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mageofseven · 11 months

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Our Child: My Turn

Beel Mpreg

Okay, sorry the title isn't that great; I didn't really know what to call this series, if I'm honest 😅

I hope you enjoy it and think it's better than the title though~

Also! I had to write some set up in here to explain how Beel gets pregnant, which isn't too interesting, but necessary since this is the first part of the series.

I promise that I'll be able to get to the good parts alot quicker with the other guys, but I needed to explain how this was possible in this series lol

So yeah! @astroseuss it's done!

I hope everyone enjoys this~

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MC knew how badly he wanted kids...that's why she hasn't really been engaging in the conversations her boyfriend would bring up about them.

Beel wanted nothing more than to be a daddy...and he'd be a great one. One of the best! The human didn't doubt that one bit.

Nor did she dislike the idea of being a mama. Kids are very sweet and just the idea of her and Beel having their own was a beautiful thing...

But pregnancy was a scary thing; giving birth even scarier. And that was between two human parents! To carry a half demon baby...she just knew so much could go wrong.

Always leaving when Beel brought the topic up, one that meant so much to him, really hurt the big guy and his Muffin hated it. She hated hurting him, but also didn't want to disappoint him... didn't want him to leave her.

What if he wanted kids so much that this was a deal breaker for him?

People break up with their partners for a lot less, but having kids? Some people see that as a fundamental part of relationships and life in general.

To lose Beel because of her fear? The human couldn't bear it. She loves him. He is her whole world; MC didn't think she could survive it if he left her

...at the same time, she knew this couldn't go on forever. She was hurting him and he deserved so much better.

"I'm sorry..." MC hung her head after she broke the news to her boyfriend.

"I know how badly you wanna be a dad. But I can't be the one to give that to you. Pregnancy is scary enough in the human way, but with a demon baby... there's just too many unknowns and I don't feel safe."

Tears started falling from her eyes.

"If you need to leave me for this, please do. I want you to--"

Suddenly she was pulled into a tight bear hug by her boyfriend. A tight one. Honestly, the human thinks she heard her back crack from the embrace.

"B-Beel..."

The man quickly released his hold on her, revealing tears in his own eyes.

"I never meant to push this on you." He told his girlfriend. "I didn't think about how hard it would be on your body. I'm sorry."

The demon held her once more, but this time was much more gentle.

"I'd never leave you. I want to be a dad but...if you don't want to be a mom then it's not worth it."

MC shook her head.

"Beel, I want kids just as much as you. I just... can't handle the process of making them."

The man leaned down and kissed his Muffin.

"Maybe we can find another way." He hoped aloud. "But...I won't force you into anything."

The human gave her boyfriend a sad smile.

"I know, big guy."

Like with most problems the man has, Beel talked this over with his twin, who was actually surprised; not because of the issue, but because he actually knew something about it.

Apparently, he noticed Satan reading a book on magical pregnancies just yesterday so the sloth demon recommended talking to him about what he knows.

And he did. At first, the blonde wasn't sure how to help the gluttony demon though.

Yes, Satan did finished that exact book yesterday that Belphie mentioned, but it was mostly filled with theoretical magick concepts for pregnancies or ones that were incredibly circumstantial, like how Lucifer gave birth to him.

Yet he did have another book on a similar topic he had yet to open so he told the other demon that he would read it and let him know if there was anything useful in it for him and MC.

The blonde approached him later that day with a method he believed could be useful to them, but Beel still worried about the process.

It was a ritual spell that required an initial carrier who, at minimum, needed to be 8 weeks along before transferring the pregnancy to their partner

Meaning that MC would still have to start the pregnancy, carry their child for the first two months at least before her boyfriend could take over and carry their child to term.

The redhead didn't like this and felt guilty just for thinking about this.

I mean, his Muffin explicitly told him that she never wants to be pregnant so to turn around and essentially ask 'Well, can you do it for just a little while?' felt so selfish, so dismissive of her fear.

After some coaxing from his twin, the big guy eventually does bring it up to his girlfriend

And though still scared...MC really wanted to make Beel a daddy.

So to hear that she just had to start off the pregnancy and not be forced to be the one to give birth? It felt like the best offer she could ever get.

When the two started trying for their baby, Beel was incredibly gentle and slow with her. He could still see the anxiety in her eyes and always reminded her that they can stop anytime.

But she kept things going; she loved this man so much that she needed this to work.

So when they discovered MC was pregnant, the human was just as happy as she was scared. Beel spoiled and comforted her the entire two months, especially when she dealt with morning sickness.

When the woman finally hit the 8 week mark, she was more than ready to get this child out of her.

With the help of Satan, the two were prepped for the ritual.

It took place in Beel's room. The blonde drew various runes on their bodies, from their chests to their arms and, most importantly, on their lower stomach area.

At this point, MC only had the slightest pouch, the only physical sign on her body that suggested a child could be inside her at this early stage. Still, Satan was extra gentle as he drew the rune in this spot.

Next step was to be pressed together, torso to torso. This part was subjective and gave the couple the freedom of choice on how they wanted to do this.

The two settled on Beel sitting on his bed with MC on his lap with her legs wrapped around his waist. He hugged her close, keeping them stomach to stomach, and lightly scratched her back in order to comfort the anxious human.

Satan performed the spell on them, causing each rune to glow green with a strangely warm sensation.

MC's breathing became difficult to manage; it wasn't pain she was feeling, but something so foreign and so uncomfortable that it overwhelmed her body.

Beel hugged her tighter to his body, whispering into her ear how good she was doing and that it would just take a minute or two longer.

Eventually, that strange sensation left MC's body and suddenly, Beel himself could feel it in the pit of his stomach.

His breath hitched and he buried his face in his Muffin's hair, letting the scent of her comfort him through this feeling.

Finally, Satan's chanting ended and subsequently, so did the rune glowing and that strange feeling in his stomach.

Beel kissed his girlfriend's hair before the two pulled back from one another. MC's small pouch on her belly was gone, but no one could tell too much had changed on Beel's stomach.

His lower abs seems a bit softer, less defined as they were before, but otherwise nothing seemed different on the man at first.

It wasn't until later that evening when Beel undressed to take a shower that he noticed something else had changed with his body.

The part that should be dangling between his legs was no longer there. Instead, it was replaced with a part much like MC's.

Most men would be upset at losing the part of them they associated their masculinity with, but Beel was nothing but amazed and intrigued with this development.

I guess the spell also prepared an exit for his baby? As he thought about it, the demon could only be grateful that the ritual also took this into account and ultimately accepted his new body part.

He just couldn't help being curious about what other ways his body will change.

As the pregnancy progressed and his belly grew, his baby grew, Beel practically fell in love with his new form.

He started being very, very gentle with himself now that his child was sharing his body. The demon no longer went to the gym since he was worried about putting any strain on his body while his baby was depending on him.

His appetite also increased a lot during this time.

Some days it seemed like Lucifer was ready to pull his hair out over trying to keep the kitchen stocked.

Often it would be filled to the brim and the night would come and Beel would make a kitchen raid.

In the morning, whoever was on breakfast duty would realize that there was no food to cook with.

Beel genuinely felt guilty about this, but his brothers always forgave him. After all, he's the Avatar of Gluttony and he's pregnant. Of course this was going to happen.

Whenever he got too upset about this, the pregnant man would cuddle in bed with his girlfriend and MC would make it all okay.

"Lucifer looked so stress..."

"I know, I know. It's okay though." MC laid her hand on his cheek. "He's not mad at you; it's not your fault."

"Belphie almost didn't get to eat breakfast..."

