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songs from my breakup playlist shouldnt be allowed to be played outside
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satelitis · 8 months
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in which johnny lawrence is in second place to daniel larusso yet again, but we all know boys don’t cry.
g/n reader x johnny lawrence / g/n reader x daniel larusso (he’s lowkey the villan in this lmfao—)
warnings: fighting,swearing,insecurity, toxic masculinity, emotional abuse in the household. ⚠️ANGST NO FLUFF HERE⚠️
based on the song boys don’t cry by the cure , thank you to spence ml @mictodii for the inspo <3
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i would say i’m sorry if i knew that it would change your mind
verbal communication was not johnny lawrence’s strong suit. he tended to be a more action oriented human being. especially when he started bullying daniel larusso, soon after he first arrived in receda. all it took was one black eye to develop around daniels eye, for you to break things off with johnny.
it had only been 2 weeks since he had moved to receda but more fights had arose between you and johnny than you had ever had in your 9 and a half months of dating.
“i’m not dating a bully.” you told him forcefully, your y/c iris’ full of disappointment and animosity, were now trying to dig away at the guilt and hurt in his own.
but i know that this time i’ve said too much been too unkind.
“well it’s not my fucking fault that larusso always gets what he fucking wants! i have nothing left, so if your going to leave me for him that’s fucking fine with me i wouldn’t expect any less! just another brick in the fucking wall.” he spat, now making full eye-contact with you.
johnny immediately knew that he had fucked up but it was too late, your eyes once full of disappointment were now doused in confusion as you didn’t even know who you were talking to at this point. as you bit the inside of your cheek, you turned around and walked the other way not wanting to say another word to johnny as you ventured home.
the moon didn’t shine that night. nor did the stars. the plethora of clouds had made it hardly visible to view the only thing you could count on one hundred percent of the time.
i try to laugh about it , cover it all up with lies.i tried to laugh about it hiding the tears in my eyes.
the next day at school you didn’t look, nor speak to johnny lawrence. he gazed at you from across the halls and lunchroom but it didn’t fix anything.
“johnny what happened between you and y/n?” bobby asked, as he had noticed you hadn’t even acknowledged johnny. johnny laughed bitterly.
“nothing man, we’ve just been off lately, nothing major.” he told the blonde boy as he looked at you, a bright smile on your face as none other than daniel larusso was talking you. joking with you. making you laugh.
cause boys don’t cry, boys don’t cry.
johnny glared at the brunette, trying not to let tears form in his eyes.
i would break at your feet and beg for forgiveness, plead with you but i know that it’s too late and there’s nothing i can do.
johnny had came up with a plan to get you back and apologize. he had bought you your favorite flower and was going to surprise you. he even wrote out a thorough thought out apology in hopes that you would forgive him and he could get you back.
soon enough, every fiber in johnny was inflamed with resentment and anger. daniel larusso had his arm wrapped around your shoulder. he was kissing your cheek. and he was complimenting you.
so i tried to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies, i tried to laugh about it cover the tears in my eyes.
that night bobby had called johnny to see how it went.
“so johnny did you get the girl back?” he asked him. johnny chuckled.
“nah man it’s funny cause she wasn’t home. her mom said she was out with her friends so..yeah.” he lied straight through his teeth. the moments of you and daniel playing in your head again. tears soon began to spill uncontrollably.
“woah johnny man, are you crying? hey it’s okay man.” bobby tried to console once again over the phone. soon enough sid, johnny stepfather came up the stairs.
“boy would you quit that racket?! and stop crying like a little girl, cause boys dont cry! you hear me? boys don’t cry!”
i would tell you that i loved you if i knew that it would make you stay but i know that it’s no use and that you’ve already gone away.
johnny knew it from the day he met you, he loved you. he was just waiting for the right time to say it. however he never got to. daniel had taken you from him faster than a blink of an eye. it was too late. he wasn’t getting you back and he knew it. what was the point?
misjudged your limit, pushed you too far, took you for granted, thought that you needed me more.
johnny didn’t know when enough was enough. so when you broke up with him, he was distraught. he never really understood what he was missing till you were gone and far far from his reach and in daniels now. johnny truth be told couldn’t live without you, and unfortunately he had to find that out the hard way.
now i would do most anything to get you back by my side
johnny tried, and tried to get you to talk to him, and hear him out. but there was no use. you were happier with daniel. and he knew that and understood he had to come to terms with it as well. even if it was going to be hard. he valued your happiness over everything and if that happiness came from someone that wasn’t it, then so be it.
but i just keep on laughing, hiding the tears in my eyes
on the surface johnny seemed okay. he seemed as if he had moved on. sensei kreese had taught him to channel all his grief and anger into karate and cobra kai but within every laugh was hidden tears. because we all know. boys don’t cry.
fin.
