#bleh ignore me

[rowanthestrange]

i say i’m trying to write the 14/jack fic, but also i’ve still not even broke a hundred hits on the ryan saying goodbye to 13 fic and i don’t know whether it’s market issues, or if i’m just not writing well enough at the moment

#and i like it #which makes it worse #what if i can’t do nicer softer things #bleh ignore me #nothing worse than an egoist having an ego crisis

[kandikyssis]

What if we were foils and doomed by the narrative together.

#op #bleh ignore me

[farmersliga]

i changed my profile picture on social media to one with me wearing makeup (which i dont usually) and now im kinda bothered bc ppl keep commenting nice things but like. is it just cause im wearing makeup? :/

#bleh ignore me #im about to watch a replay of the ucl match wish me luck #ive ignored spoilers all day thank god #kadaldalan

[teaboot]

In my line of work, I stop people from doing something bad, and trust them not to do it again. And then they do, and I stop them, and trust them not to do it again. I watch them, I monitor them, but I give them a chance not to do it again. To make a better choice. And when they don't, I stop them again.

My coworkers think I'm gullible and naive. They say I haven't been doing this long enough yet, and that eventually, a day will come when I learn to hate people.

I don't hate people. I don't want to hate people. People make me tired, and sad, and disappointed, but I don't ever want to hate them for it.

And I think the reason is, I remember... not even making bad choices, or hurting anyone, but being in a place where everyone believed I was bad on purpose, and nobody wanted to give me the chance to prove otherwise. Because why take a muzzle off a mad dog? Why give it the opportunity to bite you like you know it will?

And I remember one day, very clearly, thinking, "nobody believes that I'm trying to be good, so I'm not even gonna try."

It was freeing. Exhilarating. And incredibly sad.

I don't want to hate anyone. I don't want to stop giving opportunities to do better. Not to jump in first on blind faith, but to creep in slowly, watch from a distance, and see what happens.

People I work with tell me that the people we deal with are animals.

I think that if you treat a person like an animal long enough, they'll become one.

#I've been awake since like 9am yesterday ignore me #Ramble ramble #Morose cause I'm tired #Bleh

[inkoutsidethelines]

Maybe I want the princess to dream of true love. Maybe I want a story where she's protected and cared for. Did hollywood think about that when they started this trend of princesses who don't need a prince?

#ink speaks #bleh #ignore me

[skyward-floored]

Is there anyway possible for me to contact Jojo herself and ask very very politely if I could see the exclusive discord stuff

#this is mostly a joke but also #if I see one more post about how cool it all was I’m gonna start biting things #I don’t use discord for several reasons but I want to see the stuff so badly #if I at least knew it was going to be on the blog eventually I’d be content with waiting but #somebody said it’s only discord forever ever and the idea of never seeing it ever is just :( #bleh ignore me I’m being dumb #rambles from the floor #oh what the heck #linkeduniverse #linked universe

[chappellrroan]

Vio vio vio vio vio

BABY BABY FINALLY ONLINE TOGETHER

#bolo kya hua how are you how are you feeling today is soo bleh for me tom dad comes we are ignoring everything #wbu also ilysm did yk #diti catto

[splynter]

At some point I’m going to bend too far and break

#splynter rambles #vent #ignore this #ignore the tags #I need to scream into the void and for now that void is tumblr #midterms are killing me #the things I actuall want to and like doing are killing me #trying to be a person for people is killing me #my own body is killing me #I’m trying and I’m trying and I’m trying and I’m trying #I’m trying so hard and it’s still falling short #I wish I could just do and be around without having the looming threat of doing it wrong over me #I’m bending my face to the floor and it’s cold and hard #I’m so tired #I need to sleep for a week #I wish I could write but that escapism is gone #bleh

[magnifiico]

quick update !!

i hope everyone is having a good holiday season and enjoying themselves to the fullest! ♡

my holiday has been interesting, to say the least, and now that i'm back home and in a position to pester all of you again with this grandiose loser, my cat is showing some concerning signs that may result in a visit to the vet ( •_•)

that being said, activity is going to continue to be slow here for a bit. you may see me responding to some asks/drafts quietly, but ooc-wise i will be less reachable

thanks again SO MUCH for everyone's patience, and please take care!

#˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ 《 ooc 》 #i literally got home from my parents' and my cat INSTANTLY had to be a cause for concern 8| #it's like “welcome home!! btw i'm Not Doing Well! :D” #gonna give it some time and just see if my absence freaked her out and created some weirdness #but yee i'll likely just be hiding in my drafts working on some things between my blogs #as always i promise i'm not ignoring anyone! <3 #a mix of some Bleh over the holiday weekend and now the kitty being problematic is making me want to just #shrink into my turtle shell and avoid interactions for a bit longer #but i appreciate all of you so much and am admiring my dash constantly ;w; #keep being awesome guys !!

