#better fix that soon

[aulerean]

gem's angler fish? pretty cool.

#my art #geminitay fanart #geminitay #gemini tay #hermitcraft gem #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #artists on tumblr #art #digital art #illustration #artist #artistsontumblr #fanart #i hate autodesk sketchbook #tearing things with my teeth #ive never been able to get colours to look the way i want them to the same way i could do with photoshp #deepest sigh subscription programs my beloathed #no idea how to paint but consider this an idea to come back to later and Fix TM #ughghghghghgh #still #i think the vibes of the atmosphere i was going for are kind of there #having a real big hand/skill not matching my eye art moment #but im telling myself 100 bad pots to make one good pot 100 bad pots to make one good pot- #art improvement when #(learn how to paint and get a better program) #(soon) #(Soon.)

[capn-o-my-soul]

okie i made an art but there is some context to it

so my sister was studying in the haunted theology building on her college campus because it was open and it had rooms to study in . and since it is a theology building lots of people who like catholicism go in there. so my sister finishes working on her paper or whatever and it's like 2 am and she sees a piece of paper in the hallway that says "what is your favorite saint?" with a bunch of names of catholic saints that people like that they put on there. so my sister (an atheist) makes up a fake saint name (st. chadwick the bold) and writes it on the paper.

however, since it was darkish and lateish she accidentally wrote "bold" in a way that it could be misinterpreted as "bald"

now the next day she's having a movie night with friends and tells them about it and one of them draws a very reverent, very bald monk-saint on a whiteboard . and then they make a prayer to st. chadwick the b[o/a]ld

and then when she told me about it this weekend i thought i could use it as a chance for calligraphy / gothic graphic design practice so i made this

behold

#ok some notes abt its imperfections: #yeag i made the capital s in Saint too weird (i didn't like it at first then tried to fix it then failed) #and it's kinda blank (i wasn't sure what else to put) #and it's kinda smudged #and i didn't erase the drafting lines because i thought it would further smudge the ink because i didn't want to wait for it to dry #because my sister had to leave soon and get back to campus #and also the B at the beginning of the “prayer” is very weirdly colored and designed i should have chosen a better color and design #calligraphy #art #saints #oh also #i was writing the dies irae with my calligraphy pen and i accidentally imprinted some letters into my finger with ink #so if you see some really light smudged letters in between the lines that is because i put my finger there and accidntally stamped those #letters into the paper #but yea it's really bad i just wanted to share it with somebody

[canisalbus]

Currently suffering an ear infection and all I can think is how you said Vasco is prone to them. Does he get miserable and exhausted from the pain or is he more the type to get short tempered and cranky?

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#I'd say a little bit of both but he tends to get more testy than dejected #because there aren't really any effective treatments for ear infections #he's gotten very careful about cleaning and maintaining his ears and trying to make sure they never stay moist for very long #and that has helped somewhat but he can't avoid them completely which frustrates him greatly #Vasco usually manages to react to adversities with prolonged and stubborn optimism #he generally takes setbacks as a challenge instead of a personal failure #but after his patience and good will finally run out he gets upset #he gets angry but usually in a constructive way and it gives him another boost of energy to attempt to fix things #Machete gets paralyzed by sadness but Vasco rarely does #he just doubles down #answered #werewolfteaparty #Vaschete lore #ear infections are terrible I hope you feel better soon

[azul-marie]

leon. (dolor)

fem. reader. angst with comfort. mentions of trauma.

he stands at the bedroom doorway, brows tight and tense the way they get when he’s lost in twilight thoughts.

he doesn’t walk in. he doesn’t quite look at you. just stares at the visage of you sitting up in bed, curled up under blankets and clean duvets, cuddled into dovefeather pillows. scrolling through your device, observing whatever it is you’re talking to him about lately. that show, that book you’re into. maybe some hobby you’re getting better at.

leon, for a good long while, stares into the mundane of the room.

you don’t say anything. you don’t insist, or inquire, or shoo away. you know this is how he gets sometimes. you know it’s because of everything that’s happened. everything, everywhere, everyone that resides behind those sky blue eyes, hollow and sunken, deciding to visit him every now and then, even on good days like today. even on days when earlier he’d looked at you like a man falling in love for the very first time, all over again, whose handsome face twinkled with mirth and stars and the kind of youth he may have once had when he was a boy.

leon stares. strong, safe body frozen at the door. tousled hair. roaming eyes. if you look closely enough, you may be able to see the growing desperation to ground himself. to ground his mind, at once racing with repressed memories but blank with numbness and nothing. there’s so much. so much yet so little he can manage to think out, to put into concept, perception.

