#bipolar mania

[mariposas8494]

Fuck yeah it has

#actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar mania #mental heath support #bipolar depression #disabled #mental health #bipolar1 #mental health matters #infp

[futureless]

i be in my own head fighting for my life

[maniccherrygirl]

#girlblogging #lana del rey #lizzy grant #coquette #girlhood #female hysteria #sadgirl #sadcore #girl interrupted syndrome #unhinged #sad girl summer #summertime sadness #bipolar mania #depressing shit #bpd #mentally drained #gloomy coquette #cinnamon girl

[shy-the-schizophrenic]

#empath #bpd #quiet bpd #schizoaffective #schizo #schizophrenia #bipolar disorder #schizospeaking #actually schizophrenic #mental ill health #bipolar mania #schizoid #mental health blog

[allglittery]

#glitter text #glitter text gif #2000s #webcore #old internet #y2k aesthetic #bipolar mania #actually bipolar

[skinnyr4t]

#girl interrupted #anxi4ty #girlhood #tw #bipolar mania #mania #depressiv #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #dissociative identity disorder #borderline personality disorder #actually dissociative #depersonalization #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealization #derealisation tw #depressing shit #bpd vent #vent #vent post #tw vent #actually bpd #bipolar #bipolar problems #bipolar posting #actually borderline #depression episode #manic episodes #tw derealization

[traumakid-hideout]

An episode of mania almost always always always starts out so euphorically, makes you feel like you’re on the perfect drug, makes your confidence and motivation sky rocket and has you romanticizing all the fun it baits you with. It feels so amazing, you feel like nothing can hurt you or get to you.

Then the irritability comes, genuine rage, such an uncomfortable and overwhelming increase in libido, dangerous impulses, social behavior to be humiliated from by the time you crash, severe sleep deprivation that disorients the fuck out of you the longer you go without it, without even feeling tired at all. But feeling completely out of control. And if it escalates, Lord help you. Hallucinations, bad paranoia, black outs, substance abuse (or relapse if you happen to be recovering), delusions, everything that could get you into a psych ward. It isn’t fun at the end and any pleasure you feel is completely illusionary.

The worst part is I still normally never want it to stop. Because the depression after, which gets so ugly and terrible the longer, more intense the mania is, is something I’m not looking forward to at all. That, and mania can really sometimes convince you that you love it. I’m not wanting to go there though, because I have a lot to lose. Even if I don’t lose anything, I’m tired of this cycle and just can’t afford to desire it anymore. So I’m managing where I can, but wow it’s just scary to watch it take you higher and higher into it, and further and further away from yourself.

This is precisely why I despise any sort of stigma toward bipolar disorder. It’s so misunderstood, misquoted, and mistreated. I just really want and need some help. My hands are so sweaty and shaky, my heart and my mind are racing, I can’t stop talking, I can’t eat. I can’t focus, I can only fixate. And it’s just so overwhelming already.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #actuallyhypomanic #actuallymanic #manic episodes #mania #manic #manic episode #manic depression #manic depressive #mental heath #actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar mania #bipolar disorder #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2

[flashy-mf]

Manic episode bingo! (Written at 3am during a manic episode lmao)

For bipolar, schizoaffective, cyclothymic disorder, and the like (if you have manic episodes, use it! I don’t really care what mental illness causes yours. All is valid which is why I made it as inclusive as possible, so no gatekeepers or ableists though I know saying this won’t stop anyone)

Here’s mine 🔥🎉📸👁️🫦👁️✨💥💪

#flashy ✨ info #mentally illness bingo #mania bingo #mania #manic episodes #manic depression #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #schizoaffective #actually bipolar 1 #bipolar 2 #cyclothymia #mood disorder #mood disorders #schizospec #schizoaffective disorder #actually psychotic #bipolar psychosis #bipolar mania #manic depressive #bipolar shit

[malnourishedelf]

Every silly little second I think about killing my silly little self

#bpd stuff #help plz #bpd problems #living with bpd #tw depressing thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent #bipolar mania #bpd life

[that-bipolar-mood]

Being medicated doesn't mean becoming normal.

There's this trope I've seen in media, mentally ill that take meds and suddenly become neurotypical. To me this was a harmful fantasy, thinking that medicine means cure, and a fast one.

The reality of meds is often disappointing. You still find your limitations and differences. Lots of underground symptoms and sensitivities don't ever vanish.

Being bipolar myself it often left me perplexed, the fact that I was receiving correct treatment, but still struggled. Not with acute episodes, just a baby version of previous symptoms.

I'm trying to accept bipolar as my personal disability. I figured that medicine is my support, like a cane could be for those with physical disabilities. It means I'm still not like the rest and I will always struggle, but man is it nice to have some help...

#bipolar disorder #disability #psychiatric medication #medication #actuallybipolar #actually bipolar #manic depression #actually mentally ill #manic depressive #actually manic #mania #bipolar mania #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2 #bipolar ii #bipolar depression #bipolar i #bipolar #lithium #lamotrigine #seroquel #zyprexa #abilify #prozac #fluoxetine #lexapro

[mariposas8494]

Haha yasss

#actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar mania #bipolar1 #mental heath support #bipolar depression #disabled #mental health #mental health matters #infp #self love #depressive episode #manic depression #manic episodes #mental health awareness #self care #bipolar memes #general anxiety disorder #mania #mental health wellness #struggle bus

[futureless]

i don’t know if i’m fighting demons or if i am the demon at this point

#borderline personality disorder #complex ptsd #panic disorder #adhd #bipolar disorder #obsessive compulsive disorder #severetrauma #bpd #cptsd problems #fuck society #manic bipolar #mental instability #why do i exist #adhd stuff #bipolar mania #bpd problems #diagnosed bpd #living with cptsd #manic depressive #mental health #maniac #demons #fighting demons #actually cptsd #actually adhd #actually bipolar #actually borderline #being borderline #borderline

[bipolarmango]

I hate it when people think (hypo)mania is just having a ton of energy to do all the chores you have when in reality it is

not being able to sleep because you can't, meaning you get up in the middle of the night to go to cycling or for a drive

not finishing your actual chores because you need to write a book, learn how to play violin, or solve world hunger

spending money you don't have in things you don't need, like a pony or a new car or fifteen pairs of shoes

having to take medical leave from work so you can focus on your current project, such as writing a book or solving the world hunger

having rage towards other people because no one but you is competent enough, smart enough, or fast enough

your thoughts going so fast you can't really do anything because your mind can't process anything but your racing thoughts

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolar disorder #bipolar things #bipolar type 2 #bipolar ii #bipolar mania #mania #hypomania

[pastacrylic]

made this for my moirail

#pastacrylic shitpost #homestuck #nepeta leijon #nepeta fanart #bipolar mania

[inkdandimpulsive]

Having a disorder that has psychotic symptoms really makes you feel distant from the rest of the mental health community sometimes. For example, some of y’all are really comfortable saying, “I have these symptoms, yes, but that doesn’t mean I’m ‘crazy’ (or insert any psychotic symptom).”

So just a friendly little reminder to please be at least a little cognizant of us when you post about your disorder(s). I fully support y’all, but I don’t want to be put down so others seem more palatable to the general public.

#ableism #mental health disorders #mental health #bipolar disorder #actually psychotic #psychotic depression #bipolar mania #schizophrenia #psychotic symptoms #mental health community #internalized ableism

[bilbopaggins]

#bipolar disorder #bipolar 2 #bipolar ii #actually bipolar #bipolar mania #manic episode #bipolar memes