#birthday treat for myself 🤡

[theredengineapologist]

"Give you a birthday reward if you can afford all this cake~"

It was my birthday a couple days ago, so I wanted to celebrate by drawing something a little more self-indulgent as a little treat for myself. 🎂 I've always loved clowns, jesters, and the general circus aesthetic, so I decided to draw my Humanized!James as a clown. 🤡

A funny little note I'd like to add, James can't actually do any aerial tricks. XD He's too clumsy. Knowing him, he'd try to do something overly ambitious to show off and then fall and need help. 😅 So his real circus job is to just sit there and look splendid.

Detail Shots under the cut!

#ttte #ttte james #thomas and friends #ttte humanized #ttte human au #ttte humanization #james the red engine #ttte au #artists on tumblr #digital art #procreate #circus #circuscore #clowns #clowncore #gijinka #ttte gijinka #redengineart #redengineposts

[spaceagetoon]

It me birthday! As my birthday present to myself, I treated myself to some self insert art with Buggy 🤡💕

#my art #one piece #buggy #captain buggy #buggy fanart #buggy the genius jester #buggy pirates #op buggy #buggy one piece #buggy the clown #one piece buggy #one piece fanart #opla #one piece live action #anime #manga #self insert #self portrait #self ship #self shipping #self insert x canon #art #digital art #fan art #procreate #artists on tumblr #artwork #clown #tw clowns #Buggablue

[nadiadlc]

hihi! i saw @maireadralph ‘s lovely mini entrapdak prompts and i just couldn’t resist (even though I have had NO time to draw for myself) i just love these two and it’s my birthday so why not give them and myself a treat-

so enjoy a impromptu wip i did on one of the prompt (i miscounted so I thought i was doing today’s prompt but i was wrong and ended up doing the wrong day but still 🤡) formal!

let’s just say they’re at their first princess gala together post s5, and they’re serving looks 🕺✨

#entrapdak #she ra entrapta #she ra hordak #she ra entrapdak #entrapta #hordak #spop #my art #art wip

[noramoons]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG GAME!

tysm for tagging me and thinking of me @end-hyphen and @petrichor-han ! i am late to the game as always 🤡 bc i did let this marinate in my drafts for a week for absolutely no reason but !! this was fun hehe i loved reading yalls too <33

this is also super long so answers under the cut!

BIRTHDAY

october 17

FAVORITE COLOR

dark blues and pastels

DO YOU HAVE PETS?

one cat! he is staring up at me from across the room as i write this lmao

HOW TALL ARE YOU?

5’5 (165 cm)!

HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU OWN?

i think between 10-12 but there’s only 5 pairs i wear regularly. literally wear the exact same loafers to work every single day 👍

FAVORITE SONG?

literally changes every day lmao but rn it’s probably between good life by wayv, back down by p1harmony, or avalanche by walk the moon

FAVORITE MOVIE?

everything everywhere all at once OR kiki’s delivery service OR scream (1996) LMAO i love watching all different kinds of movies but horror has rlly been my fave over the past year or so <3

WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL PARTNER?

lee seokmin OR someone who makes me laugh, is patient, kind, caring, and a good listener. someone who i don’t feel like i have to put on a performance for and who i can be myself around. and who understands all my little interests! like tv and movies and kpop hehe

DO YOU WANT CHILDREN?

absolutely not! LMAO the cat is enough <3

HAVE YOU GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW?

i’ll copy genie’s answer and just say i was a very stupid teenager who thankfully never actually went to the police station BUT i try to be a smarter adult now bc of it HAHA

WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING?

blue and white striped!

FAVORITE TYPE OF MUSIC?

i rlly do listen to just about anything but since this IS a kpop blog i’ll say kpop. honorable mentions include 70s dad rock, alt/indie rock, anime osts, and classical (study playlist my beloved)

HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH?

two! one for my head and one beside me lmao

WHAT POSITION DO YOU SLEEP IN?

on my side usually. or curled up in a ball since my room is always freezing cold ahaha

WHAT DON’T YOU LIKE WHEN YOU’RE SLEEPING?

when i can see light coming under my door from another room in the hallway…drives me absolutely bonkers i need complete darkness to be able to sleep or i cannot 💀

WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?

if i have time to eat i usually just make cereal! sometimes my work brings in bagels and cream cheese too which is always a treat <3

HAVE YOU EVER TRIED ARCHERY?

yes! HAHA my parents tried literally any and every sport/activity they could get me in as a kid bc surely i had to be good at ONE, right? (answer: no 💀) i was decent but definitely not a sharpshooter by any means lmao. i do still have my bow and arrows and the target we used to practice with (and this is also why the reader in frw&d shoots w a bow n arrow — since it’s the only ‘weapon’ i have any real experience with for writing 🤭)

FAVORITE FRUIT?

strawberries, kiwi, and mango!

ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR?

absolutely not lmao i have tried for many years but apparently i just look incredibly obvious when i try to lie 😐

WHAT’S YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE?

enfj!

INNIE OR OUTIE?

literally what does this mean. my bellybutton??? do i like going outside????

LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED?

right-handed!

FAVORITE FOOD?

poppyseed chicken! OOO or i had lemon bars the other day and they were absolutely 🔥

FAVORITE FOREIGN FOOD?

omg there’s a thai restaurant literally 2 seconds away from my house that is SO damn good. i’d eat there every day if i could LMAO

AM I CLEAN OR MESSY?

i think i’m very selectively clean bahaha like my bathroom has to be nice and organized or i’ll lose my mind but my room is always in some state of disaster

MOST USED PHRASE?

do i have one?? idek actually 💀

HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO GET READY?

i don’t put in a ton of effort for work these days LMAO so like 10 minutes probably?? if i’m going out for dinner or something else w other ppl tho between 20-30 minutes

DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF?

100% HAHA this is the best way to get fic ideas and also sometimes i think i’m funny y’know 😻

DO YOU SING TO YOURSELF?

every time i get in my car it’s a concert babey !!

ARE YOU A GOOD SINGER?

absolutely not HAHA but that’s why it’s fun to just jam in the car or in my room <3

BIGGEST FEAR?

drowning, caves, letting ppl down

ARE YOU A GOSSIP?

🍵🍵🍵 bring me the tea PLS i think a healthy dose of gossip is good for you actually

DO YOU LIKE LONG OR SHORT HAIR?

on me i think i prefer short (even though it’s growing out again rn). long hair for literally everyone else though HAHA

FAVORITE SCHOOL SUBJECT?

any english or writing courses and history!!

EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT?

extrovert!

WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?

having to drive long distances and making phonecalls 😧

WHO WAS YOUR FIRST REAL CRUSH?

one of those mfs from newsies (1992) most likely LMAO or nick from walk the moon 🫶

HOW MANY PIERCINGS?

just two on my earlobes for now! not going to do anything else until i figure out if i can get more with my job HAHA

HOW MANY TATTOOS?

none </3 i wanna get the homunculus tattoo from fmab SO BAD

HOW FAST CAN YOU RUN?

if i’m running i’m either on the treadmill or being chased so. probably not that fast

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR?

brown. rlly want to get skunk hair with blonde underneath but once again……need to see if my job will allow it lmfao

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?

blue!

WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY?

many things but today it’s the governor of my state and ppl who are rude to service workers

DO YOU LIKE YOUR NAME?

yes! i picked out beck a long time ago bc i liked the androgyny of it and i still rlly like it <33

DO YOU WANT A BOY OR A GIRL AS A CHILD?

no kids babey!! my cat is a boy though and he’s enough

WHAT ARE YOUR STRENGTHS?

i’m resourceful, creative, and i don’t give up on things that are important to me.

WHAT ARE YOUR WEAKNESSES?

why is this a job interview i can’t shut up once i start talking and have a hard time being able to tell when i need to stop. also mega perfectionist and tend to overanalyze every other conversation i have lmao

WHAT’S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSPREAD?

white with purple flowers!

WHAT’S THE COLOR OF YOUR ROOM?

it’s this purplish grey (which doesn’t sound super appealing but i promise it’s a very calming color LOL i painted it over the summer) and i have brown wood floors.

tagging: @seung-scrittore @decembermoonskz @sulfurcosmos @lotus-dly @lixesque @txtkids and anyone who would like to or hasn’t already done this! as always, no pressure on the tags — these are just for fun and nothing serious 🤍

#🍊: tag games

[glendover]

watch ghost files with me eps1 s2

what’s better than a new ghost files eps on my birthday?? literally nothing

the caption saying “boo, bitches, did you miss us?” YES OFC I DID

will we see blueprints again? you know I’m a sucker for them 😩

had to look up what a penitentiary is,,, Istg my English isn’t fancy enough for words like this just call it prison or something 😭

night in the penitentiary: locked in

old ass prison with dubious torturing methods always end up haunted it’s like the secret potions to get ghosts

THE 3D MODEL AND THE BLUEPRINT CAN I GET A ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR THE BLUEPRINT??!!?

