little room.

Once outside they had to lean against the Bronco for a few seconds, looking up at the clinic, the ultrasound was held tightly in Beatrice’s hand as if she was terrified of losing it. It’s a long pause, it lasts more than either planned but it breaks when she lifts the picture of their baby to her eyes “...she’s really cute.”

Bradley snaps out of his thoughts to look towards Beatrice, then at the picture and he couldn’t help but smile at it, “I think I see a bit of your nose.” he points to the barely visible profile of their little girl and Beatrice chuckles in disbelief, “See, the little slope? It’s like yours.”

“That soon, huh?”

“That soon.” he smirks, leaning back against the car door with a gentle laugh breaking through his throat, “Have you ever considered that…we’ve been together for two years and a half now, married for six months and we are not expecting our very first child?”

Beatrice folds her arms over her chest with her eyes towards the sky, “You know…now that you mentioned, yeah.” she smiles, “I think we are very lucky Roos. It’s not…often people get pregnant so quickly after marrying, sometimes they wait, sometimes…you know, things happen and yet, here she is…my aunt was right, she was just desperate to show up.”

She looks down at the tiny baby one more time, running her finger over her little silhouette, “She looks like a little robin with how she’s posed.” Beatrice pauses, then turns over towards him, “Robin.” Rooster arches his eyebrow towards her, “Nicole Robin. What do you think?”

“Robin, huh? I like it. Keep with the birds within the family.” but in reality, he was over the moon by the name suggestion because it was so Beatrice to do that, to blurt out something that just latches onto you and it means so much, “Maybe she’ll be just like her daddy.”

“Sweet and charming?”

Bradley licks his lips, giving one quick check towards the clinic and then leaning closer to Beatrice, “That too, but I was thinking she could become a pilot, now I’m going to kiss you because that was dangerously smooth Mrs.Bradshaw.”

“I learned from the best, Mr.Bradshaw.”

They shared a soft laugh before Rooster leaned down to kiss her lips like he wanted to since they got to the clinic. He tasted her cherry flavored lip gloss and swallowed her soft sigh, only pulling back when he felt that he’d go even further if they weren’t right in front of a public space and in the middle of the street “Let’s go home,” he whispers against her lips, “So I can continue this in private.”

Beatrice’s laugh is like music to his ears and her cheeks flushing up were an added bonus, “Very well,” she thanks him when he opens the passenger door for her, stealing another quick peck and then closing the door. As he enters the car, Beatrice is still looking at the ultrasound, “Who will win? The bet?”

Bradley stops after he shuts his own door, thinking about it, “Oh, Payback,Phoenix,Coyote and Bob.”

“Mav isn’t in the bet?”

“Oh he is, but he tossed the idea of twins.” he laughs, “So it’s possible he’ll win half this time.”

Beatrice hums with a little grin, placing the picture inside her bag and leaning back against the seat, “...they’ll lose their minds when we show up tomorrow.”

“Yep,” he chuckles, turning the car on, “They sure will.”

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your-nanas-house · 1 year

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Ok soooo I love this account, and I have a request 👀 Originally I was thinking that post-spray Jeremiah would be good for this fic idea but now I can’t choose between him and Jerome, so I’m going to leave it up to u LMAO

Anyway, I was thinking of like what if R is good friends with bruce, but they’ve been kind of in a rough patch because R is starting to mentally be in and out (if that makes sense) and bruce is “too busy” to actually help them out so he’s just been annoyed with them without realizing that he’s being a bit of a dick. Until one day R brings up that they met someone that’s been helping them understand what they’re going through and feel more confident in themselves. Bruce figures out that the new person they met is J (Jerome/Jeremiah). He also finds out that J is just manipulating R to join his side only to get to Bruce. Bruce tries to warn R but they’re too far gone and they don’t really trust Bruce anymore.

I kind of now realize that this is more of a Bruce fic, but I do mainly want J to be in it? Bro idk I’m desperate for a J x gn!reader fic (and my attention whore touch starved ass is projecting). I ofc give u free range to change up the request in anyway! Even if u don’t take this request, ty and I hope ur having a chill day! :)

Thank you! I love this idea 😍 Sorry if it took me too long.

Not a GAME

Pairing: Jeremiah Valeska X Gn!Reader, Bruce Wayne X Gn!Reader

Warnings: manipulation, sadness, panic attack, crying, bad friendship, Jeremiah, warning

Words: 1462

Summary: in the request

Note: Sorry for the mistakes and the English.

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The words that came out of Bruce's mouth would have been sharp and almost suffocating as well as painful if he had said them a few months earlier, but now they were like steam, like the flame of a lighter that was almost completely finished for Y/n.

They were still meaningful to them in a way, because Bruce still meant something deep inside them, which is why his words echoed in their heads like the first time he hurt them in one of the worst moments he could do it.

Y/n should have hated the millionaire boy but as the days went by he could no longer do so, the burning sensation inside their chests that hurt them emotionally had faded because it was due to him that they met the one who helped them the most at the worst time in their lives.

It all started with a small fight, with Y/n wanting to open up to Bruce to show him and seek help after several weeks of feeling like the world was devouring them, a negative feeling of pressure as if something was crushing them and not letting them breathe; it was a bad idea though because the only response they got from the one they thought was their best friend, the one who would understand most of all was "Geez, don't make everything always about yourself...I'm too busy to take care of this exaggerated thing that's only in your head'. In a way Y/n had expected this, Bruce had been 'too busy' during that time and had started to behave annoyed and dismissive towards them, preferring to take care of his own things instead of thinking about others.

This was what prompted Y/n to leave the manor, with a feeling of pressure in their chest and their breaths quickening, they felt their pulse quicken, drumming against their chest, if they looked down they could see how their chest moved followed by the deep breaths and choked sobs; the falling rain seemed to be there to make things worse, there was nowhere dry for Y/n to take shelter but they didn't care, in fact after they reached their limit they leaned back against the wall, feeling again that so familiar tingling sensation spread from their hands throughout their body, their breathing becoming even more erratic and that feeling of not being able to get enough oxygen returned as they slumped to the floor trying to calm themselves down but in a way not wanting to in the hope of throwing it all out and getting better later.

They felt alone and lost, a fitting moment for Jeremiah who was right nearby to approach and interact with them.

The first thing Y/n noticed was that the rain stopped falling on them probably because of an umbrella and then the shoes, it didn't take long for them to recognise the pale man's style as he continued to look down at them seeing himself in their place, remembering his own panic attacks when he was still locked in the bunker and Jerome was still alive.

