#because sometimes he laughs about sth and then I laugh about sth

[the-dumpster-fire-of-life]

Hello! I just binge read almost everything you wrote and i really do enjoy your writing

i wanted to request sth you don't have to write it if you don't want to then just ignore this

but the kaulitz twins (seperate) with a s/o who gets distracted/lost easily? maybe childhood friends to lovers vibes

and they have no orientation skills(?) as well, and when they see sth they go either 'oooh shiny :o' or go after a random street cat or sth like that?

i imagine they're at the airport and s/o saw sth and went the other direction and bill/tom running/going after them and bring them back to the others

again if you don't want to write it it's alright :)

and i apologize for my english it's not my first language

(Hello! Np and here ya go! Enjoy! Also your english is very good and I'm glad you enjoy my writing!)

#4 and commented by @sleepylibra25

Easily Distracted S/o

Tom Kaulitz

You definitely keep this mans on his toes

Mainly because you guys are somehow alike when you guys get distracted

He’s trying to be the responsible one and get you on task at hand and like get you guys to where you need to be 

But he also gets distracted

Especially if it is something he likes in a shop or like a cat

You guys have been late on multiple occasions because of this

But you guys have fun dw

He does like to hold your hand a lot due to your habit of getting lost easily though

It's a given now that your hand is laced with his

But it barely works because you just end up tugging him wherever you’re going

And you both end up lost now

He knows what to do and like how to find you when you’re alone and lost like a pro

Mainly because he has done this again and again growing up with you

Sometimes it can get annoying but not for long because you guys will end up laughing

But when its something important and you guys NEED to be on time then he will tell you to stop in like kinda an annoyed tone

He will probably not even notice until you look kinda guilty and like you feel bad

He feels bad after that though because he doesn’t want you to think you’re a problem, obviously

He likes giving you stuff to see your reactions and like if you’ll go “Oooh, shiny!” like you do or “Oooh, it's smooth!”

He likes seeing your reactions because they’re very candid and genuine like a kid because you can’t hide them

It’s how he knows how you feel and how you like stuff or dislike stuff

He noticed very early on when you were kids that you didn’t have much social awareness

Like when someone cried, or when someone was telling a joke and you just stared

He had to explain like if you accidentally said something insensitive a lot

But he laughs when you did that even if you felt bad so don't worry babes

Bill Kaulitz

Dude can actually have so much fun with you its uncanny

He doesn’t really mind when you wander off

He can find you in a heartbeat or he can just call you and you gus will make your way back to each other

But he likes being on time to things, especially if they’re important and he doesn’t really like to be late

And you can sometimes make you guys run late so he’s hurrying to find you a lot

“Look! Bill, look!”

“Ye- yes, I know but we got to go!”

That happens a lot but he doesn’t want you to feel bad so he’ll do his best not to get annoyed

Especially because he does know that you don’t do it on purpose

You not having any social awareness, especially growing up, was kinda very weir to him

How did you not know when someone told a joke? Or was crying? Or that was insensitive or kinda rude to say?

You caught his attention with that because you said something about his hair when you guys were younger

It was the first time you saw him and it was probably the first time you saw someone dressed like him so it was new

And you not really knowing what to say, probably blurted out something like racoon or something about his hair

He thought you were being mean and rude like the other kids until he just turned and saw your clueless face with some curiosity

He then later learned after watching you that you didn’t do it on purpose

So you insulting his hair turned into friendship and now relationship level

When at the airport or when going somewhere, like Tom, he does hold your hand

Or he’ll give you the backpack and hold onto the little strap thing on the top

Just to keep you in place

But there are times where he had to absolutely scramble after you because one second you were there and the next you were gone

You have given him many, many heart attacks man

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[patheticbabie]

Hi, Candice,

Igotanidea (pun intended) for you:

Jay (obviously) with a s/o reader who's afraid of physical affection. Maybe she was abused in the past or maybe sth else (your choice). So everytime he tries to get her "in the mood" (iykwim) she flinches and escapes and ices him, even if she wants him so bad. I leave it to your imagination whether he can walk past her inhibitions or not (but hopefully so, cause damn you, for posting those Jay pics :D)

TY :)

We’ll get through it - Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: body dysmorphia, past eating disorders, comfort, implied smut, angst with fluff at the end. 

Word count: 1,935

A/N: this took me a while to write, because I wanted to be careful with this theme. Also, requests are still open, but it'll take some time to get through, as I've suddenly become sick with the flu. Also thanks @igotanidea 💗

A stressful week called for date night. His idea. They’ve both hardly seen each other due to her working mornings and him late until the night, sometimes until dawn breaks. It was a nice change of pace, to be all dressed for her boyfriend.

She stood in front of the mirror checking over her makeup and painting on a deep red shade of lipstick. Standing back from the mirror, she eyed her outfit, a figure hugging red mini dress with black heels. She looked stunning, but she couldn’t help but grimace at the sight of the fat of her hips peeking through the sides of the dress. She pinched her right side and sighed and thought maybe she could go to the gym or cut back on snacks.

Making his way into their shared bedroom, Jason stopped and leaned against the doorframe, with a smile and let out a low whistle, she was a sight for sore eyes, even more so in his favourite colour. Pulling her out of her negative thoughts, she gave him a soft smile as he made his way towards her to wrap his arms around her waist.

“You look absolutely beautiful, especially in red princess.” He said softly before leaving a kiss on her neck and shoulder. 

Eyeing their reflections she couldn’t help but disagree with him, “I don’t know…love, but I think it’s a bit tight?” 

His hands made their way up to the exposed part of the dress, as he gently caressed her, “Not at all baby, to me you look perfect. Now come on, we don’t wanna miss our dinner reservations” pulling away from her, he watched as she grabbed her clutch and he held his hand out to her with a smile. 

***

Dinner going smoothly, with the two catching up on what has happened during the week, Jason talking about how Dick got his ass handed to him by a Gotham rogue for his stupid puns, she couldn’t help but laugh as he told her how it happened.

The mood lighting of the restaurant enhanced her features, even more so as she laughed. He stared softly at her with a dreamy smile. He softly grabbed her hand and intertwined their fingers “Have I ever told you how much I love your laugh, and how beautiful you look when you laugh too?”

Pink dusted her cheeks and a small laugh escaped her lips “A few times, you corny man”

“Hey, it was me being corny that won you over” he joked

In their private area in the restaurant, she got up from her seat and made her way to him, as she sat down on his thigh, delicate fingers running through his hair, catching onto the white streak. He gazed up at her and kissed her softly “I love you princess.”

She sighed softly and cupped his face “I love you too.” before pressing a soft kiss to his lips

***

The elevator ride up to their floor felt like it went forever. Teasing touches and stolen kisses were given as his girlfriend tried to push him away with a laugh. Finally reaching their floor, she grabbed his hand and led them down towards their home.

