#bees are fine tho

[mochapanda]

omg i never posted this....

#bee and puppycat #bapc #myart #idk i didnt like it the more i worked on it and just left it. i think its fine now tho #i dont like it as much as the other one i posted tho #i did put a lot of work into it tho

[nostalgic-bee]

Very much love the idea that the brown in Amity’s hair is a representation of who she’s always been, the part of her that she was forced to hide and change, the idea that the brown represents the real Amity

And the purple represents her change, her breaking free from control and expectations and changing so she can be a better person, the purple is this new Amity whose free of her parents control and is allowed to take control of her life and be who she’s always wanted to be

So together they represent an Amity whose free and able to take control of her own life, who can choose her future, an amity who is a better person, who has an awesome girlfriend and wonderful friends and is now surrounded by unconditional love.

They represent an Amity whose actually happy

#delete later #sorry I’m having thoughts about her again #and the symbolism of her hair and what it means #her hair and her change is about her and her only #it’s about her freeing herself and actively becoming a better person #I see posts where people saw the brown is representing her dad #but in my opinion that’s not as powerful/interesting as the idea of the brown representing the part of her she was forced to hide and chang #bc of her parents expectations of her #idk if any of this makes sense #that’s fine tho #the owl house #amity blight #amity blight is the definition of character development #please ignore any spelling mistakes in the post or the tags thanks #bee posts things

[eggswords]

"Unfortunate Display"

#art #egg sliced art #tw blood #insects #bees #I REMEBERED MY ART TAG #also this was just smthn from school dw im feeling fine #tho i think my parents wanna give me a psych eval

[jainkoa]

I had to take the creature to the vet today because her right jowl was swollen lol

#it’s fine tho the vet just said that it was a bee sting #and gave her an injection to bring down the swelling #Missy #puppies

[7official7moose7]

Ayy new fandom (again)

Here's some Connors!! (deviant!Connor ofc) I don't like the one that isn't colored but I figured I'd keep it in there I dunno

I was gonna give him blue blush at first but I stuck with red??? I might change it later dhdhjggk

#artists on tumblr #digital art #detroit become human #connor dbh #bee's dbh tag #guys. i haven't posted for so long oh my god #ive been ST R U GGL I NG #its okay tho im fine #just haven't had time to post or talk or anything #anyways uh. im into dbh now #ive been hyperfixating for the last month and a half hhhh #connor is my favorite obvi #PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT IT I HAVE LITERALLY NO FRIENDS IN THIS FANDOM SJDJJF

[edgarallanpoestan]

listens to olivia rodrigo and lovejoy all night long. enrichment

#bee buzzes #ive actually never sat down and listened to olivia rodrigo #shes good #some of her songs go hard #others are fine #i didnt dislike any of them tho #anyway its time to loop lovejoy for hours until im normal <- impossible

[gunchucks-wukong-archive]

i like they ,,, i miss them too ,,,

#i remember when bs was my primary ship then bees took over the brainrot #hmm they were so fine tho

[pk-anxietychild]

I'm resisting every urge not to make dark jokes about my life or experience on the Internet. I must be responsible /j

#oh depression has a grip on me right now #the way i have to hold back from being like 'throwback to when so and so ruined my trust! :D“ is unreal #im on my own with life which is fine or thats how i feel. its normal i guess? #i really hope im not sounding too negative haha. i try to mess around to make it more light hearted 😭 #im just used to it #pk anxietychild rambles #maybe drawing bee will cure my sadness #if i ramble about life it is what it is #i would rather keep it minimal tho #its only natural to open up once in a while #no one really needs to know my life. the people who do already know

[dbssh]

my take on starscream and windblade is i genuinely think their dynamic by the end of the series rocks. when starscream is incredibly fond of her and respexts her and sees her as not only an incredibly capable leader but a fundementally good and better person. and windblade is like 😬 starscream? well shes dead now so we never ever have to unpack all that. so uh. lets move on.

