#but also dean specifically

[autisticandroids]

FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.

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dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.

(via @closetoyou1970)

#spn #vid #mind the warnings on this one for real #woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye. #pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl. #also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise #anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator #is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else #and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters #that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's #not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under #alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does #because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it #so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way #i am using them to make my argument. #oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to. #i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through #into everything in his life #that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.

[wigglebox]

Suptober - Day 4 || Nimbus [x]

#suptober23 #destiel #destiel fanart #dean winchester #castiel #spnfanart #spn art #wiggleart #the nature of this prompt resulted in darker stormier shading #however I want to state that I am in love with the line art for deans jacket so when I release it in the coloring pack #I hope y’all understand why #idk why but I just love this one specifically lmao #anyway I saw nimbus and of course my first thought was HP but I am very fuck HP but then my friend #reminded me that it’s also a cloud #specifically it’s a cloud type that produces precipitation so I just wanted them to get caught in a rain storm lol

[m1zumono]

dean winchester and autism because this man is autistic and i will not accept otherwise:

his reaction to sam giving him the giant slinky at the end of 7x14 'plucky pennywhistle's magical menagerie'

actually physically stimming when he enters the bunker with sam in 15x14 'last holiday' and sees the christmas decorations

the boxing episode, 11x15 'beyond the mat', where dean spends the entire episode fanboying and (for lack of a better word) plays in the boxing ring

wearing the same thing (flannel, jeans, in earlier seasons the leather jacket) almost all of the time while not in disguise to work cases

eating the same thing (cheeseburger with extra onions or pie) at almost everywhere they go, as often as he can (about dean winchester and food, i could talk about that for hours he has so many issues with it and it's all john winchester's fault)

his ability to recite movies line for line, and his tendency to communicate almost entirely through references and movie quotes, and expecting people to understand what he means

about references, he makes jokes and references when it's not appropriate, he doesn't understand that something isn't appropriate in a situation where it isn't specifically pointed out to him, and he generally has a pretty messed up sense of empathy and inability to 'read the room'

‘you’re always calling me a geek, but you know every word to every led zeppelin song, backwards and forwards. you can discuss in detail every major rock drummer between ’67 and ’84… and you watch ‘jeopardy!’ every night.’ - directly quoted from sam winchester in 14x20 'moriah'

in 13x06 'tombstone' when they go into the motel and dean talks about the cowboys, identifying all of them and going into quite a bit of detail about a few of them, even though nobody asked him about it and he is absolutely infodumping. 'he really likes cowboys.' 'yes. yes, he does.'

his knowledge of cars, particularly baby, and how he takes her for a ride when he's sad because of the comfort she provides him. also about baby and comfort, the way he offers to let people drive baby when he realises that they're sad, thinking it'll make them feel better as she makes him happy and he doesn't understand how else to help

in 1x03 'dead in the water' he talks to lucas about how he didn't speak as a kid, he plays with the toy soldiers and it doesn't come across as playing with them to make lucas trust him, it actually comes across as him finding genuine enjoyment in it

in 1x15 'the benders' when he's talking to the kid who mentions godzilla, dean brightens immediately and goes off topic talking about his favourite godzilla film, and has to be reminded that he's working a case by sam

the entirety of 14x04 'mint condition', how dean gets to express his interests and be himself and how a lot of people have mentioned that he seems to be genuinely himself in that episode instead of the act he puts on

larping with charlie, no explanation needed

he shuts down when things go badly, often blasting music and ignoring everything and everyone around him

he always picks scissors when playing rock, paper, scissors, and it's actually something that comes up multiple times within the show - in 2x17 'heart', sam says, 'dean, always with the scissors,' and along the same lines, his excitement both times he actually wins the game

in 1x04 'phantom traveller', dean is terrified because of the plane and sam points out that he's humming metallica. he replies that it calms him down, and that just seems very autistic

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #autism #autistic dean winchester #actually autistic #he's autistic because i'm autistic and i relate to everything here way too much for him to not be #i actually don't care if half of these things aren't specific to autism #i relate to them and i'm autistic and i think those two things are linked so they are now #heavy emphasis on the routines with the clothes and food #also heavy HEAVY emphasis on the few times we get to see him be a nerd #mostly the scene where sam calls him out on it because this man is a nerd and i just want that to be known #to be fair the entirety of tfw 2.0 is autistic #sam dean jack and cas #the four flavours of autism #and about castiel and autism because i'm not making a separate post just for this #i always see it get played off as 'he's an angel he literally isn't human he's not autistic he's just not human' #one misha says you're wrong and that he's autistic #and two none of the angels are like that? like yeah they don't tend to get sarcasm but the level of that is almost exclusive to castiel and #he's weird even by angel standards #the gay angel is autistic #they're also all trans but that's a different conversation #this is way too many tags i'm clicking post goodbye #meta

[samsrosary]

they b at pride!