"But he did." The woman gave him a soft smile. "Because of you, Luce ordered food from Belphie's favorite restaurant and he got to eat his favorite meal"

"But he had to wait..."

Oh Beely. This man knew how hard it was to wait for food so he was really being sensitive about it.

MC leaned in and gave her boyfriend a sweet kiss before laying her forehead on his.

"It's okay." She repeated softly. "We all still love you and just want you and the baby to be happy and healthy."

She lowered her hand to his belly and the pregnant man did the same.

"You're really amazing, you know that?" She whispered, gently stroking his belly. "You're an amazing man, amazing boyfriend...an amazing Daddy."

Beel smiled back at her, feeling a bit better about things now.

This time, he was the one to lean in and kiss his girlfriend. It was a slow, but sweet; one the couple really took their time with as their hands gently caressed each other's bodies

No matter how insecure he got, MC was always able to comfort him and remind him of how wonderful he was. He was a loving man who always put those around him first after all.

Between no longer exercising and eating more food than he ever has, the man's belly grew quickly, but his family knew there had to be more to the growth than that.

That's when they decided to have Satan use the rune I've talked about in many other stories. It was drawn around his belly button and Satan laid his hands over it to collect the info.

That's when they discovered that Beel was carrying twins.

Oh how the couple cried tears of joy!

"Muffin... twins!" The man hugged his girlfriend in a tight embrace.

A bit too tight, but the woman still smiled and hugged the big guy back.

Once he pulled back, both of them realized just how hard they were both crying.

The couple had the same idea of kissing the other's tears away.

Unfortunately, this resulted in the two butting their noses together, which caused them to laugh before more carefully leaning into each other for a kiss.

They spent a lot time after that just talking to Beel's belly, to their twins, and telling them just how insanely loved they are and how they just can't wait to meet them.

Beel couldn't bear to take his hands off his belly the entire day; he couldn't help it. He wanted to be as close to his daughters as possible, as if them literally being inside of his him wasn't enough.

(I just found out my keyboard can make things like this??? So I guess I'm keeping it here lol)

When the pregnancy reached its end and Beel started feeling contractions, the man just... didn't recognize them?

As in, he definitely felt them, acknowledged them, thought 'dang those sucks' and just moved on with his freaking day 😂

Because it just didn't compute in his brain that they were contractions instead of just weird ass cramps

And this big guy had a pretty good pain tolerance so he suffered through these all day before he even expressed the slightest hint that he was in pain.

Belphie was the first one to notice something was up with his twin and brought it up at dinner.

"I'm fine." He told the table since all eyes were on him.

"You sure?"

Beel nodded before bringing more food to his mouth and chewing.

"Yeah, just been having some cramps today."

The whole table went silent.

That's when they noticed the big guy's breath hitch before rubbing his lower belly.

"Beely..." MC said carefully. "I think we should get you to a bed, just in case."

"Can I finish my plate first?"

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"Sure, big guy..." 😮‍💨😅

Beel made quick work of his plate, but boy was his family tense.

Afterwards, MC took Beel into his room and kept him comfortable.

Eventually, his water broke and the contractions became too strong, even for him.

MC would periodically check his progress, but mostly laid in the bed and held her pained boyfriend.

She'd stroke his hair kiss his face anytime even the slightest wince was expressed.

Beel handle this pain as quietly as possible; not because he felt pressured to, but because it was more or less how he was conditioned to handle pain while growing up.

MC held him close and praised him sweetly, telling him it will all be okay and their twins couldn't wait to meet to meet their Daddy.

When the first daughter started crowning, the man's tears became thicker and he actually aloud himself to scream in pain at the burn.

MC checked below and had to help her boyfriend get the the baby's horns through in order for him to progress.

After that, it became a bit easier for the man.

His girlfriend comforted him through his time pushing out the shoulders and once he pushed the baby out far enough, the human was able to help tug the first baby out of him

And just like that, Arsenia was born.

Since her old sister stretched the way for her, Anais was birthed quicker and easier as well.

MC had the girls cleaned and wrapped up before handing one off to her anxious boyfriend.

With Arsenia in his arms and Anais in MC's, both parents wept happily.

"You did it, Beely." MC sniffled before leaning down and kissing the tired man's forehead.

Beel nodded, smiling before suddenly staring at her with these big sad eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"Oh Beely Boy." She wiped some fresh tears from his face. "About what?"

"I just..." The shook his head be brushing a finger over Arsi's thin patch of hair. "I expected you to go through this for me before..."

"It's okay." The human assured him. "It's okay; you didn't know, not fully. It's not your fault."

"I love you, Muffin."

MC let out a small laugh.

"I love you too, Beely."

The two leaned in for one last kiss before showing their daughters in endless love.

#obey me #obey me otome #obey me beelzebub #obey me mc #obey me beel x mc #mpreg

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kassiekole22 · 1 year

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Where Is My Mind?

Description: Elliot has a dilemma: he has been distracted by you and he doesn't know what that do about it. Surely talking it out with himself inside his head will help, right? Warnings: Swearing, Mr. Robot Goes On A Bit Of A Rant But That's It. 😅 Word Count: 587 MasterList: 🖤 TagList: @lorebite, @mornandil. (If you want to be added to the taglist, let me know in the comments! 🖤)

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Hello, friend.

Today I've been struggling to do everything. All I can think about is you—well—not you. You're just my imagination. I mean the girl who inspired your existence; You're merely just a version of her that exists inside my head. That's it.

I need to remember that.

But it's hard.

I just can't seem get you out of my head today. I could barely get any work done. Well—to be honest—it's becoming like that every day and Gideon is beginning to notice. Even Krista is noticing a difference in my behavior. And it's pissing Mr. Robot off because thoughts of you are getting in the way of things—

IT FUCKING IS PISSING ME OFF! YOU THINK WE HAVE TIME FOR THAT DUMB BULLSHIT?! WE COULD BE SAVING THE WORLD—TAKING DOWN THAT TOP 1% THAT'S TURNING IT TO FUCKING ROT! BUT NOOOOOOOOO! FUCKING HEART EYES HERE IS TOO FUCKING DISTRACTED TO DO SHIT! YEAH, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL—I'LL ADMIT THAT BUT WE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT SHIT TO BE DEALING WITH THAN SOME DUMB CRUSH!

Fuck. Speak of the devil. I'm sorry if his words upset you. Don't listen to him.

I wish what he said wasn't true but—It is. This is important. But there's another little voice in the back of my mind that is telling me that you're more important. This is weird for me; I've never been like this over a girl.

Fuck.

Where is my mind?

I seen you again today—at the coffee shop not far from my apartment—ordering at the counter. You weren't there long. You gave me a quick nod and a smile as a greeting when I bumped into you before leaving with a single black coffee and a chocolate donut—as you usually order.

I know you struggle with social anxiety. I seen texts between you and your best friend when I hacked you. I understand how that shit feels so I won't approach. I'll wait for you to approach me instead.

Talking to you inside my head makes it hurt less—the feeling of being without you. Ever since the day I copied you from the real world and pasted you inside my mind, I feel less alone. But—as I said before—it's distracting me.

I remember the time we first met. I was out walking Flipper around my neighborhood. She had been shitting around the apartment a lot so I figured that it was a sign that she needed to be outside more. And I'm glad I did because that's when I ran into you. You were taking a walk as well and Flipper almost tripped you. You weren't mad though. You gave her a quick pet and I muttered a quick apology. You shook your head and said it was ok before continuing on your walk.

I noticed right away that you looked stressed as all fuck. I later found out it was due to your boyfriend being a dick to you because I hacked you for the first time an hour after I got home. A week later I decided to send you the proof I found of him cheating on you—through an anonymous account on Facebook.

