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#brain machine broke
mappingthemoon · 9 months
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one of the worst things about being me, an introverted person who is easily overwhelmed and exhausted by sensory bullshit yet forced to sell my labor in an ~open office~ environment in order to survive, is that i don’t listen to music as often as i used to, because nowadays it is such a relief to get home at the end of a long day of overhearing other people’s workplace conversations for 8 hours just utterly destroying my ability to focus on anything at all ever, that i don’t want to shatter the peacefulness of my box fan white noise cocoon at home, not even by listening to songs that i like. not even chill songs! just nothing :(
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honeyglazedbabe · 1 year
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just spent some time on tiktok looking at edits of louis and im screaming without the s. heyyyyy jacob anderson
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bog-horse · 2 months
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feeling, perchance, dead
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jellogram · 1 year
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babygirlmickey · 11 months
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the way you are not the first person to read gardenerian as all one word and you will not be the last! i could not handle putting a dash in the their and every day i think that might have been a mistake lmao
No but genuinely it’s mortifying bc u post about Ian and gardening so much how did it not click
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ididntorderthesoup · 6 months
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I'm going to die and the world is failing falling fallen no angels here. I put the pill under my tongue and it's burning burning bright burn away the fright fight fighting frought and wrought and withering iron spouts. Guard it up fortress temptress don't invite it in don't let fate slip in. Darling daring darkening fairing fearing searing it doesn't burn it glows. Lost lost lost in a haze maze mind meddling mingling singling duet in time. Brain in ribbons.
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5tagewach · 6 months
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chilliger nachmittag
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kaijuno · 2 years
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So, doing this anonymously, idk why. But my psychiatrist is getting me set up for SSRIs for my anxiety and actually mentioned Bipolar to me if anything goes wrong. He was like if you get depressed and have the Bad Thought :TM:, you tell me, because that probably means that you have bipolar. IDK if this helps you in any way, but just trying to validate what you went through in a way, ig. Thanks for your time :) /gen
Tbh the first 2 weeks of any antidepressant is hell on earth
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one-winged-dreams · 1 year
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Not to make all my posts today complaints but I am so fucking tired of being stuck in this state of stagnation where I can’t bring myself to do anything, even though I REALLY WANT TO DO THEM
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savventeen · 2 years
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too tired to actually write something out rn, but i cant stop thinking about you coming home after a long and stressful day and just- immediately face-planting into the couch and then staying there bc you’re just so tired
seokmin hears you come home and comes out to greet you excitedly, and you hate that you can’t even muster up the energy to greet him properly, only managing a grunt when he asks if you’re okay.
then there’s a hand cradling the back of your head and another rubbing gentle arcs across your back. “aish, you’ve had a long day, haven’t you, y/n?” and you’re so used to your boyfriend being the definition of loud and exuberant that sometimes you forget that he knows exactly how to lower his tone to make you feel like the two of you are the only people in the world.
he presses a kiss to your hair and murmurs something about making food, but you can barely hear it over the way relief makes your body deflate.
you are home — not in the sense of a place, but in the sense of a person.
and for the first time in your life, being taken care of is a certain thing. the same way you know the sun will rise tomorrow or that you need oxygen to live, you know that there will be a home cooked meal waiting for you, that there will be arms that will hold you and lips that will press affectionate kisses to whatever part of you is available.
wonderfully, miraculously, you know you will be loved, and loved well — seokmin has made sure of it.
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obligatoryidolblog · 1 year
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Last night I dreamed that Felix carved the loss meme into a bar of soap and gave it to me, then he turned into a bird. I don’t think my dream dictionary has an explanation for this one.
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soulsam · 1 year
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💗 for the ask game :]
tia!!!!
you are my:
( 💗 ) mutual
( 💗 ) friend
(  ) close friend (i dont wanna assume so ill leave this one out but we are def friends <3)
you intimidate me:
(  ) yes
( 💗 ) no
do i want to talk more:
( 💗 ) yes
(  ) no
have i ever had a crush on you:
(  ) yes
( 💗 ) no
best feature:
( 💗 ) @
(  ) layout
(  ) posts
random
( 💗 ) you’re very funny
( 💗 ) you’re adorable
(  ) i freaked out when you followed me
(  ) i feel like i annoy you
( 💗 ) i love seeing your posts on my dashboard (even when u reblog the uk hate posts 400000 times)
(  ) you’re so pretty (i would probably mark this one if i knew what u looked like)
( 💗 ) i love you a lot
( 💗 ) you’re so relatable
( 💗 ) i’m grateful for you
( 💗 ) i wish i could meet you one day
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
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badartxd · 2 years
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Me: goes out with dog on trail, meets giant bear, leaves
Also me: forgets about it immediately and doesn’t even mention it or respond.
Like I literally *just* went “oh ye I bumped into a huge ass bear” after 30 minutes since coming home and being on my phone XD
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bog-horse · 6 months
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me: pours my heart out to my friend talking about how i always feel like i'm left out of friend groups and how i'm forgotten by the people i care about
my friend: doesn't respond
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peony-pearl · 2 years
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Brain is mush; kinda wanna draw when I get home but I have 0 ideas
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cqcandchill · 2 years
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congratulations to me for opening an actual document and doing some actual writing, rather than just sitting there thinking about it a lot for all hours of the day until it’s time to go to bed
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