#but I think I maybe found I car I like

[coquelicoq]

crashes ur board meeting n drags u out by the collar but its fine bc youre the one always saying shit like "im looking for people i can use" ok lol. get used idiot

#just tracing like. the sequence of events that had to take place in order for this to come to pass #1. natori and his shiki are skulking around homura stalking ban. possibly it's just his shiki and natori is elsewhere. #either way 2. natsume shows up and natori learns about it either bc he witnesses it or a shiki comes to tell him #3. natori gets in his little richard scarry apple car (this is my mental image for some reason) & fucking. BOOKS IT to the matoba compound #4. goes inside. presumably matoba lackeys try to stop him bc their boss is in an important meeting but somehow he gets past them #(possibilities here are v fun to think about. maybe natori does this all the time and they're used to it. maybe he's never done it before #but they're all on orders to let natori in if he ever shows up. maybe natori convinces them he's supposed to be IN the meeting #which is great because it sounds like some important clan thing so what is he in the clan now??) #5. interrupts matoba's meeting like 'i need you' and matoba's like 'bye everyone whatever this is is more important' #6. they get in natori's comical apple car (again the apple car is not canon don't worry about it) #& natori drives like a bat out of hell back to homura. (SOURCE: matoba is so scarred he refuses natori's offer for a ride later) #i wonder what they talk about on the way there? because they don't talk about why natori is stalking ban until much later #so they must be busy talking about something else. but what?? #that or they're both too distracted by all the near-death experiences from natori's crazed driving lol #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou #homura cats arc #horrible exorcists #my posts #sidenote i feel like that page at the end where both matoba and sensei refuse natori's offers of a ride is really funny because #sensei's reason is that it will take too long. but sensei did you know natori drives like a speed demon? think it thru... #also like. how long did it take him to decide to involve matoba? was that his backup plan all along? #also it's pretty lucky that he found matoba at all considering he could be anywhere...the matoba have like 15 houses... #he has matoba's schedule memorized lol #natori sparkling to the assorted clan members in the meeting: sorry ladies and gentlemen i just need to borrow this~ #*throws matoba over his shoulder and fireman-carries him to the parking lot*

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

not being able to drive as an old-ass adult and therefore being a burden to everyone around you is so embarrassing. but it's the only option i have, thanks to My Poor Nerves

#my boyfriend locked his keys in his car and i'm just like 'welp! good luck with that!!!!' #guess i gotta maybe die trying to go help him out of this situation at some point today #technically i CAN drive but only in non-city environments. but tragically. i live in a city. #it's been real you guys. thank you for all these years of fandom joy! 🫡 #dollsome's deep thoughts #i get that the solution to this is just to drive more until i am no longer afraid of it and have driving skills #but instead my brain goes to 'what if i moved out in the middle of the deep wilderness and never emerged #and therefore no one could ever ask me to drive for any reason!' #and that sounds way more practical #update: omg i think i found someone else to go help him. i live to fight another day!!!!

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

I am going to a FURNITURE STORE and I might liveblog the experience.

#because this is totally something that should be liveblogged mmhm mmhm #my post #I wanna listen to music in the car :0 #I’ve been thinking about listening to an album I’ve never heard before #something by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME or Jukebox The Ghost #because I haven’t listened to many of their songs but I’ve liked what I have heard! #so maybe one of those in the car? #not sure yet

[shima-draws]

Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up

#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now #And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive. #But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’) #And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too #That made me really glad 🤧 #The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think #And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!! #I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty #It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much #Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day #So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol #Bittersweet mostly #Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face. #I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well #He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL #Shima speaks #It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing. #Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him #Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it #Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly #I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car: #Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN #I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird— #Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in #Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff #Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH #Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji* #Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)

[fivefeetfangirl]

its muddy everywhere, your boots are soaked your jacket is soaked your pants are soaked, you don't even care anymore as you sit down beside your best friend. he became your best friend after the other one died. you want to tell him you love him, but its cold. he is warm tho. so you lean in a bit. but not too much, people will see. is it too much to share a cup? maybe it is but you do it, who cares anymore, you're all so cold. he is warm tho. you lean in a bit more.