He slowly knelt by down never touching the ground and keeping his piercing green eyes fixed with Y/n's y/e/c's who had not yet recovered "Now, now...does that sound like the way to behave in public, you might attract a lot of unwanted attention, huh" he lifted their face to look them in the eyes again when they shifted their gaze "deep breaths, yes?" He showed them how to do it by breathing deeply with them as he helped them up "I think you're having a panic attack, has that already happened to you yet?" he asked receiving a quick shake of the head from Y/n "let's start counting together...1,2,3,4,5,6,7".

As soon as they managed to calm down Jeremiah walked to his car asking if they wanted to get in, Y/n wasn't sure but they really needed to feel better and at that moment a shroud of apathy had fallen over them, they didn't care about anything, if anything was going to happen that night it was going to happen so they walked to the car, getting in through the door the man had opened and putting their seatbelt on before leaning their heads against the window looking out at the falling rain and the depressing environment that was Gotham CIty, they managed to close their eyes for a moment to try and calm themselves and not drop any more pathetic tears in front of one of the most wanted criminals in that city; they tried to suppress their emotions that were coming out again and they were succeeding before a gloved hand wrapped itself around theirs, causing them to shift their attention from the window to Jeremiah's porcelain face, all it took was a slight smile and a squeeze of his hand to reopen the faucet of their emotions.

It all ceased again after they entered the flat and had some time to calm down, they accepted a pajamas and stood by the fireplace with a blanket as they stared blankly into the fire, lying on the sofa with no discernible emotion on their faces, only the previous tears that were now dry on their cheeks, their eyes still a little red and puffy and their cheeks redder from the cold and crying.

Jeremiah's gaze was fixed on them the whole time as he spoke to Ecco, who later took charge of preparing hot tea for their new guest to drink.

The more time passed the more things improved, at first Y/n didn't feel any progress and it seemed so strange to open up to Jeremiah making him their personal psychologist, the advice he gave was strange at times but it worked and they went step by step.

They slowly drifted away from Bruce like a shadow to the appearance of light, all thanks to Jeremiah who drew them towards himself and his ideas to make them drift further and further away from the world and Bruce.

Jeremiah spent more and more time with them, listening to them and being there for them whenever they needed him, cheering them up and making them overcome that depression and constant anxiety almost completely by understanding them, sharing his own experiences by bringing them into a more confident and perhaps making them become a sort of weapon of battle.

Y/n felt understood and despite the complete loss of the rich boy's friendship everything improved, finding the salvation they were looking for in Jeremiah Valeska.

The months flowed by as fast as the water in a mountain stream and changed as it did, even Bruce changed during that same time realizing how he had been behaving and how the lack of Y/n beside him made him feel, leading him to do some research to find out what exactly had happened after inviting them once to apologize, to have a hot chocolate together and noticing how Y/n acted cold and almost stranger to him, hinting at something like he had met someone.

That someone was indeed the boy's own 'enemy', he had discovered his identity in a few days and could even see the manipulation underneath Jeremiah's kind and sympathetic gestures as he tried to get Y/n to go over to his side against Bruce.

It was those words that didn't hurt Y/n in the slightest, it was as if they went in one ear and out the other even as Bruce's hands grasped their shirt trying to pull them back to their senses receiving as a response from them a phrase that had come out of his own mouth long ago "The world doesn't just revolve around you, Bruce".

Bruce's dark gaze was now incredulous as he registered the words he had heard realizing their power, he shouldn't have behaved this way with them months earlier "Y/n/n...I've been a dick to you but you have to listen to me, Jeremiah is just manipulating you to get to me!" "Jeremiah was the only one who was there when I really needed someone and the only one who helped me and made things better by also making me realize what was wrong....even if I wanted to I wouldn't have anyone, I don't trust you anymore Bruce and you can blame yourself for that."

This statement and seeing them walk away caused a mischievous smile to appear on Jeremiah's face, he was now certain he had fulfilled part of his plan the only thing he didn't know was that Y/n were aware they were being manipulated from the beginning but they didn't care.

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brandnewhuman · 2 years

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Sh tw: would you be able to do SH after-care with the slashes if it’s not too triggering for you 💕💕

(again mainly for Brahms because I’m a Simp for the stinky wall man)

Also i’ve been binge reading your blog…I love it here-

♡SLASHER TAKING♡

♡CARE OF YOU♡

CONTENT:

Brahms Heelshire - Rz Michael Myers - Asa Emory

Tw: mention of self harm, mentions of suicide, blood, mentions of depression, mature language, canon violence

A/N: hii! Thank you so much for trusting me with such an important request. I will do my absolute best in writing it. I hope everything it's alright and that you know that if it's getting bad you're allowed to feel sad and to talk about with someone you trust that can help you. Your favourite slasher loves you and there are so many real people who certainly loves you and care for you in real life so take care of yourself okay? I know how it feels but i promised not every day is going to be bad ♡♡♡

BRAHMS HEELSHIRE:

If there's someone who knows what you're going through is him.

He knows how it feels wanting to tear apart each little piece of your body until there's nothing left

The need to feel clean, free and somehow pure again from all the bad things that are latching onto your body and soul

Seeing the signs of that in you though it's way more devastating, way more painful than being stabbed.

You're like the only good thing he has in his life, the only healthy presence that he has been able to keep by his side

I know everyone thinks he would panic or something but he wont. He knows that panicking would make you feel even worse than how you already are

These are the moments where he shows how truly selfless he can be. How much more important your happiness is for him than his own comfort

He will ask permission from you to do anything cause he wants to make sure you feel safe

"Can i get closer y/n?" "May I hold your hand dear?"

He sits right beside you, every movement soft and slow so you don't get stressed

He will remove his mask so you feel more comfortable. His reasoning is that maybe seeing him being vulnerable in front of you will allow you to be less anxious about the whole situation

He's so gentle in holding your hands and turning so the palms are facing him and he has clear view of your wrists

If you start to feel bad or apologising he will just cupped your cheeks and look into your eyes

"It's okay, I know you didn't want to. I'm never, ever, going to be mad at you for this y/n… we'll figure it out okay? I'm going to help you get through this"

Before deciding what to do he takes a look to the cuts

If they're not deep he'll keep reassuring you before trying to clean them up

If they're deep he's going to slowly get up. If you feel like you can't he will carry you to the bathroom

He's surprisingly good at cleaning wounds since he has spent so many years behind the walls. When he first started to live there, as a child, he got hurt a lot and most of the time he didn't asked for help to his parents instead he mended up his wounds by himself

When he has to clean a cut and he knows it will hurt he just litters your face with small and gentle kisses to distract you from the pain

If you want to talk about it he will listen to you without interrupting but if you prefer to talk about something else or even stay quiet he's not going to force you nor making the small talk or silence uncomfortable

Once he finished he will put those cute band aids for kids cause those always cheer him up when he gets hurt ♡♡

No chores today. You will receive all his attention, cuddles and kisses.