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AN: why did this lowkey suck. okay bye.
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joshriku · 2 years
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Hello! do you have any cherik fic recs?
i have . so many. (pukes and cries) this is gonna be long but to start off i'm gonna give you my ultimate faves of like. each iteration. so i can be insane. i won't make summaries bc im bad i will just tell you how insane i am.
general thing that none of these have a sad ending or triggering topics bc im. im . I Like Happiness
-curses that can't be lifted by sotano: see. this is about cherik early comics canon right. when they just met in haifa. AND OOOOOOO GH oGH oghghgOGOH I LOVE LEAVING COMMENTS. I LEAVE LONG COMMENTS. I AM VERY ILL IN THE BRAIN WHEN IT COMES TO LEAVING COMMENTS. BUT I LITERALLY STILL CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT TO SAY IN THIS BC I LOVE IT SO MUCH. LIKE ILL COME AROUND EVENTUALLY OF COURSE. BUT IVE READ IT LIKE 50 TIMES AND ITS SO GOOD ITS SO GOOD IT MAKES ME DERANGED i was reading it yesterday again. as i do. and i had to close the tab bc it made me so unwell. i'm so normal
-afterlife by anna: this fic is so good but for my mental health it's in shambles. You don't get it. i'll be pacing around my room thinking back of scenes in this and im like ALRIGHT. PAUSE TO THROW UP AND CRY. EVER SINCE IVE READ THIS I HAVEN'T BEEN THE SAME DO YOU UNDERSTAND. IT'S POST DAYS OF FUTURE PAST AND THAT MAKES ME SO ILLLLLLL I LOVE DOFP SO BAD AND I LOVE CHARLES IN IT AND im like oh man i need something to make me cry and puke and shit myself and cure my depression im gonna read that fic again. And i do it. and i am cured. after i cry myself out to this i am so normal again
-someplace that is green by mugsandpugs: oh my god. Also bad for my mental health like (pucnhign myself) YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. it's technically x-men evolution but if you know cherik you'll understand it either way so. just. wow. erik can fit so much trauma. I can fit so many emotions. i can be so mentally ill. IREAD IT SO MUCH LIEK THE SLOOOOOWWBWBURRNNNNNNNNN AHH AHH AHH (PUKES AND CRIES) AHH WANDA AND PIETRO. AH. DEAR GOD. U DONT GET IT !!!!!! THE WORLDBUILDIGN!! (curls up and cries)
ok yeah. i'll put under the cut all the other recs i have sorry for being unwell
you should read everything by ao3 user sotano btw. not to be demented or deranged. but they never miss. everything they ever write is so . Oh my god. U dont get it. im ill. i will buy them a house
-tabula rasa by o2doko: the telepathy exploration of this goes so fucking hard
-fair verona by ha_neul: i love gender so much you don't ungerstand trans fics are the world to me they really arre
-tesselation by nekosmuse: oh my god. i mean it's a popular fic so it's probably been read. BUT THE SLAY. GOD. THE WRITING. PUKES AND DIES
-travel advisory by penknife: SORRY FOR RECCING 2003 FICS BUT FLOGOGHGOGOGH THE 2003 PEOPLE GOT IT IN WAYS NOBODY ELSE DIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
-no capes by dedkake: this just hits all the spots of needing lighthearted comedy and keeping the magneto / professor x dynamic i so desperately crave. i love when authors play around with their identities while loosely sticking to canon hehe
-all these miles (just to get back home) by isthiswhatiam: you gotta read everything he posts tbh BUT this one is my personal fav i love post dark phoenix u_u
-in dreams begin responsibility by kass: im telling u the pre 2011 fics go so hard. and for what. My god. uim ill it's so good
-sweet by sadbigchungus: its so good. Do u know how fukcing hard it is to get krakoa cherik content. hard. but this hits all the sweet spots i love it so much it's so good
-a good night's sleep by insertsthmeaningful: Can i just say this author writes so much good fic and i am absolutely obsessed. as well as im obsessed w post assassination in xforce cherik like aoghogogjogghOGGH
-the way it travels in and keeps emitting light by populuxe: it's OGHGOGH i love reading this one. it's so hard to find fics that actually talk about disabilities and this one does it SO well and erik is SO perfect in this fic im sick!!
