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#but I think it's from being busy
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I feel like my to do list isn't getting any shorter this week???
Also, got (the first dose of) my COVID vaccine yesterday--so far, my arm aches a little, but nothing too awful. As a young healthy person, I feel a little gross being able to get it when there are other people out there who won't have access to one for ages, but I also live in an anti-mask city, so I know a lot of people around here aren't being COVID safe and likely won't get vaccinated. So I guess I'm doing my part for this community of assholes and protecting myself--and also making sure I'm fully vaccinated in time for camp and (hopefully) my study abroad next year. Stay safe!
#studyblr#studyspo#studying#study#my to do list#my bujo#covid vaccine#also I'm exhausted#but I think it's from being busy
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hi this is a personal rant but it's in the tags cause I don't want to clog up people's dashes with whatever I say ✌️
#I'm just super stressed and way behind in school and when stuff starts getting like this my first reaction is to *.✧self isolate*.✧#which I've kinda done for the past week or so though there were times where i was just legitimately busy and wasn't online cause of that#but yeah I've been doing that and normally once i see that I'm doing that i metaphorically bonk myself on the head like no stop doing that#cause that is not a healthy coping mechanism!#but this time it actually seems to be helping me?#like i muted a bunch of fairly active servers I'm in on discord today and i felt like i had a lot less stress#cause i wasn't trying to keep up with those messages and check all the notifs in between trying to do work or pay attention in class#and i focused a lot better and got a lot of work done#so maybe my unhealthy coping mechanism isn't so unhealthy after all!#(that's a joke it totally is it just so happens it's working for me this time)#but anyways i think I'm gonna keep doing that for the foreseeable future cause i really do need to stop being behind in things#like it's not even just school work it's like every aspect of my life hskfhskfhsk#but like. doing this means i cut off like 80% of my socialization with people that aren't related to me#which probably isn't great! but idk what else to do#y'all should just interact with me on here more so i get that little bit of socialization smh#←that's a joke but also not really cause i manage my tumblr usage way better than anything else#so theoretically i Could get enough socialization to not go insane just from here#you know i had a point i was gonna make where was i going with all this hajdhakfjskdj#OH YEAH so i am gonna mute all my relatively active servers on discord for a while but for any friends/mutuals who want to talk#my dms are still open and if you @ me in any server i should still see it so feel free to do both of those!#and depending on how things go i might unmute everything on the weekends idk#we'll just see how this goes i guess#also whoops this got WAY longer than i wanted it to be#i don't even know half of what i said at this point HSJDHDKFUSOFU#y'all can just ignore everything except for that last bit about if you want to contact me on discord#megan.txt
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Okay I’ve had like eleven dreams about The Once-ler now, I’m getting concerned
#rambles#and most of them are about me kissing or cuddling or being friends with him#like I know I love him brain#I was cuddling with him in this one#I think it was because his business failed or something#and I was comforting him#Aside from like my best friend The Once-ler is the most reoccurring character in my dreams#I daydream about him all the time too#So it's literally like Once-ler all day every day#i mean i'm not complaining#but ya know??? Maybe I should be concerned???
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sero really does have the ‘self care comes in the form of not being too invested in other peoples problems’ energy, which is just SO healthy of him. you love to see it.
