#but I dont want to date anyone rn

[vse-kar-vem]

quick bojč!!! 💓💓💓

#bojan cvjetićanin #joker out #EDIT. THE DATE IS SOO WRONG ITS NOT JANUARY I DONT WRONG WHAT WIRES CROSSED IN MY BRAIN #if anyone is invested in my exams #i have maths noncalc and english tmrw im actually dead this time #for gcse takers its eng lang paper 2 viewpoints and perspectives! so hell basically! #the timings make me want to kill myself #my art #ummm but bio went as ok as it couldve gone #i made a lot of stuff up .... straight pulled it out of my ass ..... i guess we'll see how i do #im supposed to be doing an english past paper rn but noooooo SOMEONE had to start wearing tit windows

[silenthillbunni]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[coquelicoq]

oh no this reality dating show is really sweet actually. this was not supposed to happen. crap. crap. i didn't sign up for this!

#dammit! they're all flawed people in whom i am rapidly becoming invested! how dare they make me care about their contrived #relationship problems!!! #i was supposed to feel soooo above it all but now i want to see them grow up happy and healthy :((((((( #FUCK! SHIT! MERDE ALORS! #on the one hand the premise of the show is genius and perfectly tailored to avoid the main things i don't like about reality dating shows #on the other hand i just find it so ridiculous that anyone would go on this show that i can't take these people seriously #or i THOUGHT i couldn't! but now i don't know!!! #and they're all so young so that's helping me cut them some slack #one couple is 24 and has been together 5 years and i'm like oh babes. of course you're doing this. good for you. live a little #television #my posts #also just heard a guy use 'dont'. hand to god #the donts are out there. i'm not making this up!! #granted he didn't really say much of a word there...it was like d[rest of word is swallowed] #but it had to be dont just based on the syntax and the fact that it definitely wasn't duquel #anyway the show is called the ultimatum france #probably that is not the french title lol #i think it's probably l'ultimatum: on se marie ou c'est fini #anyway this was NOT how i planned to spend my evening. peeved at my sister and these complex humans and the world in general rn #how dare you how dare they &c &c

[depressedrockmetalgothindiechic]

I've gotta tell the person that I was going on dates with I cannot pursue a relationship rn I feel bad about it but I just happened to confess to them cus I'd liked them for months but I couldn't lie when they asked so I told them but It was literally less than a week after my grandmother passed and I told them on the second date. But I literally mentally cannot be in a relationship because I cannot destroy another person along with myself because my ideal end goal is death. But also I kinda got turned off during a date when I mentioned that I had an 3 D and I was basically mentally unstable and they said ya it really shows that not all people with 3 D's are skinny and I wanted to cry because it felt awful like I don't blame them for responding like that because how the hell are you supposed to respond but idk I was just kinda hurt for literally no reason by it.

#I feel like a dick but I literally cannot be in a relationship #and its not like we are dating we went on 2 dates so far and I figure Ill tell them tomorrow that I would rather just be friends for now #they also said that they are ok with being friends at the end of the day during a text so I dont think they will be pissed or anything #becauae Its not really like I lead them on because I do like them I just am not in a place to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't #understand my mental situation and I also cannot let them be dependent on me because I do have periods where I ghost everyone #idk it feels like im making excuses rn #Also if anyone wants to give me any advice it is welcome because I seriously dk

[thursdayglrl]

the urge to join a dating app not to date anyone but just to gauge what the wlw in my age rance scene is like in my area

#i dont want to date anyone especially not through a dating app rn. too much effort and also i wouldnt do that to another person

[lexithwrites]

how are you supposed to date when you're ugly and overweight like—

#i dont really want to date anyone rn #still dealing with whatever mess my ex caused me #but like how am i supposed to meet people looking like this someone pls explain

[waluigisgaybf]

My ass better be brave enough to ask for kisses myself fucking asap because I want more widdle smooches 🥺