-a nice boy (the family matters edition) by pocky_slash: i don't wanna talk about how hard i cry when i reread this one i might have family issues of sorts.
-a winter's journey by red: i love old cheirk so mcuh it makes me want to eat my ownf oot
-the trouble with trilbies by obstrinatix: I LOVE. OLD MEN. CHERIK
-& other words by questors: this is so good like the worldbuilding genuinely floors and runs me over until im nothing but an useless dough
-necessary downtime by unforgotten: i . old cherik. Ogjjgjkrlgjlslkfd
-bug on a plate by lindstrom: ANOTHER ONE THAT ACTUALLY DESCRIBES DISABILITIES SUPER WELL AND DOESNT SHY AWAY FROM THEM ITS A HITTTT AND MIDDLE AGED CHERIK JUST HTIS DIFF SORRY
-the last love song and testament of charles f xavier by midrashic: u know what i said about liking afic so much u cant actually bring urself to properly word the comment so youre just waiting and waiting to properly say smth. Yea thats me w this fic too. why's it so fucking good. how am i meant to word my emotions. but hey if i got around to commenting on Afterlife i will to this
-one second and a million miles by madneto: nothing has ever put me through such a slowburn like this fic like it was so insane and crazy i felt like god was slapping me. PLUS. IRENE AND RAVEN ARE IN IT......SLAY!
-bloodbound by ikeracity: u know i didnt care about vampire fics until THIS ONE. WHERE I WAS LIKE. OH. OKAY. THEYRE GOOD ACTUALLY I SEE THE LIGHT IT MAKES SENSE NOW.
-the golden mean by somuchmorethanyouknow: IT'S SO GOOD OK. THE WAY I WISH THIS FIC WAS CANON JSUT BC IT WAS SO GOOD. THE GENOSHA BUILDING OF IT ALL. MY GODDDDDD! I LOVED IT. SO PAINFULLY GOOD. THE WRITING OF CHARLES AND EIRK IS SO EXCEPTIONAL BUT SO IS EVERYONE ELSE IN THE FIC TOO. AH
-make me stay by lynds: well. what can i say. who's to say no to a little telepathy play. sorry for liking bottom erik. as if it's my fault
-before you attempt me (fair warning) by kianspo: i read this one time i was really sad and i shouldnt have because i started crying about never being able to find a love like the one in this fic. anyway it's super good
-everything about it is a love song by pocky_slash: its bad for me. old cherik makes me go through itnso much. i cant believe ill never find love like this
-feels like you're mine by annejumps: Sorry for bottom erik enthusiast. AS IF ITS MY FAULTNTO HAVE SUCH GOOD TASTE
-because it's you that sets the test by equestrianstatue: [DERANGED NOISES] IM LIKEBSO CASUAL ABOUT THIS FIC IM NOT EVEN MENTALLH ILL.
-special studies in mutant topics by populuxe: my ao3 bookmark says "filed under fics i read while having a mental breakdown and saved my mental health" you can bet its so good and sexy and Oghgogngntnntnngng i will have to marry this authors writing style. SUBBING TO THIS AUTHOR ISNT ENOUGH I HAVE TO BUY THEM DINNER IDK
but also the sex thing: this fic ruined my ability to watch dofp. no matter how many times i watch it ill be quoting this fic along to it
thats it. for Now. i actually have more but some of them are just the real popular ones so im like. Yeah youve read it. BUT THE REST MIGHT BE FOR NEXT TIME. I GUESS. SORRY. THIS GOT OUT OF HAND
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imm4tur3kid · 1 year
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Ok ok so let's do this lol
*Re-Re-edited vers.*
Stuff bout meeeeee
The ships I obsess over the most are Reddie(IT) and Hensper(HD)
I obsess of bungo stray dogs, henry danger, full house, and IT
Im a Capricorn
My favorite color is Dark Red:)
My favorite song(s) are boys dont cry by the cure, Cigarette duet, I fucking hate my mom, and Blue Hair by TV Girl
My favorite artist is Cavetown (TV Girl is a close second)
Im trans masc and gay^^
In henry danger I relate to Jasper the most!!
