#but I'm like

[raveartts]

kinda subpar idea for an alastor redesign :/

#raveartts #hazbin hotel #kindaaa wishing i was a horror artist #i bet those guys could do something much cooler with him #but i'm like #hehehehe deer skull cool

[thatoneluckybee]

I AM LOSING IT

EVERYONE GETS NEW OUTFITS!!! EVERYONE LOOKS SO GOOD!!!!

Ms. Freaky's character designing skills are SHOWING UP today and I am so hyped—also excited to see if Gressil and Sam get new outfits as well... (honestly Tomoha's is my favorite as in I love the dress, but also Rayne's looks AWESOME but you can tell it wasn't something she picked out lol. And Bella's is INCREDIBLE I love all the beads and sparkles.)

#Sam may not get one since he's probably in danger lol #but I'm like #90% sure we're getting a new Gressil design since you can't exactly attend a ball bloody and covered in bandages as a prisoner #Since all of their hair is different I wonder if we're getting Gressil's bun from the S1 climax back? #Idk #fambles #homesick webtoon

[teawizard]

Okaaaay! 'Week 2' of @encanto-extended-edition event!

Relationships...... (warning: a lot of words, I feel like I am coming up with the stuff on the go, but some pictures too! So please at least have a look at them!)

I am slowly reimagining Daniela's whole narrative and I want to focus on her having the time of her life :)

So, I thought that making her a part of a small chaotic friend group would be fun!

Daniela (left) and Dioselina (middle) are close neighbours, really old childhood friends and are really passionate about art, acting out their favourite books, etc. Bruno joins the group later.

Dioselina

Dioselina is a really huge support for Daniela. She lives on a farm and is used to manual labour from when she was little. Due to an accident, she loses her right arm but is still insistent on helping her parents and siblings. She is kind of stoic and brave, sociable and very confident. Dioselina is like a 'straight one' of the group, the voice of reason. She is more inclined to music than other art, but because she lost her right arm, she is not capable of playing musical instruments and is left (😉) with singing which she does really well.

Her deal with Daniela is that Daniela is 'the creative and crazy one'. As they are close friends, Daniela is comfortable to be her curious and impulsive self around Selina. They really enjoy talking with each other, they have the same sense of humour. And Selina keeps Daniela out of trouble :)

Bruno

Bruno is introduced to Daniela by Dioselina. One day Selina went to him for a vision, than he almost had a breakdown because it was the third vision that had to do with the agriculture that day. Selina felt sorry for him and asked about the familiar book she'd seen on the shelf when she'd entered the room. They talked a bit and she left. She starts to visit him, they talk about the book and they get close really fast.

Bruno isn't really shy at this age. He is adventurous and gets really irritated that he has to do visions for everyone everyday (because they are good visions mostly). He has some friends at school, but most of them think he is weird, because he can infodump about books or future for hours and has no filter, so he sometimes says a lot of disturbing shit. His sisters love him and defend him against bullies, but they have too much responsibility. They skip school a lot and don't really share his interests.

So, when he meets the girls, he is over the moon. They share his interests, they listen to his rambles and come up with scenarios even crazier than he saw in the future 'movies' (whatever that means) and they don't 'censor' him. Of course, it takes time for Daniela to warm up to him, but she does eventually.

The group

As a group they are a menace really. Bruno is usually the one that initiates 'the troubles', Daniela supports him and makes it more unhinged and Dioselina is here to look at those idiots fail and then help them.

At first, they try to prevent Bruno's visions from coming true. As an experiment they try to not let old Señora Sevanna's favourite apple tree fall but they unknowingly trigger said vision and end up in trouble.

As Bruno is overly righteous, after some not good people asking for his vision, he asks the girls multiple times to help him take revenge. Daniela usually gets really agitated and they come up with a thousand plans to kill the guy, but Dioselina reasons with them and they instead steal his chicken or trick him into thinking his barn is haunted.