#i would absolutely watch an entire season of bnha from sero's point of view#like that episode from twice's pov#very detective noir but not like. jaded or cynical about the world LMAO#sero: she was a tall drink of water....legs for days....*referring to a cool caterpillar he saw on his way to class*#we just see sero walking down the hallway narrating in his head#but it's just him going to class and passing by like. kirishima's emotional breakdown and uraraka staring wistfully out the window#and probably deku just FULLY talking about OFA out loud to himself#but everyone else is so busy being overdramatic about how worthy they are to be true heroes or whatever#that the only person who notices is sero#ADJKKAJSH sero just thinks everyone knows about one for all bc deku makes it so FUCKING obvious#sero: *shrug emoji* not my monkeys not my circus#sero 'stay in my own lane' hanta#sero hanta#bnha#evil words
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tfw you discover your former best friend’s tumblr and stay up until 5 am being sad about it and writing a letter to them you know you’ll never send :(
#breaks my heart to think about#we haven't talked in like eight years#and things ended pretty rough#but I've never stopped missing him#I wish I could contact him but I know he wouldn't want to hear from me#if he did he would've reached out#I just don't know how to let people go I guess#I know he'll never come across this post bc we have literally n o t h i n g in common anymore lmao#he's still a massive weeb and I... was never really one to begin with#so like there's zero percent chance of him finding me#bc I don't really make it super easy to find my tumblr#and I mean don't get me wrong his wasn't easy to find eitehr#I found it through his twitter which I found through the empty twitter for a business he tried to start that never got off the ground#so like I was being way too much of a snoop and shouldn't have been able to find it in the first place#does that make me a bad person#I mean if it's publicly findable information that's not bad right?#UGH I hate emotions#I just miss him broooo#and I'll never know why he ghosted me#that's what sucks the most#I can't ask him why#I'm too chicken to reach out bc I know my heart would get hurt again#my poor lil baby heart can't handle any more rejection yknow?#had enough of that as a kid#anyyyyway if you read this far you're a baller and sexy as hell and I love you lmao#goodnight tumblr i love you
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sometimes i catch my ass acting like patrick when he was all like “i wait for you to come back :(” and i gotta be like Damn Get It Together
#snap chats#i gotta review myself bruh#for the longest time i was really good at not like#caring whether someone pulled up in my day or not LMAO#yk and like i still like. know NOT to care you know#like people are busy or like doing things and obviously cant just be available all the time#it been like that for the longest time for me yk#so i think its cause of that and the fact like#i do got homies now#its like :) oh no i miss talking to my homies :(#gotta stop that like ASAP LMAO#i think its also a matter of me being bored and not having the will to do things ih ave to do#which is ALSO bad#this is just a call out to myself damn :( i need my life together#tryna think of what to do cause Again im feelin like. Meh yeah#and i dont even want to do what i usually do but idk might force myself#since i need to get out of this weird funk both involving this patrick star ass moment and not working#i've b een getting off track of My pAtH as of late its so bad i gotta fix it#i think its indulging too much- i ve been doing that a lot lately and its not good for me me thinks#i gotta step away from the things i like for a while maybe and just go back to centerin me soul or whatever#I Say As I Plan On Drawing DB After This Post LMAO#its so bad :(#though i thnk-- nvm LMAO i was gonna say i got some art supplies and i could try them out by drawing a thing#but uhh the thing i was gonna draw uhh i dont want my fam finding it by accident <3<3#i mean i could say that about any of my art but like. this one isn't BAD BAD but its still sus <:)#dont need my mom thinking im more sus than she already suspects Probably#anyway bye bye gonna uhhhh draw That Thing and see if that wakes me up ig :) at 4PM :)
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unpopular opinion o’clock i hated that billy and teddy got married, it made no damn sense, they love each other and should stay together but also theyre like 18. i feel like marvel got them married just to give them something to do/us queer readers something to be happy about. i’m not happy. i actually feel like a horse thats being fed a sugar cube to keep it walking.