Trying to fish the keys out of her clutch, Jason had his arms wrapped around her waist and kept leaving kisses and lightly biting at her neck, grinning as she fumbled to put the keys into the lock.

“Babe…how am I supposed to get us through the door if you won’t behave?”

“Hm.. you tell me baby” he held her tighter and licked over a spot he bit a bit too hard.

Sighing with relief she finally managed to open the door to their home, before he spun her around, and picked her up effortlessly, as he shut the door with his foot and pinned her to the door. 

“Still want me to behave?” he gave her a smirk, watching how flustered she was

Shaking her head, her fingers played with the hair at the nape of his neck. He chuckled at how she was at a loss for words, as he led them towards the couch, the bedroom just seemed so far away, and he didn’t know if he had that much patience to not rip the red dress that drove him crazy all night.

Sitting on the couch, he leaned back with her on his lap, as he reached for her chin to pull her closer to kiss. The red shade, also driving mad, wanting to know where else it would happen to stain. Wasting no time, she kissed him back passionately, tongues intertwined with each other, as both of their hands eager to feel one another.

When oxygen became a need, she was panting deeply, and her fingers carded their way through his hair, sighing when he left kisses down her neck traveling to her collarbones. Hips grinding against his ever growing hard on, she let out a soft moan of his name, as he bit down on her collarbone to leave a hickey. “Feels so good Jay”

Her hips moved even faster on top of his, she couldn’t help but moan loudly feeling his cock through his pants. “Fuck….please I want…I want..” she couldn’t finish her sentence, not knowing what exactly she wanted, his fingers? Lips? Cock? 

With a hum of agreement, his hands made their way to the back of her dress, easily finding the knot, before slowly undoing the bow. Stilling her movements on top of him, her eyes popped open, suddenly feeling self conscious about her body. She flinched slightly as she felt his fingers lightly tracing her hips.

Not hearing her whines or moans, he opened his eyes, and pulled back slightly to look at her, “princess what’s wrong? Are you okay?” he asked his voice laced with concern 

“I- uh…suddenly feel tired..I know I'm a mood killer. I-I’m sorry” she whispered, and if he wasn’t so close to her he wouldn’t have heard her. Getting off his lap, she stood up, gaze avoiding his as she tried to smooth down the invisible wrinkles in her dress.

Sensing something was wrong, he just nodded and gently grabbed one hand and lifted it to his lips to kiss “it’s okay honey. Don’t be sorry. How about we get changed into comfy pj’s and watch a movie and cuddle, is that okay?”

“um…I-I have an early start tomorrow. Next time yeah?” she gave him a fake smile, she hated lying to him

With a nod, he didn’t wanna push her if she didn’t want to make love or watch movies and cuddle with him. 

***

Days later, every time he tried to get her into the mood, she always had excuses. First it was that she had some work to do, second she suddenly remembered she had to go to the gym, or even lying about being tired. He thought he had done something wrong, and she felt bad, because all those times she wanted him just as much. But negative thoughts plagued her mind about how she suddenly didn’t like her body or that she looked fat in all her clothes. Which led to her going to the gym at least 3 times a week, early mornings when he was still asleep, and her skipping out on meals, just to attain a perfect physique.

It was a week later when he decided to ask her what was happening. He had noticed that she flinched away from his touches, and only resigned to pecking his lips, not sitting on his lap, and of course, the lack of meals.

He came home to find her in their bedroom, looking at her figure, and heard her mumble “there’s still fat…god why do I have to look this way?”

His brows furrowed as he heard her talk bad about herself. With a sad sigh, she let out a quiet sniffle as she slid down the front of their bed and wiped away a stray tear, “Jay didn’t fall in love with me, just to let my figure go.” she whispered to herself.

Head on her knees, her tears fell down her cheeks, unaware of him making his way into the room to sit beside her. He gently nudged her knee with his, and waited for her to acknowledge him. She looked up and her eyes were red, tears streaking down her cheeks. He looked at her sadly, and tried but failed to wipe away the tears.

She buried her head onto his chest as he held her softly and kissed her head. His heart broke hearing her sobs and choked breaths. It took a few minutes for her to calm down a little, before she heard him ask what was wrong.

“I’m sorry Jason, I feel like I let myself go. And you don’t deserve to love someone like me, completely flawed, who barely likes her own body, who can’t even keep her boyfriend satisfied.”

“Hey hey, have you met me? I’m flawed too, baby. And who cares about sex? I just want you to be happy, feel loved and safe. Tell me what’s wrong?”

Unable to meet his eyes, she wiped away the stray tears that had gathered again “It’s…I think I’ve relapsed, I’m not too sure. But since date night, I’ve been noticing things I hate about my body, which is why I’ve been avoiding you, skipping meals and going harder at the gym more than lately.”

He was patient as he listened to her, heart breaking as he heard her talk about herself in that manner. He knew about her past eating disorder, all of which stemmed from her ex best friend in school, her older sister and an ex boyfriend. He didn’t know how anyone could say such cruel things to you. Wordlessly, he gathered her into his arms, and tilted her chin up to look at him. 

“Why didn’t you tell me? You know I care about you princess, I love you so much that I wanna be the one who can take away your pain, or carry it for you when things get too tough. I’m not going away, I’m here, even when you can’t fathom why someone loves you, I’ll be here to remind you, how much I love you, and that you’re always going to be beautiful to me, no matter what shape or size you are.”

“But Jay, please don’t lie about that. I just wanna be perfect for you.”

“Who said I’m lying? And you’re always perfect to me baby.” he said softly and gently cupped her face and left a kiss on her forehead and both her cheeks. 

“I know you’re going through a rough patch right now, I understand, it’ll take time, but I’m here, I’ll always be by your side, to hold your hand, and be your personal hype man. I promise you that.”

“You really are madly in love with me, even when I look like this.” her eyes soft, with unshed tears. For once in her life, feeling as though someone might actually care enough to help her take on her problems.

“How could I not be? You’re the love of my life, and I wanna make you feel safe and loved. All your battles? We’ll get through it together, cause no way in hell am I giving you up.” he gave her a soft kiss and then held her close to his heart.

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[jmliebert]

♡ WHEN OMINIS HAS A CRUSH ON YOU♡

- slow burn

- and you cannot convince me otherwise (!)

- due to his careful and thoughtful nature

- at first, he may appear distant, but you've already surpassed that stage as the two of you are friends already

- when he realised he liked you more than a friend, he would analyse it a lot, It’s just who he is

- #trust issues

- so at first you wouldn’t see any change in his behaviour

- for months even

- except that he would get a little uneasy while talking with you sometimes

- and also, when you and Sebastian would be up to something bad again, he would 100% blame Sebastian for all of it and not you

- he would save you a seat in classroom, share his notes, play cards in undercroft together, making fun of Seb

- but slowly something is changing

- his action would have more depth into them?