#Also hopefully get myself to brave enough to initiate the hugs n stuff #they asked me a handful if times so sweetly if they could give me a lil kiss again and it was nice 😳😳😳 #also that we were both like- #lets be a thing cause we also both like eachother but also lets take it slow and ease into it all with eachother #so like #we’re not dating #but we’re like- a ‘thing’ ahdbfjdbddjdbd #also they have SO much more experience in everything compared to me #but never with a gril/vagina having hoe #so they also apparently suddenly feel unsure about how to go about anything even just emotionally #cause cis straight boys are def their own fucking species #so we’re both all 🫣😳🤔🤭🤗🫣 #But I DEFINITELY need to very slowly ease into it becasue I am so fucking unsure and even scared tbh about specifically myself #like I have no idea what I should or shouldnt do #or tbh what I actually really want or dont want #but I do at leaat I want at least whats up rn :3 #personal #Im too embarrassed to say this to anyone one on one ahdbdkdbdndnd #even our bestie who set us up cause it bring her so much joy but shed be so giggly and giddy about it Id probably fucking die 🤣🤣

[victim9d]

my roommate has a date over i think and im 🧍‍♂️

#he did Not tell me anyone was coming over and i heard them introduce themselves and say nice to meet you #and im very. im so bad w strangers in the house it makes me so uncomfortable and this is. not a secret #i need to pee but i can not make myself leave my room bc there is a Stranger here i cant #if i do i Have to put a bra on first bc otherwise i will spiral but also putting a bra on is gonna make me spiral rn #and i especially dont want to be percieved because it can not go well for me because either theres a weird hostile dynamic bc im perceived #to be a girl Or i have to out myself to someone i dont know and who could have Any reaction to it #so i feel like i simply can not exist right now i feel like i need to stay hidden #like im cool w him dating people idc ab that they can come over just like. i would like to know ahead of time #esp bc like. is she here before they go somewhere else? is she gonna be here all night? like what is happening what should i expect

[monsterfucker3000]

I wish I had a boyfriend

#personal #vent #the logistics of having a boyfriend and maintaining a relationship are probably out of my wheelhouse rn but i still want one #i dont want to subject anyone to the whole me of me but how do i improve without practice #i also dont have any crushes so idk who id even date

[norris55s]

med school - oscar piastri

med school student reader x oscar piastri social media au

a/n: shout out to anyone who is going through med school rn <3

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y/nusername

y/nusername: watch bf vroom vroom, hospital, study, repeat

user61: what year of med school are you in?

y/nusername: i’m barely on my first year + on elective clinical rotations 🤡

user81: this girl is my idol fr

user93: i’m also in med school and i feel like dying every day idk how she dates a damn f1 driver on top of it all LMAO

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y/nusername

y/nusername: silly little mental health walks to deal with neuro and planes

user01: how the hell do you cope

y/nusername: i dont 🤠

oscarpiastri: That’s a lie, she’s so near pulling straight A’s

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y/nusername

y/nusername: me watching my man put it on pole

landonorris: a pair of successful mfs

y/nusername: with our successful child that we love

oscarpiastri: Is Lando the child?

y/nusername: who ELSE

oscarpiastri: I don’t know, love is a strong word

landonorris: i take it all back smh

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oscarpiastri

oscarpiastri: Our party after pole is psych studying!

y/nusername: i promise i’ll be more fun in the summer break 😭

oscarpiastri: You’re a blast (and I want my honorary M.D.)

