#bf is just making me feel bad

[latenightsundayblues]

Billy's way of showing affection is a bit... Unorthodox.

(it will happen again)

Stu is probably way more pleased about the discovery than any other sane individual would be

#get yourself a bf that vehemently denies any connection to you but still breaks into your home to sit in a corner and stare at u in ur sleep #catboy coded #unrelated but I need to talk abt this #i just got a haircut and im like. fucking RABID about it #i finally look pretty in that masculine way if you know what i mean #im the guy you see exiting a starbucks that makes you instantly think “what a fruit” #im so fuckin happy im in tears I feel truly comfortable for the first time in a while #in other news I accidentally spilled green apple monster energy all over the pork I was about to eat #if I had a nickel for every time I mentioned something bad that happened to me related to monster energy #srry for rambling I just feel great about myself #scream 1996 #stuilly #billy loomis #stu macher #billy loomis x stu matcher #latenightsundayblues art tag

[giddlygoat]

life is short post willace were-rabbit angst on main

#FOUR POSTS IN ONE DAY i was so scared i would forget to post some art if i didn’t do it Now #ANYWAY. let me explain this comic #first off i hc wallace still transforms every full moon bc he deserves it. as a treat #and he just has a big ankle chain in his basement lol so he doesn’t go on a rampage and cause a ruckus #and they think willard oughta know about this sooner or later so gromit takes him down to meet were-wallace on a full moon #and willard just gets overwhelmed. it’s a lot to process and the newness of the situation makes him extremely anxious so he freaks out #he feels bad about it the next day bc ultimately he doesn’t give af if his bf transforms into a giant rabbit monster on the regular #but it was just a LOT to process at once and i think wallace would understand sndfwuhilvwirughth #WHATEVER MAN I JUST THINK THEYRE NEAT #apple pie with cheese #no id #giddly’s art #chicken run #wallace & gromit #willard tweedy #cotwr #were-wallace #between me and pant-eater we have drawn so many comics where willard ugly cries HSJSHDBSJSJ #what can i say. i love me a sopping wet paper bag of a man 🫡

[majimasleftasscheek]

i desperately need infinite wealth kazumaji ooouuu

they could be so girlypop about it

I NEEEEED TO

I just did the jima^3 fight and I wanna throw rocks sdkalgjsdg

I gotta make more copium... change the canon...

#be delusional... #majima is so miserable I CAN'T #he's SO HAPPY when he gets to fight kiryu I coulda cried #kiryu however is on thin ice with me sakldgjlgddgs #I need to make them kiss or I'll die #I did not 100% all the sports/gambling challenges for my binglies to be treated like this #I feel so bad for daigo too omg where's that one art someone did of alive!Mine being a fisherman #daigo needs his unhinged bf to cope with majima being a soppy wet beast who prolly just shit talks and mopes all the time #saejima's thriving tho good for him lmao

[julykings]

have not felt like myself lately … ☹️

#these last couple days especially #today was bad like I feel like I misplaced my brain or something #forgot my phone at home when I went to work #forgot to pay for parking so probably have a big ass ticket waiting for me at my car rn #fucked up while trying to help someone at work and had to try and fix that for 2 hours #just feeling like mindless dumb bad UGH #going to go make stuffed mushrooms with my bf and watch survivor ….. a light at the end of the tunnel lol

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

currently yelling at myself that romantic attraction isnt above any other forms of attraction

#asher says stuff #i feel. weird ig about the fact that the only two people ive ever had romantic feelings for were my ex and current bf??? #and it makes me feel bad about having not exactly romantic feelings for say my gf #even though our relationship is just as deep and meaningful #i hate being aroflux sometimes

[uranium-city]

guys i really hate to say it but Abe's kind of been the highlight of the last two episodes for me & feels most in character to his S1 counterpart when compared to the other main characters 😭