In bungo stray dogs I relate to Dazai and Atsushi the most
In IT I relate to Richie most!! (Movie Richie I haven't read the book yet)
Favorite movie is IT chapter 2 (2019)
I will scream if the song "I Love You like An Alcoholic " by taxpayers starts playing
I relate to songs like "Gilded Lily" "Ms.Wanna Die" "Everybody Wants To Rule The World" "I Fucking Hate My Mom" "YKWIM?" and more that I can't remember- (I made a whole other post that mentioned more)
Favorite play/musical/parody: IT
Hates: Having to repeat myself, sister, my mom saying she'll always support me then continues being homophobic after I told her I wanted to be a boy, people in general , being ignored, awkward silence, having to leave everybody I love, my former 'bestfriends', my life, everbody. (except for my bestfriend and husband/p @jouno-odamybeloved)
Loves:Cuddles,someone playing with my hair(not pulling),laying down on someone or someone on me, IT, horror movies, 1980s-1990s rock/metallic music, Henry danger, bungo stray dogs, gifts ofc, food,surveys (I like to tell people about myself), again @jouno-odamybeloved, music in general, ao3, tumblr, tiktok, electricity, wifi, cussing, telling others how disgusting rude annoying they are
Fave book: any bsd Mangas (wanna read the IT novel)
Im living off of ao3 and tumblr rn
Fave characters in hd: Piper, Jasper, and Ray
Faves in bsd: Kenji, Oda, Poe, Ranpo, and Chuuya
Faves in IT (movie): Richie (TOP FAVE), Beverly, and Stanley<3<3
Faves in IT (novel): Stanley, Eddie, Mike
Fave actress: Maya Hawke, Sophia Lillis, Riele Downs, Ella Anderson
Fave actor(s): Finn Wolfhard,Bill Hader, Wyatt Oleff, Joe Keery, Sean Ryan Fox, Jace Norman, and Cooper Barnes
if I hear you even mention Reddie I will ramble about my theories, how cute they are, my hcs, what should've happened instead of Eddie dieing, then I will cry about Eddie's death so be careful.
Fave fandoms:HD, IT, TBP, and BSD
DNI; Transphobes,Homophobic people,racists,sexists,people who support r4pe,pedos,people who like Mori(he's a pedo),bullys, etc.
The tag I will put all my posts under: #imgay!?!
Theres probably more that I cant remember lol
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imyoursgiogio · 2 years
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omg pls share ur byler music headcanons with the class 🤲🤲
i made another post with more music headcanons here
- they are either fight over who’s turn it is to play their music or just saying the other can play theirs and refusing to play theirs
- radiohead enjoyer Will Byers you’ll always be famous
- if st was set in the 90s Mike would love blur. like so much. Will would still like all the bands he likes now + other bands like oasis and blur. Jonathan would be a big britpop fan (Jonathan would love pulp i will die on this hill he would love them)
- Mikes favourite The Smiths song is asleep and Will’s is still ill (i could make another post on all of the The Smiths songs that fit them)
- Wills favourite The Cure song is boys dont cry or lullaby, Mike’s is probably friday im in love
- they both get really excited whenever one of their favourite artists release a new album as they make a promise that whenever that happens they have to meet up and listen to it together
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nyxi-pixie · 2 years
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love the idea of shld i stay playing for will but have u considered boys dont cry not for any deep reason but bc the cure to his vecna arc being a song by the cure would be really fucking funny
also if he doesnt go thru his vecna arc then i will punch someone. i need it to happen okay???? The Angst Man needs his Angst recognised❗❗
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koravelliumavast · 2 years
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Random eighties song I think cosmere characters would cry to
Adolin: he would cry to Time after Time by Cyndi Lauper on an emotional night after Evi died. Renarin is there with him and they’re comforting each other.
Kaladin would cry to Can’t Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon after the honor chasm. This or Another One Bites the Dust as he recollects the bridge four members who’ve died.
Wax would cry to Faithfully by Journey (yes again) after Lessie’s death(s) while Steris comforts him as best she can.
Ok so this might sound basic but Shallan would cry to Running Up That Hill by Kate Bush as she goes off on her own to save her house or after killing her parents.
Vin would cry to Holding Out for a Hero by Bonnie Tyler after Kelsiers death but then it would be some kind of montage thing where she’s going to kill the lord ruler and it would be epic
After the time Dalinar and Adolin almost died, even though they were alive, Renarin cried to Boys Dont Cry by The Cure alone in his room.