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y/nusername

y/nusername: this first year of med school was extremely challenging but there is no way i would ever survive without o’s support 🤍

oscarpiastri: Super proud 🤍

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y/nusername

y/nusername: today i assisted on my first surgery and all the sacrifices were worth it

oscarpiastri: You’re gonna be the best doctor ever

y/nusername: i love you

#f1 #f1 au #f1 fanfic #f1 smau #f1 social media au #f1 x reader #formula 1 #oscar piastri social media au #oscar piastri au #oscar piastri fanfic #oscar piastri smau #oscar piastri #oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri x you

[kitten-of-the-universe]

opened my friend's snap to unexpectedly find her attractive... hoping praying begging it was a fluke

#cecelia.post. #ive been briefly attracted to her a handful of times since we've been friends and it doesn't really last but it is still concerning #bc she is one of my best friends and i have a really bad habit of dating my best friend so when we break up i have no friend #also i do not want to date anyone rn and i dont think i want to date her #she is just. kind of pretty #it definitely caught me off guard though #lowkey in my allo era 💖 #(i say bc i have experienced brief flashes of attraction to i think 3 or 4 people since summer? and most of them strangers even) #and now this... #allo phase for sure (kind of slays tbh)

[trimmtrabbing]

trying to figure out if i qualify for tax reduced glasses is like analysing ancient texts

#like i dont benefit from the free treatment or whatever bc i havent made enough contributions #but they outline the treatment and its like…. specific #theres nothing there saying i Dont qualify for half price glasses #like anyone who pays prsi qualifies for it but the thing is i havent earned enough money this year to pay tax so i havent contributed #to prsi yet??????? thats just because any amount i would pay id get back in tax credits #im 100% leaning towards ‘does not apply’ (bummer cant afford glasses or an eye test) but then my dad said i do qualify and everyone who is #employed qualifies #SO WHAT IS IT #i just want a free eye test and cheap glasses bro im not tryna swindle anyone i just cant see anything rn 😭 #my prescription is 3 yrs out of date and it wasnt ecen correct WHEN I GOT IT

[ghostfacd]

ALL BECAUSE I LIKED A BOY? | TOM BLYTH

pairing. tom blyth x fem!actress!reader

summary. after you and tom called it quits, the internet can’t help but make you their punching bag, all because you liked a boy.

part 2 | installment of this au | recommend you read it for more context!

CELEBRITYNEWS Months after the pair announced they were dating on Instagram, couple Y/N Avocot and Tom Blyth have now since broken up due to personal reasons and “mutual agreement” according to a source. We will miss the sweet ex-couple, and we wish the best for Y/N and Tom!

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user1 guys im going to cry

user2 this wasn’t in my 2023 plans.

user3 actual tears

user4 ik rachel is heartbroken rn bc they’re both her close friends and she introduced them to one another 😭😭

➥ user5 you’re so right OMG

user6 they were so good together?? im upset

user7 he’s single now….. YES

ynuser me time 🌞 (new skincare video up soon yayy!!)

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user8 guys, it’s official. she unfollowed tom

➥ user9 it’s the way he still follows her and likes all her posts like this is too sad to watch ☹️

user10 girly after unfollowing tom and everything even tho he still follows and likes her post

user11 she doesn’t deserve him lol. not then, not now, not ever

sean.kauf ur time

conangray yess i love you yn

➥ ynuser @/conangray @/sean.kauf i love you two 💘

rachelzegler only girls party

➥ user12 oh?

hollywoodnews Oh? is this a new romance brewing? Actress and music artist, YN Avocot and her fellow actor and cast mate Sean Kaufman seen awfully comfortable in multiple restaurants not long after YN’s breakup with her ex-boyfriend, actor Tom Blyth

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user13 cant defend yn anymore

➥ user14 she never asked u to defend her stop being delulu..

user15 welp called it, she’s a hoe

user16 doesn’t sean have a gf? not her homewrecking…

user17 acting like all that after she’s single please someone humble her immediately

user18 guys stop sending hate to yn, it’s literally not gonna help anyone. she’s single, she has the freedom to do whatever she wants without you guys being down her back 24/7.

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➥ user19 hello tom blyth literally liked ur comment??

user20 not tom still being nice to her even after all this. Personally me? Id never take that level of disrespect

ynuser “all because i liked a boy” OUT NOW! This song was originally something else that I put off for a really long time until now, it’s all from my experiences so it makes it very personal for me. I hope you guys like it as much as I do! As always, be kind to yourself and one another ❤️

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sean.kauf love this, love YOU!