#SHE DOESNT FUCKING LIKE HER. #like i think if stsc had lived windblades general opinion wouldve been girl im proud of you and your #growth or whatever but like can you retire or something. stay away from me. #like i think wb meant it when she said she wanted stsc to get better and believed she could. but i dont think theyre ever going to be #friends. im of the opinion that death + the haunting is the best ending for starscream #and that its really the only environment for her that is conducive to fully truly healing and being at peace #like idk i think she was miserable and there would be no future in which people let her 'escape punishment' nor one where shes interested #in doing that even with bee and windblade in her corner. and i just idk #i think she needs space to be alone out from the public eye #and away from all the pressures that kept her spiraling over and over her whole life #and i just. the way exrid was set up i just dont think there was room for her to do that on cybertron #but i dont think shes healthy enough to realize that and leave #and i think 'noble sacrifice that returns her dignity and gives her comfort' #and 'true freedom to be herself no more and no less with the company of someone who actually likes and cares about her with no #responsibility or risk to her physical or mental health' #is like. really the best of both worlds i think it was good for her. #fix its where she gets brought back are cute and all but honestly i dont know. would she even want that. it would change everything #when shes finally for once comfortable and at peace #yk sometimes death is a GOOD THING IN NARRATIVES and she DIDNT EVEN REALLY ALL THE WAY DIE so like i thibk its fine. #i miss her tho. god i miss idw.

[creamecream]

Dancing Des~

#based off the overall vibe of the latest episode of helluva boss as well as just some dance music #I have an appointment today in less than half hour so probably just gonna leave this here and crash after that #if anyone is curious what I'm doing with des after the newest episode? nothing #desirae is vortex's girlfriend was still is tex and bee are great buds tho #I can ship what I want doesn't have to include canon ships if I don't want it to #I like bee! I do! I think her and tex are fine! I just already have desirae #and my friends really like bee so they can have her~ hope they have fun with her! #I couldn't find a clear fennec fox paw pad reference so just any points missing are the same color as her fur #helluva boss #fan character #desirae

[agatharights]

Actually there IS a practical application for my desired huge “can you taste this and what does it taste like” test and it’s “please someone make a toothpaste that I can use without flinching”

#my current toothpaste is a child's strawberry toothpaste #which is going pretty good #and i used to really like a burts bees orange cream toothpaste #but they stopped making it and their new orange toothpaste isn't good #but also i am cursed that every toothpaste i actually can stand goes out of production after a year #case in point #my current strawberry toothpaste #which has ceased production in favor of the same brand's bubblegum flavored toothpaste #i need you all to know I am SO brave and SO strong for brushing my teeth like five times a week despite the fact it causes me physical agony #flossing every day is fine tho now that my gums are strong enough that they don't bleed it's actually pretty dope

[shoekinn]

talking in the tags 💯

#i dont know where im going to go from here ough #i dont want to be a burden to basically everyone i know but like. if i do commit they're all going to mourn over me and i dont want that to #happen. it's really hard for me to do anything anymore? that's how it feels like anyway lol #it's hard to keep my streak going nowadays. im almost 2 months clean after my relapse and im only keeping the streak for my parents' sake #it's so hard to not. punish myself #i don't want people to worry about me or anything. i'm not worth worrying about lol #I'm not sure if i want to die or anything but if there is a choice i'd rather choose to never exist in the first place #maybe i'm just tired #i'm fine bee tee double yoo there's like. no reason for anyone to worry about me #but ive been having thoughts about this since a few days ago. nothing new tho #i'd talk about this to my parents but they'll just tell me to pray more LOL. maybe that's what im missing. maybe they're right #eugh whatever. I'll be fine for now #dreytalks #// sh ment #// suicide mention

[wabblebees]

