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fictionkinfessions · 8 months
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Okay, here goes... Um. A fictive of Grell here! Hehe... Uh. Wow, I'm so nervous about this... I feel. Nervous. So I use both he/him and she/her correct? And I feel strange about this because I know it is commonly known that I am trans in source. I was formed many years ago, at least in 2013, so naturally, this was before this was such common knowledge by most of the fandom. My problem is that I. Feel bad. I tend to keep my other pronouns hidden as a result. Is it. Bad that I identify this way? Ugh, I'm all self conscious, I'm sorry...
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fictionkinfessions · 29 days
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I'm a fictive of Ciel Phamtomhive and I've been in this system for over 8 years now, I feel very disconnected from my source, but I'm quite excited for the new season to be released nonetheless. I'm looking forward to seeing people I knew that I never thought I'd see animated, animated. It'll be nice.
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fictionkinfessions · 8 months
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season 4 of black butler is coming out and im so certain i wont be featured because everyone sees me as a throwaway side story. i want to see my relationship with ciel and his servants grow. i have so few memories of my life before this one. please give me content so i can feel like i'm real. -alois trancy
(tag as fictive)
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fictionkinfessions · 8 months
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Everyone talking about black butler,,,
I have a feeling a certain red reaper will wake up from her dormancy at this rate… which I have mixed feelings on because on one hand yay I miss her, but on the other hands she’s transfem and the body has since trans masc transitioned soo,,, she probably won’t be happy we cut the hair and went on T. I’m not sure why she went dormant in the first place, but if the BB revival does wake her up I will welcome her back with open arms she’s absolute chaos but she’s a joy to have in the system. Grell if you’re in there somewhere oops sorry about the testosterone but hey feel free to wake up.
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fictionkinfessions · 1 year
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im an alois trancy fictive and holy shit is distancing myself from my source hard.. especially with how awful the fandom treats me it's like. damn. i can't even talk abt myself and be expressive without seeing awful stuff. and i miss ciel, i can't believe our friendship was destroyed before it ever began bcs of a lie :(
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fictionkinfessions · 3 months
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I never expected to love Alois and Ciel as if they were my children, so to speak. I take care of them, I keep them well. It's a lot, but I care for them so deeply.
And, well, Christmas with them this year was just wonderful. I often find myself encouraging their interests. The two, they are young. They love more "childish" things, and I always happily let them run free with their interests! If I can make them feel like normal children, if just for a while, I'm happy to do so.
I helped out my host with picking things. We got them these cute tiny backpacks themed after their favorite Trolls characters with some miniature figurines from the series as well, alongside an L.O.L. Surprise doll for them to open up together. We spoiled them, really, and I was happy to do so.
I love you boys so much. I was happy to make your Christmas just perfect, even if it was not quite Christmas Day. I hope you enjoy your gifts together and I'm so glad you loved them! Happy holidays, both of you.
~ Grell Sutcliff {Tag as Fictive!}
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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cool thing about being in a "found family" type friend group with a bunch of fictive-heavy systems:
We've got a Genshin Impact, Mystery Skulls Animated, Bungo Stray Dogs, Persona 5, and Black Butler crossover episode going on in our discord server at all times!
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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Being upset and having no motivation -> bullying our ciel fictive for being British
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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Sebastian fictive and Ciel fictive: *fucking with each other in replies, clearly not at all serious*
Me: *sits down with a tub of popcorn* Ah, yes. Fictive on fictive violence
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fictionkinfessions · 3 years
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It is so annoying going through the Black Butler tag and seeing people misgender me 🙃 I am a trans woman and I refer to myself as a woman many times in canon!! Just bc everyone in the series migenders me constantly doesnt mean you should too :/ Just use the correct pronouns for me it isnt that hard!! Thanks!!!! Srry for the rant - Grell fictive :P
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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Anyway. I all of a sudden got a really sharp feeling. And I don't like it.
What is it, you may be asking?
I miss Grell. I fucking miss Grell. Of all people. Read that again. GRELL.
What kind of ridiculous, messed up, hellscape scenario is this? GRELL??? What????????
- Ciel Phantomhive 💠⭐ (Wisteria Collective 💮)
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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Also, can't believe I'm admitting this, but I miss Sebastian too.
He was like an older brother in a way. And his company was always nice to have around.
Sometimes I wonder if my Sebastian is truly out there. Or if there would ever be a Sebastian who'd want to interact with me.
I think all of this boils down to one single fact:
Our entire system is really fucking lonely.
- Ciel Phantomhive 💠⭐(Wisteria Collective 💮)
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fictionkinfessions · 3 years
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Me, a len kagamine kinnie. vs a british child from the 18th century. Who will get the highest score while playing project diva???
You'd be surprised!! (Newsflash, it's the British child, he beat all my highscores and I'm gonna cry)
- Len Kagamine (kin) and Ciel Phantomhive (fictive)
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fictionkinfessions · 3 years
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ayo sebaciel shippers can kiss my ass what the fuck - alois trancy (#fictive)
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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I killed Alois once. If the Alois in our partner system gets hurt it'll be on my hands too because I know damn well I caused it by yelling at him.
I can't apologize. I don't know how.
- Ciel fictive.
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fictionkinfessions · 2 years
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- Ciel fictive
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