#but I’m happy you all deal with me

[turtleblogatlast]

Was thinking about this again haha

Anyway I adore Hueso and Leo’s dynamic and wanted to include Hueso Jr in it because I like to think Leo can be shockingly good with kids

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt hueso #rottmnt leo #rottmnt hueso jr #rise leo #I wish we actually got to meet hueso jr #he’s so cute from the literal One Picture we saw #and it would have been so fun to see the sardonic Hueso’s son be so happy go lucky #he goes up to Leo all ‘you’re the one my papá always complains about!:D’ #and before Leo can go ‘omg tío talks about me 🥹’ jr hugs him tightly #says he ‘always wanted a brother!!’ #Leo tries not to cry fails and promptly says ‘what if I told you I’m a package deal’ #Hueso Jr now has four big bros #turtle art tag #I JUST REALIZED I SHOULD PROBABLY START KEEPING A TAG FOR ART…

[theswedishpajas]

💙🌌💀🌌💙

#my art stuff #digital art #undertale #sans #human #humanization #gajinka #finally drew a human sans I’m happy with without copying someone else’s #I wanna do mars as well soon but I’m still figuring out how to deal with the sharp features #I can’t believe I forgot to post this the other day #I should draw a papyrus soon #I am gonna be completely honest and say that I’m terrified of drawing people of colour because I don’t know many personally #and looking things up can only take you so far. especially with mixxed info everywhere #and I’m prolly the most “woke” person in my family and I have a racist dad so it’s not like anyone of them would know any better #I just drew some hair that looked nice to me and picked a skintone that looked nice and gave him hazel eyes literally just cus I think they #’re pretty (and heterochromia on top of that but that’s just a sans vibe) #I know nothing about textured hair care so I couldn’t pic a style based on ease or anything etc etc #so if anybody has any thoughts on how to improve him. I’d love to hear feedback on it #I am literally the most white cracker you can find with straight blonde hair and blue eyes and all that shit so I know NOTHING about #anything else and I want to learn more from other perspectives in general #I know I could and maybe should have just kept this post as-is without adding all my hyper-worry (which really isn’t helping anybody) #but this is very outside of my comfort zone for character design and I’m terrified of designing anything without some kind of experience #TL;DR if this sucks in some way from a cultural standpoint please let me know #and… I shouldn’t apologize for the long ramble cus it’s my own post etc etc but I still want to apologize #and thank you. people often don’t read tags especially when they go on like mine do

[xcleanx]

ok i’ve just read the tracklist and can taylor not ruin joe’s life pls…..

#like i’m so happy we’re getting a new album #and i’ve never been that excited for an album before just by reading the titles #but she knows joe will get even more hate after this #and you can tell she’s still mad at him and she’s moved on so quickly which was so weird and made me see her different side (:/) #so she’s not doing this to deal w emotions or something and it really makes me:////// #like girl you were the first one to defend an abuser who literally took your girlhood after fans reaction to wouldve couldve shouldve #and youre doing all these things now and then as a revenge to someome who was there when you were at your absolute lowest….. yeah #doesnt seem right to me sorryy

[thejadecount]

Okay usually I don’t complain about the rottmnt fandom when it comes to them writing the characters in fanfics BUT WE HAVE TO TALK

WHY. WHY DO PEOPLE MAKE RAPH SO SOFT?

Like yeah, I get it, everyone loves the big tank soft guy trope but he’s a Raph regardless. And we’ve seen him get impatient and frustrated with his bros, for example the infamous “DONT EAT THE POISON” episode and in the movie.

We also know he threatens them as any older sibling does (which I can confirm as a middle child) like in the maze episode when he tells Leo he’ll haunt him if he dies in the maze and in the fish episode when he tells Donnie he’ll shove his head in the toilet.

I just think we all need to get our facts straight and remember that just because Raph doesn’t outburst and isn’t the Anger Issues™️ Raph we know from the other iterations DOESN’T mean he’s always Mr. Nice Guy.