Susebron and Siri would cry together to I Want to Know What Love Is by Foreigner after they were both safe after the Revolution at the end of Warbreaker. They would share that tender emotional music together
Navani would cry to Under Pressure by Queen as she’s trying to figure out the fabrials stuff in rhythm of war.
Kelsier would lie and say that he doesn’t cry but then cried a little after finding Marsh “dead” and also cries about Mare while he’s alone to Faithfully by Journey.
Dalinar would cry over Evi to And So It Goes by Billy Joel before seeing the nightwatcher. He keeps it under wraps because emotions? In my Vorin men? Not under my roof.
After becoming the Elantrian Zombie, Raoden would cry to Don’t You (Forget About Me) by Simple Minds as he thinks about Sarene not being able to know that he’s not actually really dead and that he’s alive.
Jasnah would cry to Fade to Black by Metallica while in Shadesmar. Not because of sadness but because she’s losing hope. She’s in there for like a whole book.
(It May not be an eighties song) but Bohemian Rhapsody is a great Wayne song with his trauma and everything.
Elhokar would cry to Hurts So Good To by John Mellencamp while in Kholinar.
Vivenna would cry to Edge of Seventeen by Stevie Nicks while she’s on the run and hiding from the mercenaries. It becomes her comfort song and is humming it in later events in the book.
While being the assassin in white Szeth would cry to Break My Stride by Matthew Wilder as all he wants is his murderous stride to be broken.
Marasi would cry to Who Wants to Live Forever by Queen as she watches Miles get shot the many many times that he does.
Also that same song could be with the Kandra purposefully ripping their spikes out to kill themselves.
Sarene’s song would be The Show Must Go On by Queen as she learns about Raodens not-death/death.
When Rlain and Venli reunite after thinking that all the other singers were dead, Radio Ga Ga by Queen is playing and they’re crying.
Kenton would cry to Free Falllin by Tom Petty on his retconned/anachronistic boombox when he realizes that all the other sand masterells are dead and he’s like the only one left
Should I do a part two?
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hychlorions · 1 year
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okay some songs from the various aa playlists my best friend and i have made:
apollo: run boy run by woodkid, sun by sleeping at last, east by sleeping at last, good kid from the lightning thief musical, i dont trust u anymore by left at london, karma by ajr, rules by the hoosiers, and a complete list of fears ages 5-28 (aprox) by the yellow dress
klavier: the entertainer by billy joel, the trick to life by the hoosiers, valley of the dolls, superstar, the family jewels, and seventeen by marina, applause by lady gaga, icarus by bastille, sorry for me by ricky montgomery, boys dont cry by the cure, eat you alive by the oh hellos, not what i meant by dodie, jesus in la by alec benjamin, liquid smooth and first love/late spring by mitski, good old-fashioned lover boy by queen, and alles geht vorbei by kaffkiez
klavier and kristoph (i am so obsessed with their dynamic): the man i remember from into strange woods, dna by lia marie johnson, gut punch/don’t meet your idols by everybody’s worried about owen, waste by oh wonder, you’re gonna go far kid by the offspring, call them brothers by regina spektor, death of a hero by alec benjamin, requiem from dear evan hansen, guiltless by dodie, role models by ajr, and chocolate by sig figs collective
ema (specifically aj era ema cause we havent played soj yet): rose-colored boy by paramore, (still a) weirdo by kt tunstall, soap by the oh hellos, get used to it by ricky montgomery, the hand that feeds by the crane wives, and normalization blues by ajj
(we have more playlists but you seem most interested in the second gen so there you go)
actually i'm p interested in the first gen too !!! if u please. anyway i love that so many of these song choices are similar to song recs i've gotten before for the exact same characters. like they just scream that character/a certain dynamic so much. anyway what caught my eye the most was you having sun by sleeping at last in your apollo playlist because like. damn. i have that in my apollo playlist too 🥴
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@astridcookie
nickname: jay, jayden, mossy boy[s]
sign: aries :/
height: 5"8
last thing i googled: uh AH 'average daily intake of healthy adult' [im completely fine i swear it was for science]
song stuck in my head: all i want [the cure] + therapy [all time low] merged together in the worst way possible
number of followers: 22
amount of sleep: uh well last night like 9 HOURS but most often like 3 or 4 hours
dream job: some kind of botanist or owning a plant shop/cafe
wearing: school uniform but yesterday i was wearing black n white christmas jumper + snowflake earrings + black skirt / black tights + scuffed dark green converse + white uh cap ig
?books that summarise you: 1984, ella minnow pea, radio silence, the secret history
favourite song: kill all your friends, no surprises, boys dont cry
favourite instrument: piano/drums (i play them both ig i like percussion)
aesthetic: alternative mossy disappointment
favourite author: george orwell/alice oseman
random fun fact: ................. the thorns on roses should technically be classed as prickles because they can easily be detached from the stem
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vitamin-zeeth · 11 months
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(music asks) 5 and 19
5. Song that needs to be played LOUD
Boys Dont Cry by the Cure, Bildungsroman by Chase Petra and Roddy by Djo
19. Song that makes you think about life
I Need To Be Alone by Girl In Red (I listen to it when I'm feeling socially dead lol)
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stevethehairington · 2 years
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🔊 steve!!
