#before I decay

[quickquirk]

#戒 #kai #kai gazette #the gazette #the gazette kai #sepia #before i decay #vest #lights #hot #drums

[rubbish78]

Mood: screaming after a long day of work (x)

#tw: flashing lights #im sure someone has already giffed this but I haven't seen this before #hot business lady #gerard way #frank iero #my chemical romance #mcr #decay era #or maybe it' swarm era whatever #secretary outfit #rubbish78gifs #my gifs #2023 #australia #bros be colliding

[gerards-little-killj0y]

you find god in pain

art by me :D

#ive never drawn a stained glass window before #i think it turned out ok ;w; #i did this impulsively at 3 am #the foundations of decay #foundations of decay #decay era #my chemical romance #my chemical fucking romance #my chemical romance art #my chemical romance fanart #mcr #mcr tag #mcr art #mcr fanart #mcr fan art #mcr fandom #my chem art #mcrmy #mcromance #my chemical return #mcr return #my chem #my chemical gerard #my chem gerard #gerard way art #gerard way fanart #gerard way #frank iero #mikey way #ray toro

[lovereadandwrite]

Happy Easter from Nikolai & his DOA chicks🐣🐰🪺

#V LATE WITH THIS ONE but ahhhh Happy Easter to all who celebrate !!! #wanted to do a quick Nikolai doodle before I post for his bday tomorrow🥰 #I love to think about him losing his mind over all the little birdies & peeps during this holiday😭 #I also added some cascarones to Nikolai’s basket !!🪺 #they’re one of my fave Mexican traditions in my family #I’m missing being home to crack the colorful confetti-filled eggs on my parents’ heads🥲🫶🥚 #anyways HAVE SOME FLUFFY DOA CHICKS😁💕🐥🐣 #nikolai #nikolai gogol #nikolai fanart #nikolai gogol fanart #fyodor #fyodor fanart #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd #bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #fanart #artists on tumblr #artists of tumblr #anime #fyolai #fyolai fanart #bsd sigma #bsd bram #decay of angels #bsd fukuchi #easter #cascarones

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

priest!geto who falls so deeply in love with you that he assumes you were sent by god to test his faith. is this anything /taps mic

#pinterest anon this is all ur fault :((((( #i’m SURE this concept has been done before btw it’s 2 perfect for him …. silly little delusional man #hhhh i’m still figuring out how i want to portray him 😔😔😔 #i think. he’s kind of a sleazeball #i think he feels fond of you and it’s so soft and good and normal that he thinks he’s fucking dying #”surely this is a test of will. a trial of faith.” no man it’s this funny thing called Having A Crush #he’s kind of silly but also intense……. kind of funny but then there’s that sense of rot #decay #etcetc #kirei kotomine lend me your strenght i will need it to do him justice……… #priest!geto who wants to meet god so he can ask why someone like him was created #why he was born with a liar’s smile. why he was born with the ability to see curses #hmmmmmmmmm #ari noises ✩

[sealrock]

the major arcana, shuffled: 4/??

THE HIGH PRIESTESS; ⤉ spirituality, higher power, mystery, subconscious ⤈ hidden motives, secrets, repressed intuition, cognitive dissonance THE EMPRESS; ⤉ motherhood, femininity, nurturing, harmony ⤈ smothering, negligence, lack of growth, insecurity THE EMPEROR; ⤉ fatherhood, structure, authority, control ⤈ tyranny, domination, recklessness, rigidity

#mypost. #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv oc #ffxiv:tma #oh boy a 3 for 1 deal!!! #ty to fheythfully for your portrait tutorial!! :D #my game crashed when i was making this and i was about ready to pass away #the idea for this was 'haunted family paintings' with a dash of dorian gray #i intentionally fucked up the facial expressions with crimes & used photoshop filters to achieve the decaying effect of the reverse #for the people who don't know the tatlongharis (aka paris' maternal family via andromache): #the priestess is their aunt cassandra / the empress is their grandma hecuba / the emperor is their grandad priam #paris never met their grandma because she died way before paris was born #how did she die? priam accidentally caused her death but she (and cassandra) predicted she would die b/c they have the echo #so there you go :) #also i tried to match the crowns to the card names but i don't think i got close lol #body horror cw #just in case #notice how hecuba's face is all mangled while priam's flesh is wasting away. like the rotten corpse he is #as per usual flip your phone around to see the reverse sides #🏵️

[ihavebeenallthingsunholy]

you either die a saint or live long enough to see yourself become the whore.

#mcr #foundations of decay #original #I SWEAR IM FUNNY #im pretty sure this has been done before

[canisalbus]

What do you think would have happened if (somehow, idk how but somehow) Machete rose to the rank of pope?

To be perfectly honest? I think most realistically he would've ruled maybe six months at best and then keeled over from stress and exhaustion.