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#i just think if yr assignment in yr college poetry class is to share a poem with a small group of yr fellow students who u dont know at all #& yr poem is abt self harm in the most triggering graphic way possible. maybe dont fucking share that one for feedback from yr classmates. #bc. holy fucking hell dude. like thats still fucking me up hours later #ill be fine i promise #but. god. holy shit. #im not saying you cant write abt that bc!! i sure fucken do!! but id never fucking share that shit without at the VERY least including a tw #beforehand. and i certainly wouldnt be sharing it in a situation where other people's fucking grades are dependant on engaging with #that particular piece of writing and giving me FUCKING FEEDBACK on how to ~improve my prose~ and shit?? #after reading it i wound up moving all of my... shit. into the common area in the house and going on a long-ass walk to get away from it #but my brain is still. yeah. it just blindsided me really hard out of nowhere and now im just kinda. stuck. #especially since im too restless to fall asleep and too tired to be awake. otherwise im being very deliberately careful with meself tho #which is!! certainly a vast improvement!! so that i will take!! #self-harm mention in tags #sh ment in tags #self-harm ment in tags #like i said ill be fine! its just been. a lot!! on top of a day+week+month thats already been very brainweirdbad #and i needed an extra place to vent after talking to some of my people abt whats up #bee speaks

[cherricloverr]

was getting into a right tizzy about not knowing where to go for my tattoo tomorrow bc the Google maps wasn't showing me the door to the studio but it literally just dropped me in the road behind the studio so like panic over now

#i was STRESSED aboit it #i couldnt see a door but it was telling me thwts wher3 i needed to bee #but we ar3 alll fine now i can be excited #tho i am going on me own this time so i am still fearful

[eepybubble]

have you ever been on such a thin thread that while you were eating dinner you could barely eat bc the lump in the back of your throat just kept getting bigger and you just wanted to start sobbing yeah that's where im at rn

#personal shit #talking to you guys helped a bit :) #just working through some stuffff #gotta love life right #i talked to my friends #they didn't really say much #so i assumed they were mad #anddd ended up thinking im a terrible person #it's fine tho #im fine #bc everything will be okay #once i graduate #......in a couple years #YEP #FINE #tag rant #side note im obsessed with making bees

[pizzapizzadickz]

Mn. I really wanna leave and go somewhere. If I wasn't terrified of most bugs I probably would instantly. But where?

#gotta do everything i want before i die #diary #personal #hm. i like camping. but theres just so many bugs. hm. where to tho? i dont mind camping around here - but maybe somewhere better is nice #i guess ill look into it. and maybe a therapist to help with my insect phobia thing. #im rly only scared of bees. but bc of how my mom acts with other bugs like tics and bc ive had them in my pants before - #im just generally scared and alert around bugs. #haaaah. not much to be done. #maybe i should go somewhere farther away? #i have one place in mind. but how would i get there? #theres like this stupid family emergency going on round where i wanna go so im sorta hesitent to ask for them to drive me. #hm. well maybe ill talk to my mom and see what we can do? once im camping ill be fine anyways. #all i rly need to eat is granola bars that i like. anything else is a bonus. #and i could take a break from all this *vaguely gestures around everywhere* #i could write and draw and take plenty of pictures. i should have enough room on my camera afterall. maybe i should check tho #i think this would be the cheapest option but also one of the more fun. #i dont have a passport rn so maybe i should start the application process? hm. i think ill go to japan next maybe. #or somewhere else perhaps? theres so much i wanna do suddenly lmao. #i can tell im still quite depressed. but idk what happened - most likely its that mentality #but rly i just wanna go have fun somewhere. #idk. i love to travel and with covid and everything i havent been able to and it makes me feel trapped. #i dont wanna be here forever. i sometimes hate it here... but. i just wanna go. yknow? #haaah. i rly wanna know whats wrong with me. like. not that i feel its something inherently wrong #just... i wanna know whats going on so i can better accommodate it yknow? #either way a short vacation sounds nice. like a 5 day or so one. of course this doesnt mean that ill just jump ship lmao #but hm. where to go? i cant drive so i gotta plan around that in the end. hm hm hmm. well i guess ill browse around. #i think ill research more on my break? or whenever i have free time lmao. even tho its not much. haha.