🔊 will!!
🔊 max!!
unless you've already answered for them
oooh!! ty for the ask!! these are very good ones!!
steve: holding out for a hero!!!!!!! bonnie tyler my beloved!!!! steve DESERVED to have his totally badass dramatic (maybe even possibly part slow motion) holding out for a hero montage moment!!!! i will never not listen to that song and think of steve. it just completely embodies him. and like not only do i think the song fits him, i also think it would be something he'd like to listen to as well!! i actually like to think that it could be his vecna song.
will: i thiiiink it's technically cheating if i say boys don't cry by the cure bc like. he did have a poster of it. but the song was never actually played in the show right? soooo..... but yeah that one screams will to me, the lyrics, the sound of the song, the band. all of it!
i'll give another one to make up for the cheating lol. i will say the song devil town by cavetown gives me will vibes! like mostly the lyrics, they just make me think of will and the upside down and how his friends are his lifeline!
max: oh man i feel like i have a ton of songs that make me think of max and i could absolutely list them all dskfsd but. i think one of my favorites to connect to max is zombies by the cranberries. (honorable mention to the bad wolves cover bc that one SLAPS hard and i think max would dig the vibes of that one too). i feel like the song would just be very cathartic for her to listen too? and like certain lyrics would just register with her very deeply. and i think she'd love how the song sounds too.
(i also gotta give a shout out to you oughta know by alanis morisette bc while the lyrics dont necessarily make me think of max i feel like the vibe of the song and also alanis morissette in general would be right up max's alley)
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xixirp · 2 years
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GUYS HEAR ME OUT I HAVE A BYLER THEORY.
So, Mike has a guitar in his room, although we dont know if he knows how to play it or he only got one trying to be cool. Anyway, that's not the point.
Assuming he knows how to play guitar, it can be an important thing in S5. My theory is that Will is going to be vecnafied when he is at the Wheelers's (probably during a fight with Mike or smt) and there is no a music player nearby. Everyone will be trying to figure out what to do or what his favorite song is because they thought it would be "Should i stay or Should i go" but it wasn't. I think Mike is going to remember that he saw The Cure poster in Will's room, grab his guitar and sing "Boys dont Cry" because there is no music player. He is going to save him.
AND THE SONG WOULD JUST FIT TOO GOOD IF THEY WERE FIGHTING BEFORE:
"But I know that this time, I have said too much, Been too unkind. I tried to laugh about it, Cover it all up with lies, I tried to laugh about it, Hiding the tears in my eyes 'Cause boys don't cry"
"But I know that it's too late and now there's nothing I can do"
"I would tell you that I loved you If I thought that you would stay, But I know that it's no use And you've already gone away. Misjudged your limits, Pushed you too far, Took you for granted, Thought that you needed me more, more, more. Now I would do most anything To get you back by my side"
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kalemagazine · 1 year
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PREVIOUS WORKS
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My previous works include a mixture of portraiture and fashion photography.
Starting from top left to right;
Image one: Image of Girl on stairs while sun is setting behind her. I choose this image because I like how the composition is quite dark and moody. Image was shoot using 35mm film
Image two: Image of boy applying Lip gloss in mirror. Image was shoot using 110mm film
Image three: Practice idea for potential magazine cover. Playing with different editing techniques
Image four: Girl center frame walking down path. I choose to include this image because I like the way the image has been framed and how the path and girl are center of the image. Image was shoot using 35mm film.
Image five: Fashion photography of two girls wearing leather jackets, smoking cigarettes. Image was shoot using film, I like the color of this image and its moody feel.
Image six: Portrait of a girl. Another editing practice of potential magazine cover concepts.
Image seven : Portrait of a boy with gemstones under his eyes. Image was inspired by the song; Boys Dont Cry; The cure.