- while talking with you, he would be more lively and smiley

- he would listen to what you have to say very intently (well, surely even more than before)

- little grins here and there

- sometimes with bonus: raised brows

- when you are near him, he feels it in his chest somehow

- you two would slowly spend more time together, just the two of you, as he opens up more and gets more comfortable

- once you randomly told him he has beautiful profile (because he really does!!)

- then his cheeks would get pretty rosy (and if Sebastian would see it he would laugh so hard)

- Ominis would try to brush it off with some sarcastic comment

- shy boy trying be cool about everything..

- before asking you for a first date he would be in total panic mode and overthink it for like five weeks straight

- but after Sebastian has threaten him that he would tell you about Ominis gigantic crush on you he finally surrenders and ask you out, thank you very much

- and obviously you say yes....

- he’s a gentleman, so I see flowers given to you with a troubled smile because it’s hard switching between friends and suddenly going on a date, you know

- he would take you somewhere fancy for a tea or sth

- and he would take your coat and pull the chair out for you

- so charming ! ! !

- and then finally he gets confident and open up more

- about his feelings and his past

- also about how he feels about you of course

- which opens your eyes a little because he can be so secretive, hiding everything behind his cool look, furrowed brows, and kind gestures

- you realise he was holding back so much

- your heart melts a little by that thought ♡

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

 you can find more of my works about ominis ♡here♡

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[swiftgreatest]

Everything Has Changed | Eddie Roundtree x Fem!Reader

request by anon: "hi!:) i dont know if you take request but i would love to see eddie’s blurb where he mets his old friend from his hometown on tour and falls in love with her"

a/n: hello, thanks for request. i love your idea!! i loved write this, i really hope u like this, give me your opinion about it!!!

words: 2.3k

After hours and hours on the rond the band finally arrived in Seattle for one week with three shows in the city. All the audience was excited for this, as it was the first time Daisy Jones and The Six would be in the city and the three shows were sold out, this was one of the most talked about subjects at the moment.

Eddie was accustomed with this commotion in the cities where the band performed, hysteria everywhere, people following the bus of the band and camping at the front of the hotel, it wasn't something new for him, the band was on tour for several months.

The travels from one city to another were very tiring and boring sometimes, there wasn't much to do on the bus aside from look at the landscape, drink sth, smoke or take drugs. Sometimes Eddie used the travels to write letters and make melodies for his bass, he always wanted to write his own lyrics but he didn't have much confidence in himself, until his childhood best friend helped him with this. She encouraged him and said she was his number one fan.

The bassist catches himself remembering her sometimes, he misses her and all the things they did together, she was his favorite thing in Pittsburgh. He constantly wonders what she is doing now.

– – – –

Eddie sat in one of the empty booths of a snack bar, he and the band got off the bus and he was starving for some real food then ran out to find a snack bar and entered the first one he found.

As he looked at the menu, a waitress appeared to take your order.

"Welcome!! What would you like to order?"

"I would like some-" Eddie couldn't speak anymore after looking at the waitress who was looking at his order book. "Y/n? It 's you?" He recognized her, it was her! His childhood best friend, sweet Y/n!

"What?- Oh my God, Eddie jt's you!!!" The girl opened a smile that filled her face. She couldn't believe it, it was like a dream, her childhood best friend and secret love was there, in front of her. It's Eddie, her Eddie. O mean, he was taller now, long hair, expensive clothes, looked more confident but he still being the boy she ran away from home with to go to rock concerts in the early hours of the morning.

"I can't believe it!" Roundtree said while standing up and hugging the girl. She was taken aback by the hug but put her arms around him. Eddie couldn't even explain how much he missed it.

"Dude, how long! You're in Seattle all this time?? How I never found you??" You asked him, you've so many questions.

"No, I live in Los Angeles. I've come to work, in truth it's a long story and I-" They were interrupted by the rumbling of the bassist's stomach, oh he was so hypnotized by you that he had forgotten how hungry he was.

You laugh and he blushed with shame "Let's take it easy, sit and tell me what you want to eat and when I come back we can talk, right?"

"Right!" He sat down again and said his order to the girl.

"I'll be back in a few minutes!" You left and Eddie didn't take his eyes off you, you caught his attention, he couldn't believe he found you, you were so different, but what could he say, it's a long time, you two were different now but some feelings are still the same and still making his heart speed up.

– – – –

You was watching the boy in your front devour the food you brought, you worried about him because of all this hunger but he explained the reason to you. He also explained everything that had happened to him after you moved from Pittsburgh with your parents. The Dunne Brothers, new members, The Six, Billy, Daisy Jones, Honeycomb, Aurora and he tell about the others, Camilla, Graham and Warren, you are close in the past.

You're so happy for Eddie, he did it!! Realized his dream and looked so happy with the band, you remembered all the times you listened to him write or play something on the guitar and bass, it was so good, just you and him, listening to him sing to you and only for you.

"Eddie I'm so happy for you, that I don't even know how to express this. I'm so proud of you, you did it" You had a proud smile and looked at him with admiration.

This was so precious and valuable to Eddie, no one ever looked at him like that, no one ever admired him like you did, no one ever encouraged him as much to follow his dreams as you did, you always supported and helped him, he would never get over it or forget it. He entwined his hand in yours, it was so good to be with you.

"I'm so happy to give you prod, you always support me, and you make many things for me Y/n, you help me to be who I am and I will always be grateful for it" He cuddled your hand.

"You don't have to thank me for being who you are. You're talented and it comes from you naturally"

"And you? What have you been doing?"

You explained what happened after you moved from Pittsburgh. You spent some years in a small town with your parents until you got tired and moved alone to Seattle, you wanted new air, and the air of the big city was what you needed. You became a waitress, but you were also doing other things. You are a dancer in a dance academy and you were trying to win a scholarship to some college to become more professional in dance.

"That's amazing Y/n!! I always knew that you would be a star of dance one day"

"Oh let's not exaggerate, I'm still a little star who is getting to know this world of big stars and constellations"

"To me, you are and always have been a big star. My big star"

Oh God, didn't he realize how much he messed with you, how the way he looked at you and the things he said made you have an outburst. How could he never realize how in love you were?

"Thank you, I don't know what to say" You were going to say something but were interrupted by your boss telling you to get back to work. "I need to go Eddie, the work calls me".

"When is your turn ending?"

"At five" It was still three o'clock in the afternoon. "There are two hours left, you don't have to stay here waiting for me"

"I don't have any problem, I have been waiting for this for years, some hours won't kill me" He smiled and you smiled back. Your smile lights up his life since childhood and still.

– – – –

After two long hours of work, you finally end with your work, take your things to leave. At all this time Eddie was still sitting at the same table, sometimes he asked something to drink but only to talk with you. You smiled every time you passed by him or when you caught him staring at you, have been many times.