#this isnt any ship specifically #you can tag as sastiel if you want to but he can also just b up there for the view :) #will b tagging as sassy for reach though <333 #sastiel #samcas #samstiel #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #agender castiel #aromantic dean winchester #trans sam winchester #pride #lgbt #supernatural #fanart #my art #spn #this is THEE dean ill ever draw hes so cute and oogly #i might also draw a trans dean bcs drawing him here was really fun saur #but also ace cas! and ace sam! theres too much to be done

[ex0rin]

The Walking Dead -> Comic Issue #104 (6/??)

#cara gifs #carl grimes #negan smith #the walking dead #twd comics #twdedit #cegan #jeffrey dean morgan #chandler riggs #dear twd comics why did you make all of your panels with hand-drawn lines and why was it specifically to annoy me #also wildly in love with my own work in that last one #just fyi

[sweetpapercroissant]

i just want to emphasise how crazy it is that samdean don’t need or even really want (at times) any external relationship outside of each other. developing different kinds of human relationships with different people is a huge part of growing as a person. and they just-don’t. even when they have the choice and chance to do so-they just choose not to. they really fulfill each other’s every need and that is so. it’s so sick how insular they are and even more so, in some ways, how content they are in that.

#zachariah got it right #psychotically irrationally erotically codependent #i do think that dean likes having friends #he’s social in that he knows how to read and play people #and he thrives on that #he is also #hmm idk how to word it properly #but he forms connections very easily because he’s good at understanding emotions #even if he doesn’t always be considerate of them #i think fandom doesn’t give him enough credit for his awareness #whether it’s about emotions or customs (i can’t remember the proper word rn so this will have to do) #they always mistake his lack of acknowledging them (outwardly) as ignorance #or worse simply forget (willfully?) when he does #anyway this got long #my original point was that sam doesn’t really need to have a lot of connections to be comfortable/content #not in the later seasons at least #earlier seasons he wanted connections specifically outside of his family because he was suffocating (they all were tbh) #and ofc he wanted to be understood #but like i said i don’t think he needs other humans around the way dean does #supernatural #sam and dean #samdean #.txt

[preseriesdean]

bloody teeth ❤️

#spnedit #deanedit #dean winchester #supernatural #* #blood #dean #love that the focus in the last gif is on his temple and not his face <3 #also love the lil drop of blood falling from his lips. sexy #3x16 / 5x22 / 7x22 / 12x02 / 3x16 / 9x23 / 1x22 #i made this for me specifically <3

[scrabble-apple]

Supernatural 14x08 and 14x18 // Mother, Father by Journey

#this is specifically about dean btw #this is a “id kill john winchester with hammers” so his ass is not going in the father space here or ever. also id never in my life say dea #is living for john he is living for cas sam jack mary and bobby obviously esp cas sam and jack as they are his family and he tells john tha #kinda wanted to put cas/jack in dreamer space but it didnt fit so sam it is but they all belong in dreamer as they are dreamers he lives fo #dean winchester #spnedit #spn edit #supernatural #spn #destiel #supernatural web weave #supernatural web weaving #spn web weaving #spn web weave #supernatural edit #castiel #jack kline #spnfandom #sam winchester #web weaving #team free will #wincest dni #wincest stay tf off my blog fr #wes posting

[angelsdean]

drowstiel is just two bouts of enemies-to-lovers with a friends-to-lovers in the middle

#i really do think crowstiel. and cas specifically. could get past their disdain #and really get to the lovin' part given the right circumstances #but also i think and have said that crowley and cas are more alike than they realize. not just in their love for dean but in who they are #outcasts among their kind. both feel too much. too human. #drowstiel #vic.txt

[brsb4hls]

Ok, about the soulmate subject:

It doesn't have to be contrary to free will though.