it must show. it must because you finally lift your head up and force his eyes on yours, and you’re so sweet and beatific and good he wonders why you’re even here, when did you get here? between the blood and bites and flesh and bones and mama and dad and the city and spain and luis and jack when did you show up? when was it decided that you’d love him and stay? after everything he did, after everything he didn’t, why was it you chose him?

something burns down the sides of his face. one by one by one something burns after the other, but he doesn’t move. doesn’t make a sound. he just stares, stares and hopes you don’t notice it’s a bad one this time, hopes you notice he wants to talk now, he does, but he can’t, he can’t because nothing is coming out and his mouth is open but he can’t he can’t—

“sit with me, sweetie. keep me company.”

you pat the space beside you. the normal, cheery way you do. if he looks too close, he’ll see the calm look of worry you wear. but he doesn’t, because he might start hiding everything away again if he realizes the state he’s in. reminds himself it’s okay though. it’s okay, because it’s you, no one else, no one to hide from like so many times before.

leon finally moves. he watches himself from somewhere high up above the ceiling, climbing into the place you directed him to. he’s shaking. he looks a mess. but the feel of cool sheets and soft pillows brings him back just enough. enough to catch his breath, to try to organize a racing mind.

your hand sticks out. not too close, not too far. a noncommittal invitation. i’m here. it says to him. i’m here if you want. only if you want.

leon curls himself into your lap, taking the both of you by surprise.

the back of his head presses into your stomach. his nose pokes the soft of your thigh. his hair falls over his tear-striped face, shoulders trembling with silent sorrow. his hand frantically searches for something up above.

it lands on yours. without a word, he sets it over the hairs of his head, and silently motions for you to pet him.

“please.” is all he says.

you listen.

teardrops cascade down the expanse of your skin, each one a memory unspoken. uselessly do his hands cup his cheeks to catch them before they bloom, before he remembers the reason behind their fall. they will not stop. his silence becomes that of weeping whimpers, low, deep, from the cavity of his chest.

your fingers are featherlight across his scalp, a cautious touch in the wave of emotion. you say nothing only because you know he needs this, the physicality of affection, for words and sentiment are lost on deep dark hurt, unable to comfort like the caresses from a lover.

the two of you stay like this, for a long while. waiting for the tide to change, the storm to pass. until his tears lessen into saltskin, until he blinks fog away from damp lashes and loose strays of hair. you pull strands away from his rosy, tear stained cheeks to tuck them behind his ear. you run a gentle hand down his jaw, to the aching bob of his throat.

“my love, my boy.” you say softly. “you’re everything to me. nothing will change that. it’s been so hard for so long, i know. you’ve been strong all this time, leon.”

“what if i can’t do it? what if it’s not enough for you?”

“you’re more than enough, lee. you’ve been trying your best, don’t forget that in these moments. you’re home and life to me, always. love, darling, would i lie to you?”

his answer is immediate. “never.”

and he takes comfort in the pressing of your lips to the shell of his ear, the curve of cheeks and tissue scarred by the past. eyes shut tight, basking in the waves of gradual calm over him, keeping back the dark for the time being.

but he knows there’s too much to heal with simple kisses or honeyed words. plenty things he can’t bring himself to speak aloud with you. perhaps that’s where he’ll start, find somewhere to go, someone qualified to talk to. take the load off his back, and keep from worrying you, too.

he entwines your fingers together. brings them up for a kiss to your knuckles. “i love you. i’d do anything for you. anything.” hoarse his voice may be, he speaks strongly, clearly to emit his conviction. leon presses kiss after kiss across your fingertips, heart caught in his throat by how gently you cradle him into your bosom.

the warmth of your love lulls his fatigue into a dreamless sleep; his last thought is full of you and you alone.

#resident evil 4 imagines #re4 imagines #resident evil imagines #resident evil x reader #re imagine #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy imagine #leon kennedy imagines #leon + angst = my favorite trope #i love exploring his mind. i love thinking deeply about how he has suffered. i love making situations for him to face his trauma head-on. #i know it isn’t the most popular way to write him but i just think it’s neat to see him like this 😭 #tldr i just like the idea of leon being sad so i can kiss him better LMAO #i’m reminded that i haven’t caught up with separate ways yet!! i need my ada fix soon…