#seriously he wouldn't want to be the pope papacy is for chumps but if he had to #he would've kicked out so many cardinals #his former colleagues riddled with corruption nepotism incompetence and moral decay #it would've upsetted so many elite families but what are they gonna do #pope's power is absolute he could totally do that #just excommunicate the whole lot #do something to get Holy See's finances in order he's been crunching numbers they aren't looking good #build sturdier foreign relations probably he's a diplomat I think he'd likely be extremely done with superfluous wars and useless bickering #maybe commission some extravagant artworks art is nice he knows to appreciate beauty when he sees it #become the senselessly rich patron to a handful of top notch artists although I think he already does that in canon timeline #I'm not sure how he'd handle the ongoing counter-reformation I guess it depends whether this was before or after the inquisition times #minimal public appearances because lord that's way too many people too many eyes being a figurehead is not his strongest suit #develop stomach ulcers get sepsis #historically it's actually not very uncommon for popes to expire relatively quickly after they're elected #they don't even have to be particularly old stuff's just tiring they get frazzled out #answered #anonymous #Machete

[keithbutgay]

My favorite thing about the Decay of Angels is that everyone likes to pretend that it's just Fyodor, Sigma and Nikolai. Fukuchi? Nah. Bram? Nope. Only the wet rat, wet cat, and clown exist in this house

#genuinely forgot that bram was a part of the doa until right before i wrote this #vampire dad is gone #bsd #bungou stray dogs #fyodor dostoevsky #nikolai gogol #bsd sigma #decay of angels #doa #doa bsd #doa trio

[future-crab]

EDIT: updated because I didn't like the way the original was cropped or what tumblr did to the colors. (Original version under the cut)

Angels Made From Neon

[ID: A painting-style redraw of a photo of Gerard Way. He is wearing a green and white cheerleader dress and holding a microphone. Behind him is a partially-obscured green neon sign that reads, "201-KL5-DEAD EXTERMINATORS" with the outline of a dead rat. Squiggles of neon green the same color as the sign radiate from him, and there is a neon green halo around their head. End ID.]

(original photo source)

When I posted my last piece of MCRNashville art, I said in the tags "someone who knows what they're doing could probably do something cool with this concept." And then I realized that I knew what I was doing a lot more than I did when I'd started that project, so I may as well give it a shot. And I'm glad I did, cause I'm honestly in love with how it turned out :)

Alternate versions under the cut:

[ID 1: The same image as above, but without the neon sign in the background, and without the neon squiggles and halo. End ID.]

[ID 2: The same image as the first picture, but with the phrase "angels made from neon" at the bottom, spelled out in newspaper clippings. End ID.]

Original version:

[ID 3: The same as the first image, but the colors are more muted and Gerard is slightly off-center. End ID.]

#hope you guys don't mind the update. it was bugging me that the colors were so muted in a piece with 'neon' in the title. #the way it looked on my art program before i uploaded it was somewhere between this and the original color-wise #but i figured brighter was better cause yknow. neon #mcr #mcr fanart #my chemical romance #gerard way #mcr tour #mcr 2022 #my chem #gerard way fanart #mcr nashville #mcrla #mcrla1 #cheerleader gerard #mcr return #return era #swarm era #decay era #my art #artists on tumblr

[pixelatedraindrops]

RAINCODE SICKFIC FINALE (SPOILERS)

My awaited finale to my RainCode Sickfics of the Heart Series is finally done at last!! This took me a couple of months to put together but I figured since I mentioned it months before and delayed it, I had to get it done as my next project. It's the MakoYuma sickfic where Yuma takes care of a seriously ill Makoto.

This fanfic is officially my longest RainCode fic to date, even beating HIWTHI's word length, so make sure to read it only if you have time! It's the final sequel to that fic as well.

Be Warned: This fic is on the angsty/extreme side with a few trigger warnings. Such as Vomiting, Psychological Trauma and Implied Suicide. Please take caution/care if you read!

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Also yes! This is the second commission I received from FTAngel! (if I'm gonna commission someone for official looking work, then I'll ask for both my targets getting cared for hehe :3) This illustrates a scene toward the end of Chapter 7 (the fic will feature it as well)

There are actually a few people I'd like to shout out/credit for this fanfic's creation. So thank you all for unknowingly inspiring me ^-^

@gardenofskeletonss

Your art and thoughts of Makoto's past as a test subject were very helpful fodder to make this fic super angsty and tie to how much this poor thing has likely suffered. Helped me write down some good dialogue for the hallucinations and freakouts in the delirium stage. So Thank you for that!

@alfiely-art

Your small fic where Makoto age regresses when he got stressed gave me some good thoughts for writing Makoto's delirious behavior. Although I'm not a huge fan of age regression, reducing Makoto to a vulnerable and needy child-like state when super ill was a lot of fun! I love the idea of him being reduced to that since he never could be a child (and he is 3 freaking years old lmao)

@shiut

Those sprite edits you made really fueled my juices to continue wiring this fic. Having a picture in my head of what a vulnerable Makoto looked like was such an inspiration boost so thank you for taking the time to make those edits! I hope you don't mind me using some of them in the fic's 5th Chapter. Also your theory and thoughts of homunculi not being able to die from illness was briefly mentioned as well.