Missouri is the ghost place

imagine getting chased by fast jack, man I wouldn’t even try to run

jack trying to communicate via the flashlight already????? season two really is insane

Shane scaring the ghosts by telling them they are dead 💀

ghosts already got to Ryan this is fine 🤡

shut up, Shane is so cute hyping Ryan up 🥹

If I were a ghost I purposefully wouldn’t show myself to Ryan and Shane but I would follow them everywhere they go just looking them over the shoulder and laughing

Shane is becoming some sort of ghost therapist this episode 😭💀

little dance monkey!!

romanticising the prison with the moonlight 🤩

bro shut up the glowing eyes???

Ryan is the grinning man, confirmed

the thievery ghost likes mr bean!!!!

no but the commercial break was actually funny

peekers didn’t want to peek to night

how bad can a ghost/devil dog truly be?? all dogs are the same, all they want are belly rubs and treats

not the ghost calling Shane daddy lmao

disturbing daddy

why is the seven people cell so small???

Shane having to remind Ryan to freak out when scary shit happens is so funny

She said mattress when you walked to the mattress, go do your thing and be scared Ryan how hard can it be??

“Are you in pain?” *light turns off immediately*

the ghost wants them as their friends forever and to never leave; cute

SOLO INVESTIGATION

Ryan should gaslight himself into thinking he’s not scared, I believe he can do it

Shane energy, like shenergy you know like kenergy 👀

Zen Ryan? Well I only believe that once I see it

Shane screaming while Ryan is talking about not being able to hear him even if he got stabbed 💀💀

this truly looks disturbing 😭😭

well idk about the punching but sure you got this Ryan

chill Ryan might be the scariest bit of this episode

the face of a chill man

Ryan truly isn’t his fear

disassociation bestie Ryan 👯

this didn’t even feel like an hour wtf???

I’m so happy the ghoul boys are back omg

this was so much fun!!!

#THEY ARE BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER #ghost files #ghost files season 2 #the watcher #ryan and shane #ghoul boys

[dblairlaw]

🎁 - How do they feel about their birthday/birthdays in general? 💓 - What are some signs they’ve fallen for someone? How do they show their affection? 🤡 - What’s something dumb they’re embarrassed about? 🤔 - What’s something they’ll never understand? 🎨 - What’s their favorite color?

"Oh wow... seems like you're really interested!" Dex puts down his pen while he thinks of his answers, just so that he doesn't start drawing on the document he's filling out.

"My birthday used to be special at first. It always does when you're a kid. But I grew up, and now my birthday just feels kinda... eh. Don't really have anyone to celebrate with, which kinda bums me out. But I'll treat myself to some birthday meals. As for others birthdays, I make sure to make them feel special. I try my best to give a gift."

"Signs I've fallen? Uh... I have a tendency to blush easily, I think that gives it away a bit. I also stumble over my words more often. And if I can talk to them... not in a professional sense. But in a personal way. I show my affection in any way I can. I don't really have a set love language... I just do what feels right."

"Uh... I'm embarrassed about my laugh. I've heard comparisons to a horse, tea kettle, dog whistle... it just made me feel like laughing wasn't my strong suit."

"Math. I don't like math. Past 5th grade, I never understood math. Why are there letters? Who added letters into math?"

"Oh, blue! But i think all colors are cool... except orange. Orange is meh."

#state your case (answered asks)

[kweenfinity]

Just became a little too over emotional today.

I jokingly asked my partner if he had plans of giving me a bouquet of flowers on my graduation day, because for good times sake,

I believe deserve ko.

Ka isa lang ko kabaton bouquet sang flowers, sang gpa good shot pa.

Sa 9 years, ka isa lang. Nakabaton man ko bouquets sa awards sang una sa pageants. Pero lain ang feeling nga halin siya sa someone whom you thought would at least be nice and kind enough to give you flowers? Idk if I should be complaining but kis.a daw kanami man sa feeling nga ma feel mo appreciated ka? 😢

After asking him about the bouquet of flowers, all the reply I got was.