I'm glad you left him after that… He didn't deserve you…

Maybe I'll take Flipper out for a walk again? You usually always go out for walks on Tuesdays around five. Actually—That means you'll be out for a walk right now…

I should go get Flipper's leash…

Goodbye, friend…

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#mr robot #elliot alderson #elliot alderson x reader #KassieMrRobotFanFics

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vegasandhishedgehog · 11 months

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Okay friends of the MDZS/The Untamed fandom

If you've seen my previous post about making lotus root and pork rib soup, you know the journey I've been on. If you'd like to try making the soup yourself, a link to the recipe is toward the end of the OG post. That one got a little long with all the additions and extra advice from friends, but since I've made it again I'm reporting the results. Why I feel the need to do so is beyond me but this is the only genuine cooking I do and I deserve to be proud of every attempt, so if this annoys you, imagine these faces:

I will give a disclaimer that I had meant to make this soup a week and a half earlier but the mental illness was too strong, so yesterday I forced myself to push through the mental illness anyway so I wouldn't waste too many ingredients (we still wasted some 😔). So, alas, this soup had no ginger and half as much lotus root as desired, plus I forgot to read how much seaweed I was actually supposed to use (way less than what I used), and completely omitted the chopped scallion even though I had it ready because I just. Forgot to actually add it.

We carry on.

In all of my past versions of this soup, I didn't include the rehydrated seaweed. I was advised to give it a go this time and ...well. 😅

That bowl is a good 9 inches in diameter and 3 inches deep. And I took that photo AFTER adding a liberal amount of seaweed to the pot. Yes, I rehydrated the whole package. I didn't think about anything other than, "I'm finally adding the final step to this recipe I've been following!" and entirely missed that it only calls for 1 cup. [Hold on. Googling how long rehydrated seaweed be stored right now. OMG YOU CAN FREEZE IT THANK HEAVEN.]

This is me scooping out all the fuckin seaweed that entirely took over the soup 😅😅😅😅😅😅

Remember how I said there was half as much lotus root? Yeah, this is seaweed soup with a hint of pork now. Good luck finding any slices of lotus root.

I had also assumed that this seaweed would be salted (the packaging was NOT in English, but honestly I can't blame the label for this). I had certainly added what I thought was already a generous amount of salt but let's remind ourselves that I am barely a cook by any means. This girl doesn't know shit about how much salt should go into 12 quarts of water to add enough taste. I did go heavy on the goji berries though.

This resulted in the broth being mainly pork and goji berry water :/ if I'd had the motivation to go out and buy fresh ginger and remembered the scallion I'm sure it would've been better (and more salt obviously), but hopefully I'll be in better spirits next time I make an attempt. I learned a lot from this one.

The one thing I am proud of though?

Look at how clear that broth is. The oily bubbles are from the meat, and I also apologize I don't know if it's my phone's camera or my photography skills, but if it doesn't look clear to you I promise it does irl! I didn't use any of the cooking wine or soaking the meat with the ginger like @of-sevenseas suggested, but just by following the process in the recipe and making extra sure I washed the meat well this time, it seemed to work out!

Lessons learned:

Making soup while having a bad mental illness day is not a failed endeavor, but watch out.

Don't do this without ginger. What are you doing. That soup is wet stuff in hot water.

ADD MORE SALT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, YOU CANNOT BE THIS WHITE.

Read the recipe including measurements. Cooking is, of course, more improvisational than baking, but there's a reason we follow guidelines. Especially when we're rookies, still.

Next time we're gonna try the cooking wine and ginger thing with the meat. It sounds like an adventure.

Celebrate your wins!!!! I did have a success in this attempt!

I also did very well keeping the cat away from this whole 7 hour process, which is the greatest success of all.

(Obligatory kitty pic, since I mentioned her. Meet Lucy everyone. She's hiding under my blankets from the loud scary generator outside my window.)

#lotus root and pork rib soup #mdzs #the untamed #wangxian #yunmeng siblings #jiang yanli #wei wuxian #maddi's cooking (mis)adventures #also y'all gonna start recognizing my kitchen counters if i keep this up

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darkfictionjude · 5 months

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Heeeyyy love the story. Obsessed with Irme.. can't say that enough but I just read the previous ask about how the siblings reacted to Mc being sent away. And Orlas kinda drew my attention. You mentioned they wouldn't have cared if MC wanted to go or not or even if they were treated well.

It brought up a point I've kinda been struggling with so I apologize if my thoughts are rambling and silly. But Orla sounds like a bitch! Like a for real cold bully.

1. If that's what they were behind all the fake I'm the best princess in the land bs.. did the family know they were basically bullying MC and did they just allow it?

2. Her bf hated MC for no fucking reason right. And the pair of them seemingly from what I gathered in the demo made MCs life hell. Wouldn't we then essentially be romancing our previous tormenter? Not quite enemies to lovers but literal bully to lover route? And if that's the case isn't that gonna have some sort of effect on MC and his dead sisters ex? How do you go about trying to be in a relationship with someone you previously helped torment? Like I knew the whole trying to date ur dead siblings leftovers was Like a can of worms as you have stated before in regards to that relationship and if you choose to Romance them but doesn't that add another layer of emotions? How could you look at your partner lovingly knowing all the shit you helped put them through before?

I don't knw if I'm like way off base here but dammit this shit had me thinking alot lol sorry 😅

I really love how much thought you have for this, it makes me feel flattered. So let me answer this….

1. The thing is the perfect princess act wasn’t entirely an act. orla did believe she was meant to be perfect and her whole life was devoted to achieving that which drove her insane because you can’t achieve perfection. And she saw her bullying of mc as right, as deserved, it wasn’t an imperfection in her eyes. The parents knew but like I said orla was adored, prudence never punished her and Victor wasn’t all that present as a parent. sally of course knew and he’s the reason orla never escalated because he stood firm between them. percy and yeah he did acknowledge she was cruel but he didn’t do anything to stop it.

2. It wasn’t for no reason. lorcan didn’t hate mc because orla did. lorcan actually didn’t mind mc he didn’t think badly of them, even when orla began really hating them he personally didn’t understand and didn’t partake in it. its when mc did something that personally affected him badly that he began hating them. it never got to orla’s level of torment. he did taunt them, try to provoke them, and had moments where he wanted to strangle them but a lot of the times it was a shimmering anger that was constantly present and thus made mc into an obsession.

The reason I don’t label it a bully romance is because mc took it from orla but they didn’t take it from lorcan they aren’t scared of him and even if you play mc as nice they aren’t a pushover and gave lorcan equal verbal lashings in the past. orla because she is older and no one views her as being able to do wrong and has a position of power over mc (in the crown household there is a hierarchy and it’s not a surprise that mc is at the bottom) lorcan does not, he and mc are on equal footing. actually given that lorcan is from a poorer disgraced family he has a slightly less power.

All the ROs have a degree of unhealthiness to them, even nia who’s supposedly mc’s best friend. Some are more intense than others and it has all to do with the nature of these characters, none of them are healthy people.

And don’t apologize orla is a bitch and I admire the that make story makes you think about this 💜

#orla #mc crown #lorcan #we wretched creatures

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cowboysandpilots · 11 months

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For the line game, would you be able to write for Steddie using inspiration from this dialogue in The Little Prince?

"Where are the people?" resumed the little prince at last. "It's a little lonely in the desert...”

"It is lonely when you're among people, too," said the snake.

(Yes, of course! This is amazing. Thank you so much for asking ❤️ I hope you don't mind that I snuck a little reference to ronance in there. 😅)

Wandering around in the upside down is cold and quiet, and Eddie hates the way this place makes the hair on his arms stand up. "Where are all the people?" Eddie asks, trying to keep his voice steady even though he's kind of glad they haven't run into anyone in Hawkins that has gone missing. He was terrified of what they'd find. "I mean, it's a little lonely down here."