ALSO him & Joan had more genuine chemistry in the one hospital scene than JFK & Joan have had all season & as a member of the JoanFK nation i am frustrated

#also why has his relationship with cleo not been mentioned once this season at all #i'm assuming they just?? broke up off screen?? but you're telling me Cleo wouldn't flip over her nerdy unpopular bf leaving her for JOAN?? #there's so much story potential there do the writers just hate Cleo or something why is she getting sidelined so hard #like is this just never gonna be addressed it was such a huge plot point in season 1 i feel like i'm going mad #& also for clarification i'm not trying to act like Abe & Joan's first scene at the hospital was inherently romantic in anyway all Im sayin #is that the two actually had a genuinely sweet & heartfelt one on one moment where Joan & JFK have pretty much just been “haha sex” “hahaha #open mouth kissing haha" & surface level cutesy flirting this entire season 😭. Like the reason i liked S1 JoanFK so much was because of the #genuinely heartfelt moment they had at the end of the season like where is that why has their relationship been watered down to #open mouth kissing & “look at how perfect & cute & happy they are hahaa they also make out a lot” it feels so forced imo 😭 #also also does anyone else feel like JFK has been pretty out of character this season #sorry if it seems like I'm being unfair I'm only being so harsh because I really really like this show & I want S2 to live up the the #original so bad & I KNOW it has the potential to do so. it's just a lot of decisions being made so far... I'm not really a fan #clone high

[poisoned-pearls]

❗❗❗❗❗❗

BOTHERING YOU!!! I AM INTERESTED!!!

AUGHH OKAY OKAY SO-

It’s INCREDIBLY similar to canon, that’s like, half of the point. Jamil and Azul have been in the same class for their whole school a career and I firmly believe Azul has HAD a crush on him since their first year even in canon (ex. “I’ve always been curious about you since we were first years.”)

so in this au it happened completely on accident. Since they were only around 3 weeks- a month into school, Jamil didn’t have kalim to worry about yet (who arrived a month later) and azul didn’t have such a large reputation (so Jamil was a little less cautious). Potion project, truth serum. Should be easy right? That was until azul accidentally lost balance and tried to catch himself on the cauldron, sending it all over him and into his mouth.

so when Jamil leans over to ask if he’s okay, because a giant metal thing just tipped over him, the first thing out of his mouth is “great seven you’re gorgeous.”

when Jamil is promptly like “what” Azul literally can not control his tongue and is like “please go on a date with me-“ and Jamil just stares at him for a moment before going “…sure” because, well, hell. He’s free from kalim for the first time in his life, he thinks he’s pretty too, it’s worth a shot and he’s under a truth potion, so at least he knows he finds him attractive. So sure, couldn’t hurt to try.

And it did, in fact, not hurt to try, they snuck their way up the astronomy tower and had a nice dinner that azul made. And they were both, very very happy.

another date later (this time by Jamil, where they played mancala in one of the scarabian common places) and they were official.

And a month later, (a week or so after kalim transferred) Jamil joined basketball and Azul became his number one fan, where a year later Ace learns about his existence from

Azul keeps Jamil from becoming more stressed about kalim, and Jamil uses his study guides to not go insane. Jamil also becomes a third enforcer for the monstro lounge, and knows EXACTLY how everything works, because hell he was there right next to Azul and helping him figure it all out when it was happening. He’ll catch someone trying to run from Azul and his contracts and toss them right back into the shark pit.

theyre also horrible. Like the most couple to ever couple. Jamil waits outside every housewarden meeting to walk with Azul, they always either bring breakfast or coffee for each other (they’ll switch it up on who brings it each day). Hell even Ace originally knew Azul as “Jamil’s boyfriend from octavinelle” during games.