[7roaches]

busy avoiding spoilers AGAIN if they dont kiss nasty whats the point + bonus doodle under the cut

also the quality got really fucked click to see it crispy

#my art #art #fanart #adventure time #adventure time fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #trans #🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #im gonna go fishing after classes but i suck at fishing #only times ive caught fish is cause i fucked up the line and had to fix it nd when i reeled in there was a fish on the end #really fucking mad at how low quality the pics look esp since clickin dont even make it better on some devices #some of this kinda sucks cause i started it at like 11pm last night nd went til almost 1 #idk why they way they walk reminds me of the bimbo pipeline meme thing #ill draw them ACTUALLY like actually fishing soon like in the action of actively fishing #good lord thats a huge block of tags #ok bye love you

[karamazovanon]

rip rodya you would've loved american psycho

#im only like 150? pages into c&p but this keeps haunting my brain so. here i guess #FUCK I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT HIS HAT #GODDAMMIT. WELL IM NOT FUCKING FIXING IT NOW #plus i havent settled on a design for him yet so itll def change. this is just to exorcise my brainworms #i dont even want to tag it skfjdkkf #i also love how one of the very first things fd did was make sure we know this guy is pretty as hell. thanks king #ugh i also forgot to add stubble whatever just take it #maybe ill redo it once ive finished it and have a better idea of what i picture him as #rodion romanovich raskolnikov #crime and punishment #back to our regularly scheduled tb/k posting soon i have 29489392 sketches im just too busy to finish them rn #anonart #rodya #alt caption: JUST BLOND BOYS DOING WHAT BLOND BOYS DO

[mugmegan]

Dyeing Power's hair so they look like siblings to hide her identity.

This is for the latest chapter of the Devour You Whole series by @mistystarshine

#art #my art #csm #chainsaw man #devour you whole #hayakawa family #“Geez who was the worker that laid those bathroom tiles? They are fucking uneven! It will take another week to fix this mess and we are alr #ady behind schedule!“ #honestly I dont even wanna post that bathroom one I think it looks bad but I spent enough time on it to consider it a waste #anyway POWER WITH DARK HAIR #I knew I would draw this as soon as I was done digesting that chapter #I was thinking I finally got good at skectching digitally but making these destroyed that confidence completely sksnfidbf #fuck digital art I cant do this shit man paper is better #(╥_╥) #My latest offering to the Muse #csm fanart

[shoesofthefishermanswife]

book accurate bite wound placement okay!!

[I.D. A drawing of Carmilla and Laura from Carmilla (1872). They are laying down and Carmilla is touching a bite wound on Laura’s breast. Laura is naked and Carmilla is in a victorian nightgown. Both have their hair in ringlets. Carmilla has blood dripping out of her mouth. The left side of their bodies fades into deep red shadow. End I.D.]

#carmilla #this drawing is so funny bc i started it in the summer and then got so busy #so there are so many things about it i would love to fix if i had time #but i’ll never post it if i keep waiting for it to have a better foundation #and the decication to 1860s fashion accuracy wavers- yes carmilla’s hair is a classic 1860s updo but why is she wearing a daytime style?? #but there are also so many parts i worked hard on and i’m proud of #also yes she’s naked i was gonna draw a whole background with bedsheets but um. that sounds hard and i don’t want to #🫣 #my art #<- more stuff in this tag soon hopefully??

[hotasfahrenheit]

I'm worried about you, First.

[Twins, episode 5]

#Sprite is so smitten and is too dumb to realise it #i like the grumpy ones too buddy i totally get it #“i wanna be his friend” no my dude you wanna be his boyfriend and you'll figure that out soon i'm sure #the colouring is a nightmare but there was no good way to not make First be blue with the things i currently know about colour fixing #if i made him not blue then i lost all the colour in the background which is part of what makes these so pretty with the colour contrast #i have limited tools and am self taught but i'm getting better so like here we are #twins the series #firstsprite #twins bl #frame ritchanon #ryan panya #mia gifs things #mia gifs twins things #mia gifs drama things

[slayerchick303]

Remember that Hank Green had cancer while giving us this, everyone.

While filming moments that made us laugh, gasp in surprise, and cry, he probably felt really unwell. It's possible that he didn't even know his diagnosis at that point, and he was only experiencing symptoms.

Thankfully, he didn't roll a nat 2 (as he put it), and he is in complete remission now. All of it makes me appreciate the joy he brought us this season more.