"It's lonely when you're among people, too," Steve scoffs quietly. Okay, so maybe he's still a little hurt by Nancy's rejection. Was it so wrong of him to want those things with her? To have love and have a family?

Eddie can't help the roll of his eyes. "Okay, I'm gonna be blunt here," he states, stopping in his tracks and grabbing Steve's arm to make him stop as well.

"Do you have any other setting?" Steve asks with a frown because when has Eddie ever not been blunt.

Seemingly not noticing Steve's tone, Eddie just barrels on with his rant. "You need to get over Nancy, okay? Let her go. Because you're way more awesome than anyone gives you credit for, even the kids who worship you. And I know, I know, I'm one of those people too; I thought you were just another asshole jock, but I was wrong, okay, dude? You're cool, and you care about those little shrimps even when they're insufferably annoying. Nancy deserves to be happy. With Jonathan or Robin or whoever she wants, but it's not gonna be you, okay? So first, accept that.

Steve's frown only deepens. "Robin? Why would Nancy want— she's not..."

Eddie just keeps going like he hadn't even realized that Steve had interrupted him. He had; he just had to get the rest of this out, or it would be forgotten forever in favour of the rant about why he knows that Nancy is bi and Robin is a lesbian and how gay people just know these things about other gays. Living small town means that it's pretty much a survival skill, to have a good gaydar, to be able to know who the other gay people are without outing yourself to the people who aren't and putting yourself in danger.

"And you do, too, okay? You deserve to be happy with whoever you want, but it's not gonna be Nancy, so just... you have to move on." Eddie tries to keep his own feelings out of it, keep his crush on Steve under wraps because he's nothing if not a coward, and he doesn't really want to be punched in the face when they're already in this creepy alternate universe. He keeps walking after that, and it takes him a few minutes to see that Steve is still frozen there, not following him.

"Look, I'm sorry if that hurt you, but it needed to be said; you're not gonna feel any less lonely moping and pining after Nancy." Eddie sighs after he makes his way back to Steve. Eddie thought Steve might actually punch him or maybe just yell, but what he actually did is something he never thought would happen.

Steve pulls Eddie in by his shirt, and Eddie is clutching onto his own vest that now lived on Steve's shoulders when the younger man kisses him. It's not soft or unsure, it's hard and full of passion, and Steve puts his all into it just like everything else, and neither man pulls away until they're breathless.

Maybe they weren't lonely, and maybe the only people they really needed were each other, upside down or not.

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(Hi, if you've read this far, I'll assume it's because you liked this little fic at least a little bit? I would be so eternally grateful if you could hit that little reblog button. It costs nothing, and it REALLY helps. Also, if you can, please think about commissioning me, maybe? 🥺 I have lots of fandoms to choose from. You could also just support me on Kofi from this link as well. 💕)

#stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #steddie #ronance #steveddie #steddie ficlet #steddie fanfiction #steddie fic #steddie fanfic #my writing

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arleniansdoodles · 4 hours

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(Warning this is super long I'm so sorry) Absolutely mcfreaking reeling from that charged backfist of a chapter. I have no words. Yang what. What is wrong with you. He really slaughtered five schools' worth of students and masters, killed his adoptive father, orchestrated the murder of his little sister, secretly went back and raised said little sister from the dead, decided to let her wake up ALONE IN A POOL OF HER OWN BLOOD SURROUNDED BY THE BODIES OF HER FAMILY, left her to fend for herself at the ripe age of 11, and then fucked off to the mountains to be a super-doctor. BROTHER. Like yes Yang, it was really cold of Sifu to not let you save your family with the talisman, and your feelings of heartbreak and betrayal are absolutely valid (I would even excuse the attempted theft of the talisman honestly, he was just trying to save them!) especially when he saw you as a son, BUT HOLY SHIT YOUR RESPONSE WAS TO BECOME A MASS-MURDERER! Yin and all those disciples didn't know anything about the talismans, you could have just killed the masters in a slightly less public way and have been basically fine! Jinfeng literally has Infinite Money Glitch: The Talisman, you guys can pay off anyone! I'm so flabbergasted at Yang I can't even express it fully. How do we come back from this bro 😭 I know Fajar actually did kill Yin and now they're besties, but Yang literally left her in a wuguan full of bodies!!!! She could've died or gone insane and Yang just allowed it! How tf was she supposed to turn away from vengeance when that's literally all you left her with! And the fact that she managed to do that anyway and you're just???? Punishing her for it in every way besides physically attacking her????

You know what? I'm gonna go fight Yang a bunch until I get an achievement or something, he deserves it!

Hehehehehehhh XDDD This was me while reading through your message lmaooo:

That said, I think you're probably the first person I've seen who's gotten this angry at Yang (aside from a few other characters in the fic)! 😂 Game-wise, him reviving Yin in the prologue made the most sense to me out of all the other theories (not that there are a lot imo), and it also works with the implications of the post-credits scene, so I was more than ready to add it to the fic with maximum angst! XDD

Of course, this all means Yang is an even bigger douche than before 😅 There were a million other ways he could've gone about stealing the talismans without ruining Yin's life, but ah well, I had to stick to that part of canon for this fic 😂 I personally think he didn't have this mindset eight years ago; like, how much of his current thinking is actually him and how much is part of the talisman's influence? But even then, it was still a horrible move to make, especially where Yin was concerned (hence why I came up with the Dawn!AU where she lives! hehe). And his entire arc overall was one of my struggling points while writing, because how DO you come back from this? How do you have the happy ending with all the fluffy rainbow and unicorn feels?? Would a happy ending for this even be happy for Yin and Yang's relationship after all he's done to her? So that was quite interesting and tricky to work with XDD

All in all, I'm happy you enjoyed this chapter!! Though I'm sorry it got you worked up loll 😅 Hopefully beating Yang to a pulp helps! 😁 And no worries at all about the long messages; I really appreciate you taking the time to write all this!! Thanks again! 💗💗

#asks #apangolinscribbling #sifu #sifu game #fanfiction #my fanfiction

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purplerose244 · 9 months

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Watched the ninth episode of LEGO DreamZzz: LOVED IT!

So, I might be crazy, but I think I saw a video on Youtube saying that... there are episodes after the tenth? Like another set of ten episodes? Is this for real? I'D BE VERY HAPPY IF IT WAS BUT I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S TRUE 🥹

Edit: NEW EPISODES INCOMING SOON I'M SO HAPPY AAAAAAAAAA- 😍😍😍😍😍

I'm curious on how the finale will play out, I'm pretty confident Logan will do something stupid as it is basically his meme at this point, as for the rest do we have enought time to meet the Sandman at this point?

GOTTA SEE TO FIND OUT!

SHORT SHEEPED

Alright, my guess is that the title is a play on words with the fact that it's sheep week... but I can't tell what it is so I guess I'll move on 😅

Wait

WAIT

OMG I'M SO STUPID THE SHEEPS ARE BECAUSE OF THE DREAMS

I was wondering why choosing this animal, lol, and the Wolves are the enemies so yeah that makes sense 😂

Back to Logan making very questionable choices, including breaking in!