You both left the snack bar and walked the streets while talking, telling new stories, thoughts and problems too, it was as if everything was in the right place now, just you and Eddie keeping each other company and being honest.

Everything has changed. You and Him may have changed on the outside, but you still had a lot of your old version of the past inside of you. The same feelings still haunted you both and you still don't know how to deal with this like when you were young.

Every smile, word, memory, joke and thought connect you more and more, as in the past, or even stronger than that, you didn't want to leave this. After that reunion, Eddie promised he would never go away from you again.

– – – –

And he kept his promise, for the first he called you to go to a concert of his band, he didn't have to insist, you were crazy to see your friend on the stage and the band too.

While at the concert you admired him, you can't take your eyes off him, Eddie got a special place for you in the front of the stage. You loved the concert, they've so many good songs and the energy was from another world, unexplained.

After the end of the show, you met Eddie on the backstage, you hugged him even with him sweating and he hugged you too, holding you so strong as if he was afraid you would go away from him.

"I have some people here who need to see you" He led you into a hallway with dressing rooms and you were so involved that you didn't even realize that you entwined your hand with his. He led you into a room where Graham, Warren and the keyboard player, Karen, were.

The boys ran to you when they recognized you, you hugged both. They're so different but at the same time still were your friends from school. You introduced yourself to Karen and she was really nice with you, you like her.

"So you mean Eddie found you and didn't tell us? You were keeping her from us just for you weren't you brother?" Warren joked and Eddie gave him the middle finger.

"We have to make up for all this time" Warren said "And you know what's good for bringing people together?" He asked and after no one answered he shouted "A party!".

Everyone got excited and shouted together with him, and that's how you ended up at one of the famous band parties. You have fun all night, talking with several people, drinking, dancing and especially you did all this with Eddie who didn't leave you at any time and you didn't leave him either.

– – – –

It was like this all week, you went to the band's second concert and you see Eddie everyday since you reunited. You give him your address so he comes to see you everyday. He came early and his excuse was he didn't want to stay away from you. He took you to your work everyday.

When he didn't show he stayed with you in your house, you cooked together, Eddie was so good in the kitchen. You and him do other things like play games, watch movies, listen to discos or just talk and admire each other.

You didn't realize that, but anyone besides that can realize this, the way you look at each other, how you act towards each other, is like you have your own language and your own world.

You were so used to each other that you didn't even think about what would happen when the last show of the band was done and they left town.

One day before the last concert, Roundtree realized what was coming and that almost drove him crazy. He got nervous and so many thoughts appeared in his mind. What would you two do? Are you still friends? He didn't know what to expect, but one thing he knew. He couldn't lose you again, he couldn't live without you anymore and he was determined to do something to let you know about it, even if it changed everything.

– – – –

This is the last concert of the band in Seattle and you were there like the others, but this is different, is the last time Eddie would be in your city, you pretended it wasn't affecting you. When you realized that, you cried, you didn't want to let him leave, but what could you do? This was his dream and you couldn't ruin it just because you love him more than anything and didn't want to live without him.

The bassist noticed you were different, quiet and thoughtful, and he knew the reason, he tried not to show that it affected him too. The concert went so slowly for him. He didn't want it to end but he also needed to talk to you and couldn't hold back any longer.

After the show he took you away from others, nothing of parties or drinks for you two today, he has something different for today, something that will change your lives, for the better or worse. Roundtree took you to the roof of the concert hall, this is like a flashback from when you climbed the roof of his house to see the stars and smoke. All these memories come to you, just make you more sensible and you were holding yourself to not cry.

"I know I'm leaving tomorrow and this could change everything between us, but this doesn't need to change, I still with you, I'll be far away but I'll call you everyday, send letters and come to see you every chance I get, I won't let nothing keep us apart" He held your face with his hands " I was stupid enough to let you go once and I will never make that mistake again. Everything has changed. But I still love you. I love you all this time, keep this love with me and now that I've found you it has come back strong and clear, nothing will change my mind and if that's going to change all between us, even if it's for something worse, I'm sorry but I won't hide it, not anymore.

You didn't realize at what moment the tears started to fall down your face, you're so happy and emotional that you couldn't contain yourself. He looked at you worried, cleared your tears and when he goes try to say one more thing you kiss him. Nothing could change this, nothing could separate you now.

And this only proved that even though everything had changed, you two were still the same, and still loved each other in the same way.

– – – –

hello people, if u like reblog and like pls? my request still open and i loved write thisss

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#daisy jones and the six #eddie roundtree #djats #eddie loving #swiftgreatest's write #request #eddie roundtree one shot #eddie loving x reader #eddie roundtree x reader #eddie loving imagine #eddie loving one shot #eddie roundtree imagine #eddie roundtree x you #eddie roundtree x y/n #eddie loving x you #eddie loving x y/n

[drivinmeinsane]

Gosh i like the ken and pecan fic its so goofy(and cute!), funny fic like this tickles me and i want more!

Maybe something funny like clumsy stalker you x driver who totally acknowledge your existence.

Or maybe ‘try to make Six laugh challenge’ sth like that.

Again, ty for all the nice fics!

I'm glad you liked it! I loved both your suggestions, but I went with the Driver and clumsy stalker prompt. I hope this little drabble is satisfactory! (●'◡'●)

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※ Summary: You're not as stealthy as you think you are. Driver can only let your stalking continue for so long.

※ Rating: 18+ for mention of explicit content

※ Word count: 861

Your hands are shaky while you frantically scribble on a page of the notebook you’re clutching. Your eyes dart between the paper and the man you’ve been following for countless days. Trailing after him should be thankless work, but it’s not, not to you. Every glimpse of the quiet, nameless man feels like balm applied to a festering wound.

Driver. You can’t stop thinking about him. He haunts your every waking thought. You’ve had too many of those these past few days. He hardly ever sleeps which has led to you living the same lifestyle. You’re never rewarded for your diligence by the sight of him settling under the covers, but once you got something better instead. There was a very memorable night where you swear he looked you right in the eyes as you stood on the fire escape peering through his window. He had taken himself in hand, leather encased grip tight around his erection and got himself off. His gaze was locked onto the blinds the entire time, and didn’t falter even as he came. His head lolled back on the wall behind him, a challenging expression in those blue eyes. You had almost bitten through your lip trying to keep silent. Thinking about it sends a distressing warmth through you. 

He’s a difficult man to keep track of and you lose sight of him constantly. He’s also unsettlingly observant. You’ve long since lost track of the times where you’ve had to quickly try to hide because he’s turned to stare in your direction. Sometimes you're certain that he’s looking right at you, his eyebrows raised. His routine is simple though. You keep a running list of each activity he does. You’ve discovered that his entire world revolves around cars. His time is broken up between his shifts at the garage, stunt work, performing as a getaway driver, working on his own car, and driving in his own free time. He rarely gives himself the time to eat or sleep. In his down time between stunts at the movie lot, you’ve seen him fidget with a rubix cube and endless paper coffee cups. It seems like he has a hard time keeping still. You’ve wondered more than once if he’s lonely.