If you're hungry he will make you a pb&j with a nice cup of your favourite drink

If you're not his going to just bring you some water and lay with you on the bed

He's going to hold you as close as humanly possible to his chest, running his fingers through your hair and planting soft kisses on your face and on your cheeks to dry your tears

He looks at you in the eyes like you're his whole world. There's not pity or commiseration, it's just pure and raw love for you and you only.

Will tell you as many times as you need that he loves you but won't tell you the whole "it's gonna get better" type of talk

He's going to tell you that even if it doesn't and you feel like this he is not going to give up on you never. If he has to fight it for you he's ready to do about anything he can for you to not let you slip away

He's not going to stop trusting you, he will not start to watch you from the walls again but will take away everything that could be use to self harm

Now that he knows what you're going through he'll try to be more nice and patient

He just loves you so much and it's never going to let you down when you need him

ASA EMORY:

I think Asa's trauma is often overlooked in fanfics cause is mentioned only once in the movies i think

Obviously it really did a number on his mental health and the most obvious effect is the whole collector thing

No one would ever imagine that he once used to take all those negative emotions out on himself

He literally tried to cut away every feeling he had whether it was bad or good he wanted all of them gone.

He knows the urgency to completely shut down your entire being, to hurt it and destroy it so bad you can't feel anything that you didn't choose to feel.

He knows too that it's something you can't really help if you're in a particularly bad mental space

So when he sees what you have done to yourself he can't even begin to think what he should do about it

You being with Asa means you're either one of the few victims he took a like on or you're his lover that he has met in a more normal way

Either way being with him is hard

If you're his "pet" the whole being a victim situation it's not helping and if you're his lover the fact that he's always so busy is bound to make everything harder

His first priority is to disinfect and medicate your cuts.

As you cry while looking at him you may see he's like very calm and collected but inside he is a mess

He wonders if its his fault, if it's him who has pushed you to do such things and whatever is your relationship with him he's going to blame himself

He has done to you what others did to him and even tho that's like the whole point of being the collector he didn't meant to do it to you

Once he has finished with the wounds ecc he's going to sit down and talk with you

You can now see how he truly feels and for the first time he looks so scared and so terrified

He needs to know what is happening cause he has to be able to help, simple as that.

I know it sounds demanding but he's doing it with the best intentions.

He's not gonna shame you or be mad, he just needs you to be honest and tell him everything

While he talks with you he's always going to be holding your hands and fidgeting with your fingers. He needs to feel you but he doesn't wants to make you uncomfortable since there could be a high chance he's the one to blame for this

He's gonna ask so many questions and will truly and fully listen to everything you say

"Is it something I have done? Can I do anything to fix it?" It's not about what he says but how he says it

He sounds heart wrenching guilty and he looks at you like his whole life depends on what you say

Once everything is cleared out he is going to promised to do better and he keeps the promise

He takes care of you, making something to eat and giving you all the affection you need and want.

If you want to keep talking about what's bothering you he will listen and if not he won't push it

That night, he will stay up watching you as you sleep and thinking about how he finally knows he doesn't want you to wither away like everyone else. He realise how close he is to ruin the only thing that makes him happy and he will do everything in his power to avoid losing you

RZ MICHAEL MYERS;

This will be the first time you'll see Michael scared.

He's like looking at you, wide eyed and stiff as a board

I think we can all agree rz mikey has major abandonment issues so if you happen to be his s/o his always going to be on the edge thinking he'll eventually fuck up and you'll leave

Seeing you like this is like the worst thing that could ever happen to him.

Every emotional wall he has on, the tough guy act he has going on ecc all of that is gone

He immediately hurries towards you and whatever you're using to hurt yourself he straight up snatches it from your hand and throws it away

He's going to hug you, holding you as tight as he can and cradling your head against his chest.

He's holding you so close and so much you can hear how fast and hard his heart is beating and you can feel how much he's shaking

"Why would you do that…" his voice is super raspy and is like really quiet so you have to actually listen really close to catch it

He will take you to the bathroom and, mirroring what you do with him when he comes home hurt, he tries to clean every cut

He's not gonna listen when you tell him that it's okay and you don't need help.

When he's done he takes off his mask and just rubs his eyes in frustration to keep away the tears

He's not angry at you, he was just scared

He feels overwhelmed by all these strong emotions he's not used to

But right now he only cares about taking care of you.

He's gonna pick you up and take you to your room. Sits on the bed, place you on his lap with your back against his chest and just wraps his arms around you while placing his head on the crook of your neck

He doesn't want to be seen right now

Not because he doesn't want you to see his face but because he feels like crying and he doesn't want to make you feel bad.

He's just holding you and rocking you back and forth

He doesn't want to push you into talking about it but if you want to he will gladly listen cause he wants to know what's upsetting you so much

Please tell him everything he can do to help you

I know he doesn't show he cares that much but he does, he just doesn't knows how or what to do and most of the time he just gets overwhelmed so if you want him to do anything just say it

He would give you the world if you ask. To him you're more important than anything else I his life

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professormembranexreader · 2 years

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Membrane NSFW Alphabet Headcanons

SURPRISE IM ALIVE

Apologies for not putting anything out for a few months I've had serious writers block and I'm only just now getting out of it :")

Anyways on with the show

A = Aftercare

- Membrane is very cuddly

- Constantly doting and checking on you

- He wants to make sure he didn't accidentally hurt you

- So he'll shower you with love and affection to make sure

B = Body Count

- He got sucked off behind the back of Spencer's Gifts when he was tagging along with some friends buying questionable things

- That was it

- He honestly was indifferent to sex since then until you came along

C = Cum

- Loves to cum on your chest

- Or inside

- Whichever is easier or preferable for you at the time

- While he doesn't love to cum on your face, he will do it if requested

- One of those things where he's just overly worried

- Regardless he'll do whatever you want when it comes to... well... cum

D = Dirty Secret

- PANTY RAID!!!!!!!!!

- THIS FUCKING DEGENERATE

- PANTY SNIFFER

- Enough said.

E = Experience

- He has done extensive research

- But that doesn't mean he knows jack

- He's so stupid.

- He's so smart but he's so stupid

F = Favorite Position

- Cowgirl

- It's not missionary and he can see your face

- So he feels accomplished

G = Goofy

- If something funny happens? Yes. Man will poke fun.

- But usually it takes a lot to make him laugh in that setting

- He's a man of science not a man of jokes.

- So expect the jokes he makes to be science themed, bad, or just both.

H = Hair

- Hair. Hoo boy.

- While part of me wants to believe he'd shave his pubes into a bolt to match his hair, I will firmly believe that the bolt is on his happy trail.