Point is I need more fanfics where Raph gets frustrated and does the classic ‘threaten-your-younger-siblings’ move all older siblings do and stop being the all cupcakes and rainbows the fandom makes him out to be. Specifically a crossover fanfic where the other version(s) of the TMNT are telling the Rise TMNT they aren’t taking things seriously and all it takes it one death threat from Rise! Raph and they straighten out immediately and all the other Leos and Raphs are impressed by it.

#thank you for coming to my ted talk #rottmnt #rise tmnt #rottmnt raph #rise raph #if I have to read one more fanfic where he’s all sunshiny and happy I’m going to jump off a roof and take whoever wrote that fic with me #this has been a psa #brought to you by me #rottmnt fanfiction #rottmnt fandom #I’m not asking he’s all ‘I HATE YOU IMA GUNNA PUNCH’ and stuff #but he’s just more visibly annoyed by the antics his little brothers get into #and yes I do appreciate the writers who make him give leadership advice to Leo and act as an understanding guide #this is no hate on Raph’s character #and not hate on the fandom #just hate on the writers who don’t understand his character properly #they’re more focused on the idea that rise Raph doesn’t have anger issues when in reality he’s better at dealing with them #if he had the anger issues of the previous iterations of him he probably would’ve killed someone on accident by now

[coredrill]

oh also headsup to everyone that i will be TRYING to see if i can’t catch the new bravern ep earlier than i usually do tomorrow so y’know. beware the Posts

#like i wont be able to focus on anything once it drops anyways so like. MIGHT AS WELL #i could barely focus on anything today tbh. LMAO #i don’t even know why i’m so anxious like i fully trust that it will be good and satisfying and i have zero expectations plotwise #i just want isami to be happy i think 😭 he and lulu #either way tho it’s been such a fun time keeping up w this show :] #like i’m rly glad to watch it while it was airing and see all the fanarts and talk abt silly theories w my friends and make Posts #and i still do think ep9 in particular maybe even elevates this to like. fav stories ever been told type of deal #like recency bias ofc but also. bravern himself is SO 😭 #anyways. LMAO #t.txt #what a special show :] #OH MY GOD WAIT I DO WANNA SAY #WHOEVER GOT THAT GIF OF MINE TO BE LIKE ONE OF THE FIRST BRAVERN GIFS IN TWITTER SEARCH #THANK YOU BUT WHY IS IT ONLY SEVEN PIXELS 😭 EVERY TIME I SEE IT I CRINGE #wait also again i lied earlier on. rip. i actually DO expect smith/bv to come back in some fashion #like i’d bet money on that. but like. i do also trust the show to make it work if he Doesn’t ykwim? #its just one of those scenarios where it’ll be like. happy ending: will make me very happy #bittersweet ending: will stay with me forever and ever and ever and ever and ever an #okay sorry for editing this post four millioj times i gotta go do chores

[hoothootmotherf-ckers]

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#here we are at another anniversary #I think my actual first hospitalization was at the end of January #But shit started a few weeks before #so. #happy nine years of being disabled. #over a third of my life #And like it fucking sucks #But I’m still here #I am disabled. And I finally feel comfortable saying that #because yes I’m disabled enough. #and anyone who wants to say otherwise can fucking bite me #should I have to deal with this? Fuck no. #but I am and I’m here and I’m alive. #to seventeen year old me: you’re gonna have a rollercoaster of a time #there’s gonna be major ups and downs #but we’re surviving and even thriving despite it all #nine years ago I didn’t know if I could go to college #I didn’t know if I could ever hold down a job #and guess fucking what? I did it #you did it. #I have a migraine right now #and the last two years have been terrifying and like being seventeen again #but I have hope #I shouldn’t have to deal with it #pushing through these is not a sign of bravery or competence or effort #it’s just a sign that the world’s on some shit #but nine years later and I’m still here and doing the things I love #And that matters a lot.