Also, I thought, one time, they try to make Bruno more popular. They fake some of his visions, Dioselina gossips around town that she had heard only good things from him, because his limit of good news is one vision a day, but it ends in the whole town standing in line and fighting to get Bruno's vision first.

With time they become less interested in the shenanigans. They gossip about their respective sisters and brothers, their friends from school, discuss their future. Daniela is the one that brings up 'adult stuff' on the group meetings. She hangs out with her brother and sister's friends sometimes and also found a dirty book in her siblings' room, though she doesn't know who it belongs to.

SO being high on the hormones and her mother disapproving her friendship with Bruno, they start a relationship, which ends fast. They aren't exactly ready for marriage (they are 16 and 18 come on), and Daniela doesn't want even to kiss Bruno. They decide to be friends, but after a year or two he falls in love with her and is low key miserable.

(a first version of their group 'photo' in their 20-ies)

(a second one, which is accidentally a Modern AU and look! they wear each other's colors!)

Okay, when they are 20-ish they still hang out. They love playing little pranks, but generally they have their own struggles and really miss hanging out every day.

Bruno gives more bad visions with time and becomes more of a recluse. He still goes to town, sometimes they meet with Dioselina, he visits Daniela's workplaces (sometimes accidentally, sometimes on purpose). The girls are worried about him and try to cheer him up. In public spaces he is shunned and Bruno is very uncomfortable, even more when Daniela is almost screaming at people for being jerks and Dioselina tries to shut her up. In private Dioselina and Daniela end up having conversations that Bruno can't contribute to and he gets frustrated and leaves. The girls try to make things better by making the town not that feared of Bruno again, but fail. Bruno is hurt that he is a-

Oh no, it is sad again. Soooo, let's end here, before it becomes worse :)

#teawizard art #encanto oc #encanto oc event #oc: daniela #oc: dioselina #I don't really want to dive into Daniela's relationship with her mother #and her siblings #I am still struggling to make Daniela a compelling character #I always bump into her being everything and nothing at the same time and I am really afraid to make her too contradictory?? #I don't know how to say this #and as much as I like writing these posts and letting my imagination run wild #my perfectionism is making me go 'oh no I need to write about every minor thing happening to them so that I know the characters soooo well- #-that I can write a perfectly believable story and their motivations would make sense #but I'm like #not sure of my own motivations most of the time #so I guess I should just do things instead of tormenting myself about needing to plan everything through #thanks for coming to my ted talk #and I wish you the best day ever

[delicatestm]

me: i lowkey wanna join a gc.

friend: *invites me to one*

me: *gets ignored* ahh. now i remember why i hate these.

#* ˖ ·ﾟ ooc ╱ ooc ❣ #lmao #and i know it's not them it's me #because i suck at convos #but i'm like #the one time i'm actually trying here

[abyssine]

Man.

I had therapy today, so I'm feeling a lot better about a lot of shit going on in my life atm, but I am so over life deciding to punch me over and over again.

Between my work having inconsistent power, my computer dying and my chronic illness flaring... fuck, I need a break.

It's not enough to keep me homebound or affect anything beyond just being bog-standardly tired... but it's a pain in the ass.

Am I coping better? Absolutely. Thank god for meds and being in a far better headspace as I have gotten older, but I'd also just like life to be kind to me for two seconds.

#sea speaks #just a lil vent #honestly i'm a-okay #especially after therapy but #i am sooo tired #and that's what sucks more than anything #i am so busy and it's so hot #that i have 0 energy at the end of the day #even if i have time to do things #and it's not the same kind of tired i had while unmedicated i doubt i'd cope #but i'm like #world you do not need to TEST me when i feel capable #DKGJDFJKSGH

[indiiglow]

Actually I hate drawing because I want this thing to be finished already so I can show you guys

#indi's night talk #art stuff #this is gonna take fucking hours #but I'm like #spite drawing it #bc it's a redraw #of one of my first digital pieces that's a piece of shit #so I want to FINALLY FIX IT #BUT IT'S GONNA TAKE HOURS #AAAAAAAAAAAAA I HATE EVERYTHING