like i know its been said but ricstar were right there somewhere lmfao
#i'm bitter with almost everything concerning the ya from 2013 onwards :)))))#wickling#teddy altman#billy kaplan#i think whats happening here i marvel is bringing these characters back out of the bus not out of love;#but out of 'theyre going to be part of the mcu soon'#i dont know; i just know i dont like any of it#and i should be happy there new material about these characters i hold so dear to my heart!#.rtf#and i do mean it about#ricstar#too#they have no business being apart; it's all such bullshit#we were given 0 good reasons why theyre not together so therefore it keeps not making sense
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I need to remember to talk more about Seb with the rest of the krew, bc I just realized for a good chunk of book four especially, Asami would be about the only member of the group Seb could see and lean on when everyone else is gone and it’s killin me softly
#ooc#v; an ash blackened soul#idt we ever set an exact point of time where seb and mako set off their chain of events but regardless it's still a time skip so#korra leaves for the southern water tribe to recover#bolin joins kuvira (a move that he wouldn't have agreed with bc he'd feel uneasy about her from the start)#and mako starts guarding wu which ends up extended through the season#asami does keep busy expanding her company but she's at least still available#and I think he'd spend what free time he had with her in the garage or hanging out#helping each other cope with their support group being temporarily broken#he'd already bond with her especially bc of her easily being the most emotionally grounded in the group and their mutual mechanics interest#and similar relatable parental trauma#so their friendship means a lot to me#and she too needs good men in her life which seb is; especially once he leaves the agni kais#doesn't even think about her money. he just appreciates her as a person and friends.#I love them your honor
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it’s been a week and cam hasn’t even looked at that fic he said he would help me edit so
#life tag#joking (mostly)#i know i'm complaining about this a lot but i'm genuinely kinda hurt about it#i've been playing it off to him like it's not a big deal because for all intents and purposes it isn't#this is for fanfic it's just a hobby#so it's not like my career is on the line or anything#but i was really excited to have him edit it#it was like being back in one of my writing workshops#honestly they were so fun and i was looking forward to getting feedback like that again#from someone else who's been through stuff like that and knows how to actually critique a piece of writing#and he keeps telling me he'll do it on this day or that day and then he never does#and like. i'm going to post the fic anyway once i'm all done with it#but i was really excited to have it edited bc i never edit my fics like that and i thought it'd be cool to have one polished to that level#and i don't know if he doesn't want to do it so he keeps putting it off or if he gets too busy and doesn't have time or if he just forgets#but... :(#i've edited personal projects for him before#and i didn't spring this on him out of nowhere i gave him like a month's warning that i was even thinking about it#and now i just#idk#i don't want to seem pushy or whiny about it but i also want to go to him and be like#hey remember that fic you said you'd help me edit like two weeks ago? why haven't you looked at it yet?#because like. he said he'd help me edit it like two weeks ago and he hasn't looked at it yet#and that doesn't make me feel good
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with traditional film and television a lot of people don't understand what goes into the production and all it goes through to get to your screen. I don't think most people think about the hectic switch room that goes into live broadcast television. and that's fine! but seeing people try and view critical role like it's either of those three traditional forms of media is so damn tiring. whether youre looking at the story, or the decisions of a company, it's not as simple as looking to the CR cast.
#honestly this is a Me post that needs no tag but I am Tired#I'm tired of seeing people complain about writers in a show and call them problematic#when so many decisions in a single episode of television#gets decided by a group of several people#so damn much happens in the industry that dictates what gets to your screen#and critical role is going to be no different#they got tired of not being in control so they made their own company#but that doesn't mean it's just the core group#no its a whole ass company with more people I charge of different things#when they say they're super busy they genuinely mean that#the positions they have within the company are important and busy and it means they aren't in charge of all sections of the company#so stop acting like any story beat you didn't like or any move from the company#falls entirely on their shoulders#it's more complicated than that#and also just to say it. the episodes being pre recorded doesn't mean they are doing it any differently#guaranteed they broadcast it but they just don't go live instead they record it#and.... you know. never mind I'm tired and annoyed#im not here to say one thing is right or wrong I just wish people would#stop thinking what they see is all there is with this industry
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#part 2 bc i ran out of tags:#and my dad is off quarenrine so he's gonna just leave me here with her at 6am when he has to leave which is in 2 hours#and I don't know what I'm supposed to do#I have to babysit my severely mentally ill mother while she has a deathly plague and I don't know which symptoms are witch all while being#available for business calls from my boss and coworkers????#I don't think so#am I gonna break down??#I'm running on like 3 hours of sleep TOPS#I need 10 normally to be comfy and 8 to be functional#if I cry on the phone with my boss will I lose my job? should I call out sick? nobody really needs me too much anyway#if I call out sick to experience a tramatuic event will I be fired?? probably not my bosses are v nice but ????#and my dad is just chill with this??#he's just fine??#he's just snoring away RN???#really?mm#*??#like HOW#I'm SO TIRED of doing this#I wanted to love out right after college so I wouldn't have to do this anymore#at least its better than in high school bc I don't have homework#but#then there's the guilt#you know?#if I wasn't home who would have founder her on the kitchen floor???#I can't leave#they need#me#I will have to be a slave to this house's mental wellbeing#I can't do it anymore#I need to get off the ride
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