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

aftg is a series about running and trauma and regressing and healing and becoming the person you never thought you could be and learning how to live comfortably in your own skin again. it’s about committing to the bit and about being a major asshole who has found other assholes and formed a family with them and about several paragraph long iconic roasts and it is about HEALING. AND JEAN IS GETTING HIS TURN. GOD.

#I first read the books when I was in an abusive situation and got to go throigh Neil’s trauma as I was dealing with my own #and now for jean’s book about healing to come out when I am out of that space and have healed……… it is almost poetic. aftg is one of the #only books to have made me cry and I think tsc will be able to make me cry as well #I’m so curious to what Nora has planned. I’m deeply invested already and SO very obsessed. pour one out for USC Trojans #it’s their turn to find companionship and happiness and care. and I hope Jean gets better and regresses and then gets better again #I hope he THRIVES. I hope we get to see stickball lesbians i hope we get to meet more Trojans I hope Jeremy is just as brilliant as always #i hope there is sunlight inside the dorms. sunlight inside the court. sunlight shining on the face of a man kept in the dark #o7 aftg you mad mad series. I love you with all the love my loveless heart can have #cats.txt #aftg is also about the use of ableist slurs which. comes with the books! maybe it’s controversial of me but I don’t give a shit about the #use of cripple. if anything the INSTANT aggression and backlash to the usage warms my heart

[ginalinettiofficial]

ok i’m actually mad abt how little continuity dndads has rn like why are we doing memory stuff if we haven’t checked to make it consistent w what we’ve already said has happened ????

and also why are they seemingly determined to character assassinate ALL of the characters from s1???? up to and including the already dead ones?????

and ALSO what is even the plot anymore i feel like the world building has been so inconsistent and loosey-goosey and like that’s okay when it isn’t relevant to the plot but in this season where it IS relevant to the plot like. what are we doing???? who can or can’t travel between dimensions???? what are the limitations????

i’m just confused and annoyed i want it to be a fun show with a story that you can follow again but lately it’s been just a mess. still fun ofc because all five of them are just fun to listen to but like. i have not been able to make any sense of what the fuck is going on for like a solid 4 episodes now and i’m just disheartened about it. it’s gone off the rails but not in a hehehaha funny fun way.

#d speaks #dndads #dndads spoilers #srry i just needed to vent like. what is happening what is happening ???? i’m so confused i don’t LIKE being constantly confused #and also i am getting so so sick of this ‘everything has to be grimdarksad no one gets a happy ending’ bs #it’s just annoying it’s pessimistic and i think there’s a line between being a comedy that deals with deep and serious issues and then just #being a bummer downer that has jokes in it. like it’s so pessimistic and none of the root issues are being solved or even fully fleshed out #and the constant indecision about the backstories of all these characters (the kiddads & the og dads) is SO frustrating #i know that there’s a degree of that to be expected just as is natural for improv #but also you’ve gotta have SOME consistency please i’m begging #i’m relistening to s1 rn and i’m in the later episodes and it’s just like. i miss when they had clear arcs #and yeah back before they character assassinated every single kiddad !!!! #also freddie and anthony specifically and their takes on glenn this episode. what the fuck was that #are you trying to tell me that everyone who said in s1 that glenn didn’t change and didn’t have any arc was RIGHT?????? #because you spent a LOT of time talking about how silly that opinion was just to now turn and around and be like yeah glenn is reverted #back to who he was in e1 !!!! like cmon. what the hell

[juhotonin]

You know I try not to think about it too much because honestly I kinda expected that even when he’s the same guy who tried to manage his timeline to reunite and promote with his members… but what makes me angry is that no mention of his members in his letter…