➥ ynuser ❤️❤️

conangray this is a masterpiece

user21 THE REFERENCES TO THE HATE COMMENTS OMG ☹️☹️ this song is so good she doesn’t deserve all the hate she gets

user22 and all of this for what? WHEN EVERYTHIN’ WENT DOWN WE’D ALREADY BROKEN UP

➥ user23 TELL ME WHO I AM GUESS I DONT HAVE A CHOICE

➥ user24 ALL BECAUSE I LIKED A BOYYYYY

user25 the way tom hasn’t said anything..

#coriolanus snow x you #Coriolanus snow #coriolanus snow angst #coriolanus snow smut #coriolanus snow imagine #coriolanus snow fanfiction #coriolanus snow x reader #tom blyth x reader #tom blyth #tbosbas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games x reader

[dark-nautica-2]

S/I Ask Meme: star trek fandom 12 & 14 👀

STAR TREK:

Can we see a picture of your s/i? sure, once i like, actually draw them sdfhsdhfds

Does your s/i get jealous easily? ooh it depends, like with strangers theyre pretty chill (like a stranger/alien-of-the-week hittin on data), but if another crew member starts flirting with their s/o (/potential s/o) especially if said crew member is a prodigy of some kind (verry common in star trek :')) they do get jealous. a bit. a tiiiny bit, but theyre being so normal about it they swear (theyre Not being Normal) anyway depending on the drama of the scenario, the jealousy either manifests as skill-proving shenanigans and borderline cartoonish love confessions, or emotional scenes with miscommunication, missed connections and wrongly interpreted situations, the whole gauntlet really!

(or as threesomes, but were being wholesome here >.<)

#was there a gap in answering asks no you didnt see anything shhh #also my brain kind of wants to draw a transformers animatic rn so i have to milk that until i give up sry for not drawing ig #though i recognize this is a blog for leisure and i dont owe anyone anything #hashtag therapy #si ask game #anon #anyway my welcome to the enw hot sitcom/soap opera Date Trek: My Life as An Ensign on the Enterprise #ask

[piastri-lover]

always been you; oscar piastri

summary: in which the entire internet ships oscar and his childhood best friend, and they deny it, until they finally realise it's always been each other

pairing: oscar piastri x childhood best friend!reader

author's note: i love oscar piastri more than life itself like it's not even funny

INSTAGRAM

yourusername 📍silverstone race track

liked by oscarpiastri, pierregasly and 610294 others yourusername p4 for my favourite person ever!! (plus i looked so good in the last photo) view comments

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user1 she's so pretty wtf

user2 don't know whether i want to be her or be with her

user3 are her and oscar dating?? im new to f1 -user4 no they've just been friends for years and years

oscarpiastri no photo creds?? -yourusername only when u get on the podium --oscarpiastri bet

oscarpiastri ❤️ -yourusername ❤️❤️ --oscarpiastri ❤️❤️❤️ ---yourusername ❤️❤️❤️❤️

user5 oscar's a lucky boy

user6 he needs to wife her up soon or else the rest of us will steal her -user7 they're just friends i dont know what u guys struggle to understand

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oscarpiastri 📍london, england

tagged: yourusername liked by landonorris, yourusername and 2103927 others oscarpiastri london with my girl x view comments

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user8 my girl!!!!! -user9 sleeping on the highway tonight

user10 they claim they're not dating but im sorry look at this post

yourusername formula 1 driver and still made me pay for lunch smh -oscarpiastri stfu i offered to pay u INSISTED --yourusername i dont seem to remember that ---oscarpiastri y/n stop it im gonna get cancelled ----yourusername fine i offered to pay dont cancel oscar

user11 theyre so cute

user12 i love how half the photos are london and half are y/n -user13 bros so whipped its unbelievable

user14 im acc convinced theyre dating at this point

user15 y/n is the prettiest ever liked by oscarpiastri -user15 bros not being slick rn