Too distracted by your reflection on the object of your interest, you make a critical mistake. Your stalking game comes crashing down the minute you trip noisily into the side of a recycling bin. You try to muffle the sounds that you accidentally caused, but it’s too late. Driver stops dead in his tracks on the way to his Chevy Malibu. He pivots and looks directly at you while you try to feign nonchalance. It’s futile, you’ve been caught. There’s a cold recognition in his eyes that makes your stomach flip. You swallow and look away, the notebook falls out of your suddenly weak hands when you register that he’s walking towards you. 

He crowds into your space, toothpick in his mouth. His expression is neutral despite nearly pinning you to the brick behind you with the presence of his body alone. He’s unreadable.

“Who’re you working for?” His voice is calm. Too calm. 

“No one!” You gasp. 

He grabs your upper arm. Hard. You try to pull from his grasp, but he only tightens his hold. You feel tears start to prick at your eyes.

“Then why’ve you been following me?” He asks. Of course he’s seen you. You could kick yourself for not being sneaky enough. You should have known someone like him would catch on almost immediately. 

“I saw you leaving your apartment one day and I couldn’t stop wanting to see you.”

He’s silent for a long moment, contemplative. You feel like he’s going to grind your bones to dust, the grip he has on you is so strong. You don’t dare push him by trying to break free again. He’s not patient enough for that. You’ve seen enough of him to know not to toe the line here. You cringe as he finally glances down at the open notebook at your feet. It’s open to a drawing of him that you had hastily done while he sat in his car earlier today. Notes are scattered on the page in careful handwriting. Your face feels like it’s on fire. 

“I’m sorry. I made a mistake!” You blurt out. That gets him to pull his eyes away from your work and back to your face. 

“Did you?” His tone is softer, almost intimately so. His hand shifts and he rubs his thumb over your skin, letting up on the crushing pressure. Maybe he’s not disgusted by you. A tendril of hope blindly takes hold in your chest. 

You look him directly in the eyes and repeat his words back. “Did I?”

A slow smile spreads across his face. It’s a little lopsided. You see a flash of his teeth. It’s predatory. He takes his hand off your arm, but you make the choice to chase it. Your fingers collide, tangling together. The leather is soft and warm against your palm.

You let him guide you to his car.

#Drive (2011) #Driver #Driver x Reader #My posts #Drabble #From you

[run-me-through-but-not-like-that]

not sure if anyone's sent sth similar to this in but:

steddy hands with a reader who just can't allow themself to have the good things™ cuz they don't deserve it/it's all going to disappear and they'll be alone, again

so best to just not engage with it, yeah?

(I am in a very angsty mood today, probably partially cuz my self worth problems reared its ugly head and partially cuz I was scrolling through izzy hands related tags for like a full hour or two heugh-)

You Deserve Good Things:

The mood in the captain's cabin was rather sombre, the co-captains and first mate licking their wounds. Tending to their wounded egos after your most recent rejection.

They couldn't even say that you completely rejected them, you had spent enough nights with them for them to know you had to be interested in them to some extent, but you never accepted offers to spend some quality time with them. They always had to disguise it as work otherwise you would go all tense and make an excuse to not spend time with them. It hurt.

"Perhaps...they're just not interested in anything more?" Stede suggested sadly, staring down at his untouched cup of tea.

"I dunno, I thought there was something," Edward sank into the plush settee, having already wrapped himself up in the red patterned robe he had become so fond of.

Izzy, who was slouched down in the armchair, just looked between the two of him. Doing his pondering a little more privately.

"Do you think that we have not been clear enough? Oh God, do you think they thought we only wanted something physical from them?" Stede's eyes suddenly widened with worry.

He hoped you didn't felt used or objectified with them, that hadn't been their attention at all! The only reason they hadn't made their confession is because they didn't want to come on too strong and scare you away. Stede imagined that beginning to date people who were already in a relationship was already rather intimidating, Izzy had expressed as much (at least as much as Izzy expresses anything).

"Shit, yeah, that might be it. What if they only want it to be a physical thing, though?" Edward questioned, pushing himself up slightly.

"Then I suppose we would have to decide whether that's something we wish to continue or something that would end up hurting us more than benefitting us," Stede hummed, his frown returning. They couldn't blame you for the misunderstanding, but somebody was bond to get hurt in this.

"You two are so fucking stupid sometimes," Izzy muttered, forgoing the tea that Stede had offered for a glass of rum. He needed something to take the edge off.

"Fucking hell, Iz. Tell us how you really feel," Edward huffed a small laugh.

"What do you mean, darling?" Stede asked, both of them used to Izzy's way of speaking. Clearly, he had an opinion he wanted to express.

"Remember when you first proposed this whole thing to me? Remember how I reacted?" Izzy asked, looking between his two partners.

"Of course, you were a right little pain in the-" Stede began, only for Edward to speak up and interrupt him.

"Oh..." Edward's eyes widened slightly in realisation. "Do you think that's it, Iz?" he asked.

"I dunno, maybe. That's just how I felt, could be a similar thing since they're acting kinda similar," Izzy shrugged. It's not like he could read your mind, but it was possibly you felt the way he once had.

"Uh, what exactly do we think the problem is?" Stede asked, not quiet understanding what the other two men had apparently concluded.

"I think they're having...some of the same worries I did at the beginning," Izzy explained.

"That we don't truly want them?" Stede's heart just shattered at the thought, at the memory of having that conversation with Izzy.

"Maybe," Izzy shrugged, shifting a little uncomfortably, knowing what Stede was thinking about. "Or maybe that they don't deserve it," he suggested.

"We should speak with them," Stede decided, placing his teacup and saucer down.

"That's the problem though, man," Edward threw his hands up with a whine, "they don't seem to want to talk."

"I do wish they would join us for dinner more often or stay for breakfast," Stede sighed. You had eaten with them occasionally but not nearly as often as they would have liked.

"I mean, we could just tell them to join us for dinner. That's what I did with Iz," Edward recalled.

"Yeah, and I loved that," Izzy agreed sarcastically and Edward gave him an apologetic look. Blurring the lines between captain's order and lovers requests were something they had to work on, and would have to make sure not to blur again with you. "Only stopped freaking out about what you two were up to after you explained it," he reminded them.

"Oh! I have an idea," Stede perked up, and something told Izzy that they hadn't really taken his words to heart. "We should court them, properly. No falling into bed with them until we've spoken properly and made our feelings clear. We'll have dinners and dates and trade gifts," he was smiling at the thought, his face lighting up with hope.