#like Idk how to feel. I’m happy for him that he finally decided something. I’m sad that we didn’t get a full comeback. #I’m sad that we don’t see idol!rowoon anymore WITH his members. (don’t let me start on the whole fnc kingdom thing) #I’m angry that everyone tried even tho if they had solo schedules they tried for sf9 since binseong left #but rowoon’s schedule was so packed that he didn’t had the time except for the puzzle cb #I’m happy for him like truly that he focuses more on his self now bc he still deals with his back pain but nonetheless I’m sad. angry. empty #I have so many emotions and the fact that I’m not surprised #I’m thinking about the members at this moment and miss youngbin’s lives where I could calm myself #his words are always so calming and reassuring that you feel at ease #like I should be happy inseong is coming back to us tomorrow and youngbin is following. their anniversary is coming up yet… #I’m in this sf9 hole forever. the first group who made me feel something and is so special to me. #I’d still support them but for now thank you for letting us feel how we feel #fun fact trauma was the comeback with all the nine members and we’re literally living the title rn 😅 #zey.txt

[rosicheeks]

😢

#genuinely terrified that once I’m actually comfortable dating again all the good guys will be taken and gone #I am 25 and not getting any younger #and I know I know a lot of you will be like ‘25 is still so young tho’ #and I know I keep telling myself that #but 25 isn’t the same as 18 or 20 ya know #I was watching a TikTok of this very very loving couple and it filled my heart until it broke in two #I’m so happy for them and for anyone else who has found true love #I’m just so scared I’m on a timeframe #the couple I was watching was a little older than me but still in their 20s #24 and got married and then 27 and having a kid #that’s what I thought my life would be #but nah #I’m still dealing with crippling mental issues #my hopeless romantic heart always told me that the love of my life is out there somewhere and they will wait for me #but how long are they willing to wait? #will they just give up eventually and settle on someone else? #really wish I didn’t waste years of my life in a dead end relationship 👌👌👌👌 #shut up rosie

[philsmeatylegss]

Sometimes I find myself pulling pages of reliable primary and secondary sources to combat a position and support my position in a tiktok comment section about history only for me to remember I’m spending $200k and dedicating a fuck ton of time and pressure to ultimately go into a career dedicated to history and I kind of just sigh and remind myself I deserve better

#this is inspired by a comment I left saying how the majority of arguments that are for dropping the bombs by Hiroshima and Nagasaki are #prepaganda by the west #and a few people were not very happy with me #my guy #I spent $15k last semester to take a class on atomic power that spent probably half the semester on the bombing #I got 100% in it #I know what I’m talking about #also dealing with a few people who are defending the iron cross as not a Nazi symbol since it was used before then #it doesn’t make sense in the context of the tiktok but whatever #my favorite thing to reply is how I’m writing my thesis about the Nazi army which includes the history of the German army up until then but #thanks for the advice of looking into it more #it’s a white lie #my thesis is on the Battle of Stalingrad but I know the history behind the iron cross I just have more oomf when thesis is said #don’t even get me started on how it’s wrong to compare dictators #StALiN aNd MaO kiLLeD wAy mOrE tHaN hiTLeR wHy DoEs No OnE eVeR tALk AbOuT tHeM #first off #a fuck ton of people talk about all dictators you just don’t read or research #second it is so fucking disrespectful and insulting to compare genocides and ‘worse’ dictators to live under #you can compare and contrast that’s cool #but ranking how bad they are compared to one another #get a life #rae’s rambles

[deityofhearts]

ya know it’s honestly funny and weirdly comforting when my friends call me a fake gremlin or green tea bitch because like despite that they still love me and like having me around