- The actual dick area tho? Bushy as all hell.

- He keeps it clean though.

I = Intimacy

- In an odd sense, he's romantic.

- Like in his own way

- He's a man of science, not romance.

- But he has his quirks to show you what he's feeling

- ... sensual...

J = Jack Off

- Quiet until the end

- Like he'll be whimpering at most up til he's about to cum

- But then

- Hoo mama

- He's very vocal

- And LOUD about it too

- He typically does it when you're not there

- But sometimes you catch him in the act

- He particularly likes having you tease him as he continues (if you let him)

K = Kink

- Here we go.

- Most of this will be projection so my sincerest apologies

- Okay so

- Anal (giving and receiving)

- BDSM (giving & receiving)

- Begging (receiving more than giving but both are possible)

- Boob sucking (giving)

- Choking (mainly giving)

- Discipline (receiving more than giving)

- Dirty talk (receiving)

- Edging (giving)

- Face sitting (receiving)

- Orgasm denial (giving)

- Pregnant sex (giving (no mpreg in this fic if I can help it))

- Spanking (giving and receiving)

- Voyeurism & Exhibitionism (since giving and receiving are different for this)

- Okay thank god we're done

L = Location

- Would I get in trouble if I said his lab at home?

- I feel like I would...

- So...

- Yea that's what I'm saying

- (Totally not saying that for the *sweeps everything off table to fuck* trope whaaaaa)

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

- Remember the whole location one from like two seconds ago?

- What? It's true.

- But back to other answers

- Anything regarding you playing with his hair

- Any hair

- Also your mouth sucking on something

- Popsicle? Horny

- Sucker? Horny

- Seeing you covered in cum and/or having afterglow also gets him going for another round

N = NO

- Generally he's not gonna do anything he isn't already invested in

- If you want him to try something new? It's going to be very difficult to get him on board

O = Oral

- Loves I mean LOVES to give oral

- Fucker is down bad

- Like damn

- He's also not necessarily opposed to receiving oral ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

- He just much prefers to give

P = Piercing

- No.

- (Pussy)

- He's too scared for a dick piercing

- He's a bit too sensitive there for it to be worth it

Q = Quickie

- Every now and then he doesn't mind,

- But he tries not to make it a habit

- He is not usually the one to initiate it, but does have the ability to

- It's more dependent on you on this one

R = Risk

- Go back to N for part 1 of this answer

- Part 2 is that he does take risks in the sense of pushing things to extremes

- Choking could go all the way up to needing to signal that you NEED air

- But yea, he won't try new things that easily but once he's in it? He's IN it

S = Stamina

- He can go a few intense rounds and match with you usually

- Or like,, 5+ rounds if you've caught him in one of those periods where he has seemingly infinite stamina

- He does have a limit in those situations and that limit is in the double digits

- I will not specify what the number is tho

T = Toy

- Okay genuinely do his arms count as toys??????????

- Because like??????

- If so then he absolutely uses them on both you and him.

- Finger go brr

- In all seriousness tho he much prefers having somebody rather than a toy

- If you prefer toys tho he'll obviously let you get some and have you pick them out so you like them

- Unless you want him to pick-

U = Unfair

- Honestly depends on if he wants to tease or not

- If he wants to? This fucker

- If not? Then he won't.

- Simple as that

V = Volume

- Once again, whimpers at most in the beginning, but will get louder towards the end

- Mainly groans and panting tho

W = Wild Card

- Is 100% ashamed of some of his kinks

- It took a while for you to know everything

- Because he's embarrassed

- F

X = X-Ray

- His dick isn't like,,,,, gigantic

- But it's a good size

- Maybe like 6"? (~15cm???)

- It's enough to feel good lmao

- Uncircumcised because it can be

Y = Yearning

- Honestly? He ain't horny that often.

- Like at least once a month maybe

- Once again, he was kinda indifferent to sex before you

Z = ZZZ

- It doesn't matter how long you take to fall asleep you're sleeping first.

- Mans can stay awake

- Typically tho, when you wake up you can hear him snoring with an arm wrapped around you

#membrane #professor membrane #professor membrane x reader #writing

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milascenta · 4 months

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25th December 18:36

Merry Christmas, N. I hope you have a good day, I hope you're surrounded by good people, can relax, and get good presents. I hope the new year brings you love and joy you so desperately deserve, and you can leave this year behind properly where it belongs, not forgotten but as it should be. I fed Chonky a special Christmas dinner of with some of her favourite treats and now she's in a Christmas coma haha.

Thank you for your last message and that it was hand written was really special. I've been pretty up and down for a few weeks so I apologise for now messages. I spent a week in hospital from the 21st to the 28th. After that it was just specialist to specialist and it's only now started to calm down. Surgery and everything went well, surgery was only about 4 hours, the last time I remember seeing was around 830am then the next was about 1230pm. I was in soo much pain when I woke up, I could barely take full breaths, partly the pain but also i had a drain put under my lung. They had to move my lung to get at my rib so when they do that it removes the vacuum seal your lung has, so to make sure no air gets trapped they put a tube there and hook it up to a Lil like "underwater" thing, and it kinda pulls air out that would be trapped. That's why I was in for so long, after a couple days they clamped the tube, so my lung had time to do its thing on its own, and I went for X-rays and there was air forming so I had to just keep it in for longer. Got the last X-rays a few days later and it was clear to be removed. It was one of the weirdest sensations I've ever felt, didn't hurt but I could feel it move from inside to out, wasn't that long though so it was very quick pull. For the first couple days the pain was so rough, I was on a fentanyl drip that I was pushing every so often. But on it I was soo nauseous, I couldn't eat for like 2-3 days, so they got the pain doctor in, that's what they called her and she introduced herself as haha, and she said I could go on topentadol tablets, which was so much better, wimilar opioid but slower release so I could actual eat. After that I was fine. Just started to go stir crazy because the only reason I was there was because I was waiting for the drain haha. I went through 4 roomates, I didn't get a private room but being g a public hospital I didn't care, well until the LOUDEST snorer I have EVER heard stayed with me for one night oh my God I could not sleep at all with him there, the first lady was fine just ate with her mouth open a bit but my earbuds took care of that, but this guy, this guy snored while awake, j felt bad for him, a bit. I think he was there for surgery on his sinuses so I hope he got that. Afterwards I got home slowly started recovering, the swelling on my scar went down but now I can feel the internal stitches, so there's nothing on top just a scar line about maybe 10cm from where my collar bone meets my neck then up the neck line. Also have like a bullet hole looking one just under where the drain was in. The stitches will slowly dissolve but I feel lots of them in there, I think they had to go through the muscle so that probably has to do with how many there are and the stiffness I feel in my shoulder and chest. I've got most of my movement back but I can only move my neck to the right and a Lil bit to the left till I feel the pull from them. Chonky missed me soooo much, would not leave me out of her sight for over a week and still meows for me if I'm not looking at her, I missed her probably more to be honest. I told her I'd only be gone for a couple days then it suddenly turned to a week she was so confused.