He might actually have less self esteem than Mateo at this point, which is a pretty low bar if I may say. While Teo is getting more confidence, it looks like Logan is losing it, interesting parallel

LOGAN WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS 😱😱

Also I just noticed that Lance got Kai's LEGO hair model, kinda funny seeing this with Vincent's new character

No I will not stop talking about Vincent Tong I love him and he deserves it ❤️

Not sorry

I don't think I'll get over having the Nightmare King going bro or dude 🤣

Aaaand the boy got taken

AAAAND BEFORE THE MATCH LOGAN YOU COULD HAVE DONE IT AT ANY OTHER GIVEN TIME WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE NOW 😱😱😱😱

I think Logan improved some, I scream at him mostly because he's a doofus that needs some judgement

Maybe that's why he hangs with Cooper lol

Yooo look at Coop not taking any more of Logan's crap, I'd say he's forgiven a gargantuan amount of flaws in that guy so it makes sense for him to be at his tipping point at last 🤷🏻‍♀️

Wait wait WAIT did he say "at the Hamptons with his moms"? Like a couple of moms? I don't wanna read this wrong and maybe it's mom's for some reason, but if it was it would be AWESOME 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

WAIT ARE WE INVITING ZOEY IN?? PLEASE SAY YES 😍😍

Izzie got powers beyond our imagination, and I don't know if I wanna know what she said to the coach 😂

Pff Z is just there eating chips

WHY DID YOU THROW THE BALL AT Z BLOB I LAUGHED AT THAT SCENE FOR AN HOUR WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LOOK AT THAT SLIME 😂💚😂💚

Heeeeeyyyyy Zoey!

After hearing that bit of backstory I feel sorry for her, but I agree with Mateo, she should do something other that plan revenge all night 😅

Aaaand she got offended. Plan was good Mateo, I was on board

BACK TO LOGAN'S VERY NOT GOOD DAY

I mean, we knew Lunia's hourglass was broken, I don't know why they thought it would work just like that

I just realized that the Night Hunter's VA is Alessandro Juliani, and I'm still amazed by this guy because he is seemingless! I can never recognize him on my own, he blends with his characters so well it's so cool 💚💚

TEO IS SO SWEET I SWEAR 😭😭 I like that at first it seemed like him and Zoey had nothing in common, but in fact they both have problems with people

ZOEY IS NOT TAKING ANY CRAP AND SHE'S OFFICIAL ON THE TEAM 😍😍😍

I love this sassy girl so much

DUDE LOGAN YOU LOOK ADORABLE WITHOUT YOUR HAT 😍

Huh, I... huh. I did not expect Logan to actually befriend one of those creatures, but I think it has a nice sense to it. If there is someone treating the whole dream situation chaotically, it has to be him

Aaaand they're gonna use that against him. Great 😰 Also do all creatures form the Dream World like chips?

Yeah, sorry Teo, but if you wanna be the protagonist you gotta learn how to make inspiring speech during difficult times. That's just the rule 🤷🏻‍♀️

Logan is still looking for ways to dream craft, huh? Poor guy just wants to be part of the team... he has a bit of a confused perception of how to be a team player, granted, but poor Logs 😅

Nuuuu don't make Logan fight his new friend, why?? Is crafting without a hourglass even useful, like, it's possible and we saw it but I don't really know to which extent it can be brought without hourglass

... that's actually an interesting thought 🤔

NEVER MIND THAT SOCCER FIGHT SOCCER FIGHT

Cooper is the goal keeper then?

Why are these kids playing dirty and why does it make sense this is middle school?

YOOOOO LOGAN TURNED INTO A LITTLE BLUE CREATURES WHAT THE HECK IS THAT WHAT HE WAS TURNING INTO THE OTHER TIMES HE WENT BLUE?!?!

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

YOU DID NOT PUT ZOEY DOWN 😡😡😡

Yeeeee, that's it Mateo! That's how you inspire people! 😍 Of course he got mad after they went after Zoey 💕

THE FLIPPING CHICKEN 😂😂😂 Mah boy here is creative everywhere

LOGAN IS KILLIN IT, LOOK AT HIM GO

TEO MADE A GOAL!!!!!!!! MY BABY MADE IT YES!!!!!!!! I LOVE THESE KIDS SO MUCH YOU GUYS MADE IT!!!!!!!!! 💚🩷❤️💜

AAAAAAAAAAA LOOK AT THOSE HUGS OMG AAAAAAAA 😍🥰🥰🥰😍🥰🥰😍😍😍🥰🥰😍🥰😍🥰 You don't understand, I LOVE LEGO hugs for whatever reason! Cooper hugged Izzie and made her swirl!! 😍😍😍😍 ZOEY PICKED UP MATEO!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 Zoey is a strong girl, Mateo got great taste

Aww, Logan gave up on the power! Good on him... after making a HUGE mess, but baby steps as always 😅

Oh yeah you guys should head to where Logan is, only to tell him you won... no other reason other than celebrating... no reason at all... did I say no reason?

Okay maybe one reason

So the finale is saving Logan? I mean, they're pretty good at saving people, I'd say it can end pretty well! 💪💪

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE (possibly) LAST EPISODE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL SHOW 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

#not the last anymore #i left this in the drafts for so long #but i'm back baby!!#lego dreamzzz #dreamzzz #dreamzzz mateo #dreamzzz izzie #dreamzzz logan #dreamzzz cooper #dreamzzz zoey #dreamzzz z blob #mateo #izzie #logan #zoey #z blob #cooper

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anyathefandom · 4 months

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Liz was too immature and wishy washy… never seemed to know what she wanted. Jason needed someone less like an indecisive scared little girl and more of a self assured woman for his life style.

So I haven't gotten too deep on my Liason journey yet (I'm just now getting past 2001 so I can't speak on the later years of liz's character so keep that in mind🙈) but Liz has got me pulling at my hair right now😅.

I wanted to off the bat agree with you about the wishy washy aspect because so far she has told Jason she couldn't be friends with him because of what it was doing to her relationship with lucky but she's also immediately after contradicting herself by finding ways to stay in contact with him because she can't fully give him up which at first had me like "Now Liz what are we doing??? This isn't exactly fair to keep giving false hope to Jason that y'all can maintain a friendship🥴" but i'm also giving her a bit of grace on this front because during this time her and lucky are back together after he's come back from the "dead" and before that even happened,Jason had left town after basically helping Liz through her mourning period so she never really got to completely process that she had grown more than platonic feelings for him.

So I won't be too hard on her right now (though I will be getting on her head sometimes ngtl😂)because this whole situation is messy and she's dealing with this a very refreshing yet frustrating realistic way. So from what i'm gathering during this watch is while she does love lucky she isn't in love with him anymore but she refuses to leave him because she knows she is what makes him happy and in her head he deserves happiness more than anyone because of what he's been through so right now she's basically putting his feelings above her own wants and needs which is biting everyone in the ass right now because while it's a selfless act it's also selfish because staying with him and doing whatever he wants out of obligation is essentially fucking things up because...

Exhibit A: Liz is giving wishy washy right now because she wants to be a martyr but can't fully commit to the bit because she wants someone else.🫠

Exhibit B: While I don't necessarily like lucky during this era (Y'all he's been super controlling about who she gets to talk to and picking fights with Jason and then lying about it to Liz to the point I just kept saying "Oh Liz is better than me because...*proceeds to rant*") I do acknowledge that Liz pining after someone else while claiming to his face that she's still completely in love with him is messed up. Like girlie give it up and let lucky move on to someone who's heart is completely with him because you obviously want to hop on the back of Jason's bike and go to Italy with him.🥴

Sidenote: Also let me add carly of all people surprised me during this watch because she basically told Liz she needs to go after Jason if she wants him instead of being indecisive. Like Liz girl that was your sign to choose Jason because Carly can't stand you but even she was like "CHOOSE HIM DUMMY!!!"

