#bipolar tag

[virtualtoybox]

Starting a collection

#bipolar tag #2sday.txt

[detentiontrack]

Me when the rapid cycling bipolar rapid cycles

#bipolar tag

[beenovel]

I dream of things, just like anyone else. The things I dream of are so far beyond my reach I may as well be dreaming of riding a dragon.

I dream of a body that does not hurt. I dream of a mind I can trust. I dream of a life where I don’t have to down medication the second I wake up. I dream of travel, without the worry of where I’ll get my medication, without the worry of how the new environment will hurt me. I dream of holding a steady job, of being able to provide for myself, something I may never have. I dream of going through my day without having to calculate how much energy each task will consume.

I will never have most of these things. They will never exist in my life. And that is harder to accept some days.

#chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #chronically fatigued #chronically disabled #chronically sick #autistic #autistic spectrum #autism #actually autistic #autistic adult #autistic experiences #autistic community #actually autism #bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar type 2 #bipolar type ii #bipolar tag #bipolar things #pcos #chronic inflammation #audhd #actually audhd #audhd problems #adult audhd #audhd life #rosacea

[leiadyke]

I have a lot to say aby skywalker lineage all being bipolar but instead I will say this: Finn is bipolar too ! He had psychotic tactile and visual hallucinations as well as rescuing and escaping with poe being a near suicide mission that he went on because he was acting on manic impulses. He dissociates during depressive episodes often, and lost a lot of memories to detached depersonalization. Sometimes he doesn't even feel real In his own skin. If you careeeeeee

#bipolar tag #finn #2sday.txt

[alastairstom]

One of my primary thoughts while rereading TLH (or NBS or CLS or EET) is "man, Matthew could really benefit from lamictal"

#matthew fairchild #bipolar tag #ok to rb

[suburbanlegnd]

people love throwing the word maniac around way too easy

#the same goes for most mental ilness-related words #they dont even know the real definitions of these words #i bet they've never even experienced a manic episode #they really be saying things huh? #that explains a lot #rambles #bipolar tag #bpd shit

[trans-axolotl]

honestly based on the timelines of my mood episodes and my psychotic episodes it's more likely that schizoaffective is the more "accurate" diagnosis for me but there is no way in hell i'm going back to a psychiatrist to get rediagnosed lmfao. like i do not want any of this shit on record and having my bipolar diagnosis on record has already fucked up some stuff. i do not have enough trust for any providers to tell them any more about my psychosis and it really truly does not matter to me which dsm diagnosis i have because the dsm is not an explanatory model that works particularly well for helping me cope with anything. knowing that i have mood episodes and knowing that i experience psychosis is helpful, but whether it's bipolar or schizoaffective is not particularly relevant to me!

#personal #bipolar tag

[adelesbian]

when you hang out with other bipolar people a lot your manic episodes synch up like periods

#bipolar disorder #bipolar tag

[weedplantar]

i'm like "no, i've escaped the yearly november/december horrors this time :)" and then i realize that i haven't showered in a week & haven't eaten a real full meal, slept for more then 2 hours at a time, had water consistently, or taken my medications every day in about 2 weeks

#ALWAYS the last few months of the year?? #although i did finally shower this morning and slept a bit more than usual so. improvement? #bipolar #bipolar tag #mixed episode

[moonly-bitch]

Just pulled an all nighter and read a 500 pages book in like 24hs

This might be the hypomania kicking in but I might do it again

#bipolar things #bipolarthoughts #bipolar mania #bipolar tag #lol send help #bipolar stuff #help? maybe? #idk anymore

[lamothla]

A character in a show i’m watching got diagnosed with bipolar disorder and his whole family cared and was worried about him. Meanwhile my family didn’t take me seriously and thought I was attention-seeking when I got my official bipolar disorder diagnosis. I’m shocked as shit i didn’t actually go through with suicide in 2019 with all the fucking baggage i was dealing with

#bipolar tag #bipolar disorder #im better now just salty about it #thanks vraylar for keeping me alive #fuck you latuda you piece of shit

[detentiontrack]

Happy one year anniversary of the time I found out the queen died while I was in the mental hospital and I thought I imagined it because I was so out of it on my new meds

#adjusting to lithium is HARD #i was so spacey and sleepy and confused #bipolar tag

[hartrathaway]

wearin my bipolar swag and pride clothes (soft t shirt saying maybe she's born with it maybe it's lamotrigine, soft shorts with no drawstring, nothing in my hair, no socks no watch)

#all of this so i do not cause harm to myself mid episode uwu #im not having much of an episode but i am feeling SOMETHING #and i do not want to reckon with it #connor.txt #bipolar tag

[sunriseverse]

i love when a character is a little bipolar. a little passively suicidal. not exactly fully right in the head. maybe talks to themselves. has “weird” repetitive motions or habits. unique and affected speaking patterns. paranoia. touch of delusion. especially if they’re like otherwise seemingly “normal” they’re like middle aged and seem to have a good life and people they love but there’s something just undeniably slightly off kilter. and you maybe you can’t tell at first can you because that’s how it works it’s not always obvious but then you catch onto it you see it you do it’s like the transition from pareidolia to pattern and you go oh yes you go. oh yes. and that’s it you’re gone they’re your favourite character of that media now. not exclusive by the way if you find another one they compound. multiple for the price of one.

#before anyone says anything EYE am bipolar and experience all of these things. it’s about liking seeing characters i see bits of myself in #bipolar tag #c.txt

[alastairstom]

Why are my moods so... pendulum? Like, I was super giddy all morning. Nothing happened that was bad. After I ate I immediately became extremely grumpy and now I'm horribly annoyed with everything. In 30 minutes I guarantee I'll be happy again. Maybe an hour after that I'll cry. It's so exhausting to be the way that I am.

#even outside of hypomania vs depression im like. mood swingy #actually bipolar #bipolar tag

[suburbanlegnd]

sedation isn't enough i need to be euthanized

#how I'm supposed to go to sleep when I'm starting to get a manic episode LMFAO #also i hate it when I can't stop laughing like a mad man when I'm manic #it's almost 3am but I constantly get these dumb waves of extreme laughter out of nowhere #fml fr #bipolar tag #rambles