[lunaetis]

[ i should write ... but i don't know what. ]

#.ooc #[ don't get me wrong i have SO MANY THINGS TO GET TO #but i'm like #not sure where to start ... #someone pick a muse & i'll do a draft for that muse HJLKJHJLK HELP A PUPPER OUT PLS ]

[baejax-the-great]

Snippet Sunday

Braindead af today, so I'm working on the crackfic currently titled "Chicago is Hell" or "Ancient Achilles wakes up in Chicago in February and doesn't like it"

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These are not the grassy hills of Elysium. The ground beneath Achilles’ feet is hard stone, cold, freezing even, but not ice. Gray and flat, like it had been carved, and dull. The cold seeps through his sandals and into his feet and he shivers and stares around numbly at this foreign land lit by orange lanterns that cast a dreary pall upon it all.

The last thing Achilles remembers is the arrow piercing his chest. He touches the area, but there is no wound. The poison had burned as his torn-up heart continued trying to beat, his own pulse becoming the only thing he could hear, the only thing he could feel, until everything went blessedly quiet and blessedly dark. He welcomed it, his death. On the other side waited Patroclus. On the other side he was promised peace.

He is on the other side, and he would not describe it as peace. In the center of the ugly crossroads in front of him, bright and terrifying beasts with shining eyes roar through, belching smoke and glowing red in the darkness. This must be the center of Tartarus, and these people who walk cowed in fear along the smaller roads in their strange, bulky clothing must be the other damned who offended the gods during their lives. 

He now numbers among them.

Perhaps freezing in a dark, rocky world is his punishment for dishonoring Hector like he did. He knew as he turned from the gods and his own honor for the first time in his life that there would be a price. He had felt at the time that he had already paid it. How foolish to imagine that the gods would ever stay their vengeful hands. 

Patroclus will not be here. He never violated the laws of their land be they from kings or gods. The only oath he ever broke was his last one, to Achilles, when he promised to drive the Trojans from the ships and go no further.

So. Death will be of no relief after all. Achilles bows his head, and he cries.

A horrible rumbles cuts through his sobbing, loud enough to shake his very bones. He wipes his face and follows down one of the roads, the monstrous rattling only growing in volume. The others around him do not seem to notice or care, though some start to run into a squat building with some sort of metal rack on top. It is the rack that is groaning, then screaming, and a large beast, a dragon or a snake—perhaps the famed hydra—races across that metal. Achilles’ teeth gnash as he listens to its horrible cries, but then it stops, the beast and the noise together. A human voice calls out, though not in alarm, and it says something Achilles does not understand. With a chime, the best slithers away at a speed Achilles had not thought possible for something of its size. 

He is overcome with an urge to fight it. He will hunt it to its lair, except he has no weapons in his possession, and none of the shades appears to carry them. Try as he might, he cannot spot a single shield or spear among any of them. There are no warriors in this part of Tartarus. This must be how the beasts of metal and lights and smoke and sound have overrun it. 

He pulls his chiton more tightly around him and wonders what he should do. There is nothing familiar here, and each person he addresses ducks their head and hurries off, as if he has given offense. He has never been received this way in all his life. He stands in the shadow of strange towers blinking lights near the only familiar thing—a tree—devoid of all its leaves, no doubt a gift of the Queen of the Underworld for those trapped in her most dismal domain.

#with a title like chicago is hell I think the actual title will have to be a fallout lyric #rip achilles you would have loved fallout boy #I read a fun ancient achilles in modern USA story #but I'm like #what if Pat didn't speak greek and anything greek culture gave him hives because of his shitty parents #what if Achilles stole a dog #what if it takes at least a month in chicago for him to decide that it might not be hell but hell is still the most logical answer #What if ajax were a BRO #achilles

[fuckthisshitimin]

Is it not enough that I provide funky little drawings must I also learn the wretched ways of your magic?