#Also I think that Azul wouldn’t overblot (because Jamil would seriously help with his self esteem and because JAMIL SHOULD PUNCH LEONA-) #Listen I’m not a Leona hater #But I didn’t like him during book 3- #Listen I’m sorry I just can’t sympathize that strongly with a guy who is still rich as hell and royalty #You don’t have to work #I don’t feel that bad for you not being king #Jamil probably would still overblot but I have angst for that #Angst you’d probably like actually #You know when you were thinking about Jamil feeling bad after his overblot?? #Imagine how he’d feel knowing he chucked his boyfriend halfway across the desert #But yeah #the sillies #id also think it’d be FUCKING HILARIOUS for canon Jamil to meet this jamil #“Oh shit the magic is all messed up- give me a second I need to call my bf to make sure he’s okay” #“Your what” #“My… boyfriend? What you don’t have one?” #“NO????” #“Life must suck for you then.” #“What? You think I need someone to be happy?” #“Well are you?” #“…” #(He feels bad because he doesn’t get Azul and weighted blanket cuddles when he’s sad) #(He feels bad thinking about all of the bad mental episodes Azul’s helped him through) #After Jamil figures out the other version of him is dating Azul he’s like “Him?? That schemer-??” #He insults him so much other Jamil is like “listen I don’t care if your me I can only take so many insults to my boyfriend before I just #Fight you.” #Jamil vs jamil #jamil viper #Azul Ashengrotto #jamiazu

[bylertruther]

y'all are gonna hate me for this one but i think it's worth nothing that eleven levels up and develops more as a person whenever she breaks up with mike, and how the vines were tightening around her as he was giving his speech and roping them back into a romantic relationship/context (not his fault btw no mike slander here + it's complicated), but when she's reviving max the source that she pulls her power, focus, and resolve from are memories where max is reminding her to be her OWN person, that she doesn't need anyone else, and she is more than enough as she is with "not hopper. not mike. you." and "there's more to life than stupid boys."

she performs a miracle by believing in herself and the one and first ever person that ever taught her to do so. the girl who viewed her not as a superhero that happens to be a girl, but a girl that happens to be a superhero, too. the girl who encouraged her to grow and change and put herself first. that's who and what give her the courage to fight on.

like literally how much more clear do they need to make it that her romantic relationship with him is holding her back? just look at seasons three and four as well as how the flashback they used for mike's speech was of her in the woods which is undoubtedly a nod to the fact that he doesn't see her as she is now and is stuck in the past while she desperately wants to move forward.

i just. !!!!! i'm sorry but Be Serious Please we can admit this and be real about it. it's okay. it does not make either of them a terrible awful character okay We Can Say It! It's Okay! and i focused on el's perspective here, but the show makes it exceedingly clear that they are not compatible in this way at all and that this relationship is something that makes them both feel worse about themselves in serious ways. they don't have a strong foundation between them to fall back on and they won't be able to move forward and fix things between them until they forge one. everything is shit because at the end of the day they don't feel secure or comfortable with each other in a way that actually matters.

#they jumped into being bf and gf without ever becoming friends first and it shows and we can and should say tht :/ #platonic besties e|mike ok sure but maybe once they learn how to be friends first? 🤨 #maybe once they learn how to not idealize n lie to each other and feel safe with each other and learn how to actually talk? #they have cute moments when it's lighthearted n carefree but when shit gets real or hard it all just hits the fan #like. they have Issues ok these are not little tiny issues not when it affects their self worth and self image THAT fucking bad lmao #mike literally feels worthless pretty much like he's just some loser with no redeeming qualities that someone wouldn't like unless they #needed him somehow for something and eleven didn't even know what it meant to LIKE things and have your own tastes and felt #like she didn't know who she was and felt like she was a monster and completely other because of this box that they'd put her in and #then chastise her for whenever she dared to be a human being and step outside of it or do something they didn't like #i just. i like eleven and michael so much that's why it bothers me whn ppl act like those issues are not serious. they are. #they're not real people they're characters but it's like . they are my blorbos and that makes all the difference. u kno? :/ #mine #mike #eleven

