#bottled feelings

[heyhowveyoubeen]

when you havent cried in 4 monthes so likewise you feel like complete shit

#life #bottled feelings

[lastoneout]

catch me googling "how to partake in the butch tradition of having a lanyard/ring of keys clipped to your belt when you don't have a job or a car and so most of the things on your lanyard are just decorative keychains"

#it sucks bcs it does make me feel SO cool but also 90% of these are not keys #I have a bottle opener #and some other decorative stuff #and like two keys #butch #bisexual butch

[hajihiko]

Weighted blanket (lifts weights + wet blanket)

#Kazuichi Souda #Nekomaru nidai #Soudanidai #an art #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #I just wanted to draw anxi0us Kaz bc I too feel like a shaken soda bottle often

[grayintogreen]

“Shauna tries so hard to be a good person but sucks at it” vs “Natalie tries so hard to be an awful person but sucks at it.”

Shauna is fully capable and willing to kill and lie and cheat while maintaining this perfect apple pie illusion of a wholesome life and her family stays by her but even they’re starting to see the cracks in the veneer.

Natalie believes she destroys everything she touches, is constantly on a downward spiral of self-destruction, and hates herself for everything she did and yet she can’t even kill a goldfish on purpose and despite being openly antagonistic to everyone in the wellness center, they all seem to really like her.

FASCINATING dichotomy here.

#I feel like there’s so much Lottie vs Nat or Misty vs Nat foil comparisons #but dude she and Shauna are just representing two violent differences in the coping with trauma spectrum #Shauna bottles everything up #Natalie bottles NOTHING up #Shauna causes more destruction on ACCIDENT than Natalie causes on uproar #it’s so interesting!! #and I feel for them both #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #shauna shipman #natalie scatorccio

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#idk sometimes i just gotta redraw bottle miku #just really feeling miku rn #hatsune miku #vocaloid #bottle miku

[superhell]

house md is wild because house tells wilson that he’ll sacrifice many things but never himself and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he

#also like. this is the guy who said that 'people dont change' for the majority of his life and then when wilson is dying hes like 'i can cha #nge' its that he doesn't talk about his feelings and he cannot bear to show weakness until it seems that he is losing wilson and then #he will literally say anything to keep him its that he is shown repeatedly to be a vicodin addict and that hes destroyed relationships over #his pain and his need for vicodin but he'll give wilson his own pills and go without to make sure wilson has enough meds its that he is #old and cynical and his beliefs about humanity have been written in stone and his walls are topped with turrets and barbed wire but the gate #s fucking open for wilson time and again and wilson is the exception to the rules time and again its. so fucked up #wilson is quite literally his anchor in humanity wilson is his achilles heel wilson is his entire support system the foundations of gregory #house's life have been built around one james evan wilson from the moment he saw that twink throw a bottle into a mirror. am i making sense #here. do these words mean anything #house #wilson #hilson #house md #hatecrimes md #house is a very very carefully constructed facade and wilson is a fucking sledgehammer.

[sanjiwifer]

. • Message In A Bottle • Namis Journey pt. 2 • .

Easy Target acquired.

#message in a bottle au #idk why but i love including buggy in everything #i feel so bad for making him the butt of the joke all the time LMAO #buggy the clown #buggy #one piece #one piece fanart #nami #nami fanart #one piece au #one piece comic

[tokyothirstygang]

Thinking about big dick Chifuyu who doesn’t know how to handle the gift God has given him

You two have been in bed for what feels like hours trying to get his dick to fit inside you and it’s more of a task than either of you imagined. He’s eaten you out over and over, sucking and licking at your clit while putting three fingers inside you to try to open you up more. Though you’ve already come multiple times, it hasn’t been while he’s inside you and it’s making both of you crazy.

“Just jack me off.” He sounds defeated as he starts to move away from you. “This isn’t going to work.”

You grab him by his face and pull him back in for a kiss.

“Don’t say that. We can figure this out. We just have to try something else.” You counter.

He sighs and sinks back down on top of you.

“We’ve been trying forever. I can’t get it in.”

You distract him with a make out session while you develop a new game plan. He’s in the process of placing kisses all over your neck when you realize what you have to do.

“Chifuyu?”

“Hmm?”

His eyes meet yours and they’re dark with lust.

He needs to cum and he needs it badly.

“You just have to push it in all the way. Don’t stop until you’re deep inside me.”

His cock twitches against your thigh, and you know he wants nothing more than to tear you in half. But sweet chifuyu thinks with his head and not his cock so he’s still hesitant.

“I don’t know, baby. I don’t want to hurt you.”

You've been waiting since the first time you laid eyes on him for this moment and are more than willing to do anything to make it work.