#elizabeth webber #jason morgan #lucky spencer #I did not intend for this to be so loooong #I didn't realize I had a lot of thoughts on this oops🙈#I'm sure anon is like: Oh that's not...😐#general hospital

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solisvia · 6 months

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Stella, Darcy and Icy for the character bingo!🥰

HI, thank you for the ask! 🤗

Musings ahead

Stella

I'm very fickle with my favorites when it comes to the main characters, but Stella has always been up there in the top. I love her bubbly personality, and I very much enjoy her snark and dramatics too! ;) She seems like a person who's easy to like and get along with, provided that she likes you too - otherwise you'll be roasted to oblivion, Riven. I do wish people would give her more credit, she's clever and capable, and it's extremely annoying to see fans (and the writers) dismiss that.

I'm not sure why, but I often gravitate towards characters who have a celestial aesthetic, and who fits that better than Stella?

I love exploring parent-child dynamics and Stella's relationship with hers has a lot of different angles. I know her title was changed from Fairy of the Sun and Moon to just Fairy of the Sun for simplicity's sake, but I can't help but think about in-universe reasons for that, and what it says about Stella's relationship with her mother especially. Why did Stella distsnce herself from the moon? When did she get closer to her father, did she confront him for his earlier emotional absence? There's tons of different interpretations and angst here, inject it into my veins.

I can't think about the Nickbow seasons (and S4, albeit to a lesser extent) without getting infuriated at the way they flanderized her character. The girl is smart, caring and creative! And instead of giving her the damn respect she deserves, the writes reduced her to a whiny brat and a gag that had overstayed its welcome the first time they used it. Was it so difficult to let Stella be a fashion designer and not make a joke of it??

*deep breaths* Nickbow Winx isn't real, it can't hurt me.

Darcy

I've never been a massive fan of any of the Trix, but I think Darcy is by far the most interesting of the three. She's allowed interests and traits beyond just world conquest and hunger for power. I like that she's not as overtly aggressive as her sisters, and her powers fit her personality like a glove. I think her relationship with Riven is pretty fun, because she seemed to genuinely like him, but ultimately betrayed him in a pretty horrific way. She also seems to be a bit more proactive in learning new spells, like when she set Alfea's library on fire in S3. Admittedly I don't really have a consistent grasp on her character, because my interpretation of her motivations and actions change like the seasons. 😅 All in all, hers is a character archetype that I really enjoy, even if you won't see me writing metas about her.

And also, her design is very nice. I especially love her casual look, with her hypnosis top and her glasses. I wish she kept her glasses full time, but eh, maybe she uses contacts.

Icy

She's evil, she loves it, and she owns it. 🙏

Although, the reason I like her is less about her actual character, and more the role she has as such a recognizable part of the Winx franchise. Since she's given the most importance out of the Trix, and she's there consistently throughout the seasons, it was easy for child me to latch onto her as the face of Winx villains. My opinion is colored by nostalgia, but whenever she's on screen, it kind of feels like coming home... excluding S5 onwards because look how they massacred my girl >:(

I'm not entirely sure how to feel about her S8 backstory. I liked that her character was given more of a spotlight, and I kind of like how it makes her foil Bloom even more, but it also comes out of nowhere, and is a bit too similar to Bloom's. I like the idea of Icy as royalty or nobility, but were I to write her backstory, I wouldn't make it about a cursed planet and sister.

So, in summary ✨Nickbow sucks✨

#ask game #winx club #winx stella #winx darcy #winx icy

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sonneillonv · 2 years

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and chrissie surely didn't tell him the real reason why she needed it. she probably told him she's stressed because of finals after springbreak so he didn't know the extent of her situation. he wouldn't have given it to her if he thought it could harm her. love your additions.

Thank you, Anon 💜

And no, she definitely didn't tell him the real reason or he wouldn't have been quite as shocked when Vecna's attack first started. 😅 She might have told him she's having really bad dreams, or maybe that she's been so anxious with a sense of impending doom that she can't focus on anything else. Maybe just that she 'feels scared all the time'. But my overall guess would be that he would have thought her problem was anxiety and/or depression, and Ketamine is actually very effective for treating depression!

A Ketamine high is characterized by disassociation and euphoria, which may be why Eddie thought it might help her - not only by lifting her mood, but also by giving her some distance from whatever was causing her such anxiety in her life so she could relax. A low dose, taken once, would have been really truly unlikely to cause her any harm or give her a bad experience, so the people saying that Eddie didn't give a shit about her safety are way off-base. As party drugs go, he picked a very safe one for her, and one that may actually have been able to help her had her problem NOT been, y'know, supernatural.

Mental health stigma being what it was in the 80's, I strongly doubt she would have gone into too much detail. But one of the things I love about Hellcheer, and that makes me love Eddie, is that after talking to him for literally five minutes Chrissy felt like she could trust him to help her without judging her. And I've said many times, and will continue to say, that I think Eddie being 'the local weed-and-occasional-pill-guy' and Eddie being a DM are actually two sides of the same moral precept for him, which is this: When your life is shit, escape is a kindness.

An escape can be a couple hours in a fantasy role-playing game where the goals are concrete and you can actually win. Or an escape can be a couple hours of a euphoric trip. An escape can be the stage high you get off playing heavy metal for an enthusiastic audience of five drunks. Eddie's whole character is built around the idea of 'escape' which is, incidentally, why his cowardice makes perfect sense - he runs from problems, he helps other people run from problems. The system has never helped him, so he works outside it. He sees someone like Chrissy, with the walls closing in around her, and he opens a window for her the only way he knows how. It's not greed or negligence, it's mercy.

Is it the absolute bestest, most ideal way for Chrissy to address her problems? Of course not. In a perfect world, her whole family would be in (free, competent, compassionate) therapy - and it's worth noting here that Chrissy DID try that. She was talking to a therapist, but I doubt the guidance counselor was licensed to prescribe and even if she was, that would have meant getting Chrissy's parents involved. Actually, it may even have been her recommendation that Chrissy see a doctor licensed to prescribe antidepressants that drove Chrissy to Eddie in the first place - if she knew she needed chemical help, but she couldn't tell her parents, that leaves her one obvious option.

What a lot of people in this fandom don't seem to realize is that we do not live in a perfect world. If you actually care about helping people and reducing the harm they suffer from their circumstances, you have to meet them where they are, and where they are is usually messy and imperfect and problematic and less-than-ideal. You have to square with the fact that people still deserve help when they make choices you don't like. If you judge them for using the only safe resources they had (or in Eddie's case, for offering the only safe resources people had), you're actually doing the opposite of good - you're contributing to a stigma that drives people away from seeking help through legal channels.

#stranger things #eddie munson #harm reduction

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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I KNEW IT...and I wasn't completely wrong with my theories 😊

They really faked their death 😱 but I'm happy they're together and they really seemed to have an eye on y/n somehow. (Who was the woman hanging from the fan back then?...hopefully some women who died because of a natural death 😳🥺). Loki planned to get y/n "fatally injured " at her wedding is brilliant and to "prepare" this situation with those threads too. Hmmm I'm not sure if he knows anything about Bruce...to get shot was not part of his plan 🤔... but Bruce know things about Loki and stayed in contact with Stark 👀👀...anyway they maybe should talk and merge their plans 😎👀

I'm pretty sure Loki is fine, I'm sure he has worn his bulletproof vest. He's a professional. We could read in the last lines of our beloved cliffhanger, y/n's mother would never have agreed to kill him...so she seems to know that Loki and her daughter are in love like she is with Bruce? If not, she seems to know that Loki is very important for y/n🥰. And in general I don't think they want to kill one of the good ones 😏. Oh my goodness how is y/n going to react when she find out that her mum and Bruce are alive 😭...there's going to be so much pain and tears 😭😭 and hopefully pure joy in the end ❤️‍🩹❤️. I'm curious if some more of my theories are right 🤔😅

I didn't expect Rocky is becoming a good dad all of a sudden. He.Doesn't.Care. He never had, he never will. Only money and success and an heir like he has found in Steve for the company, that's all that count for him. He really thinks Steve loves y/n? He really doesn't know what Steve did to his daughter? He's in good faith when it comes to Steve 🤑🤑🤮🤮. '...Steve has told me about you and the way you treat him, he is a man, he has his needs and he can do whatever he wants but he'll stop after the marriage, he promised me."