[robotwrangler]

28 year old men at uni can’t get enough of my approachable theythem swag

#I do not mean this in a good or bad way. just an observation #i cannot go anywhere in this place without acquiring satellites who make small talk and ask me my pronouns #I am inclined to believe they do genuinely just have intentions of being friends #bc I mention my bf casually every so often when relevant so as to gently discourage any ideas just in case #and they still stick around. so I think they just want a friend in class #I must just come off as very non-threatening which I don’t mind at all #I am not the type to start conversations with strangers unprompted but I don’t mind other people doing the same to me #the social feel of uni is very different to how highschool was. it feels more laidback but also more isolated I guess #in high school friendships seemed to just kind of happen #in uni it feels like something you have to consciously initiate and keep up each week #I’m really glad I signed up for a club & also went to the workshop days for neurodivergent students #I’ve met the most good people from those things

[bangcakes]

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#personal #i think that like... the dam's broken. for lack of a better term #or i guess the ice ???? idk man #either way. been messaging back n forth with him like crazy for the past few days #i just decided that like.... whatever. if i feel like saying something i should just say it to him !!! #and i think me being open has led to him being open.... #god its so hard when both ppl only really talk when they have something to say JFJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJJD #like... i cant even make up a reason to talk to him. i cant pretend to be dumb n not understand anything. he'll know its bullshit NDJDJDJDN #n e way...... defs met my match here lmao. but really its been so nice just being able to talk to him when i want. bc waiting until being i #person was getting so !!@@@ long !!! like god. i didnt know i could miss someone so bad...... its so !!@@@@@@ #gah !!!!!!!!!!!! #n e way. things are goin in the right direction #and hahaha !!!!!!@ i have a game plan to make sure we stay in touch too !!!!! me n one of my other friends promised to keep in touch with #each other and i was like oh should we invite everyone else. and she was like oh !! maybe ____ so i was like !!!!!!!! #so true !!!!!!!!!!@ #gosh im so excited i really like them both so much we're all similar temperaments so ya..... ive wanted to make sure i keep them JFJFJFJD #n e way. we still havent asked him but hopefully he says yes !!!! bc he always sits behind us n im just like !!!! ik you wanna sit with us #so just sit beside us istg !!!! but ah ... i think hes shy #god hes so cute #and shes like not competition btw. like..... she has a bf. she knows i like this guy now (i spilled. i couldnt hold it in 💀💀💀). and ya !! #hopefully exciting things coming!!!

[vermillioncrown]

i was so sure my wine mom vampire boyfriend would have wanted to hang the 'damsel' out to dry lmao

#damsel is the guy that poked my eyeball out and everyone hated i let him do that #hey but he gave me a sweet new eyeball that lets me latently see invisibility all the time! #something something the grinch's heart grew #verm is playing... #also my roommate and verm bf think i'm both rude and nuts bc i make shadowheart cast create and destroy water to clean off bloodstains #idk if summoning ghouls is supposed to work like this but i can't dismiss them? so they just turn into a pile of blood by my bed after rest #and i'm in a hotel room rn so i feel bad so i make shadowheart clean it up #''she doesn't deserve this verm.'' #''...cleaning up after yourself. in your video game hotel room. okay.'' #and i also found a funny exploit for free necromancy casts but that also got them mad #''i hope you're proud of how you play this game.'' #thanks i am with my spell DC of 23 🥰 #if i'm casting hold person on you you are being held 🥰

[bucephaly]

Google search how do make friend after college

#im sooo bad at one on one convo #and its so frustrating. i literally only have 2 or 3 people im comfy talking to one on one #and everyone else i nervously reread my messages to make sure im not overstepping #and i feel so lonely ): #but i find so many people intimidating just in general i assume i need to Worry because im obv #the one who wants this convo so if im not Super Correct and Entertaining then theyll get annoyed etc etc etc !! #tho funny how i say 'after college' but only one of my close friends [my bf] i met at college #and one of the people o talk to regularly is just because they message me a lot [+ theyre younger and it makes me feel like. #like itd be less of a big deal if i make social blunders. i just assume everyone near my age or older will hate me if i do Anything wrong] #etc etc etc i hate this shit punches wall etc etc