#i am that guy in that tiktok 'girls when they say they were in the hospital' or how that post goes #im goig insaen idd i meantion i couldnt read after this scene??!?! like not a ojoke i justspent my time in the car looking out thinking abo #them just....thinking #i think im a bit tired lol #oh wow thats a lot of typos well decode besties #91w #maybe i should read a bit more #ugh think i said it before (BUT IMMA SAY IT AGAIN) feels like im nearing the end and i dont want it to end and i just want to live in this #contsant moment where dean adn cas are sitting beside each other sharing a drink dean found waiting for the next battle but rn its silent #and its nice even tho its cold cause youre together and hes warm against you or as warm as he can get but still so nice beside you #IM DOING IT AGAIN SORRYYYYY #okay im just gonna hit post now

[hawkinslibrary]

open casting calls out for s5 !! females with shorter hair, males with longer hair, and cars from 1988 or older

#no idea when these were posted #just saw a post on the hawkins av club reddit about them #anyway this is exciting !!! #if there's a time jump it seems it will only be about a year or two maybe ? #i think cars can be sold for a time in the year before their model years right #i know nothing about cars #also sorry if it seems like i'm not really... active here ? #i've found i can only give my full attention to one thing at a time and 911 currently has me in a chokehold #lex tals #s5 #spoilers #st5 spoilers #for the year ? idk #update

[shitty-check-please-aus]

shoutout to the supernatural guys for just creating the funniest drama possible

#not the one who was in a car crash the one who said he was bi and then said he misspoke and he's straight #although I just peeped jared's wikipedia and #look I have depression I think it's great to support charities that work to provide support to suicidal people #but I think it's hilarious to pick the one called 'Always Keep Fighting' after being arrested in a bar brawl #like my man. surely you could've found one with a different name #OH I got the timeline wrong #he supported the charity then got in the fight #maybe he got confused about what the name meant

[rat-rosemary]

Tbh dre made tweets before the long one like the very passive aggressive "great minds think alike or something" and saying he was going to fight q (inb4 "IT WAS A JOKE" if q not saying shit was enabling drama I think that also counts as enabling drama lmao)

The thing is, those tweets were so clearly Dream trying his best to dismiss the hate and trying to make both his fans and Quackity fans calm down, specially since the norm with dtkq at the time were light hearted jabs like that

(Actually, honestly considering all that happen I think Dream was taking it very well? I mean, yeah it would of course have been better if they had talked it out and figured out how to do these two servers that were similar without stepping on each other toes, but if there were people showing up at mine and my friends house and a person who I thought was my friend suddenly started ignoring me I would react much much worse then just making some light hearted jabs at them on twt)

Edit: wait actually what does "inb4" mean

#discourse #if the jabs were dre stirring up drama wouldn't the situation have blown up way before he made the post about him/his family being stalked? #also I wouldn't call Q's silence as stirring up drama #did it make his fans feel like they had a pass since he wasn't condemning their actions? yeah #but after we found out that Dre was in legit danger it stopped feeling like drama to me and got worse #like idk how to describe it but I feel what Q did (or in this case. didnt do) its worse then drama #idk idk #maybe thats why I get so annoyed at how other CCs talk about it because they think its just drama over the server and forget the important #like dre got CONTACTED BY THE FBI. there were people SHOWING UP AT HIS HOUSE AND PUTTING TRACKERS ON HIS PARENTS CAR #i really wasn't planning on talking about this again i just got sad about missing Q yesterday and started thinking about it again #bleh >:'P #quackity neg #quackity situation #controversy #the voices #.... can i make a post about how I feel this type of behavior is dangerous to Q's own fandom? #i dont think I have space in the tags for it.... #idk if you guys even want to hear me #but idk its a think you need to communicate with him about because it clearly could become a huge problem in the future #(and has from what i saw in that one racism situation) #actually anon if you think what dre did was bad then whats your opinion on T0mmy's video?? #'cause he did much much worse with way less tact #from the pit in the backyard

[artemisiatridentata]

what if I uh. got my masters in library science

#I spent the day in a library today bc my car had an emergency mechanic appt #and I went down a library science rabbit hole teehee #I found out there are botanical libraries and like other scientific/environmental libraries #and also positions like rare book curator and whatnot #which like!!! any of those would be delightful!! #anyway I signed up for a zoom info session w/ this one grad program #so we’ll see #idk like it wouldn’t even be till fall 2024 at the earliest since I already roped myself into staying here for another year…. #but it would be nice to get a head start on it if it turns out this is something I’m rlly interested in pursuing #maybe I’ll try to work or at least volunteer at the library this yr #so far have only worked in bookstores but a library is definitely a different creature #anyways I am Thinking. #libraries #books #personal

[gawayne]

ughh SORRY BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT the people you meet in engineering are just by and large so unpleasant I hate it here

