#borderline identity disorder

[lucaluvr]

#trauma #ventcore #traumacore #actuallymentallyill #cringecore #self care #actuallytraumatized #vent #oddcore #venting #weirdcore #dreamcore #alternative #liminal core #actually autistic #actually autism #borderline identity disorder

[umaimayasmine]

I wish i was loved enough by at least one person in my life so I would have never have this feeling of being lonely and it would’ve helped me with so much shit i go through every single day every night crying in my pillow choking myself up. I wish someone knew how to not be so harsh, how to actually just treat someone with love care and affection just pure genuine affection. Ion want no materialistic things nothing sexual or physical. All i need is love, someone to listen me, Ask me genuinely how my day was, what made me smile today, what actually hurts me and makes my anxiety worse, how to cheer me up and make not feel that bad what i always feel about self. I wish someone appreciated what i did for them at least once in a while. I feel so bad i have to wish about all these things one might just get from their family, friends or any loved ones, but i have no one.

#broken #anxiety #spilled words #spilled thoughts #depression #suicidal #darkness #i feel so alone #i hate my life #lonely #unhappy #bruises #scars #living with bpd #bpd feels #bpd problems #borderline identity disorder #mental disorder #mental health #mentally tired #fear of abandonment #abandoned #trauma #traumatized for life

[c-0-yote-teeth]

#actually dissociative #did #dissociation #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #osdd #did system #traumagenic did #traumagenic osdd #trauma #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #borderline pd #manic depression #manic depressive #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mental illness #mental health

[met4lwhore]

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

#bpd safe #bpd favorite person #bpd #bpd splitting #dissociative identity disorder #dissociation #self isolation #borderline splitting #paranoia #neurodivergent #mental illness

[borderline-just-fine]

Making a playlist about my experience with borderline. Let me know if y’all have any song suggestions.

Some highlights:

Sober Haha JK Unless by Hospital Bracelet

Gilded Lily by: Cults

Saline Solution by: Wilbur Soot

Solitary Confinement by: Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Father by: The Front Bottoms

Also let me know if you want the playlist. Not linking it cause my real name and face are on my spotify

#borderline thoughts #bpd blog #bpd awareness #living with bpd #borderline identity disorder #bpd #bpd tag

[sunlit-mess]

bad days

#messyr #vent art #vent post #artists on tumblr #doodle #bpd #borderline personality disorder #identity disturbance

[vixensofdeath]

every day it gets harder to live. I get out of bed and don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I want or need. I simply do not exist.

#bpd stuff #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd symptoms #mental problems #mentally fucked #actually borderline #borderline blog #bpd problems #bpd struggles #depersonalization #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #dissociative identity disorder #personality disorder #dissasociation #borderline personality disorder #self isolation #major depressive disorder #bpd #depressing quotes #tw depressing thoughts #bpd things #depressing life #bpd thoughts #bpd shit #bpd traits #depressiv #mentally unstable #mentally tired

[spookietrex]

#traumatic childhood #child abuse #my childhood #complex post traumatic stress disorder #emotionally abused #narcissistic abuse #narcissistic parents #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #borderline problems #bpd problems #being borderline #actually borderline #bpd #bpdprobs #actuallymentallyill #bpd feels #c ptsd #complex ptsd #ptsd #living with ptsd #actually ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #complex dissociative disorder #dissociative identity disorder #it's probably structural dissociation not psychosis.... #structural dissociation #actually dissociative #dissociation #physical abuse

[border-meme]

The bpd urge to disappear to test if anyone would notice lmao 💕✨

#bpd #borderline #actually borderline #bpd things #borderline personality disorder #bpd splitting #borderline life #bpd memes #borderline memes #bpd identity #bpd love #bpd relationships #bpd stuff #bpd funny #diagnosed borderline #personality disorders #cluster b #bpd humour #personality disorder

[skinnyr4t]

#girl interrupted #anxi4ty #girlhood #tw #bipolar mania #mania #depressiv #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #dissociative identity disorder #borderline personality disorder #actually dissociative #depersonalization #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealization #derealisation tw #depressing shit #bpd vent #vent #vent post #tw vent #actually bpd #bipolar #bipolar problems #bipolar posting #actually borderline #depression episode #manic episodes #tw derealization

[its-simply-just-krys]

select the answer that best applies to you :

□ girl

□ boy

☑ a mystical ethereal being beyond one’s comprehension

#nonbinary #mysticism #spirituality #bpd blog #borderline personality disorder #escapism #spiritual awakening #psychadelic #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #relatable posts #relatable memes #quiet borderline #identity crisis #psychosis #genderfluid

[borderlinedolly]

Things I Rarely See Talked About

Level 2/Medium Support Need Autistics

Level 3/High Support Need Autistics

Deaf and/or Blind Autistics

BIPOC Autistics

Nonverbal Autistics

Semiverbal Autistics

The Downsides of Getting a Diagnosis

Older People (30+) With Disorders Like DID, ASPD, BPD, Autism, Etc

#autism #actually did #actually autistic #complex dissociative identity disorder #did system #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #alters #complex did #did community #hc did #highly complex did #highly complex dissociative identity disorder #asd #autism spectrum disorder #high support needs #medium support needs #low support needs #level 3 autism #level 2 autism #level 2 autistic #level 3 autistic #level 1 autism #mental health community #mental disorders #mental illness #mental health #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually borderline

[umaimayasmine]

THERE'S A VOICE IN MY HEAD SAYS I'M BETTER OFF DEAD

#borderline identity disorder #anxiety #broken #spilled words #depression #i hate my life #bruises #you broke my heart #lonely #suicidal #triggering content

[runby2]

Good morning to all,

This is a special greeting to anyone who may need to hear this,

Despite the many suggestions online, that you must only seek what makes you happy and avoid what makes you uncomfortable, sometimes we do not have the luxury of being able to understand what we may need - and/or who truly cares for us. Especially in cases of low empathy. Love is nuanced, and not truly black and white; no matter how alluring that concept of love is. We may want to run away from, and hate, those who we may not completely understand or have control over. We do not need full control over another person to be loved by them. We do not need to understand why they care about us. We are not obligated to completely reciprocate the amount of love and care someone gives to us if we are not comfortable doing so.

Do not push away well intentioned love that you do not personally understand. You deserve it. You can trust it.

Have a lovely day.

-🍷 Kristoph

#🍷 #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd splitting #dissociative identity disorder #osddid #osdd 1b #mental illness #positivity #mental disorder #npd #narcissistic personality disorder

[alicelilwolf]

I wrote this poem to touch on what I experienced in my childhood and teen years that led to me developing and being diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

Echoes of a Lost Childhood

Damn right I'm angry,

At the ghosts of my past,

I was too young to carry

Such burdens that last.

Children should laugh,

And dance in the sun,

But I bore the weight

Of what should've been shunned.

Don't tell me it shaped me,

I know that too well,

I could've been carefree,

Instead, I was compelled.

The protectors, they faltered,

Left me to fend,

Healing can't alter

The wounds that won't mend.

Damn right I'm angry,

For youth stolen away,

No amount of solace

Can bring back those days.

#poetry #mental health #poem #writing #bpd #borderline personality disorder #dissociative identity disorder #ptsd #trauma #toxic parents #narcissistic mother #toxic childhood #c ptsd #did system

[plantwh1spers]

Wake up babe, new bingo just dropped

#actually neurodivergent #dissociation #bingo #dissociation disorders #psychosis #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline problems #living with borderline #bpd #actually bpd #psychosis is that you buddy #feeling fly like a g6 #dissociative identity disorder