[detransraichu]

man i'm such a great lover too is the thing :( not to toot my own tits

#lay text #like tenderness and passion and being cherished THAT'S ALL I WANT TO GIVE A WOMAN #like sex is never just sex for me #idk. i need the right girl thrown my way #idk if i can keep doing sex flings and giving my all and receiving crumbs like. sometimes a butch wants to be cherished too #like maybe i want to be seduced too #i'm always the one complimenting seducing touching saying sweet and dirty things and just Making Things Happen #i'm always the one giving sweet gestures out of nowhere and just trying to make girls feel so special. i try so hard #but i get so little #maybe i should just lower my expectations #i'm still so sad the new girl i liked didn't like me back :( i feel really embarrassed. i reached and held her hand TWICE too!! so cringe!! #and i'm watching my ex live this wonderful perfect romance with a new potential bf and ngl i'm rly jealous i want smtg like that too :( #not with them GOD FORBID THAT WAS HELL #but just with a special girl #i hope i'll find her this year bc i'm getting tired #i've only truly felt desired and cherished by my xmas fling and it ended so bad. i want that feeling again. but better

[metagalacticx]

this is random well not really but i love tyler posey so much he deserves the world and i wish him nothing but the best and i hope that he is always surrounded by people who love him and have his best interests at heart <3333

#tyler posey #he’s so fucking precious #personally i do not cape for celebrities beyond aesthetic reasons but fuck he seems like such a lovely person #idk i feel old i remember looking up to him when i was q5 bc he was so weird and openly loving towards others #like watching bfs stuff was always such a blast because he literally cares so much for everyone and no one ever had anything bad to say #about him #weirdos in this fandom esp on twitter have always been vicious and disgusting in their dislike for whatever prejudiced reason but he #hasn’t changed. at all. #he’s still the same guy i looked up to #obviously i’m obsessed with the character scott mccall but posey as a human being just seems so wonderful #lol my tags ugh i meant when i was 15 not q5 #and bts stuff not bfs stuff #you know what ignore my tags whatever #the point is i just want him to be happy i think he deserves it. #this movie is going to make me so mad i can feel it. but also #it’s him so i can’t wait <3

[cruelsister-moved2]

all the trans women in my notes talking abt their experiences being expected/pressured to top it's actually so frustrating that even other lgbt ppl act this way when it comes down to it im going to scream what are we doing to our beautiful queens-_-

#i have personal beef w the idea of being expected to top so it's making me genuinely upset #but I just fr feel like. as a result of a lot of ppls like weird misogynistic ideas abt bottoming #they assume that if u bottom ur like the 'powerless' one in the situation #and therefore what ur doing can't be like coercive or manipulative or an -ism #whereas we would all (well. I thought before seeing some of the tags on this poll) recognise how bad it is to expect someone to bottom #but actually if anything outside of bi girls with cishet bfs #so if it's another lgbt person doing it. being expected to top seems more common than the other way around based on ppls tags #a lot of ppl topping who don't want to #so. your country needs you. to top a trans woman

[carehounds]

The transportation episode that actually might have given them a glimpse of the real world for a moment before going back to the house drives me nuts

#dhmis #puppet talk #someone said before that they literally look so incredibly out of place like even if they got to leave they weren't made for that freedom #were made for the house #idk i love drawing dumb shit for these puppets but also i cannot help but feel so bad for them #if my bf kept dying and dying over and over again to the point that i just downplay it as just normal so it doesn't make me insane just arg #its hell! really sometimes i wonder if they all had lives theyve forgotten before all of this but maybe they never did