Image eight: Exploring different ways of capturing portraits to achieve a more editorial feel.
Image nine: Playing with heavily edited Fashion photography, to compose an image that can be used in a fashion magazine/online campaign. I personally really like how this image turned out.
Image ten: Fashion photography, Matching color of models garments to her surroundings
Moving forward I want to level up in my photography & editing skills so I can better articulate my ideas. I would also like to explore more fashion photography. Potentially playing with the idea of fantastical images with fashion.
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c4t45t70ph3 · 1 year
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so guys. there's this boy and there's this old boy (ex) . listen to me there's nothing between me and the ex boy anymore like i dont like him anymore he was such a bad bf and like he never gave me attention he just. like said that he loves me blah blah blah but like he was always with his games and like okay i was like okay then sashay away. ykwim? be wroke up but i actually wanted him to come back like i wanted him to TRY a little or show me that hes interested in getting back together. but he was never like that he just subtweeted sumtings yk? like. but anyways then sumting hapend in my brain i texted him like "wydddd" lol it was an instinct or reflex or whatever you call it, it was 4 am ig my brain wasnt functioning. like okay he didnt answer then i blocked him then i felt like i cured from the pain??? HOW ? but like . anyway then i almost fully healed and then i met the new guy hes my flirt rn or idk maybe hes my bf we dont know yet we hang out we chill we kiss a lot and likkkkeeeee i like him a lot hes so nice to me and hes 2 years older than me and he plays electric guitar anddd bro hes so cute and affectionate he always shows that he cares ab me like BRO im gonna cry. hes so FINE. GOD. I LIKE HIM. like but. yk. i can not quit the mindset "the ex was the one." I KNOW IM STUPID IM DUMB LIKE I SHOULDKMS LIKE I KNOW I DONT DESERVE THE NEW GUY. but. i want him. and today new guy was playing apex with his friends but he picked up my call and they lost the game cuz i was talking with him and they couldnt communicate like lmaooo but he didnt hang up BRO CAN YOU IMAGINE. but i hung up so he could play with his friends and i coudl do my homework. then while i was doing my homework, i got distracted lol haha lol lmao lmfao lol i stalked my ex and lolololol i started to think like "how our relationship would be like if i didnt block him that day" cuz like. i saw he tweeted ab me. but then i saw now he has a new crush lol then i almost cried (WHAT A LOSER WTFFDD OBSESSIVE CRINGE ASS MF YOU SHOULD KEY WHY ASS BRO LOL 😆) then like i felt really bad for feeling this way when im with this new guy i felt like. bro i dont deserve him he doesnt know what i feel rn and my body stretched with stress and anxiety i talked to my friends they said its a normal thing like it takes long time to heal from a bad relationship and im not doing a bad thing i just should not stalk my ex anymore cuz he was bad and he is not a good person then i relaxed a bit. then i texted the new guy. i didnt realize my messages were nervous he said what happened i said i just missed you and he said i thought you were gonna leave me like i thought we were gonna break up i scared you scared me like I CRIED WHEN HE SAID THAT CUZ THIS BOY IS SO CUTE AND WHAT I DID TO HIM WAS SO BAD LIKE IM WTF IM SO BAD IM A BAD PERSON IM REALLY BAD I REALLY DONT DESERVE HIM HES SO CUTE AND MENTALLY STABLE AND HE LIKES ME I GUESS LIKE i didnt expect him to react like that and he even used the word BREAK-UP . does that mean that we're bf and gf 🥺 i like him so much and i feel so bad for what i did today. i promise it wont happen again i wont stalk my ex anymore and i will give all my love to the new guy cuz i dont wanna lose him .thank you
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redheid · 3 years
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@childactress​    — i’ve  never  seen  you  cry.
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— stoic. made ay stone, me.    ah  cock  ma  eyebrow.  ah  laugh.  thit’s  ma  accidental  go  tae,  see.  at  ma  brother’s  funeral  (the second one),  ah  hoisted  up  the  coffin  and  sent  masel  intae  a  fit.  ah  looked  like  a  proper  jokester  then.  if  billy  had  control  ay  his  limbs  anymore  (if he were still in the waking world wi the rest ay us),  his  arm  woulda  swiped  outay  the  coffin  oan  ma  shoulder  n,  in  one  swift  motion,  woulda  slapped  the  giggles  right  oaf  ma  face.  it  was  uncle  charlie’s  hand  oan  ma  shoulder  thit  shut  me  up.  some  hostile,  disapproving  looks.    