#deity dialogue #idk like I’m the past I’ve struggled a lot with like ‘performative positivity’ where I wouldn’t ever let myself be anything other than peppy #24/7 even when it was exhausting and I wasn’t happy #and then irl I deal a lot with being treated like an idiot and infantalized and so I’ve in an attempt to make myself feel better #started to lean into it like sure make whatever assumptions you want about me I’ll find a way to benefit from you treating me like this #I’ll pretend to be an uwu sweet angel if that pleases you or whatever. #but like it’s also nice because like around my friends and loved ones I can have actual emotions other than happiness 24/7 #that being said I still talk like an elementary school teacher I cannot change this I’m sorry #that’s not fake I just talk Like That I know I use and excessive amount of exclamation points and question marks this won’t change lmao #I also like to think I’m somewhat peppy and social? sure my social skills suck ass and I’m terrified of everyone ever #but I also love to talk to people and hear from people I’m just kinda at a point where I struggle to even reach out first to most people any #more. it feels like if I try to maintain contact or reach out first that I’m overstepping and should be killed in sight lmao #so again sorry if y’all don’t hear from me much or at all it’s not anything y’all did I just struggle a lot and idk how to not T-T #I have to hope that someday it’ll get easier #rn the main thing helping is the reassurance and patience from ny beloved friends <3 I love my friends sm #the tags r all over the place sorry I’m half asleep

[voidchillz]

No Bethany, I don’t obsess over my appearance for other people’s approval. I obsess over my appearance for the approval of the fictional skeleton that likes soft skin and fluffy hair.

#I’m on a body happy day :) #Humans? ✋ #Skeletons? 😍 #refuse skin accept bone #sans the skeleton is the scale for my self-care #if my thighs aren’t soft and plush enough to make a skeleton happy I’m fixing that #who needs societal body standards when I have a body positive skeleton? #what’s that? too many hair conditioners? NOT ENOUGH YOU MEAN #the liberating feeling of checking myself out in a mirror and giving myself a 😎👍 #chubby tummy means happy skelly #for context I have historically sensitive skin and I’ve finally found a system to deal with it #shoutout to all the eczema people in the crowd #stretch marks are cute and look like tiger stripes. fite me.

[just-about-nothing]

oh my god fall out boy

#i rant #fall out boy #to articulate what this band means to me. you will first have to start at a lonely thirteen #and then fall in love with the whole deal with patrick stump! #here is this man. a rock star in all these music videos who is just as geeky and pasty as you! wow!!! #then you realize he’s not the one writing the lyrics: pete wentz is & so you fall for him too. his lyrical precision — #i don’t want to be a footnote in someone else’s happiness — encapsulates your youth perfectly #when your parents break up and your childhood house is sold you sing if i can get through this i can do anything #even if it came out a few years too late to be timely advice #then your first love and one of your best friends kill herself and you think shit why am i alive when she is not and it plagues you #and you listen to patrick sing pete’s words ‘i’m a loose cog of a complete machine’ and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry #in loss from chloe to tranquility to independence you’ve kept this band near your chest next to your heart #there’s a part of you that is always the lonely 13 yr old a gap toothed girl not yet jaded discovering and rediscovering this music #GD bless fall out boy. GD bless my thirteen year old self. GD bless me now. GD bless all us fans

[circusclownproductions]

Why am I only happy and calm when I’m doing the absolute worst possible things for my physical health

#and I feel bad cuz all my friends are like no baby you can’t be doing that and I’m like girl if I don’t do this I might just kms #I wish I was well enough to make them happy and not have to worry or deal with me anymore #☁️

[ahalliance]

what is with the slight uprise in stupidly gendered memes lately . why are people trying to reinvent the binary boxes but quirky

#like . one meme on its own isn’t a big deal but i feel like it’s becoming a sort of trend #and it’s so ??? why are people SO eager to have a divide between men and women #people act like men and women are inherently different in fucking attitude and personality and it makes me want to scream #like i’m so glad that YOU as a man/woman never felt uncomfortable within your arbitarily assigned sociocultural box but not everyone wants #to be stuck in it with you . not everyone is content with that #idk it’s just . you run across these types of people sometimes who aren’t at all bigoted but who genuinely think men n women are Different #in some way #(and then theyre surprised that many trans people do end up abiding by gendered norms . but i digress) #and it’s just so tiring . like good for you if you are genuinely happy as you are thats great but that line of thinking does harm down the #line #jay rants