"We'll start tonight with dinner. Think you could tell Roach to make something special, you're great at planning that kind of stuff," Edward was quick to agree, fully sitting up now.

"Of course!" Stede stood, clapping his hands together. He was definitely already planning all the little details for tonight's dinner.

"This is going to be a fucking disaster," Izzy grumbled, sinking down further in the chair.

"At least try to be optimistic, yes?" Stede pouted slightly.

"Fine, we'll do it this way," Izzy sighed, managing a small smile that made his lovers' faces light up.

Izzy couldn't believe that he was the one advocating for talking it through...

-

The invitation to dinner in the captain's cabin didn't come as a complete surprise to you, you had eaten with them before. Though, there was something...different, something you couldn't quite put your finger on.

Stede was being just a little extra charming, Edward was just a little more dressed up than usual, and Izzy looked like he was waiting for the shoe to drop. Nothing unpleasant, just enough to make you think something was going on.

However, the dinner went flawlessly. As always, Roach's food was delicious, all three courses, and the four of you talked like you would any other time. It was easy and comfortable despite the nagging in the back of your mind.

The part that surprised you the most came after dinner was finished. You were invited for a drink in front of the fire, and accepted, the four of you talked and laughed, and then they showed you out and wished you goodnight. A perfectly polite gesture from your captains but it left you a little confused out in the passageway.

You couldn't help but be confused. They had invited you for dinner, had seemingly put some extra effort in, and nobody had even made a move to take you to bed.

It wasn't like you hadn't been invited into their bed multiple times alright, not that you had any problem with it. You were always pleased with an invite, an excuse to indulge the feelings you had developed for the three men.

You knew that these things didn't last. Love, tenderness, finery. Not for your anyway. You knew it was best to avoid it, it was easier than losing it, but you just couldn't help yourself. How could you deprive yourself when the three of them were offering? If you couldn't have the whole experience you would take what you could get, the occasional night with them.

They had never invited you for dinner and it just end up being dinner. It left you scrambling to make sense of it.

Maybe they just changed their mind? Had you done or said something that changed their minds?

-

The strange behaviour continued long after that dinner. The three of them were always around more, you always seemed to have one of them by your side.

They would invite you to have lunch and dinner with them and when you did, they would always make sure that you tried one of the decadent cakes Roach had made for them. They always took note of your preferences and made sure to have your favourites available in future meals.

Or that one time when you invited an offer to drink with them one evening and Edward had insisted that you were one of Stede's robes just because of how comfortable it was. He was right, it was insanely comfortable and you regretted having to take it off.

No, the trip the four of you took was weirder. The Revenge had docked off of some little island for a small vacation. Stede had called your little trip a 'nature walk' and had been very excited. It all seemed kind of romantic, it very much seemed like a date, and you couldn't help but wonder why you had been invited along with the three of them.

The gifts were probably the strangest part though. You had received a few new soft shirts from Stede. Edward had presented you with some rings and earrings that he obtained on a raid, as well as insisting you keep the robe he had asked you to wear that one evening. Izzy had even gotten you a new pair of boots, saying that yours were too worn down (he also got you some proper polish to keep good care of them).

You loved and appreciated all the gift, you just wished you understood why they were giving them to you in the first place.

-

You were in the galley, cleaning up after losing a game of cards with Roach. As was so typical these days, you had company.

Edward had sauntered in, offering you company, before searching through the cupboards to see if Roach was hiding any treats from the crew. You had pointed him in the direction of some sweets Roach had been working on but made him swear to take the blame when Roach found them missing.

You finished up the dishes, placing them were Roach had told you too, making sure they were secure in case of a rouge wave. As you closed the cabinet, you felt two strong arms slither around your waist.

"Those sweets were good," Edward hummed, comfortable tucking his chin against your shoulder.

You had to supress the shiver that threatened to run through you. Having Edward so close like this, in the galley where anyone could walk in, his breath against your ear.

"Did you eat all of them?" you asked, trying to ignore the feeling. Edward could be a pretty physical person, so you tried not to think too much about it.

"No..." Edward scoffed, before shyly adding, "most of them, saved the others for later."

You laughed fondly as you squirmed in his embrace, Edward only loosening his hold enough for you to turn and face him. "Roach is going to kill you," you warned, breath hitching slightly.

You shouldn't have turned around, Edward's chest pressed against yours now rather than your back. He felt even closer this way and you had to find a place to put your hands, you settled for resting them against his arms.

"We're wanted folks now, want a taste?" Edward wiggled his eyebrows playfully.

"Fuck it, you're taking the blame, right?" you gave in, though it really didn't take much to convince you.

"'course, you have my word," he vowed and then his mouth was on yours.

The little sound of surprise you made was silenced by the sudden kiss, you should have known better than to assume he was actually going to give you one of the sweets. At least things were beginning to go back to some sense of normalcy. The day trips and gifts were confusing, at least this made sense.

Coming to your senses, you melted right into the kiss. You could still taste the lingering sweetness on his lips, on his tongue. Edward's kisses were always all consuming, nearly possessive, as he surrounded you in every way he could.

The bottom of your back bumped into the counter as Edward pressed further against you. Your arms slipped around his neck and you buried your hands in his soft hair, as he hauled you up and sat you down on the counter, stepped between your legs. Always staying close, always keeping his body pressed against yours.

"Fuck, I love that man but Stede's taking things too slow," Edward groaned when you hooked a leg around his waist.

"It's sweet if he thinks I still need seducing," you mused, cursing the wave of fondness you felt for the blond.

"We're not seducing you. We're courting you," Edward corrected, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck.

"A fancy word for seducing," you huffed. At least that was the truth in your experience.

Edward seemed to pick up on how much you actually believed that, pressing a light kiss to your jaw before pulling away enough to meet your gaze. "Nah, no, I don't think so," he shook his head, frowning slightly. "I think we all have to talk," he stroked up and down your side.

"Is everything alright?" you asked, a little thrown by the serious look on his face.

"Yeah, just come for a drink after supper tonight?" Edward asked.

"Yeah, sure," you agreed, smiling a little when he pressed a quick kiss to your lips before helping you down from the counter.

-

After supper, though you didn't eat much because of your growing nerves about whatever Edward thought you had to talk about, you went to the captains' cabin. You knocked and Stede ushered you inside, telling you that you never had to knock, that you were always welcome.

The four of you sat at the dining table. Stede had originally wanted to sit in front of the fireplace as that would be more comfortable but that would likely mean that some of you would be sitting beside each other on the settee while others were sitting alone on the armchairs. That just didn't feel right to him, that rather defeated the point of expressing that everyone was equal in this relationship. This way, you were all sitting separately but close, and able to see each other.

There was a platter of small sandwiches and cakes in the centre of the table, and Stede had poured each of you a cup a tea, the way you each liked it. He then sat back in his seat, giving you a nervous smile before sipping from his teacup.