#DONT get me wrong there are at least three very cool eng students here #but fuckign. come on we have to admit it. the structure of the program makes you worse and more annoying #out of stress out of competitiveness whatever #yknow what I’ve never heard in english class or art club? earnest discussions of crypto #elon musk fangirling #clique-forming based on whether you have a fucking pilot’s license #using gay as an insult like it’s 2014 #physical assault #etc #christ be normal for a bit!! talk about something that doesn’t make me wanna kill myself! #tbh think the issue might be that smart mean rich kids either go into mech/elec or medicine #and there’s nowhere else in the country for aero freaks to go so they all end up here. revving their audis at 10pm and cutting off busses #no joke every few months I’m like huh I should try to make friends in this program. and I go to a social event or talk to someone or w/e #and then I remember that they are not fun to hang out with because I don’t invest or like cars or want a plane or drink #and I am not willing to sit thru that discussion until someone brings up something more interesting. usually there isn’t anything #see our capstone group works bc it’s full of adhd bitches. today we talked about eggs for an hour #ughhhhh. genuinely I think it’s weird how many ppl don’t have hobbies beyond gaming drinking and investing and I fundamentally can’t get #along with them and that’s why all the cool engineers are found in art club #or maybe I’m just insane and annoying who knows

[soldier-poet-king]

anyone who says biofreeze / icyhot helps is a LIAR i am in MORE PAIN THAN I WAS BEFORE /AND/ I SMELL LIKE COUGH DROPS

#gonna chop the whole damn arm off #THIS IS NOT HELPING MY FUCKED UP WRIST AND MAYBE BAD CIRCULATION #my father IS FULL OF LIES #my arm is ON FIRE AND ALSO VERY COLD #IN A VERY BAD PAINFUL WAY #anyway. i rlly need to like. commit to frequent excercise again no matter how sloggish i feel #i know once i get into a routine it will be good. and i LIKE the endorphins of working out and feeling strong and lifting #i do not like most gym atmospheres i want to be ALONE at the gym #alas i have neither the money nor the space for a home gym #plus it seems....wasteful....so i dont think i could justify it to myself ethically even if i had money #anyway. tldr. i need to build muscle to fix my fucked up bad blood and circulation and old lady joints #i have found a potential gym that is pricer than discount gyms but not SUPER HORRIBLE top tier expensive #and it is not too far. i know anything that is far i will not go to esp in the winter bc i get sad #LA fitness is slightly cheaper AND has a pool #but is further away and idk if i can always get the car when i want #i fkin love swimming but i cant justify a pool specific membership bc i cant #swim too often in chlorine bc my baby ass sensitive skin and hair

[born-to-lose]

In my depressed era again <3

#for literally no reason ugh i hate it i hate it i hate it #probably a bad mix of overthinking and lovesickness again but what's new #i figured out why i like to do stuff until late at night until i fall asleep lol it's because i don't wanna be left alone with my thoughts #i guess that's why i could go such a long time without you know what... i always had lots of schoolwork to do and didn't have much time to- #-think about this kind of shit and once i don't have anything to do anymore i found myself in bed with a bleeding arm lmao #also let's call this my 'everyone i know hates me and my best friends despise me the most' era #still gonna stay up two more hours because i'm like a damn puppy who waits excitedly for their favorite person to come home from work #at this point i should maybe write all this shit in a diary but like. you know how my rambling posts start so y'all can just ignore #tldr i'm feeling like shit and i can't promise that i won't do something stupid again #i'm just too hung up on things that happened weeks ago but like what if it isn't actually ok now #also i know i'm too clingy and possessive with people i'm really close to but it's just my abandonment issues :( #and i know i fucked things up with other people (friendships and relationships) way too many times so i'm putting all i have into this one #still i feel like it's too much and too little at the same time idk i just Know when i really like someone and then i don't wanna lose them #but at the same time i often drive them away with my excessive love and attention because certain people are like some addiction to me #ok no that's too much already for now sorry #anyways i'm sobbing and shaking and feeling terrible and guilty #oh and unrelated but i nearly got run over by a car today 👍🏻 fucking hate drunk small town students in a mcd's parking lot #mel talks #tw self harm

[toytulini]

not me thinking about trying to shell out to convert my fiat to a Plug in hybrid? hmmmmm