Summer here has been a nightmare, we've had a few 40c+ days and most of it is 30-35c+ but we've also been hit with like random weeks of storms that drop to 20 or so, so my body has given up and I have a cold now hahaha, which sucks cuase it hurts to cough sometimes, but good it's a little bit over that first few weeks of recovery. I hope it's nice and cold for you, maybe snow and you're all cuddly and warm.

I hope you're doing well

"We're all here reaping he'll on earth, between a death and a birth. Be what you want to be, don't be scared of being seen"

#her

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kingdaddydaichi · 3 years

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NSFW Alphabet || Katsuki Bakugou

I had so much fun with this! Vodka may or may not have been involved in the making of this little ditty. 🍸 I hope you shameless hussies enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it. 😩

*Exhibit A:

(Source)

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

I feel like he gets clingy asf, but plays it off like it's something he's doing for your sake. He'll probably never admit that he feels so vulnerable after sex, but he does. If it was a rough session - which it usually is with him - he'll ask if you're okay, if you're hurt anywhere, kiss any marks he left on you - he's such a protective hero boi.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His: he's not gonna lie, he's fully aware of how well-endowed he is. He really is proud of his cock, the way it makes you sing when he works it - and he knows how to work it okay? Favorite non-sexual body part - his arms. He works hard to keep them cut (as in lifting, not cutting). 😬

Yours: listen, Katsuki is an ass man through and through. Go ahead and tell me I'm wrong, I'm 👏🏼 not 👏🏼 listening 👏🏼. He loves to watch the subtle ripples he sends through your ass cheeks when he's driving into you from behind. Also, our big scary boomboom man appreciates a nice, thicc pair of thighs. Bonus points if they're muscular/toned - he loves the way it feels when your thighs have such a strong grip around him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Let's just say our boy's orgasms are explosive. He cums hard and loud, shooting long ropes of his hot seed. Consistency is about average, not too thick, not to thin, but there's a lot of it. He doesn't taste too bad - salty, but not too bitter. You're more likely to gag from the sheer volume and force of his cum hitting the back of your throat than the flavor.

His precum gets honorable mention here. It's fucking delicious. That is all.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

It took him no less than 2 years into your relationship to tell you this, and if you ever tell anyone he might actually kill you, or at the very least make your ass bleed. He hasn't gotten to the point that he's ready to try it yet, but he's not entirely opposed to the idea of you pegging him. Someday. It kinda does make his balls tingle a little just thinking about it tbh. He hasn't yet, but he thinks he might be ready to try working up to it and is really close to asking you to stick a finger in his ass and stroke his prostate. He's heard how good it feels and he's super curious to find out for himself.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Not very experienced, actually. He's only had 1 or 2 lovers before you, BUT he's determined to be #1 at everything. Couple that with how perceptive he is and you've got yourself a winner of a loverboy. He's going to make damn sure that, even if things don't work out between you two, he will always ALWAYS be the best you've ever had. No other man will outdo him, E-V-E-R.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Doggystyle all the way, baby. As stated before, he loves watching your booty jiggle every time he slams his hips against it. He gets off on spreading your ass cheeks to watch his slick-coated cock slide in and out of you. God he just loves hitting it from behind, makes his dick so fucking hard.

Bonus 2nd Favorite Position (couldn't help myself): you on your back with your ankles on his shoulders, your ass lifted off the bed, him on his knees and hugging those thick thighs of yours, keeping them closed as he reams into you. (Slight variation of this one: he leans over you, nearly folding you in half, putting you back on your shoulders with his hands pressing into the mattress beside you, angling you such that his prominent corona rubs over your g-spot as he drills down into you. 10/10 you're gonna scream his name when (not if) your liquid gushes all over him.)

Tell me the truth, am I a disgusting human being? Here are all the fucks I give:

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Bakugou is serious asf about his sex game. This is not the time to joke around or poke fun at him, understand me? If you do he will get pissed and either fuck the silly out of you, or if he's feeling particularly ruthless he'll just stop altogether and let you ache for him as punishment until you beg him for release.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He takes care of his body, paying a lot of attention to his hygiene, which includes manscaping to keep his pubic hair trimmed and kempt. The carpet's just a shade darker than the drapes, like a honey blond. If he lets it grow out, it sticks straight out just like his head hair. It's actually kind of funny and he hates it.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

*sigh* Let's be honest. Katsuki is not the super romantic type, at least not outwardly. However, if he realizes something he's doing is hurting you - physically or emotionally - he's going to stop dead in his tracks and hold you close, push his fingers through your hair, and tell you how much he loves you and how safe you are. He can be rough and he can be an asshole, but if he thinks he's genuinely hurt you at all, he's all over you, doing everything he can to make you understand that he will never let anyone hurt you, especially not himself. Got that?

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He doesn't jack off very often. You two share a very active sex life so he doesn't see the need to. If you have to be apart for more than a day or two, he'll rub one out. Or if the need hits him particularly hard and you're not available or in the mood, he's not above closing his eyes and reaching into his pants to wrap his thick fingers around his cock and start tugging.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Lord Baby Jesus, where do I even begin? Kinky, kinky Katsuki. This man should come with warning signs and disclaimers.

First of all, he dom asf okay? Even if he lets you play with his ass someday, he's gonna be bratty about it. He's going to top from the bottom, hashtag facts. And trust that he WILL own you afterwards to securely reestablish his dominance.

Giving and Receiving: Hair pulling. DIRTY TALK - you think he's got a potty mouth in the streets? His mouth is downright filthy between the sheets. Loves it when you dirty talk right back to him. "You love taking my fat cock, don't you princess?" "Mm yessss, fuck me, Katsuki! Your cock feels so fucking good babyyy!" He eats that shit up.

Giving Only: Degradation. Praise. Spanking. Cockwarming. Dom/sub/power play. Shibari/ropework (he tried it bc you wanted to and he fucking loved it). Creampies. Begging. Discipline. Ravishment.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Literally anywhere inside your home/homes - bed, bathroom/kitchen countertops, kitchen/dining table, office desk/chair, any piece furniture is fair game really, up against a wall, washer/dryer, the fucking floor, ugh just all the places to fuck. Not one square foot is sacred tbh.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Wear something that showcases the curve of your butt. Doesn't have to be revealing per se, matter of fact he'll get possessive as fuck if you're showing too much skin in public. At home/privately though? He can't help himself. Dat ass tho...he is going to smack it hard enough that it stings and that's final, understand?

