#bipolarthoughts

[moonly-bitch]

Just pulled an all nighter and read a 500 pages book in like 24hs

This might be the hypomania kicking in but I might do it again

#bipolar things #bipolarthoughts #bipolar mania #bipolar tag #lol send help #bipolar stuff #help? maybe? #idk anymore

[haileycantwrite]

#writing #poetry #bipolarthoughts #poemsbyme #latenightthoughts #journal #dear diary #sad notes #bipolarwritings

[takemeout2sea]

not your mother's covid-19 post

okay taking out the deadly pandemic part of it, can we talk about all the great things about quarantine?

1. no one will know that you haven’t showered or changed clothes in the last week because of a depressive episode that’s kicking your ass

2. you never have to leave your pet

3. manic energy have you up at 4 AM? no worries you have no where to be tomorrow! 

4. no more jeans (or bras), if you want to wear pajamas 24/7 no one can tell you no

5. you have an automatic excuse if you don’t have the social battery to hang out with someone

on the other hand, quarantine is also causing more problems:

1. on top of everything else, you now also have to keep track of a mask

2. all that effort you put into training yourself to remember your reusable grocery bags? useless now

3. you are the sole person responsible for entertaining your brain for 24 hours a day

4. you are also the only person there to hold you accountable for anything

5. grocery shopping is no longer a relaxing errand, but a deadly mission out into the real world

#welcometotheshipwreck #letsgetwrecked #adhd #bipolar #bipolarthoughts #covid_19 #notyourmothers

[runningfrommyprobs]

Getting “back in shape” for me is going back to restricting. It’s and endless cycle where I care about every little molecule I consume for about four months and then I give myself a “break” that lasts for 5 months and the cycle continues.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

What’s wrong with me?

#eating disoder thoughts #whatswrongwithme #depression #bipolar #bipolarthoughts #hurt #sad #weightproblems

[thebipolaredxx-blog]

✨ reasons I wanna be thin ✨

1 ~ can wear over size sweaters and they actually be big.

2~ to be able to wear “one size fits all” clothing .

3~ to be able to be picked up.

4 ~ to be a cute weight and called tiney.

5 ~ to look better / feel better .

6 ~ to be more attractive .

7 ~ to be told “you’ve lost weight”.

8 ~ to be able to wear crop tops and revealing cloths.

9 ~ To be able to wear thigh high socks and they actually stay up instead of rolling down.

10 ~ to not get called fat.

#anorexic #eating disorder #reasonswhy #proanna #thinspo #cute #bipolar #bipolarthoughts #weight #weightloss #skinny #skinnygirl #thin #weightgoals #bodygoals

[skeyesrgrey-blog]

fuck

fuck

fuck

fuck

fuck

fuck

fuCk

fUck

#fuck #holyfuck #dontask #itneededtocomeout #bipolar #bipolarthoughts

[mrbroadcastlive]

" People do what they want for the reasons they value... __ __ __ __ ________________________ #thebroadcastreport #MrBroadcast #affirmation #motivation #poetry #sweetsoulsessions #writer #love #wordporn #nola #quotes #podcast #neworleans #lancecagnolatti #words #thoughts #selflove #wordoftheday #igpoets #healing #lowkeysocialite #bipolar #loveyourself #floeticcypher #bipolarpoet #ptsd #bipolarthoughts #tiktok #letsgetitletsgo " (at New Orleans, Louisiana) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPdcLI6FzKY/?utm_medium=tumblr

#thebroadcastreport #mrbroadcast #affirmation #motivation #poetry #sweetsoulsessions #writer #love #wordporn #nola #quotes #podcast #neworleans #lancecagnolatti #words #thoughts #selflove #wordoftheday #igpoets #healing #lowkeysocialite #bipolar #loveyourself #floeticcypher #bipolarpoet #ptsd #bipolarthoughts #tiktok #letsgetitletsgo

[thepoemwala]

i. But what are we Poets?

A Prostitute who sells emotions? We deliberately find the G-spot of reader's minds, massaging them with comforting truths, lubricating them with nostalgia, playing strings of relatability in every single touch, personifying every random observations just to escort them into land of fantasies, as we lick their Achilles Heel with our distorted version of hope giving them an outburst of short lived emotional orgasms?