#toy txt post #ive just started VERY GENTLY looking into this actually bc i uh. have acquired a second car. my grandpa's old car. #it is a tiny fuckin go cart geo from 1992 stick shift and im gonna try to learn stick shift on it but anyway i was like hmm perhaps....i #could learn on that car? what if i did a project? what if i ripped out that tiny little engine and made it into a hybrid or electric? #i found one little DIY blog of someone who converted a very similar car to electric and then back into a hybrid to increase range #so its maybe doable? altho that one was from like 2012 and the hybrid conversion involved?? a propane tank in the trunk? #which. feels not ideal. idk. but then also i found one that looks way more current and legit? they seem to focus on like. fleets of #commercial cars BUT they have a section for consumer cars? it seems to be some kind of kit that they ship out to a qualified mechanic. #which honestly if i can afford it i think i would prefer that bc idk shit about cars and im sure dad could try to teach me but hybrid might #be outside his wheelhouse...hes worried about the weight itll add but like idk? there already are electric fiats same age as mine so #clearly they figured it out for that and that was w the older tech from the 2010s? #but i have no idea what the price is for a professional conversion bc it requires getting an actual Quote from them #and i am not ready for that step yet!!!!! but like. god. next new car i buy i want to be a plug in hybrid i think #that seems like it would be a better choice for how i use a car than a fully ev unless i shell out for one of the real expensive bitches #full of soooo many ''luxury'' features that i will hate so much not to mention how many now standard modern features i despise...ugh #there was one i liked....toyota yaris plug in hybrid....it is....only available in europe and the uk :))) so id have to figure out #purchasing and importing a foreign car without even a test drive unless i want to get on an airplane (aka flying covid tube) and do that #and like i wouldnt mind visiting europe sometime and seeing all my internet friends over there but like i dont want to have to go over for #like. a car. u kno? plus every car that is not My Fiat is bad and wrong and makes me angry and stressed to drive so honestly #idk might as well accept my commitment to it as a future moneypit and make it more eco friendly and save on gas #tho im sure if im charging it at the house ill have to negotiate paying at least part of the electric bill or smth...id love to get some #kind of portable solar charger on it too so im not necessarily just relying on the fossil fuel electricity at my house either? idk. but #that seems hard to find at best and idk like id want to use it while my car is parked jn the parking lot but i suppose there'd be an #increased risk of it getting stolen depending on where i am? idk #part of me is like i should try to professionally convert my fiat to hybrid and then maybe do the geo just ev since im not gonna be takin #that thing long distances anyway? but idk. theres also that little nagging fear about like the fire risk cos i always hear about teslas #with the scary fire shit from that new battery tech and other evs are using that too now to get comparable ranges so like?? are they less #safe? should i be concerned about putting smth like that on an already less safe car from the 90s? or should i just be like well fuck it #this shit is a deathtrap anyway? and then have intrusive thoughts about car fires the entire time im trying to focus on learning stick? #also stick shift fucking stressful. why does it go backwards so fucking fast? what gives?

[shiningstages]

I’m home and I feel fulfilled again~ ( and sleepy from both much excitement while walking around and from the alcohol I had at dinner~ )

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #( honestly my internship lady has kind of stressed me out so i really needed a day out like this!! #the kids actually following through with a plan though?? i'm so proud of them gdhffgxxfhgh #literally spent $100+ though and gonna probably spend money on my car repair soon so uuuuuuuugh #but i found out i like bourbon.........stunning development!!!!! thank you to the one other person in choir who can also drink #only a couple months younger than me but he's a bartender so i asked him So Many questions #he got an old fashioned with four roses bourbon and demerara syrup....forget the bitters but it was so interesting #he recommended this light bourbon drink with raspberry puree and vanilla for me and it's like That Is The Best Drink I've Ever Had #just checked and there was no vanilla in it; just in the name of the drink......weirdge #but it was fantastic; shoutout to the bartender at the place!!!!!!! (it's very area-specific so no name dropping but yeah!!!!!) #also seeing mine had rum AND bourbon in it; your girl is suddenly going hard!!!!!!! #jk..........only if i go to that place again...........but it's such a far drive from where i live fdgfhgjhhjc #but anyways food + drink; walking around an old part of town and looking at cute shops; visiting the beach #i feel so sleepy but so full of life again #i really wanna join choir in fall.....but internship searches..........i wanna graduate already fghfghxfgdjf #but i also don't wanna leave behind this group i feel really attached to!!!!!! #i think it's the main reason i wanna be in a vtuber Group is for the community.......the togetherness and feeling desired as company #*cries softly; screams into the void* #i'm gonna do so much more with my life and those guys are too!!!!! i'm so proud of them and they're gonna do great out there!!!!!! #i get to see them tomorrow though.........and one girl loves planning stuff so maybe lots of stuff will happen during summer #who knows!!!!!!!!!! i sure don't~ but i'm excited nonetheless~ )