"Indi ko ya. Wala ko ga hatag flowers ya."

I became silent and turned my back. I am yet again, crying silent tears.

These are one of the days nga gina remind lang gid ko nga I deserve better. In fact, all of us women deserve better, if not the best.

I don't want to sound baduy or selfish but indi man ko guro demanding to be asking this little? Amo man lang ni na ask ko gru sa whole 9 valentine's day, 9 anniversaries, 9 birthdays, I haven't ask anything. Ahaw bouquet on my graduation day daw ka budlay gid?

Now I feel really all crappy about myself again.

Na feeling ko I am, yet again, being taken for granted. Hayyyy ambot.

I just hate today more.Trying to comfort myself by saying nga sige lang ah. I can purchase that bouquet myself. Kung wala my mahatag, kung wala my mapa feel sakon na special ko, then I would do it myself.

Sometimes it's not about the costs of flowers, chocolates, gifts, etc. Sometimes , if someone is reluctant about doing something, maski baliskadun mo pa ang kalibutan, they will never do it kung indi nila gusto. That alone says a lot about how they treat and value you.

Pasok Miley Cyrus! Ge bye 💔🤡

[buchanans]

SEBASTIAN STAN as Frank in ENDINGS, BEGINNINGS (2020) Dir. Drake Doremus

#birthday treat for myself 🤡 #sebstanedit #usermeemo #usersvenja #userelena #usermal #unearthlydust #userdorka #sebastianstanedit #stansclan #* #sebastian stan #endings beginnings

[anji-salz]

Finally wearing out my new leather “Obi belt” by @kimono_kapuki 🔥 Every other year I splurge on something I’ve been wanting for many years. This belt has been in my dreams since 2018? and I finally treated myself to it with my Christmas money from my dad and the non existent gifts for Christmas / Birthday from my husband 🤡 Super duper comfy look with the @salzkimono original half-half polka dot kimono, tights and a vintage wool cape as well as @vansjapan 🚀 Everything looks a bit loose already cause I’ve been carrying the child and heavy bags prior 😵‍💫 I’ll add a dressing video of the look soon as well 💋 #kimono #japanesekimono #polkadot (at Shinjuku) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cahh0qbJVmj/?utm_medium=tumblr

#kimono #japanesekimono #polkadot

[pinkydude]

CP77 Board thing update

31.08.21

OOOAAAAHHHH hfhfhfh

Its been 8months since the game came out, and *a lot* of people have been disapointed in this game- meaning a lot of people started selling their goodies and stuff for REALLY CHEAP- SO I went ahead and bought myself some stuff its almost my birthday so fuckit Self Treat 🤡

Found the VDB Steelbook! I really want to find the Valentino and Maelstrom ones too, AND I GOT MYSELF A lil Johnny, will stay in his box right under @northern-wolf6 's art because Thats the only Valid Place 🤲💜

ALSO PRINTED SOME OF @ssevth MASTERPIECES look at my baby booooooyyy ouighghghhgh 💙🦝💛 THANKS UU

#Cyberpunk 2077 #CP77 Board Update #THING THING FHZKZJHFV Its a wholass CP77 room at this point #my walls hold so much serotonin and friends #Also not cp77 but I finally did some place for my Mass effect stuff too AND IT FUUUUUCKS OOAAOOO #BELOVEDS GAAAMES #personal

[smute]

i was tagged by the wonderful gem gem gemmaaaaaaaaaa @whenwinterfell

1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?

name-calling? bitch (affectionate) or bro (sarcastic) but jan is also fine

2. when is your birthday?

10 april

3. where do you live?

atm im still enrolled in bremen but i moved back to [redacted] to live with my parents when i started going insane(r) in my dorm room after months of isolation. will probably move to berlin in the fall bc my plans a, b, and c fell through and i dont know what else to do but lets not talk about that 🥲

4. three things you are doing right now?

having a really bad day, drawing on my arm like a child, listening to marina

5. four fandoms that have peaked your interest?

i honestly dont even know what a fandom really is lmao my obsessions with stuff never last long enough to grow into anything substantial

6. how has the pandemic been treating you?

idek how to answer this.... i know im one of the lucky ones and im very grateful, but at the same time im doing worse than ever before... the past 15 months have been hard, a lot has been destroyed and im struggling to look ahead or feel hopeful ✌️😗

7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?