“I can take it. I promise.” You pull him in and press your lips to his again. “Just fuck me, Chifuyu.”

He’s cautious sliding back into you, and when you’re already gasping and wriggling away when he’s only a third of the way in, you feel him start to draw back.

“No! Don’t stop. I can take it, I promise!” You plead, though he’s already almost stretched you to your typical limit.

“Are you sure?” His eyebrows furrow and you notice a thin layer of sweat forming on his forehead. His arms are on either side of you and the veins are threatening to burst through skin.

He’s using all his strength to hold back from slamming all the way into you.

“Yes! Just keep going.”

He nods working himself in a little deeper.

You involuntarily shriek at the sensation of being filled up and stretched more than you ever thought possible but you tell him to keep going so he does.

Soon you’re a complete mess beneath him. A moaning, screaming, watery eyed mess begging him to go deeper.

When he’s finally mostly inside you, he’s pressing kisses all over your face, brushing your hair aside, and apologizing.

“I’m sorry…fuck, I know it’s big. I’m sorry…you just feel so fucking good…”

He’s alternating between apologizing and thrusting deeper when, by some divine miracle, you open up fully for him and he slips the rest of the way into you.

Both of you are surprised and when your eyes meet his you see something has changed within him.

The sweet cautious man who was too scared to fuck you is gone and he’s been replaced with someone far more devious.

A low growl escapes him as he lowers himself so that his mouth is near your ear. He leans in close and whispers “I’m going to make this pussy mine.”

Then he lets you have all the sexual energy he’s been holding back. He’s got your legs up on his shoulders, pounding down into you while you cry out his name over and over.

The more you moan and scream his name the harder he fucks you.

“You take this big cock even better than I thought you would. Fuck- You like being used like this don’t you?”

You can barely believe THIS is the same person who was too shy to kiss you first.

Now he’s on top of you talking like he invented sex.

#i had to chug a bottle of water after i wrote this #Chifuyu has me in my FEELINGS today #tokyo revengers smut #tokrev smut #chifuyu x you #chifuyu scenarios #chifuyu x reader #chifuyu x y/n #chifuyu smut #chifuyu matsuno #tokrev chifuyu #cw: smut #cw: suggestive

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

so i was thinking about how Howdy has eight legs bc he's a caterpillar - those have lots of legs. but butterflies? they only have six

imagine he comes out of his chrysalis and he's down two limbs. mf would have to relearn how to Walk

#i had this realization and Lunged for my tablet #caterpillars when they're in the soup: you know what? these are unnecessary *discards limbs* #and yes i know i know Technically caterpillars have six true legs and four prolegs yes yes #However they still kinda count and i like to have fun #he'd wake up and have a total httyd1 hiccup moment #*lifts blanket* Ohhhhhhhh fuck where's the other two #lmaoooo later frank hands him a bottle full of leftover Caterpillar Soup like 'here they are... sorry...' #i gave him cute stripey pj pants bc i caaaaaaan <3 #scribble salad #yassified howdy <3 #i feel so bad for him... #he tries so hard not to pupate and then not only Does He but he winds up with only two legs. poor guy! #not sure if i wanna stick with this for yass!howdy tho! i so do love his four legs...

[wondrifuluss]

22th July

Have you ever felt like you have this inability to be emotional honest with others? That is my main struggle. It’s hard for me to open up about my feelings to people because I don’t like the idea of burdening people with how shitty I feel, and I also don’t want them to just view me as that girl who is fucking miserable all the time (since apparently being sad is my default emotion). That is why I find myself constantly lying and keeping a lot of things internally. The thing is…I can’t directly talk to anyone about my problems without feeling like I am being incredibly dramatic and whiny. When I do try to express my feelings, it makes me feel worse somehow, like there is this voice in my head telling me they’re only listening because it’s the polite thing to do not because they actually want to. It’s a really lonely cage I am trapped in. I mean, a lot of the times it's not a big deal. I wouldn't want to pour out my entire life story to people anyway. But eventually there are moments when my emotions become too over-consuming and heavy for me to carry alone and yet, all I could do is probably drop hints about my sadness in hope that someone who “cares enough” will notice my cries for help. Except that’s the thing, there is only so much you can get from little hints. I often feel like nobody understands me. It’s almost like I want someone to swoop in and save me, but I also do not really want help. I just kind of want to not exist at that moment.

It’s is something that I have been trying to work on because sharing your feelings is a positive thing to do, it makes you more human and help others understand you. But years of not being able to open up to people takes a little while to get over I guess so I let my feelings out in little amounts. I used to feel really lonely every time no one noticed how sad I was deep inside. But tonight was beautiful because I felt seen. Tonight I received comforts that I so desperately needed, and the best part is? It came from you my love. You humbly said that you’re not good with giving “pep talk” and that your words may not make me feel better, but you reminded me that im not alone and that I have you. By god every atom of sadness in my body magically vanished. Tonight, even with all the pain and brokenness that accumulated throughout the course of my life, I am glad that I exist in this moment, because I have you.