Tease him. You can't be obvious about it though. If he senses that you're doing it on purpose, it'll just backfire. But if you just so happen to brush against his crotch when you squeeze past him, it'll drive him crazy. Go commando in short shorts/skirt and cross your legs just so, his dick will twitch. Even better if you do shit like this in public where you know he won't act on it. But when you get home you best believe he's going to dick you down so hard, won't even bother to take said shorts or skirt off.

His ears and neck are his most sensitive erogenous zones. Whisper in his ear or kiss his neck and he's going to grit his teeth in an effort to fight back the shudder that threatens to rattle his bones.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Let's get one thing straight. Katsuki Bakugou does not share. This is non-negotiable. He will not agree to anything involving additional people - cuckolding, threesomes, orgies, exhibitionism, voyeurism (unless it's him watching you pleasure yourself - that he will gladly do, and probably start palming himself in the process).

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Loves giving and receiving. Giving puts him in full control of your pleasure, receiving makes him feel like you're worshipping his cock, which you probably are. Have you seen this man's cock? Of course you have. Gatdamn.

Y'all, Katsuki's so good at eating pussy. Like how does one get that good at eating pussy? I don't even know, but god the way he flicks his hot tongue over your precious, tiny bud before wearing it down like a fucking feed bag? It's unnatural. Like it could be his backup quirk if blowing shit up doesn't work out. You've seen the way he licks his lips when he gets excited, everyone has.* He doesn't even bother swallowing while he's feeding on you so you just be dripping in slick and saliva and he's just slurping away. It's lewd.

*See Exhibit A above.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

You already know this, but I'll say it anyway. His go-to fucking style is fast and rough, dominant and relentless, hard and dirty. But every once in a while he'll want to take you slow and deep and passionate. He'll hold you so tight in his arms and chest, you'll have to tap his shoulder sometimes to let you breathe. And he'll just roll his hips so fucking thoroughly both of you will feel every last inch, his pubic bone rubbing your clit so hard. You've told him so many times how much you love it when he makes love to you like this, but he maybe makes it a rare treat on purpose. 😈 Little shit.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Quickies are difficult for our boy. It's not that he's against them, it's just that he savors every drop of sensuality, he has a tendency to draw the pleasure out as long as possible. He can’t help it.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

The idea of having public sex turns him on, but he's only done it with you a couple of times when he was 10000% sure you wouldn't be caught. He can't risk doing anything that would tarnish his reputation and goal of becoming the #1 Hero. He might be freaky as hell, but he needs a sex scandal like an Alaskan needs a refrigerator.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He loves you long time. He's a Taurus for fuck's sake (well, Aries/Taurus cuspie, but that just sweetens the deal). Great stamina. Grinds you down like a whetstone. Can last as long as he needs to to ensure you cum for him as many times as it takes for you to beg him to stop. If he feels himself getting too close while you're blowing him, he'll stop you and go down on you instead. If he's inside of you, he'll pull out and start kissing all over your body, sucking, nipping, licking until his urge to cum passes, then he pushes it right back in and keeps going.

If on the off-chance he does cum before you, he'll be ready to go again in about 20-30 mins. Just give him some motivation, he deserves it.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He didn't own any toys when you first got together, but you did. He hated the idea of you using them though, especially when he's right there with you. You've since assured him that you don't want to use them to replace him, but to enhance the pleasure. So now you do use them from time to time.

The first time you managed to coax him into using a toy together, it was a small wireless bullet with a remote. When you brought it out and showed it to him, there was a wild glint in his eye. He carefully inserted the vibrator into you, his cock slowly following suit. He loved the fact that he had complete control over this thing, but later complained because the sensation of it against the head of his cock made him cum too fast. He still wants to use it sometimes though. 😏

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oh he can be so unfair. He loves teasing you until you're begging him to put his cock inside you. He's not so much into orgasm denial per se; he just loves to hear you beg him for shit - to let you cum, to suck his dick, to stop fucking you when you're overstimmed, etc.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Lol he's fucking LOUD! And he's going to make you cum so hard that you're screaming his fucking name. There was a time when one or both of you lived in an apartment and the neighbors would bang on the wall behind your headboard.

Shit, what sounds does he NOT make? He growls, moans, grunts, groans, yells, swears, fucks you so hard you can hear the wet sound of slapping skin, hell even the bed protests. Another reason he doesn't fuck in public - he can't stay quiet enough to be discreet about it.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Okay, as much of a wild sex beast as he is behind closed doors, he gets embarrassed so easily when your sex life is so much as hinted at around others. It's legit funny how flustered he gets about it.

If he goes into work real tired and Kirishima says, "Hey Bakubro, you look like shit this morning. You and (y/n) stay up too late?" while doing the finger in the hole gesture, Katsuki will just "Shut the fuck up, Shitty Hair, or I'll blast your ass right through that fucking wall!"

Or if you two go out together with friends and the girls are talking about sex-related stuff, Katsuki will just roll his eyes and try to ignore it. But if one of them is all "So, (y/n), does Bakugou ever like accidentally let off explosions while you're doing it?" and you wink and say, "Only when he's especially *cough* frustrated *cough*". Katsuki will go red from his neck up to his hairline and start stuttering, sparks flying from his palms. "H-hey, d-don't tell them sh-shit like that! I-it's none of their god-goddamn b-business, (y/n), what th-the f-fuck?!" Meanwhile, you and the girls are in stitches while he stomps away, just mortified, bless his heart. When you catch your breath from laughing you'll follow it up with, "Looks like tonight's gonna be one of those nights", and you all lose it again.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

As has been mentioned, Bakugou's well-endowed. I figure he's packing about 7.5-8" in length x just under 2" wide. He takes some getting used to, that's for damn sure. Oh, and he's more of a shower than a grower. Like around 6" long x 1.5" wide when flaccid. Katsuki + sweatpants/basketball shorts = swinging dick print, alright sis? Take notes, this motherfucker visibly jumps when he does, class dismissed.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Eh, he's surprisingly not ridiculously horny. Maybe a little above average sex drive? A lot of times hero work just takes it out of him and he comes home utterly exhausted and just needs a soft place to land, and you provide him with all the love and nurturing in your heart. ❤

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Depends, really, on the time of day and what type of day it's been. If it's late (like past 9pm lol) and he fought more villains than usual that day, he's probs gonna pass out pretty soon after. If it's earlier in the day - especially first thing in the morning - it gets him pumped and almost comically genki.