"Alright, so...you wanted to talk about something?" you asked, glancing between the three men when nobody started a conversation.

"Yes, well, Edward rather sprung this on us. I mean we planned on doing it, of course, but not tonight in particular," Stede began. You imagined he was the type to rehearse a speech, and you could just imagine him flittering about attempting to prepare after Edward told him that you were coming by for a talk.

"If you want to end things, you know you can just say it, right?" you could sense the tension in the three men, all of which seemed nervous in their own ways. You just wanted to ease their nerves a little, make it easier for them and for yourself.

"What? No!" Edward looked at you with wide eyes, having nearly choked on his tea. Izzy just tensed, the grip on his cup tightening.

"I mean, yes, we know we could just say it if that's how we felt, but that isn't what we want," Stede assured you, trying to steer you away from that assumption as quickly as possible. "We would very much like you here," he reiterated, just in case you still misunderstood what he was trying to say.

"Alright. So, what is it?" you asked. They might not be asking you to leave but something seemed wrong.

"You want to be here, right?" Izzy suddenly questioned you. If your mind was going straight to ending whatever it was you thought the four of you were doing, did you want to put an end to it?

Stede faltered for a moment as he placed his teacup down. He felt like he was losing control over things, seeing that Izzy's insecurities were starting to rear their head. He was worried you were going to leave now. One problem at a time.

"Yeah. Wouldn't be here if I didn't, don't worry about that," you assured him that you weren't being pressured into anything with a small smile.

"Well, that is good to hear. Do you mind if I ask in what capacity you want to be here?" Stede asked.

"Oh, well...I mean, I guess that's on the three of you. It's your relationship and all," you shrugged, taking a gulp of tea to try to force down the lump raising in your chest.

All three of them felt their hearts ache at your words. It was your relationship too! They had clearly let you down, hadn't expressed that well enough, they would have to change that.

"Stede," Izzy sighed, a quiet plea. He remembered being in your position and if they had asked him that, he would have probably had a panic attack. He definitely would have lied.

"Maybe we should tell them...what we want?" Edward suggested, looking to Stede to see if he agreed. The three of them really had gotten better at communicating but they didn't think they would ever have to have this conversation again, not until you came along.

"Ah, yes, of course, Love," Stede agreed before looking at you again, "I think there might have been some miscommunication on our part, about your place in the relationship."

You tensed, growing a little defensive, ready to protect yourself. Izzy recognised the emotions on your face instantly but he had faith that you weren't a coward like him, that you wouldn't run off before they could explain everything like he had done.

"We just kind of thought you...knew," Edward confessed, though it made nothing clearer for you.

"Knew what?" you frowned, still feeling completely lost. Maybe even more so than before.

"That we wanted to be with you," Stede stated, "that we wanted you to be with us."

"Yeah, I picked up on that," you laughed a little, looking nothing but confused.

"Ah, see, this is the miscommunication I mentioned," Stede sighed, looking sympathetic and a little guilty. "We don't want a casual relationship with you, nor do we want you to feel as if we are bringing you into our relationship as...an extra part," he explained.

"Alright..." you nodded thoughtfully before asking, "then what do you want?"

"We should have made it clear in the first place and we're sorry for that. We want you to be a part of our relationship, it would be your relationship. Ours. The four of us," Stede clarified.

"We fucking love you, mate," Edward blurted out, but he sounded completely sincere. Looking at you with those big, expressive eyes.

"Maybe a bit strong, Ed," Izzy mumbled, watching your face for your reaction. You looked like you were putting puzzle pieces together.

"But it's the truth and that's the whole point of this conversation. We fucking love you and we want to be with you, properly. Want all that soft shit with you too," Edward continued, reaching out to take hold of your hand. You didn't pull your hand away but you didn't hold his back either.

"Soft shit?" you asked quietly.

"Yeah, like...having meals together, getting ready together in the morning, listening to Stede read," Edward listed, and those activities did sound nice to you. "Do you read?" he suddenly asked, realising he didn't know the answer.

"Yeah, I can read," you nodded dumbly.

"They've been helping me keep the logs, Ed," Izzy reminded him. It had been one of those jobs they had asked you to assist with as an excuse to spend time with you.

"Oh, shit, sorry, I don't really pay attention to that stuff anymore," Edward confessed, feeling a little bad. He should have known if you could read or not. "You can read with Stede, or clean your weapons with Iz, or come for an afternoon nap with me. All that kinda stuff. Y'know, relationship things," he continued.

Yeah, that 'soft shit' sounded really nice...

"We want you to feel like you belong with the three of us, because we already feel that way about you," Stede smiled as you tore your gaze away from Edward to look at him, "I suppose, what this all comes down to is that we would like to make it official. The four of us."

You looked between the three men, the feeling of fondness and adoration in your heart swelling. It was almost impossible to believe that they all cared for you, wanted you like that, might even love you. Edward wouldn't lie about that, after all.

"I can't," your voice cracked as you pulled your hand out of Edward's gentle grasp, nearly sobbing at the wounded sound he made.

"Why not?" Stede asked carefully, his heart breaking at the rejection but searching for an explanation. He couldn't help but think that the three of them were going to be messes for a little while...

"This isn't something I can have, not like the three of you," you shook you head, staring down at your lap. "I don't...I don't get to keep nice things," your voice came out much quieter than you had expected.

"Darling..." Stede wanted nothing more than to round the table and hold you, to comfort you, to tell you that you deserved all the nice things you wanted.

"Every nice thing I've ever had has been taken from me. Everyone I've ever loved is gone. I can't do this because...because I can't lose it again, it'd break me, okay?" you were pleading with them through glassy eyes, pleading with them to not break your heart. "The universe has made it pretty fucking clear, I don't deserve good things," you hadn't even noticed that your cheek were turning wet or that your breathing had become unsteady.

Your mind was reeling, every negative outcome coming to mind. Everything just felt like a little too much right now. Too heavy, too hard, too loud.

Surprising all four of you, it was Izzy that moved. He could sense your need to run away, he had felt that way once too, sometimes he still did.

Before you knew it, Izzy was on his knees in front of you, carefully taking your hands in his. "You gotta breath with me, yeah?" it was only when he spoke that you realised how difficult it had become to catch your breath.

The two captains brought their chairs around to sit on either side of you, but leaving enough space so that you didn't feel crowded. You focused on Izzy's breathing, syncing yours up to his.

Slowly, you got your breathing under control, Izzy's hold on your hands helping to ground you. Eventually you were breathing normally again and your mind felt a little clearer.

"Stede's fucking insane, he does this thing were he makes you feel all cherished and cared for. I know how you feel, I've never had nice things before, told myself I didn't need it. These two, they make you believe that you deserve love and kindness. And you must, if Ed and Stede care about you, you must deserve it because they certainly do," Izzy spoke, keeping his voice even. On either side of you, Edward and Stede gave him affectionate looks. "Fuck, they even managed to convince me," you laughed a little at that, the three of them thought that was a good sign.