#I HATE ANIMATION #and like i don't #but i'm like #okay i have four test drawings #just put them on the goddamn timeline and be done with it #AND I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO THAT #and beginners tutorials often think that we're not really beginners #like yeah sure start the video with the project already open /like I know how you even got there/ #i know the difference between a frame and a keyframe (lie) #mthEMRTHJDF #somebody send help

[ssaalexblake]

i love fandom bc u can see somebody say ‘didn’t that character look Devastated when the other one said that thing’ and u go back and watch it bc you don’t remember that happening At All and it turns out the camera didn’t even point at said devastated character and lol ok

#in this situation #devastated!character was in the bg not involved in other peoples conversation #so it's not weird the camera didn't focus on them #but i'm like #somebody made a questionably ordered gifset with the aim to mislead and it worked #lol #i thought for a minute i forgot something but no i did not

[mrcspectr]

Have genuinely been able to think of nothing else this entire day once I realized that next week, I’ll be in New York at the same time that Oscar Isaac is doing a show of The Sign In Sidney Brustein’s Window.

#idk my brain didn't connect the dots until just now #but i'm like #having a normal one about it

[gatoiberico]

fellow EU peeps: anyone know of a card stock paper that's glossy on one side and matte on the other? something that's durable and good for postcards 👀👀

#I've been looking at some options that look like they could work #but I'm like #do I spend 20 bucks and get it right the first time or spend 20 bucks and realize I have to spend another 20 on another paper dsghjdh #buying online is a blessing and a CURSE

[wachi-delectrico]

Started wearing sme shirts again cos they became too small for me after hrt made me gain weight :)

They make my belly stand out and my parents call me fat and tell me to diet because of that :(

#rambling #Diet cw #ed cw #<- just in case? #But I'm like bruh #I don't even know how much i weight right now cos weighing myself is Big Anxiety #But i have BONES poking out all over #And somehow my parents think I'm fat like bro?? #The other day my dad called me fat and immediately after followed by saying I'm looking really skinny like #Make that make sense #The SIBO making my stomach hella bloated while also making me lose weight due to a shift in diet #Giving me the weirdest proportions for my body type #Idk man #I don't wanna dwell on this stuff too much cos i don't want it to Become Bad #But I'm like #I wish i could exist with no corporeal element at all if everyone's gonna be so fucking stupid #Mother father i don't like my bones poking out please don't give my brain bad ideas about how that's a good thing actually #I think I'm just surrounded by people who are stupid and don't like thinking about others #Sighhh

[kri-babe]

OVERTHINKER

#ffxiv #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv miqo'te #ffxiv male miqo'te #i shouldn't even #be posting this one first #but i'm like #happiest with it so #fuck it #no one knows who this is #or what the fuck is going on except #cigs #lmao

[thebahwrites]

top 5 artists you've listened to

scalp me already... BUT LET'S DO THIS! I'm counting this as top 5 artists I've listened to this year yeah? so lemme consult my spotify and see how terrible this is gonna go

Taylor Swift (SOBBING WHERE IS MY SWIFTIE ANON)

Maneskin

My Chemical Romance

Dermot Kennedy

Flora Cash

put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

#bah answers #well doesn't look as bad as I thought it would? #but my top 5 tracks is a MESS #Nate says I listen to music like I've gone through a horrible breakup #but I'm like #happily married to this man for over a decade #we've been together for FIFTEEN YEARS #and I'm out there blasting Mitski and Dermot Kennedy

[lotsadeer]

I've started playing WoW again and I am now the most insufferable person

I cannot stop talking about how WoW used to be and "remember when it was like this?" and also complaining that they squished my toon down to level 29 and I have to spend time grinding to get back to a reasonable level.

also my main toon is alliance and all my friends are horde >:c

#yes I know I could change her race #but she's extremely sentimental to me #my dad made her for me #she was my first ever toon! #so a nightelf she stays #I should level my bloodelf secondary back up and move her to a different realm #but I'm like #hyperfocused on my main #She's one of the last things I have of my dad #I'm resisting the urge to defend myself about this