VENUS FLY TRAP

8. recommend a movie:

Legally Blonde (2001)

9. how old are you?

29 and fuck you for asking (jk lol)

10. school, university, occupation, other?

im about to start an MA in english lit 🤡 and i justify my existence in this capitalist system with 3 separate jobs in 3 diff teams of my uni's pr department (yes its about as adhd friendly as it sounds)

11. do you prefer heat or cold?

COLD!!!! im a sweaty bitch and my skin is a beautiful, delicate shade of raw pork so i really hate the summer. i can admit that the concept has a certain appeal tho

12. name one fact others may not know about you

not really a fact but a fun anecdote: i transferred schools in first grade, just a few months into the school year and, on the first day at my new school, went home with a random girl. apparently sabrina had invited me to hang out, so we went to her house and spent the afternoon watching cartoons and eating candy. we were both latchkey kids (quite common where im from). my mom finished work around noon and obviously shat a brick when she came home to an empty apartment. my parents freaked the fuck out, called everyone they knew and eventually a major police operation was launched within hours of my disappearance... like friends and family were searching all over town for me, police were sweeping fields and the forest next to our neighborhood and 6 year old me was just chilling at this girls house lmaooooo... her mom came home later that night and asked me if my parents knew where i was BECAUSE SHE HAD HEARD A RADIO ANNOUNCEMENT ABOUT A MISSING BOY. the weird thing is that sabrina had TWO older sisters who were obviously supposed to watch her (us?) but neither of them had the wherewithal to ask "hmm do the parents of this new kid you dragged in from the street know where he is?"

13. are you shy?

idk man... yeah? but then people keep telling me i come across as an extrovert and outgoing or whatever and i just think to myself omfg? i have to stop overcompensating

14. preferred pronouns?

he/they

15. biggest pet peeves?

"people who chew with their mouth open" <- yes absolutely! and when people interrupt others... which is slightly hypocritical of me but it just drives me up the wall!!!! even when it happens to others and im just a witness it makes me flip my lid

16. what is your favourite “dere” type?

my what now

17. rate your life from 1-10: idk man my brain doesnt really do long term analytics? i find a gummy bear on the floor - its an eleven. i experience a minor inconvenience - i want to kms.

18. what’s your main blog?

this is my only one

19. list your sideblogs and what they’re used for:

i feel like you're not even listening to me

20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

i guess it takes me a while to warm up to people but once we reach the friendship stage its basically impossible to get rid of me and im very loyal and committed? sounds like a dog lmao. BUT at the same time that can be hard to see for other people bc im also impulsive and not the best when it comes to consistent communication so... dont take it personally when i disappear for a few days and then message u like nothing happened🥺

tagging: @shyredpanda @mmolia ❤️‍🔥

#tag game #moochies

[mimi-ya]

It's me again, hiii!

I just wanna say that that pic you used to reply to my long ass ask is so cute!!! I love baby Luffy with all my heart, and I'd go to hell and back for him 😭

And I hope you get to cosplay Perona! Her design is one of my favorites in OP 🥺

Now, I've been away for a while and I'm only now seeing some of your posts, so I hope it's still ok to comment on them? Aksjaoshdg

So, Zoro's birthday fic,,, I LOVED IT SO MUCH! THAT WAS SO HOT, I QKJSIAHSHSJSNS fucked out Zoro is 💯 There's something about him being wrecked, and vulnerable, overall, that makes me lose everything 😭 ~ on a side note, I haven't catched up with the manga, yet, so I don't know what's happening currently in Wano, but I REALLY wish Oda would give us some Zoro angst or something like that. I know that is a little sadistic, but I'm CRAVING some vulnerability coming from him 😔

Which leads me to the next topic: mutual hate fucking. I know it's been a while, but I wanna join my fellow Zoro fuckers and intercede for our man 😏

Also, you've been sent to horny jail?! wth 😭 if Tumblr ever dares to come up with this outrage again, it will have to drag us all along with you 😡 ~ we've all been convicted of the same crime, after all 🤧

And your OP art, SO CUTE!!! YOU'RE SUCH A MULTITALENTED QUEEN! I tried drawing baby Robin, once, and... It didn't go well 😅