#poetry #darkpoetry #poeticreveries #poeticmind #bipolarthoughts #poets #thepoemwala

[benaprilleslie-blog]

That Obnoxious, Intangible Cloud of Raw Emotion

Sometimes you feel emotions that you don’t understand. Or, if you’re like me, it’s more like ALL of the time. I have been struggling for years because I thought I had to understand those emotions and exactly what was causing them. It has just been recently that I have learned not all feelings need to be defined. When you feel constantly, it is exhausting to search for ways to define what you are feeling. It is even more exhausting to search for the reasons you are feeling those things. After being diagnosed as bipolar, I am beginning to understand my mind so much more. And that is frequently terrifying. But it also is enlightening. Now I can feel overwhelming emotions and know that I do not need to define them or explain them because there likely is no external cause. It is simply a chemical imbalance. This information may seem inconsequential to some, but let me tell you, it was earth shattering for me. I created so many problems for myself, and invented so many negative outlooks on neutral situations in an attempt to find a reason behind the feeling. I developed a pessimistic attitude towards the world because I was so desperately searching for something to explain to myself and others exactly WHY I was feeling things. I cannot describe the utter relief to know that I do not need a reason to explain my feelings. Nor do I need to define them. I no longer have to grapple with this intangible yet crushingly heavy cloud of raw feeling and try to force it into a shape. I used to find myself ripping handfuls of the cloud off and tying them up in bows saying, “This feeling is rejection. This feeling is loneliness. This feeling is abandonment.” I felt like the only way to escape the cloud was to package it up into emotions I could understand and set it on a shelf. Because the unknown is heavy. And I knew there had to be a reason I was feeling things. I had the delusional belief that if I simply defined my emotions, and found reasons for WHY I felt those emotions, I could escape the cloud. Of course that never worked. Not only did I not escape the cloud, I also quite effectively destroyed my self esteem. It turns out, always feeling rejected, abandoned, and alone, can lead to feeling self loathing. Who’d have thunk it huh? So now that I am no longer interpreting every situation I am in in a way that casts a negative light on myself, for the sake of finding a reason for the emotions, I can finally begin to rebuild my self esteem. That’s not gonna be easy. In fact, right now, it kind of seems impossible. But who knows, maybe one day I will no longer feel a deep affinity for garbage.

#bipolar #bipolarthoughts #zbp #bipolarsucks #bipolar thoughts #mental illness #mental health #mental disorder #depression #mental illness thoughts

[agl-kidz]

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[aglekidz]

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[moonly-bitch]

I'm not sleeping tonight, I'm trying to see if I can self-induce a manic episode, I reaaaally need to fell something right now

#bipolar things #bipolarthoughts #bipolar mania #bipolar tag #lol send help #bipolar stuff #help? maybe? #idk anymore

[egle-kd]

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Bunda Lucy Trauma Center

PTB Duren Sawit Blok D3/1

Klender

Jakarta Timur

(Dekat Sekolahan SDIT Arrahma)

http://psikologindonesia.com

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[takemeout2sea]

honesty hour:

sometimes writing is really hard. i just can’t always get my brain to form complete sentences let alone have them be connected to each other. sometimes my brain feels like a million open tabs or like letting a bunch of dogs loose in different directions and sometimes it feels like it’s full of cotton or water or foam or something that just drowns out everything else. 

but sometimes it’s the easiest thing in the world and the words come spilling out of me and it’s all i can do to keep up with them as they fill page after page with an internal monologue i didn’t realize i'd been holding back. 

#welcometotheshipwreck #letsgetwrecked #adhd #adhdbrain #bipolar #bipolarthoughts #honestyhour

[robbyheart]

Sometimes I feel like I hate the world and sometimes I feel like I love it. #bipolarthoughts

[demondaddyyy69-blog]

Thunderstorms

Beautiful destruction

Destroys trees, floods houses, and could kill people

Lighting struck everyone ran

But how can you run from the thunderstorm when it is in your own mind? How do you escape something that's apart of you? How do you control the storm that's constantly going on?

The answer is you don't you keep fighting till you are dead! #bipolarthoughts