Sam and Dean were mainly created to become Lucifer's and Michael's vessel (which they did eventually, still bitter about the Michael! Dean storyline, such a shitty retcon ruining 'point of no return' in hindsight, but nvm, Jensen wanted to wear pretty clothes so, shrugs).

But they did not fight each other/ overcame the fight eventually.

They chose free will and chose not to follow the angel's apocalypse plan.

But they're still tied to each other by fate.

One doesn't cancel out the other.

A show can have multiple themes.

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #this can be a gen post if you want #soulmates can be platonic #so not tagging anything specific #but feel free to tag whatever #that polls blog shows me fandom takes I never would have seen otherwise #it's interesting #but also gets me back into discussing that show #sighs

[castielsprostate]

Baby tops Dean by the way

#mdni #sjonnie.text #actually how do y'all picture this because ive got something VERY specific in mind and its. its something #ALSO baby sometimes bottoms too!!!! dean makes them feel safe enough<3

[suncaptor]

Like I think it's funny people jump to "Sam doesn't know Dean" when Sam shows shock at Dean's behavior rather than "Sam is reacting to Dean showing a different side the role he generally plays which reveals a history the show is telling us of how they interact and define each other."

#also s1 specifically shows a lot of contrast as a way to show us characters #for example Sam is like. angry and bitter and not caring the way he usually does because he's grieving and traumatised #this is brought up repeatedly by Dean to contrast and give us insight into Sam and how Dean usually compares #this is done with Dean too but more regarding Deans posturing. let the contrasts show Deans depth #spn #incoherents #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #sammy #dean #i do think dean comes off better early on if you ignore the red flags and misogyny stuff because of this #because on screen Sam is like. losing his mind and angry sharp edges because hes going through something #and we see That as the contrast of him meanwhile it's more opposite with Dean. like we see sensitivities to his rough edges so to speak #unless you like it when sam is a crazy bitch which ✌️✌️ #also if you understand s1 Sams autistic swag youll love him forever...... #and if you like. want someone to be angry at john

[sunforgrace]

thinking about if dean and sam’s “we’ll play into your story and kill each other but you gotta bring the birds the people - cas - back” deal with chuck worked cas would have woken up to a world where dean is dead.

#thinking about how this happened anywaaaaay #(yes and sam’s comment but specifically here. because he died to save him and was at peace that this was the final time. that he would #sleep forever and it was for love. and he went with a smile on his face. and sam lived out the rest of his natural life and dean died on a #spike before he even reached 50.) #*COMPLIMENT #edit also: what would happen to jack lol. because i don’t think chuck would be niceys. HELL world for cas

[midnightdemonhunter]

Only the normalest of teens allowed!

#heathers #heather duke #kurt kelly #jason dean #jd heathers #veronica sawyer #jd's mom #heathers the musical #midnight draws #in the context of yesterday's ask: here's some immediate more heathers lol #as for specifics....god i love heather duke #also despite kurt's lyrics being from Pork Soda by Glass Animals I feel like Sugar Pills by IDKHOW is a better jock/alcohol song #and the last one...jd and the women in his life! #the parallels between her and his mom there...man

[howtotrainyourhiccup]

yall dean liked my comment on ig trashing ppl who r shitting on the casting of httyd live action 😭😭 LMAOO like he said stfu yall Nico & mason r gonna kill it!! me and dean gonna protect these kids with our whole lives

#Dean deblois #httyd #httyd live action #mason thames #nico parker #So sick of ppl complaining over the casting #Why do u value Astrid having white skin so much… #And don’t fckin tell me it’s bc “historical accuracy” bc it’s a gd movie abt fictional dragons. #Like seriously dean knows these characters better than anyone & he casted these actors specifically #So stfu!!!!! #also not my hinge notification lolol

[castielssuperhell]

friendly reminder that folklore came out the same year cas died and evermore came out a little over a month after his death. so for the sake of your own mental health please don't picture dean sitting alone in his room listening to both of them!

#specifically... #cowboy like me #happiness #its time to go #right where you left me #my tears ricochet #the 1 #and peace #but also all of them! #have a good day! #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #misha collins #jackles #jensen ackles #deancas #taylor swift folklore #taylor swift #taylor swift evermore #folklore #evermore