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sugarbooger513 · 3 years

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JJK Men x Insecure chubby Fem!reader

Today has been hard to think of myself positively, and I have friends who struggle with the same thing, so I thought I could indulge some people with some very loved characters reminding us that, no matter our size, we're perfect.

Characters: Satoru Gojo, Toji Fushiguro, Choso Kamo, Kento Nanami

Warnings: Insecurities, body dysphoria, Toji's gets spicy (sue me), suggestive at the end of Nanami's, tooth rotting fluff.

Satoru Gojo

- Let's be completely honest here, this man rarely feels insecure, if he ever does.

- He wouldn't be able to sympathize, but that doesn't mean he doesn't care. In fact, it makes him care a lot more.

- His comfort methods aren't for everyone either, so be prepared. He's trying, give him that.

- Humor. That's what this man knows. Iykyk, this man deflects any form of trauma with his humor.

- If he notices it isn't working, then he'll come up with something else because he loves you. That love tells him that he has to try.

"Oh sweetie pie, I'm home!" Satoru's voice carries easily through the house, but you can't seem to care at the moment. Your cheeks still feel somewhat sticky from the tears that have fallen the past thirty minutes.

"Honey bun? I said I-" His voice cuts off, and you know you're caught. The bed shifts where your boyfriend lowers himself beside you. "Y/N, why are you crying?"

"I-I don't want to talk about it, Satoru." He removes his blindfold with a small chuckle. "Did your favorite anime character die?" "No." "You sure? You tend to sob when-" "I said I don't want to talk about it."

He freezes at the way you lash out at him. Yeah, something is actually wrong.

"Love," his voice softens in a way that shows how worried he is, "is there anything I can do to help? Anything at all?" You're quiet for a minute, but you eventually scoot closer to him.

"You want me to hold you?" All you manage is a nod before more tears slide down your cheeks. His long arms encase you securely against him. "I can do that as long as you need. I'm here for you, Y/N."

The two of you stay like that, you crying softly into his uniform while he runs his hand up and down your back.

Eventually, your sobs turn into small sniffles, and you finally speak. "I.. I'm sorry for snapping at your earlier, Sato." He smiles at the loving nickname. "No, baby, I'm sorry for joking around. You wanna talk about it now?"

"I just... I was thinking about.. how many girls looks so much better than I do." He scoffs. "You're kidding, right?" "Sato.." "No, I mean that. It isn't a joke. Baby, we've been through this since day one. I. Want. You."

You hide your now blushing face against his chest. "But.. I just don't understand.." "Look at me, baby." When you do, his bright blue eyes seem to shimmer. "You're the love of my life. You're gorgeous, stunning, beautiful, and every other synonym to those that I'll have to get Nanami to teach me because I will remind you everyday until it gets through your thick ass skull."

His hand comes up to rest on your chubby cheek, where he starts to wipe away the drying tears. "I. Love. You. So. Freaking. Much. Y/N." Each word is punctuated with a kiss on a different part of your face, until he eventually meets your lips.

The small giggles you let out makes him smile. "There's that beautiful laugh! Come on, why don't I pop some popcorn and we go watch whatever you want on the TV?" Your shit eating grin makes him snort a bit of laughter. "Even if it ends in a favorite character dying?"

"I don't mind having to hold you a bit longer."

Toji Fushiguro

- This is also someone I don't think can really empathize with you and your insecurities.

- However, when this man falls he falls HARD

- He will do anything in his power to make you feel better.

- Well

- Anything he can do while still seeming nonchalant about it

- Lets talk about how this man would take matters into his own hands, with his own hands, to make sure you know how loved you are. (You couldn't have expected just fluff with him, give me a break y'all.)

"Y/N," Toji kicks his shoes off carelessly at the door, "I'm home." He raises a confused eyebrow when he looks around the house. Plates from your movie night yesterday lay strewn about the coffee table, still.

'She never leaves dishes out. That's weird.'

He starts to walk around the house, worry filling his chest. It just isn't like you to leave a mess, or to not greet him at the door. There's no way someone came and did something to you, right? No one is THAT dumb, surely.

When he hears the small sniffles coming from your shared bedroom, he breathes a small sigh of relief. "Y/N? I'm coming in." He pushes the bedroom door open to see you cuddling his pillow while laying on your side.

His eyes widen at the sight of your body trembling from the small sobs. "Y/N?" He walks around the bed to kneel in front of you. "What happened?"

"N-Nothing Toji. Sorry, I-I know the house is a w-wreck." "Shut up about the damn house. I don't care. Why are you crying?"

You finally sit up, which lets him sit beside you on the bed. "I just.. Bad day." "Who do I need to stab?" "T-Toji?! You can't solve everything by stabbing!" He shrugs a bit. "You can try."

He smiles sweetly when you slap his arm. "That isn't funny." "Hmmm, but it made your cheeks flush." "Toji Fushiguro!" "Alright, alright. You wanna tell me what's wrong now?"

"I just.. looked in a mirror for too long, babe. Don't worry about-" "I'm lost. What do you mean you looked in one for too long?" You sigh, knowing he hates vague answers.

"My body is disgusting me today, Toji." He scrunches his eyebrows and leans in a bit closer to you. Your face heats up from the slight glare in his eyes.

"Looks the same to me." "Toji, I-" "Correct yourself." His already deep voice seems to drop even lower. Your entire body trembles. "S-Sir."

"Good girl. Now, let me get this straight. You don't think you're attractive." You shake your head, suddenly feeling the tears come back to your eyes. "Why not?" "J-Just.. my body.. it isn't.." "Skinny?" The word hurts your heart, but you nod, knowing he expects some sort of answer.

"So? You're exactly what I need, Y/N." You glance up to meet his loving gaze. "N-need?" "Don't play dumb. You know I need you. Now, we have to fix those insecurities."

He stands, offering his hand out to you. When you take it, he pulls you to your feet.

"Now," he groans as he lays back down on the bed, "I've had a tiring day at work. I want you to strip and come take a seat." "A-a seat?" His smirk tells you what you need to know before he elaborates. "I AM rather starved. Come on, I'm pretty impatient."

"To-Sir, I'm too.." "Heavy? Try again. You aren't getting out of this." He snaps his fingers, and the sound runs deep into your core. His eyes watch you hungrily as you start to get out of your pants.

"Now, for every one of your orgasms, I want to hear 'I'm Toji's pretty princess.' Understand?" "Y-yes sir."

You have no idea what posses you, but you finally let out you own witty comment. "You could at least take me to dinner first."

"You cheeky brat, don't worry. I have plans for your meal."

Hope you don't mind being hoarse for a while. You had to repeat just how pretty you were a number of times.

Choso Kamo

- SWEETEST MOTHER FUCKER I SWEAR

- He doesn't see a single flaw in you, honestly.