🤣🤣🤣🤣 (*laughing ironically*) is he serious ?🤬🤬🤬. To rape y/n is okay? To slap her is okay? Cheating on her countless times is okay? He can do whatever he wants? Yes, of course and his daughter is less than the dirt under his shoes. Just good enough for the campaignes and deals of the company. That makes me so angry and disgusts me.🤬🤬🤮 I'm sure he doesn't know about the rape and the beating and he would never believe his daughter but that doesn't matter anymore. Rocky is an ass and doesn't love anyone except himself. Y/n shouldn't invest her feelings anymore, father or not.

I could feel bad for Suzzanah and for Katlyn too...but I don't. They did bad and mean things and Karma is a bitch, they don't deserve any better ...sorry not sorry.

It's so good y/n has Loki at her side and this will be hopefully forever 🥰💚❤️💚. Unfortunately in the days before the wedding she hadn't had the chance to curl up in his arms🥺😭...I can literally feel how desperate she missed him in these days...

But they had the privacy in the car again 😏😉

'...just two more days and you can have me on your feet..." ...You wanted to be at his feet, not vice versa but the way he said it gave you several filthy images. ❤️‍🔥🥵❤️‍🔥

...and then vice versa ? 😉🤣

This chapter was short and I was a bit sad when I reached the end of it...but please don't get me wrong it's just because I'm so deeply hooked with TB. Can't wait for the next one and I'm waiting patiently like a good girl 😉🤣😁

I love you my Queen 👑 💕, you're the best. Sending you cozy hugs, just in case you need them 🤗🫂💚💕

(Imagine Bruce and Loki would hug each other like this at the end of your series after they successfully saved their beloved women 😁❤️)

Bruce and Tony are my favourite characters from og Avengers, did you all think I'd just let him die in the flashback? 😂😂

I think phone call nat made to him was a game changer and finally made them come out of hiding for her, as readers we know what had she suffered but those things didn't make it to the media or public, so they don't know everything she has been through in life after their deaths. Everything will be cleared I promise.

He wasn't trying to kil him, he was testing him. As a bodyguard of hers and knowing she took him to that room made bruce realise that he was someone she really trusted.

Rocky is literally useless as a father, in Hindi we call them nalla 😂 he doesn't know about the abuse but still, your daughter came to you for once and you just dismissed her concern like that. Shame on you.

Suzzanah deserves a bit of sympathy but Katlyn doesn't.

Thank you my dear, 😍 and I'll try to update asap ..I'm so glad you're so hooked still 🥰🥰😘

Love you and hugs back.. bruce will love loki ;)

#asks #mcufan72 #the bodyguard

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keagan-ashleigh · 2 years

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Share some of your hot takes! I want to know everything!

Alright let's go!

A classic: pinapple on pizza is actually good

John Watson is out of character in series 4

Izzy kinda deserves that his backstory & internalised homophobia be explored but he's an abusive asshole and shouldn't be forgiven for that (i love the character though)

Small talk should be prohibited (as should la bise in france, let's keep not doing that for real 😅)

T.aylor S.wift is overrated (I'm sorry - i'm joking i just mean I don't particularly like her music, that is all, don't hurt me 😂)

Bacon is disgusting

ASMR is the most annoying thing on earth to me (i have mysophonia, turns out)

French cinema and tv shows are awful (but from time to time a wild actual good movie/show appears)

Tarantino is overrated

It's okay to never have kids and it's okay to don't like kids (not okay to make them know it and be jerks though)

Gender is a complete illusion and completely made up and makes no sense

Autistic people are not the ones who are bad at communicating, neurotypicals are

It's okay to cut out people from your life as soon as you feel uncomfortable around them - even family, even lifelong friends

There is no nice way of mocking people, it's hurtful and bad

If you don't know any woman who's been assaulted and/or harassed, it's most likely that no woman felt safe enough around you to tell you

Same with other stuff btw, like, if you know no queer person, no neurodivergent person, no mentally ill person, etc... in fact you likely do

Funko pops are the best way to have fandom merch that is: pretty, cheap, cat-proof (meaning don't break easy), fun, enjoyable as toys, customable, etc

I don't think David Tennant is that sexy 😬 (as Crowley, yes, maybe, but that's it)

Animated movies should get better recognition

Marvel movies ARE cinema and can be absolutely brilliant and worth no less than any other kind of movie

I never liked Harry Potter, I never considered it good

I think people just talk about A.mber and J.ohnny's trial too much, they're both shitty people but the point is no one is impartial nor have all the elements to be able to to have an opinion on this subject appart from the main concerned, the jury, judges, and their lawyers (and some people are downright disrespectful while talking about it, it's not entertainment)

btw there's a reason in france filming trials is forbidden - this is the reason

Sherlock is still a brilliant show despite how it ended and who it was written by, I think it's not fair to now say s1, 2 and 3 where bad

Tracing from reference for art is ok

Using references for art is not only ok but necessary and useful

Work should be abolished and everything should be free

Saying "it's just fiction, it doesn't matter" is wrong, when defending problematic behavior in it, and when denying representation, fiction is never just fiction, it's impactful, it has consequences.

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I can't think of more right now

I guess some of those aren't really hot takes idk but that's what came to my head 😄

#know your blogger #q&a #replies

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carronpatrick · 8 months

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are you a talk about, forgive, and move past person or the opposite?

I mean, it truly depends on how many chances have been given or what specifically happened. There are certain hard lines I've had to make along the way to protect myself and at the end of it all, if I'm dead, what was the point to begin with?

In regards to my chaotic post today, after 30 years of abuse, and chance after chance after chance given to these people who range from peers to multiple generations above ours, I'm the 'I have to cut them off completely and finally choose myself because I deserve better and they refuse to change or even accept responsibility and you can't water a dead plant and expect it to grow again' person.

(And you deserve better too, anon, doesn't matter who you are. No one deserves the pain and trauma I went through. Not even them. Idk. I'm probably naive for that but just. Idk. I will always love them, I just finally love myself, too, and realize they won't ever care about me at all no matter how much love I have to give, you know? Maybe not, lol, you may have a normal family, and tbh I hope you don't understand what I mean. 😅)

Saying that, I am usually the 'give too many chances, give the benefit of the doubt, once I care about someone enough to fight with them it takes an ungodly betrayal to make me walk away' kind of person. We're all human, we all make mistakes. As long as we acknowledge and learn from them and do better and truly truly mean it? I mean, who the fuck am I to judge, right? Which is why I usually get hurt, but, yeah. I also don't really let people in anymore, though, so less hurt than as a child or teenager or younger adult.

Like. An abusive (in every way, mind you) boyfriend? After multiple chances to change and refusal to do so, I eventually had to walk away to stay alive. But a younger best friend saying something shitty and immature when my dad died then coming back after 5 years and explaining where her head was at and listening to my thoughts and apologizing? She's back to being one of my best friends. And hopefully will stay that way forever, cause I absolutely adore the dumb butt. 🥰

Sorry, this turned preachy and long, I apologize. Just, it depends. I'm complicated I guess, lmfao.