#thank you hank green #we're so glad you're better #i'm sure i speak for all of us when i say we hope to see you at dropout- especially dimension 20- again soon #mentopolis #hank green #the fix #dimension 20 #d20 #dropout tv #dropout #college humor #d20 mentopolis #dimension 20 mentopolis

[lildolldreams]

so i heard that men are more likely to target cars that are clearly owned by women and now im so happy about my hello kitty plushie collection in my back window! and my plush pink seat covers!!!! and my glittery pink stickers on my dashboard!!! i hope some mean men notice me soon🥺💕

#i hope i can get my car fixed soon so i can park it in badly lit car parks and sit in it with the doors unlocked as bait 🥺💕🙈🌸 #daddy k!nk #older daddy #daddy’s babygirl #bd/sm daddy #daddy's good girl #dumbification #rough cnc #cnc k!nk #older men do it better #dumb wh0re #r4p3b4it #rap3toy #r@pe play #r@pe fantasy

[pirateboy]

anyways a good personal thing to share now: I got top surgery last week!!?!?!!! insane cos I went in to the hospital for a breast reduction and like. a few hours before the surgery the doctor without me saying anything said she could gimme top surgery instead. um yes pls so epic based???

#hasnt quite sunk in yet lmaoo but im sooo happy #^the reason i was gonna get a breast reduction was cos my mum is anti my being a trans so idk i guess she thought it would fix me #And i wouldn't have been able to get top surgery on my own finances for ages and i agreed cos it would be better than nothing #that went SO much better than expected omg #also rlly funny to me that i still dont have a gender dysphoria diagnosis or have been through any official medical channels at all #since ive been diying t as well #anyways still in the compression binder/drains/everything is so uncomfortable stage of healing #but soon... hot boy summer incoming or something idk #marchibald's #trans

[knight-engale]

"Good morning, my love. How'd you sleep? Oh, me? I slept wonderfully. I had you with me, after all."

Sometimes we have to give up practicality (blackout curtains) for aesthetic (interesting lighting)

#morgan drakos #digital art #2023 #smh she slept with her piercings in #this lighting was hard to figure out actually #this probably couldve been better.......... #like a lot better. but...idk. i don't have any more emotional energy left #big sad hit me like a truck #so i will not be fixing this any time soon #dunno when i'll do the matching one for paris. probably will start it tomorrow

[sparring-spirals]

Bell's Hells, A Summary: Well, We're Pretty In Touch With Our Emotions, But Oh Boy, We're Not Very Good At Handling Them Once We Touch Them.

#subtitle(s) oh god oh god i feel so guilty and she got me a pencil im gonna buy her?? a RING???? that'll fix it! #or i Care About This Robot So Much how do i communicate it #or Man All These Revelations have me feeling kind of funny. time to distribute dynamite in prep for the big plan tomorrow! #or hey our friend is feeling sad lets do an elaborate lie to make them feel better #critical role #cr spoilers #ish? #c3e27 #bell's hells #i have like 6 posts in my drafts going on about the hilarity of this. im really enjoying it #i promise ill shut up about it soon. maybe. #no sorry i got one for orym: well the loss of my husband really rattled me time to be aggressively hypervigilant and self sacrificial <3 #and tbh everything about ashton. remember when ashton was like 'i think i get beat up to see if people watch' #and then CONTINUED TO GET BEAT UP. man i love this party. #shitpost

[gummyysharkz]

hello to my 200 biggest fans !!!!! i broke my phone n cant properly draw anything rn but thanks u guys for following my awesome blog . it makes me feel pretty awesome ^_^

#🦈 yaps #follower goal celebration #ill try 2 post better art soon but im gonna need my phone fixed first lawl #<- i use ibispaint x for any1 wondering why i cant draw without my phone

[front-facing-pokemon]

rowlet nose rating 8/10. Volume = 4/3πr³ type creature

IT REALLY IS just a sphere it's great. it's wonderful. idk why i was so negative in the tags. probably bc i knew what was about to come for me in gen 7

nose rater i am so sorry to inform you but

i'm surprised you didn't run out a looooong while ago

YEAH shoutouts to that one anon a billion years ago who killed me like 39487293 times about it. popplio is epic and i will not hear otherwise. here's a li'l sneak peek:

didn't something similar but in reverse happen with lucario in rescue team? or something like that. i vaguely remember there being A Lucario in rescue team despite the fact that rescue team was a gen 3 game. i'm not gonna look it up though

#not pkmn #nose ratings #just got done replacing some of the earlier subpar entries in the queue that will be showing up soon #just because i've gotten a little better at manipulating these models and such that let me make them look a little better #and i didn't want the dip in quality to suddenly be So intense #although alolan raichu is still fucked up. sorry about that one. their eyes are kanto raichu eyes. i don't. want to fix that one it'll take #too long