- Plus, he doesn't really understand beauty standards. All he knows is he loves every inch of you.

- Nothing goes unloved by this big ass baby.

- You crying would probably bring him to tears because he feeds off your emotion.

- But there is no doubt this man will do anything and everything to see your smile again.

- A true king who just wants his queen as happy as she makes him.

He left you for maybe an hour. Maybe. Choso just had to run and pick up a movie from Yuji.

"Angel, Yuji said that we have to-" He drops the movie the instant he sees tears in your eyes. "L-love? What happened?"

He rushes to your side and wastes no time wrapping you in his strong embrace. Your hands grip his shirt in a feeble attempt to pull him closer.

"What happened? Do you need something? A doctor?" His eyes are scanning your body for any signs of pain. His hands running gently over your back, arm, sides, but everything seems normal.

"I-I'm okay, Cho." "No, you aren't. Please, angel, don't lie to me." His own eyes start to fill with tears, but he tries to will them away. He knows he shouldn't be crying, but seeing you in any pain hurts him just as much.

"Cho, I just.. It's stupid." His large hands cup your face so you're forced to meet his eyes. "Nothing that makes you cry is stupid. Absolutely nothing, my love."

"I.. I tried to put on a hoodie of yours because I was cold." He blinks in confusion. "Was.. was it dirty?" "No I.. I stretched it out.." he tilts his head.

"Is that all?" You nod, but even more tears come to your eyes. "I just hate how big I am.. I thought you would find it cute to come home and see me in your clothes but.. I just messed them up.." He stands, suddenly walking into the kitchen. "C-Cho?"

"I bought some of your favorite ice cream. You know, the kind you always crave on your period. I figure we can cuddle and you can enjoy it while we watch a movie."

"I- I don't really want anything to eat." He smiles, still grabbing it and a spoon. "I know, but just in case. Listen," he places the carton on the table next to you, "you're gorgeous. Every part of you just screams beauty. Nothing could ever change that. Not your size, not you stretching out a stupid hoodie, not you crying, nothing."

He opens the carton, only to get a spoonful out and kneel in front of you. "Open up, angel." You do as he says and allow him to feed you the ice cream. You can't help but smile as you eat it.

His index finger wipes a few old tears from your cheeks. "There's that smile I love. Now, I think we need a movie and some cuddles. How does that sound?" You can only nod, absolutely floored by how much Choso truly loves you.

No more negative thoughts came to your mind while you laid against his chest. He even took a few times to feed you more ice cream throughout the movie.

Oh yeah, he totally bought new hoodies in a bigger size so you could wear them around the house without fear of stretching them.

Kento Nanami

- KING ENERGY

- You can't tell me this man doesn't want someone who acts as his pillow. Come on.

- That being said, Nanami knows how it is to be insecure.

- Whether it's over body insecurity or not, that can be argued either way. Still, insecurities aren't something he's ignorant about.

- On days where you can't seem to like your body, he'll do whatever you need.

- Need to be alone? No problem. Need someone to talk to you? Covered. Just need to be told you're loved? He'll tell you as many times as it takes.

- However, he can't help but be blunt. That's just who he is.

- He does it out of love for you, though. He never wants you to believe something that isn't true.

It's really hard for you and Nanami to get the same day off of work, and today was no different. Since you were the one working today, Nanami decided to take up cleaning the house and preparing dinner. He would also insist on doing the dishes, but he knew better. You never allow him to do all of the work.

He watched the clock hit five thirty and smiled. No doubt, that was your car he heard pull into the driveway. Now that you were home, he could surprise you by telling you that he managed to get the next five days off, which matched your schedule.

The front door opens, and he's quick to call out a "Welcome home, dear. Dinner will be done soon." He turns his body, preparing to catch you in his embrace as usual. However, all that happens is you call back, "Thanks, Ken."

His eyebrows furrow, and he quickly takes dinner off the stove so he can go check on you. He's not one to forget anniversaries or anything like that, so his mind is going through any possible reason you just called him Ken.

"Bad day at work, dear?" He wipes his hand on his apron as he comes around the corner. You were already sitting on the couch, eyes on your phone. "Yeah, I guess." "Okay," he sighs and sits beside you, "would you like to talk about it?" When you finally look at him, his eyes widen. Your eyes are puffy, as if you had been crying.

"Y/N.." "It's just coworker drama, Ken, don't worry too much about it." He scrunches his face. Those women you work with always pissed him off. He's noticed them staring at him whenever he brings you lunch. "Well, humor me a bit. What happened today?"

He just knows you can't resist gossiping with him after a work day. "I-I don't want to repeat it, Ken." The worried look in his eyes makes you whimper. "What?"

"I'm not used to you calling me 'Ken' at home." "Sorry, honey. It's nothing you did." He smiles softly and reaches to cup one of your cheeks in his hand. "Are you sure you don't want to tell me?" You do. God, you do because you know you'll cry again and he'll be here to hold you through it.

"They started talking about you." "Me?" "Yeah," you look at your hands, already feeling your chest tighten, "and started laughing at how you're.. settling for someone who is as big as I am.."

Nanami's soft looks suddenly turns harsh. How dare they say stuff like that? What's worse is he's sure they knew you could hear them!

"Really?" When you nod, a tear falls onto your lap. "It just.. really hurt knowing that I'm not the only one who thinks that." "Y/N.." He pulls you into a hug with a soft sigh.

"Don't think like that. Dear, if I wanted anything different than what I have now, you would know it." You sigh and cuddle into his warm embrace. "I know, but-" "But nothing, my love. I love you, only you, forever you. Do you understand?" You glance up and he places a soft kiss on your forehead.

"Yeah.. I love you too, Kento." "I have an idea." "Uh huh?" His smirk has you worried. "Well, we both have the next five days off.." "We do?!"

The excitement in your voice has him chuckling. "There's my pretty laugh. Yes, we do. I'm thinking on your first day back.. you go in with a ring on your finger."

You blink in confusion. "K-Kento, you don't-" "Oh I do. Am I the person to joke about wanting to marry you?" Your eyes start to fill, yet again, with tears. However, these tears make Nanami also tear up a bit.

"Are you... asking..?" "I have a ring just for you in my suit jacket, Y/N. Just say you'll marry me." He isn't really expecting you to jump on him, so when you do, he falls from the couch to the floor. "You know I'll marry you, Ken!"

The two of you share a long kiss, complete with tears and laughter. "Well, now that that's decided. I think we should get a head start on something." "What would that be?"

He stands before securing you in his arms bridal style. "The Prehoneymoon." "That isn't a thing, honey." He smirks before playfully smacking your ass. "For you, Mrs. Nanami, anything is possible."

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