#2023 #Care's correspondence #Thank you btw for the ask darling anon! 🤍#Self

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Trying to keep friends now is so difficult... They ware away at you instead of building you up. They might sometimes but when anything is brought to the table that bothers me I'm controlling & creepy. This is just asking someone not to have phone chats (besides fam) when we hang out bc it makes me feel like a third wheel in the weirdest way... Things make me uncomfortable & I let it go so much & the moment something bothers me I sound controlling. It's my house? 🤦‍♀️ She asked me initially if I'd respect her decisions & boundaries & I said yeah but here's my boundary. Nope, that's just controlling to her. It's also "rich" when I claimed her for gaslighting... Bruh I'm over here coming from love & support & I get slapped in the face bc my issues aren't valid? Cool. I guess that's what I get being upset for someone then they just don't care. I'm quite disposable to her, I'm sure. Friends leaving my side that I thought really cared I guess it's a bit eye opening to be on the other end. Except it's me not getting what I deserve in a friend.. I really thought she cared but it's reaaallly hard to see now. It wasn't mutual & I was probably just convenient. I want to be better, feel better about myself & this just isn't going that way. I have to care about me & not hate myself for feeling less than. I really don't even think she cares when I feel this way about myself just through her words. I love my friends so much but sometimes I guess letting go is the answer if things are never mutual.. I hate this but it's not worth the hurt. I'm so sad but it'll be okay, I think 😅

Okay little rant no one will read but it's nice to get it out. One close friend is enough, right? Ha probably if I had a job. Oh yeah losing my food stamps probably so that's fun. Time to sell my body haha no really I think my kidneys are good 😅 I can't even donate plasma bc my veins are too deep 🥴

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Seatbelt on we're in for a ride

Oh how I want to personally carry the mc, sprint back and make her shoot ten loads in that sick head of yaddy of yours🤢.

my baby softboi jk- I will never not stop a tense scene just to admire your sleeping form and ruffled hair🥺

B, if you wanted to convey a dark-ish image if this boy I'm sorry but I didn't get it (probably bcz I can't see him through the hearts in my eyes), all I see is a big floofy bunny wagging it's tail and stomping his feet clad in black.

Okay now back to the chap,

Tae you little- talking to her as if you...nevermind.

"Unzip me?"

: Taehyung’s slow inhale is dizzying when you realize he’s breathing in the lingering perfume along your nape. “Hmm?” He hums out, clearly in a daze. :

Nooo not the neck scenes 🥵

: “Your dress is a little, uh…open.” why is this such a Jungkook thing to say. :

: “We’ll figure it out,” he quietly reassures, watching your trembling hands as you lather on more soap than necessary. Leaning forward, you look up to see Jungkook in the mirror as he places a soft kiss atop your head. It’s chaste and sweet, so stark in the face of what you’ve done in the past few hours. :

These moments right here are the reasons for why I'd always choose him. He understands her, he feels her, no judgement no plans it's just mc for him. This is the love she deserves this is what she needs, more than an anchor who'll hold her in place or a shield to protect her, she needs someone who loves her unconditionally. Ok maybe jin matches her a bit, No he doesn't shut up 🌼 anon

: Trailing your finger under Jungkook’s chin, you tip his face up until his wide eyes meet you. “You really think you’re in a position to dispute my abilities?” Pink rushes his cheeks, and he slowly shakes his head as a memory swims in his vision. “That’s what I thought.” :

WHAT MEMORY?!! I NEED THE MEMORY!!

kILL MY SOFTBOI!!!?

Now you're getting reallypersonal and It's not gonna end well.

VICTORIA??

okay so one wasn't enough so u decided to hurt my other boy as well.

My poor baby Namjoon

Okay but JK's replies 😅

: “You’re the only person who thinks I break so easily, you know that?” :

No she's not the only one, ever met a 🌼 anon?

If anything happens to my boy inside I'm going to chomp Yadiel's ******* head off of his body.

My softboi JK heart💓

"I don't do crop tops"🤣

: It’s his incredulous tone that keeps your laughing, and the way he’s looking at you that sends a dagger into your heart. :

: You quicken your pace, gazing up at the stars in an effort to hide the tears that prick at your eyes. It hurts, being here with him. Like this. Laughing, wondering if he’ll look at you with those stars in his eyes when he twists the knife in your back. :

Woahh!! Feelings for traitors is not your thing 🌼 anon! I thought you were over tae!

Leave it to B to make u feel things out of ur emotional spectrum.

Now I feel incredibly sad for mc... I miss tae🥺

Don't pls don't- taeee you idiot

: Jungkook sways, inching a little closer. You jump a little when you feel his warm hands at your back, holding you gently despite the anger in his eyes. :

: His eyes dip to your lips. “I’ve never had a motive,” he utters, voice low. “That’s the difference between him and I.” :

THIS!!

Don't.do.this.to.him.

Oh yoongs.

: “And hey,” Hoseok nudges you, feigning offense, “we’re not all moody.” :

Haha 😏 hobi?

Hoseok your mother energy's showing

Since when did knee scenes started having an effect on me?

Is it only me who's getting anxious over mc not getting enough sleep?

: There’s something strange about the early morning hours, something that smooths the rough edges of people and leaves us less wary than before. As you find your gaze settling on the tattoo marking Jimin’s torso once more, you find that you don’t feel as if you’re prying by looking at him so openly. In the wee hours of the morning, soft gazes and quiet whispers are a welcome guest. :

B you're- I'm in love with your writing, always have been but this

😍😍😍

PARK JIMINNN!

:You recognize that sad smile, now. It’s the smile of someone who has never belonged anywhere. Who has fought to survive and remain useful, but at too heavy a cost. :

Goddd! I feel like I'm inside a movie

Seokjinnnnnn

Seokjin!!

Kimseokjin!

Softboi JK 🥺

KIM SEOKJIN!!!!!

YAAHHHHHH KIM SEOKJINNNNN!

****!

I almost threw my self out of my bed

: When he returns, his kiss is slow. His lips carry a thousand words, all of them sounding like your name. Seokjin drinks you in as if you were honey, taking his time even while your knees shake. This is the kiss you asked for the night he held you in his arms, this is the distraction to end all distractions. :

What the- this Yadiel!!!

mannnnnnnnnnn!

Damn you russo!

Kim ××××ing taehyung!!!!!!!

How dare you!! And how dare u look so hot while daring?

Noooooo pls pls pls nooo not my softboi

😭😭

And pls I don't want jin to be the next🥺

Damn you tae damn you, I hope jin burns your lambo to ashes

Wait wait what if Victoria...? Nvm we've got Hoseok 💓💓💓

Ohhhh~ thank Godd! The relief.

The satisfaction the slashes bring me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

~🌼.

Your love for soft boi JK is unprecedented and I believe you deserve lots of love for that

ok ok but the whole "early morning hours" quote that you included makes me so happy 🥺 it's a moment of soft reprieve in the middle of the chaos of this chapter so I'm so glad you pointed it out.

also re-quoting this: "You recognize that sad smile, now. It’s the smile of someone who has never belonged anywhere. Who has fought to survive and remain useful, but at too heavy a cost." because PARK JIMIN IS MY BOY. Ok, they all are. But. This Jimin?? There's so much more to him than meets the eye and his little character arc/discovery is kinda quiet and behind the scenes, but from the first sizzling, tension filled chapter to this quiet, soft scene, Jimin and oc have been moving toward this moment since day one.

speech over.

I'm so glad you enjoyed the finale!!

#🌼 anon #htss #pls when people quote things back to me #can that qualify as a love language??#sweet asks

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