Now, your birthday celebrations event!!! Mimiii, that's the cutest thing ever 😭 YOU'RE SO SWEET, I CRY. I've submitted mine a few days ago (I've been writing this ask ever since, but I still haven't finished it......... WHY AM I LIKE THIS), even though it won't be my birthday any time soon jwjsjwnbbs actually, chapter 2 of covert identity came out around my birthday, and I was so happy!!! I considered that as a unintentional birthday gift kashusjshsh

On your post about Pudding -- I couldn't agree more! She deserved better, and I hope she can be free, someday. It'd be nice if she, Brûlée and Katakuri rebelled against their mother. Mama is straight up abusive. She always goes on and on about creating a world without discrimination, where "all races" can coexist, but that's all empty discourse. She collects people, and treat them as if they were animals in her own particular zoo. I love her as a character, but I DESPISE her as a person 😂

Finallyyy, I wanna talk about your mutuals tag list!!! Alright, so, when I first opened it, I really wasn't expecting to see myself tagged there. I might have teared up a little........ 😭😭😭 MIMIIIII, that made me so, so happy 😭 I keep coming back to it, and EVERY single time I get, like 🥺😭🥰

Just know that I love and appreciate you just as much! I've been kind of absent from Tumblr, lately, but I love seeing your posts on my dash; they really make my day.

I'm planning on creating a new blog just for OP (maybe?) (my original account is over 10 years old, and I'm having quite an identity crisis. I can't even stand looking at it 🤡). If I follow through that plan (or when I'm finally able to put up with all the bullshit of past me and can go back to using my old blog), I promise I'll let you know whenever it's ready! Until then (and even after that), I'll continue being your sprout, for as long as you allow me 🥺

- 🌱

I'll comment on your most recent works as I read them, as I still haven't had the chance to do that 😭 also, I think it's best if I just end this ask here, as it's gotten LONG long, already, and I just keep adding things as the days go by 😂)

my sprout!🌱

first off: baby strawhats are superior to adult strawhats, but something about baby asl will always have the biggest place in my heart!! SO CUTE! my brother is watching op, and I’ve asked that out of the 1000 episodes he PLEASE let me watch 493 & 494. I LOVE BABY ASL SO MUCH!!

perona is also one of my favs! my roommate and I have a goal of going to some anime con when ever things feel safe again, so I have until then to make my cosplay! Except now I’m OBSESSED with ulti!! the only down side is I don’t think her outfit is as fun as perona 😪 but we’ll see what happens!

I’m glad you enjoyed zoro’s bday fic!! Wrecked zoro is the best zoro 😌 and I have a feeling we’re going to get some zoro stuff in Wano, I’m just not sure if it’ll be angst?? I feel like the only thing that could get to him would be about kuina, so if Oda is somehow able to tie her in? Idk! (And of course luffy and the crew, but I don’t want THAT MUCH angst!)

and don’t worry, mutual hate fucking is cumming (lol, i hate myself 😭) it has to, zoro is literally the perfect character for it

I was sentenced to a quick stint in horny jail but have been bailed out! I promised the tumblr gods to behave from here on out so fingers crossed that doesn’t happen again!!

thank you for the sweet words about my art! I realized I didn’t even post all the things I made! Crafty things are my favorite! And I would love to see your baby Robin, I bet she’s adorable!

I’m glad you like the birthday celebration event! I’m pretty excited about it! I just hope I can come up with enough birthday themed ideas! 😅 and speaking of covert identity… lmao chapter 4 is basically done but then I remembered y’all need chapter 3 before that! My goal is to have chapter 3 done within the month and 4 will come quickly after! ☺️

Pudding and all of big mamas kids deserved better! I’m interested to see what role the Charlotte children will play in Wano or if some of them will ever be seen again in the future!

And bestie! I’m so glad you saw the tag!! LOL! I was giggling writing it out, because I was like, this will be so funny if my 🌱 opens it! And I couldn’t not include you! And I feel that blog issue, my old blog was a cluster fuck of all my different fandoms, and I was like, alright. Time to just make something fresh for op!