#chorant #happycho #emotionally honest #bottled feelings #opening up #opening up is hard #trying to heal #emotional support

[brunettebabbydoll]

I either feel things so deeply they paralyse me or I just can’t seem to feel a damn thing

[driaswrld]

higuruma who likes wine. i'm thinking he likes it almost as dry as his coffee but he's very appreciative of the fruity undertones — like you can tell the mood he's in based on the wine he's bought.

he wins a case and he already has a bottle of pinot noir open and waiting for when you finally get home, tie loose and manspreading on the couch, hair tousled and a small dopey smile (yes he started without you but don't worry, he's sure you can keep up)

or maybe he's lost a case and you're pouring him a third glass of california cabernet in the warm bathtub, soap bubbles on his frown lines, arms wrapped tight around you while you straddle him, his teeth grazing your shoulder (he's literally just a brooding baby, hold him pls)

either way, he fucks you idk why i was talking ab the wine. idk anything ab wine. basis is he fucks you while wine drunk really.

#📰 — archive #spit in my mo— #anyways #hiromi is a wine guy #nanami is more of a whiskey guy #he prob buys his wine at the same store everytime #very particular ab picking whichever one feels right in his hands #idk he might be autistic i think hes literally me #do not let him pour your wine though #he'll never let you stop drinking #this man is here for a GOOD time okay? #hes not stopping til the bottle is ran thru #will 100% call you wasteful and tease you if you can't keep up #loathes being called an alcoholic bcus god forbid he has attachment to a substance other than you #jjk higuruma #higuruma x reader #higuruma smut

[fairydrowning]

"But I wasn't crying because I was sad. I guess I was crying because we had nowhere else to go, no choice but to go on living in this world. Crying because we had no other world to choose, and crying at everything before us, everything around us."

– Mieko Kawakami, "Heaven"

#sometimes you just needs to cry and that's alright #never bottled up your feelings because it will eventually leads to depression or grief or other problems #dark academia #light academia #excerpts #fragments #poetry #books & libraries #on death #classic literature #dark academia literature #literary quotes #quotations

[ruushes]

my son nox who has every disease

#shockingly the answer to ‘what would happen if i drank all the hag potions’ is ‘15 discrete curses’ #tho realistically i guess they’d only get down one or two before someone started slapping bottles out of their hands #nox #my ocs #bg3 #re-replay of act 1 is going great I feel like I’ve made them worse every time

[f1extras]

You guys I'm SLOW.

Do you remember when Lando said "it's Oscar's bottle"? I 100% thought he was joking around but today this pic popped up in my feed

And yeah, I had completely forgotten their bottles are obviously marked, so I went to double check and

I'm not ok

#landoscar #It was Oscar's bottle! #I feel sick

[thatoneluckybee]

Going to break into your house with pots and pans and yell at you until you reframe your thinking of productivity to include more than just schoolwork or a salary or chores and the like.

Did you do a thing? Was there a positive result for you or someone else?

Congratulations, you did a Productivity!!!

You aren’t ALWAYS going to be able to have the energy to do what we consider traditionally productive. You won’t always have the motivation.

Yeah, maybe you could have spent two hours studying for that test instead of 15 minutes. Maybe you could have cleaned the kitchen instead of the dishes. And? That’s still something!

Productivity is doing things!! Did you eat food and drink water? You did something that helped your body work! Doodled in class? You made art! Even just posting theories and memes on tumblr dot com is a thing! You thought out the post, figured out how to organize it (even if you don’t realize you did that) and you made it! And now other people can see and you DID something and you should be proud!!!

Be proud of yourself or I am going to show up outside your window tonight and scream positive affirmations louder than a cat who has just discovered her food bowl is empty.

#ESPECIALLY if you are disabled or mentally ill or sick or neurodivergent or any of the like #For me with ADHD and oftentimes poor mental health I really struggle to be traditionally “productive” #And earlier today I was frustrated because I was having a difficult time finishing a school assignment. #But also? #I noticed and made a post about a parallel between comic panels. #I’m working on a long post analyzing specific quotes from Webtoon. #I got up and got a water bottle. #Is that not productive? #Does that not produce a result that I and others may enjoy? #y’all have GOT to acknowledge little victories because that took effort and THAT was productive and Im sosososososososososo proud of you!! #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #i dont know what all to tag this as so feel free to reblog with any tags you feel this applies to or apply to you in relation to this!! #productive #disability #actually autistic #actually adhd #rambles