@draconicsparkle

Thank you for being my beta reader. I usually don't trust others to read my work but given how well your reading does with the community and in general, as well as you being a Makoto superfan, your encouragement really helped me feel more confident in continuing and getting this done. Thank you so much again.

With that out of the way, I hope you all enjoy the story!! I will still write more sickfics for RainCode, but this is the final one that I consider to be canon/post canon.

So I hope it delivers well!

Eat up RainCode and MakoYuma fans!

Hope the meal is to your liking~ ^-^ ♡

#whumpcode #not my art #rain code #rain code spoilers #master detective archives: rain code #yuma kokohead #makoto kagutsuchi #makoyuma #pixelfics #my fanfiction #sickfic #caretaking #angst #whump fic #illness whump #fever whump #tw emeto #tw sui implied #tw trauma #sick whump #angst with a happy ending #THIS ALMOST BEAT MY LONGEST EXISTING FIC #i went a little crazy w this one #may be a while before I write whump this extreme again #I’m lowkey nervous about it so I hope people like it #i hope despite it I do their characters justice here #also yeah the commission is amazing !! #angel did such a wonderful job on it aaaa >w< #these two are DECAYING MY BRAIN… 🧠 💥

[quickquirk]

#戒 #kai #kai gazette #the gazette #the gazette kai #wall #hot #before i decay #vest #gloves #black and white

[lemongogo]

i wish we saw vash interact w the plants more T__T

#ive said this one million billion times before but i love when everything comes 2 a standstill like this.in media #like some intense moment happens n everything just Pauses. Stops .its Quiet #UGUUUHHGG ITS SOOO GOOD.....her focusing on him.him focusing on her.both of them ceasing 2 breathe or move or do anything...... #i was trying to make a post ab this earlier but i deleted it bc i couldnt word it well without sounding like i was discrediting vash #but we get SOO much imagery of knives w plants #especially w plants that are dead / dying / otherwise decaying #and we get This w vash but thats ab it?no? aside from ig the end where he uses his forced empathy or whatever its called #maybe theres more.ill see as i continue reading but anyways #i think their relationship 2 plants or plants in general were soo underdeveloped. i wouldve loved to see more w them #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun spoilers #vash

[allthepandasintheworld]

bro im so normal about this old man im sooooo normal about him

#im not normal about him #sad-ist fanart #clock 0ut #blank decay #the narrator #doodles #digital art #i drew this in a haze in about 2 hours #should i tag stanley parable??? ive never watched any gameplay nor played the game itself before #so i have no idea how relevant this actually is to the game #also since this is tumblr hopefully everyone will read this as a joke like i intend it but: #they should explore each others' bodies #him and his little office man #like just. just saying. just saying. #................ i say it like im joking but its more like 49% joking bc. its. i love this dynamic. SO much. #the nasty mean old man whose life is changed forever by the determined younger man and then the nasty old man proceeds to #develop a conscience and then change into a better person but only slightly bc he still does some fucked up shit #but now it's because he cares and not because he doesn't care. a. i. im. gnlweufhalisuhflkajhgkslad #im so normal about this im so ghilweuahfldsjhfalkjsdkljdhfsdalkhja

[essektheylyss]

I have seen the newest fhjy Aelwyn Abernant gifset multiple times in the last week and I had planned to watch it eventually but like...... is that really what's gonna get me into this series. Is that really what it takes. What the fuck level of targeted advertising is THIS.

#you come to me. two weeks before the 5 year anniversary of cr 2x57 in love and war. #and you tell me the elven eldest child with villain decay is now a CAT PERSON? #what the fuck am i supposed to do with this. #to be clear there are specific major plots that I'm interested in. this is not like. just for this reason. #i just haven't gotten around to it and i am feeling very called out for my tastes. #also don't fucking @ me about knowing the date of 57 offhand okay it's actually cuz of quarantine/2020 essek prompt week lmao #but fr as a person who's gonna have to sit my sister down and go 'it's really hurtful that you assume bad intentions of me all the time' #the abernant sisters are in fact like. ouch. #i didn't even mention cuz it feels too obvious but THEY'RE EVEN WIZARDS. good lord. attacked.

[clovernoir]

Isaac moriah ROTTING and DECAYING like a HUMAN PERSON

#i was mostly just testing drawing him in my art style #i kind of wanted to give him more hair cuz im sure he was designed before there were any chars with actual hair in the game but idk #but i settled for this. im sure the haircut eden has in the select screen is what isaac actually has. so here it is #i saw some people complaining about the way people draw isaac tho and that made me want to draw him with hair as a midle finger to u all #fun IS allowed here thank u #anyway sorry for rambling its 6 am i shouldve been asleep already #tboi #the binding of isaac #the binding of issac repentance #isaac moriah #blue baby tboi #tboi blue baby #tboi isaac #isaac tboi #the forgotten tboi #tboi the forgotten #the lost tboi #tboi the lost #tboi fanart #cw decay