I’d be happy to interact with any blog you make, but will also always have you in my heart as my little sprout! 🥰🥺 love love love getting to hear from you! 💗

#mimi answers #🌱 anon

[25ana]

TW: SPICY SAD EATING DISORDER RANT MENTION OF CALORIES AND WEIGHT PLS SCROLL IF RECOVERED/RECOVERING OR DO NOT HAVE AN ED. I AM NOT PRO I AM IN HELL TRYING TO FEEL LESS ALONE

Super stressed and triggered rn…angry at myself for eating, feeling like a failure, like I’m faking my eating disorder. Im upset that my boyfriend saying he loves that I’m fit and healthy triggers me. I’m angry that my family is on one and saying their concerned and that I’m getting too skinny but he doesn’t really seem to notice and just wants me to take care of myself and see that I’m beautiful the way I am.

I also gotta come up with a ton of money to help my mom pay income taxes on top of everything else

I also weighed myself today after I ate…like for what for who and it’s definitely all water weight, bc science. But I’m still losing it.

Anyway. This week I have a ton of instances where I have to eat or it’ll be sus as fuck.

I’m trying to plan ahead figure out which ones I really have to eat at and which ones I could get out of

Monday-Thursday should be fine. I go to my boyfriend’s Thursday night though, but I can usually say I ate earlier or something so im p sure I can get out of that.

Friday I’ll be working from home from his place all day, then we’re doing this Halloween trunk or treat thing for the kids at his dance studio

I’ll just say im not hungry and see if he doesn’t make me eat. I know I’ll have to eat at some point that day, im just going to try and put it off. I also get up before him so I can say I ate then🤡

Saturday in his birthday which I’m excited for 🥺❤️☺️ I can’t wait to make him feel special.

I know I’ll have to eat where I’m taking him to dinner, and I know we’ll get ✨h1gh✨ so I’m gonna prep ahead of time, might have to eat at TDEE.

Sunday

His parents are taking him out to eat for said birthday and I’m invited and it’s like a nightmare restaurants for anyone with any ed. It’s one of those places with donut burgers? THE SALAD HAS DONUT CROUTONS. WHAT THE FUCK.

anyway plan is to get a “salad 🥗” and pick at it.

Any luck at all his mom will comment on my weight loss bc honestly I even notice.

Anyway guys, for those of you that read this thanks and if you’re down on yourself try and keep your head up. Rome wasn’t built in a day and if you can please get out of this now. I’m so tired of my mind.

It’s funny too bc my ugw keeps getting lower. I’m trying not to let myself go under 100 lbs.

Im gonna try and go to sleep now so I don’t sob for 2 hours. By this time tmr I’ll be 24 hours into fasting and feeling better.

I’ll also be weighing myself Thursday morning instead of Friday morning bc I won’t have access to a scale at my boyfriends unless I’m insane enough to bring it.

I might be.

#eating disoder things #notprojustusehashtags #eating disoder mention #thin inspo #eating disoder thoughts #tw ed rant #tw ed behavior #tw ed relapse #anatips #tw ana stuff #tw anamia #notproforanyonejustforme #not pr0 ana #ed ramblings

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Hey Eve! How are you? 💖💖 It's been a day or two since I last talked to you and now I'm checking to see if everything's good there 🥺 I just bought karasuno's jacket and kageyama's setter soul and now I'm completely broke, but at least I'm happy!😭💸 -🤡👀

Part 2: And yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY OIKAWA TOORU 🎉 (I want to give you a hug in my dreams babykawa but I couldn't reach you so I guess you'll have to carry me then 🤭💖 I love you grand king! 💖💖) -🤡👀

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Hey, sweetie!! 💖💖 YOU ARE WAY TOO CUTE OMG 😫💖 I’m good, I hope you are too!! And that you‘re catching up to the manga ✊🏻

OMG THAT SOUNDS SO COOL, I WANT ONE TOO 😫😫 it will look amazing, I’m sure of it!! 💖💖 I‘m gonna treat myself to something too, cause Haikyuu ended- I’m still thinking about what to get ✊🏻 really tempted to get a Bokuto shirt 🥺💖

Short reminder that Oikawa has 5/5 power- so he‘d carry you without a sweat 😫💖

Let‘s shower him with love today!! 💖💖

Love you so much!! 💖💖 hope you‘re getting some sleep, and pls stay hydrated!! 💖💖

#love you #🤡👀-anon #my sweetie #I love that you called him babykawa #so adorable omg 😫💖 #you sound like iwa-chan 🥺💖 #and i‘m gon a get broke too 🥺😫💖 #worth it though #cause i‘m gonna buy some happiness