                                — dae you think we should be sharin intimate moments like thit? seems a little  . . .  feminine. 
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tsunderedoctor · 2 years
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take all the time you need to with this i dont want to rush you,,,
but i explained my situation on discord and was hoping to get a couple of my f/o reacting to a reader who feels that way? if its too much you can delete this,,, i know those are some troubling thoughts so i wont be hurt
as for who,,,,, could i get my main two boys of sanji and luffy,,,,
and if you could see it maybe doffy but if not then hhhhhhhh cora,,,,
or both if you see that and write that many 😅
I'll do all four since my limit is four, but just a reminder, Doffy isn't the best to go for comfort and I do my best to keep the characters in character, so Doffy is going to be a jerk about stuff 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ Reader is feeling unwanted/ignore Reader is gender neutral!
Babes Below~!
Vinsmoke Sanji
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He knows what it’s like to be ignored or unwanted, his own birth was a mistake in the eyes of his father and brothers. However, he also knows that not everyone thinks that about him, and the same could be said for you! 
When you are feeling these emotions, please let the man know so he can help you! He doesn’t mind listening to you vent or talk about your day, since he’s a mixture of an affirmation and physical lover, be prepared for lots of praises and a hand rubbing your back softly or kisses to your head.
If you get really depressed and can’t find motivation to eat/drink/sleep, he will be a bit harder on you. It’s all in good nature, but he wants to make sure you take care of yourself and know how important you are to him. So, if a lecture or a plead will work, he will do it!
Will suggest hot bathes or eating your favorite meal to help you feel better! If it becomes something more serious where an individual tells you negative things, he will talk to that individual about how deeply words can hurt a person.
Monkey D. Luffy
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Luffy will do his best to understand, however, the brunet has no problems with people not liking him, in actually he probably doesn’t like that person either. So when you have issues where you feel a person doesn’t want you around, he might be a bit confused, but can tell you’re upset.
When he knows you are upset, he will react in a defensive manner, wanting to know who hurt you to the point of crying or feeling depressed. If you don’t tell him or say it’s nothing, he will get quiet, both of you knowing there is more to the story. 
Will leave you alone, mostly to calm his own brain as he reacts first and thinks later. It’s something Robin taught him to do, so he figures he could give it a try. Once he does calm down, he will come back and check on you, asking what he can do to help.
Expect lots of hugs! He likes kissing, but hugs feel more intimate to Luffy, they create a warmth that no other touch can bring out. Will mostly cuddle with you and offer you some of his food, maybe even let you wear his hat while he talks about something cool Shanks did when he was a kid. 
Donquixote Doflamingo 
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Doffy is a God (in his eyes-), he was taught at a young age that humans are below him and he deserves to rule them. So who cares if some low-class mortals don’t like him? If they keep talking his subordinate might have some new toys to play with~
Now as for you, if you truthfully came to the blond, tears in your eyes, telling him you feel unwanted and useless, he will probably chuckle and question you. Would someone as great as him really waste his time on something useless? Now you’re just offending him. 
Will suggest you get your head checked, that if you really worry about people’s thoughts on you than maybe you aren’t worth his time. He’s not here for comfort, don’t mistake his interest in you as something sweet like that, you are there for him, that’s all.
Whatever you do to cure your depression, please do not expect him to help, because he will not. I suggest going to Baby 5 or Senior Pink for advice, because all Doffy will give you is another heartbreak.
Donquixote “Cora-san” Rosinante
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Cora is a lot better at comfort than his brother (I mean lot’s of people are, but I digress-), so be prepared for affirmations and bear hugs from this man!! He somewhat understands your pain, he’s been rejected by humans due to his bloodline, but he also was accepted and raised by other humans, so he knows not all of them are bad. 
Will listen to what you have to say, will also try to make suggestions and encourage you to talk to these individuals, because sometimes misunderstands happen. If you choose not to, he won’t force you to, but will still remind you every now and then.
Tries to make you laugh by doing something dumb, luckily for him, he’s rather clumsy so that is easy to accomplish! This also might help distract you, as you are now worried about the bump on his head, either way he’s happy you aren’t thinking about negative thoughts anymore!
If you do need more softer love, he will do his best to cuddle with you, however he gets flustered easily, so don’t be surprised to see his face red and him refusing to look at you. He will get there eventually, just not today-
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