[corfisers]

wanting a female character to be important and close to one of the male leads for the layers and the drama and bisexuality of it all vs hating how fandoms treat women they view as "obstacles" for their m/m ships FIGHT

#not like i care what the fandom is up to most of the time in this case. i just care about what the author gives me. but still #So Far people are acting normal but that's also because everyone's like “yea there's nothing between them” #which is like. okay. but what if there is. are you still gonna be normal about this woman then #also just a general issue i have with shipping is how people often completely ignore other relationships that characters have? #bleh was gonna say more but there's too much so. another time #benvey tag

[deityofhearts]

I think the worst part is that i still love and care about people even when it hurts and i wish i didn’t

#deity dialogue #I want to be able to say that one day I’ll stop caring and I’ll move on from loving people but I won’t #people will always have a place in my heart and I kinda hate it #once again a ‘fae complains about loving people too much and too easily and then feels stupid about it’ moment #I suppose there are worse problems than loving easily and too much and getting too attached to people what feels like permanently #but like I’m allowed to acknowledge it #sometimes I wish I didn’t still care about people so much but I’d feel awful if I stopped because I genuinely just love people so much and #am always hoping for the best for people bleh #I just also hope to recieve as much love as I feel and give eventually #there are people who love me though and make that known and I’m very thankful for that! it’s a nice change from how things were growing up #even if it’s hard to believe that people actually mean it when they say they love me but that’s one of the things I hope to get better abou #one day!! #idk what this post is feel free to ignore everything here lol

[erlichbachman]

ZACH TINKER as Jacob Custos 

The Quarry — Chapter 2: ‘Truth or Dare’

#hello here is himbo #i've been feeling bleh so i made these to 'cheer me up' #its in 'this' bc i noticed how sad this bitch is mostly so im more sad #anyways enjoy of course #also editing the subtitles out of these was a nightmare so if u notice anything then just ignore it lmao #jacob custos #the quarry #supermassive games #zach tinker #the quarry game #dailygaming #Megan Makes

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

‘Did you get douman’

No

#don’t talk to me :( #i used more sq than planned AGAIN bc I wasn’t even getting srs #a single tsuna was all…bleh #well at least there’s other banners. time to desperately ignore all the posts where people did get him #my post

[distortedkilling]

Honestly, I'm glad I'm posting that when most people are still asleep. I want it available to people if they need to look for it, which I guess I may just link in my pinned post. Not that personals seem to read shit. I just want it accessible though so folks don't have to go digging. Hm. Thinking on it for now until it exits my front page, at least.

Last thing I want is drama for my mutuals to be on dash cause it's annoying af. Especially this level of double standard being shown.

But I mean, throwing gross accusations and stuff has to be addressed. It's serious. It's weird cause I have such a hard time feeling justified thanks to #trauma but like, friendo made a valid point on the seriousness of it all.

#ooc #bleh. shit feels gross. i sincerely do sympathize cause i get how hard it is to fight for a cause #many causes at that zzz #i do hope they find success in a healthy way. but this isn't it. #even if wording could be harsh there i don't regret pointing out the harm being done and trying to voice our discomfort which was #entirely ignored and disregarded. jesus. the double standard to demand decency but not give it is wild to feel entitled to #reminds me of shit i've seen at protests when the other side is anti this or that

[topicchanger9000]

I had a crazy dream last night where there was this trending fan comic/animation on tumblr where there were three people playing video games and then a fourth guy walked in and- like-

Person 4: *walks into room* Person 1: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?? 😡

Person 2: where did you go..? 🥺

Person 3: if it were my birthday I would kms 😒

and then person 3 and four made out I think

#I then spent like… two hours trying to figure out who they were #Like what fandom it was #I’m half convinced that 4 was Dazai and three was Chuuya #From bsd #bungou stray dogs #It also could’ve been my brain children (ocs) #bleh #dreams #soukoku #like- kinda #i guess #ignore me #ignore this

[noodleblade]

yeah it may be out of character but who cares I still like it

#i just finished my skids/swerve fic ive been spending a month tinkering with #i think they are both pretty out of character but OH WELL I HAD FUN AND THINK ITS CUTE #fuck i had to edit this thing #BLEH #i should be posting it shortly #if you even care.... #rambles #ignore me