feeling unappreciated by those I give the world to
desiring more but somehow falling short
viewing the world with kindness and compassion without reciprocation
being led by the "blind"
praying for comfort but never finding peace
living and breathing but never "living"
trying to breath when every breathe feels like a painful reminder
*I am a human person having a human experience. I am posting this to show that everyone falls short at times. Sometimes we need to be reminded that others go through "life", too. THIS POST IS POORLY FOR SELF EXPRESSION AND TRANSPARENCY.
The way this woman explains why the focus on how a person looks in a relationship is fleeting is spectacular.
Our bodies change as the years go by. I want someone who will still love me even if I get cancer and lose all my hair. Just as you would want someone to love you if you became disabled and couldn’t work anymore.
“Someone's asking me "why you're so kind" actually I'm not nice, i have my bad sides, we all have our bad sides however I'm nice to you because you're nice to me. You deserve that kind of treatment.”
you know how the things people first like you for or compliment you about tend to become the very things they find problematic or annoying later? speaking my mind without any filters is one of them. at first people love the honesty and the candidness. they like that I can be raw and vulnerable. that I can articulate what's on my mind and express what I feel with confidence and no qualms. then after a while they come to detest it. or I do anyway. because what was first loved about me eventually becomes the very reason that leaves me unloved. I think it's stupid to think you can live life in a way where you can be honest all the time with everyone you want to build something with. honestly it's unnecessary to be so straightforward about everything. being strategic is what I need to adopt. not in an evil or conniving way. but in a way where I am mature enough to see what needs to be shared and what will make me want to wash my mouth out with soap after it is said.
So I've been dealing with a lot of .... "Stop spamming tags." "Stop posting about Bill." I'm tired of it.
First off, hashtags are PUBLIC DOMAIN!! They are not OWNED by anyone. I can use any and all hashtags I want. I use the hashtags based on my content; because that is what they are used for. (again been using the internet for a very long time...I know what I'm talking about).
Secondly, this is MY profile. Don't like that I'm using all the hashtags related to Bill Hader, BLOCK ME. Don’t like my posts, BLOCK ME. It’s as simple as pie!! You don’t need to tell me your dissatisfied with what I’m doing on my page. It’s a waste of your time, if I’m being honest.
Thirdly, This is NOT me being RUDE. I'm being honest. I'm being real. I’m expressing how I feel. I'm sorry if that offends some people. GET over it. Also it is bullying when you're asking someone to stop doing something on their OWN profile. You have NO RIGHT to dictate what I can/cannot do!! I would NEVER go to someone and tell them what they can/cannot post on their OWN page. That’s your page. Your content. If I don't like it, BLOCK. Simple.
I’m not trying to be a mean or vicious people, I’m just so fed up with this. Everyone is ganging up on me for my content. I post my stuff FOR me. I don’t really post it for anyone else. Bill is my…shall I say…my emotionally support human in a manner of speaking. He is the calmer of my anxiety. He has helped me in more ways than I can count. I am hoping this is the last time I need to speak out about this; which it won’t be. I know someone will post on here saying I’m being “mean or a bully.” It’s hard being real because too many people are sensitive and cannot take it when a little bit of truth/honesty is sprinkled at them.
I want to close by saying, thank you again to all the love and support friends have been giving this profile as my others. I will continue to post my Hader of the Day as well as other hader content.
If I don't get asked out this Valentine's day (highly likely, I post fanfic online for a reason) then what would y'all want for an event? I'm thinking either a mix of a simple Valentine event and prompts that are the cheesiest tooth-rotting tropes imaginable (only one bed, arranged marriage, sold to one direction, that kinda shit. Or maybe like romance lines im stealing from movies cuz im unoriginal)
If anyone has ideas send me an ask or a reply, cuz this is what I will be doing this Valentine's most likely
I'm also probably gonna write more than BSD, since I've wanted to write for JJK and Mashle more. Maybe Hazbin too, idk
Not gonna go too in depth about how the emperors are gonna be different yet since I don’t know, but as I’m gonna talk about the Epithet version of Big Mom lol
⭐️ - Star, 💫 - Orbit, ✨- Novae
Big Mom
Epithet: SPIRIT
Can interact with people’s souls to her whim
Stamina: ✨✨✨💫💫
Proficiency: ✨✨💫💫💫
Creativity: 💫💫💫💫💫
As far as her soul abilities go, since epithets are uniquely tied to people’s souls and with EE!Big Mom being a Nova character, she would be even more dangerous in the Epithet world than she already is in One Piece. She would be able to separate an epithet from someone’s soul and turn that epithet into her own summon. Because of this, she could essentially do everything the Arsene Amulet can do and more. Ripping out the epithet from someone’s soul would turn them into a mundie. They could get their epithet back since it’s in the form of a summon, but they would essentially have to deal with her, which is a death sentence. Even without her epithet, she’s physically strong enough to deal with most people with just a single punch, and could hold her own in a fight with another Nova user without her summons.
The downside of her epithet is similar to her downsides in One Piece. She can’t interact with someone’s spirit/soul if they aren’t directly afraid of her.
Most inscribed are absolutely terrified encountering her since she’ll rarely pass up the chance to steal someone’s epithet. She considered dangerous enough to have the 3rd highest bounty in the au.