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oscarpiastri replied to your story:

oscarpiastri cmon u cant post stuff like that on ur story

yourusername why not

oscarpiastri anyone can see something like that i wanna be the only person seeing that

yourusername its nothing oscar besides we're just friends arent we

oscarpiastri i panicked y/n ive always loved u u know that

yourusername i confessed to u oscar i told u how i felt and u said nothing

oscarpiastri obv i love u and ur more than a friend to me u know that

yourusername i know i know i know i guess saying it out loud was diff to always knowing

oscarpiastri i know come to spa please

yourusername ive got school

oscarpiastri i dont care for me??

yourusername ur paying for my flight

oscarpiastri ofc i need to see u i need to tell u how i feel in person

yourusername ill see u belgium love u oscar

oscarpiastri love u y/n

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yourusername 📍spa, belgium

liked by logansargeant, oscarpiastri and 293817 others yourusername p2!!! (the race never happened) view comments

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user16 no bc shes so pretty -user17 oscar's winning in life

user18 y/n denying the race ever happened -user19 shes so like me fr

oscarpiastri ur my good luck charm -yourusername stop being sappy in my comment section

user20 theyre def dating im sorry -user21 oscar was here in like 20 seconds hes got notifs on fs

user22 shes so leng istg

logansargeant i wonder whos joggers they are huh? -yourusername logan stfu --logansargeant my lips are sealed

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yourusername

liked by oscarpiastri, landonorris and 3102947 others yourusername guess who? view comments

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user23 oscar right?? -user24 it has to be

oscarpiastri i wonder who?? -yourusername do u have any idea?? --oscarpiastri none at all ---yourusername hmm...

user25 na look at their comments they're def dating

user26 im sorry but they're both so hot -user27 bi panic --user28 mother and father

user29 just waiting for the announcement -user30 any day now

logansargeant i know who -yourusername good for u logan --oscarpiastri can u tell me mate? ---logansargeant just sent u the dm

user31 idc if its oscar i just wanna know who managed to pull the y/n

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oscarpiastri

tagged: yourusername liked by logansargeant, landonorris and 4102958 othersoscarpiastri my everything view comments

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user32 i mean we all knew but its cute

yourusername loved u forever -oscarpiastri love u forever --yourusername will love u forever

user33 no theyre so cute

user34 wbk but thanks for the announcement oscar

logansargeant about time -yourusername focus on getting urself a gf logan --logansargeant ouch

user35 how aussie racer boy pulled HER i will never know

yourusername ur fans love me lol -oscarpiastri dont know why --yourusername oy ---oscarpiastri sorry love

user36 I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE

user37 banter in the comment section is my love language

#formula 1 #f1 instagram au #f1 oneshot #formula 1 instagram au #formula one #formula one smau #formula one x reader #f1 blurb #f1 smau #f1 x reader #oscar piastri #formula 1 x you #formula 1 fanfic #formula 1 imagine #formula 1 x reader #formula 1 fic #formula one x y/n #formula one x you #formula one imagine #formula one fanfiction #oscar piastri smau #oscar piastri imagine #oscar piastri x you #oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri f1 #oscar piastri fanfic

[wlw-mood]

Holy shit tag ramble was WAY too long last post. erm. oops. anyways hi wanna hear my other insane life events click below

#.txt #some girl while drunk on the phone asked me on a date. which im sure will not come to fruition but thats chill #ive been thinking about it.. i dont think i actually want to be in a relationship rn? idk i actually just want someone that lile #i can be physically intimate with and not so much emotionally.... idk.. someone to go on dates with and sleep in bed with and erm.. #maybe also do more idk i kind of want to see what thats like 😏 #but i dont want to hang out with anyone new and i dont want anyone new in my house and i dont want anyone new to bring to social situations #so yeaaaah maybe actually im not in the right place for a gf. for the hypothetical gfs sake #o.o only just had this epiphany very recently tho