"How did they convince you?" you asked.

"Just...did it. Treated me the way I needed to be treated, not the way I thought I deserved," Izzy honestly couldn't put it into words, it had been such a dizzying experience in the beginning. "Still don't believe it all the time, sometimes I still get scared that I'm going to lose it all and it will be like I never had it in the first place, but they always bring me back from that edge," he confessed.

"Hey," Edward scooted his chair closer, placing a hand on Izzy's shoulder and his other on your knee. "Plus, we're fucking pirates, yeah? We take what we want whether we think we deserve it or not."

"All you have to do is take it, we'll work on making sure you know how worthy you are of it," Stede promised, standing and placing a hand against your shoulder.

"It's a lot," you breathed out but lent into each of their touches.

"We'll go at whatever pace your comfortable with," Stede assured you.

You nodded slowly, thinking over it. A relationship with the three men you had fallen so hard for, it was too good to be true. And yet, here you sat between the three of them, their affections for you appearing to be very much real. In that moment you realised you were already into deep, whether you walked out of this cabin now or in a months time or in however many years, the hurt would be the same.

"Will one of you fucking kiss me or something?" you muttered, a smile playing on your lips.

Edward lunged forward, cupping your face in his hands and capturing your lips in a kiss. "Will you stay tonight?" he asked, barely pulling away at all.

"Just sleeping of course," Stede added quickly. "We want to do this right, this time," he squeezed your shoulder.

Letting Edward pull back, you looked between the three men, remembering the nights that you would pry yourself out of their embraces and leave their cabin. All because you had told yourself that you didn't deserve to be held by them. But the way they were all looking at you now...it was hard to keep thinking that way.

"Yeah...yeah, I'll stay," you agreed.

Stede smiled, leaning down and rewarding you with a sweet, lingering kiss.

When he released you, you pulled your hands out of Izzy's so that you could take his face in your hands. "Thank you," you whispered, leaning down to kiss him, smiling when he pushed himself up on his knees to meet you halfway.

You knew that Izzy wasn't good with words, so you appreciated how he had opened up to help bring you back to them, to bring you back from that self destructive part of yourself.

As promised, you stayed the night.

Stede had offered you something more comfortable to sleep in and the four of you had sat in front of the fire. Your head in Izzy's lap and Edward leaning against Stede's shoulder to follow along with the words as he read to the three of you. His voice steady and soothing.

You slept in the bed with them, all three of them somehow managing to touch you in some way, holding you close, making you feel safe and secure between them. That night you slept better than you had in a long time.

In the morning the four of you ate breakfast together before getting dressed and starting your days, feeling a lightness in your steps that you hadn't felt for a long time.

It had only been a few hours and you knew you were right. If you were to lose this, it would break you.

#israel hands x reader #izzy hands x reader #izzy hands #ofmd izzy #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd x reader #edward teach x reader #stede bonnet x reader #steddy hands #steddyhands #steddyhands x reader

[readbyred]

I've read that some characters from the moomins like Snufkin, little my and their mother and their sisters are not really humans. So how would Snufkin, Moonin and the other characters react when they meet s/o who is a girl human that one day appeared in moonmin Valley?

You added other characters and I will absolutely use it to push more Sniff content on you! Also yeah. Considering moomins are canonically REALLY damn tiny, the humanoid looking characters would be like fairies or sth. But I will make them human sized bc I think it's easier to write (if you want more accuracy, sent me a message and I'll do one more)

Snufkin is pretty unfazed compared to others. He’s been travelling enough to have come across humans at some point. Pretty surprised to find out that his upbringing is something so strange (I mean, im pretty sure he was allowed to wander around before he would be considered old enough to do so by human standards). Sometimes, when he’s feeling a bit silly he makes stuff up about his kind to trick you. Says it in the most chill voice too so the only way to fact check him is to ask his half-sister. Little My calls him out every time just to be a menace, in true older sister fashion

And when it comes to Little My, she treats you like one of the group regardless. But that doesn't mean she’s not going to complain about your long human legs and so on. Will absolutely use you to get the things she wants off of high shelves. And will laugh if you bang your head on something. I mean, the creatures you come across come in different sizes so it’s not uncommon to find homes and structured built for them. But it's sweet sometimes too (as sweet as she can be) when she calls you her human. And maybe, sometimes (since having humans around isn't something most residents are used to) she’ll drag you around to some events with the neighbors to see their reaction (and maybe to brag about her gf, but she won't tell you that-)

On the other hand Snorkmaiden is so curious! Asks you about human culture and fashion. Sometimes the others joke that she’s turning into her brother. Begs you to take her to a human village, though that would either require crazy high stealth or some magic. Since you just showed up in the Moominvalley, she’s very open to show you all the kinds of wonders that were ordinary to her before. Being with you made her see them as more special, she loves that part of your relationship a lot. Plus, if you compliment her ability to change colour (not sure if that's a part of the show, but she can do that in the books) she’ll flush and turn all colours of the rainbow

Okay, Sniff is a funny one because this guy’s afraid of so much but also wants to seem so brave and cool in front of you. Of course, he insists that he was totally not terrified when you two first met. And he thinks being human makes you kind of special (I mean, in Moominvalley it actually does) so he’ll always emphasize that he’s your favourite. Yeah, that's right guys, he has a human girlfriend and she likes him best. Right? You do like him best, yes? Overall, he’s pretty silly and will exaggerate everyday things just to see the shine of wonder in your eyes (and because he feels like he has to give you something special so you stay with him). Still terrified that you just found your way into the valley though, what if bad humans come too 😰😰

Moomin is a lot more carefree about the idea. He’s so happy to be with you and show you around though he tends to forget that the things that might be ordinary to him are totally new to you. Obsessed with any type of human trinket you have on you. And if he could he’d stay up all night just to hear you talk about your life before coming to live with them. Honestly, he asks a lot of questions and some of them might be a little intrusive, but he doesn't get upset if you don't want to answer them. Oh, and he might have forgotten to mention the hibernation thing to you. Oops

As expected, Snork would ask a ton of questions. Ready to answer any you might have too, but be prepared for a lengthy rant every time you ask. Though to be fair, if he’s your significant other, then you might not find that too dreadful. He’s more of a theory guy though, so half the time when you all go on your adventures, you’re not much more prepared than when you first joined the group. Still, he truly does find your world interesting and will listen, no matter what you choose to tell him

And for the bonus character that nobody asked for - Stinky! To be fair, I think it would be funny for a normal human girl to appear in that magical world and just go like, yeah, I like this mean creature the best. I don't think he would be nice about you being a human, but that's kind of on brand. He would be interested in your human possessions and stories. Even if it's hard to tell that he’s genuinely interested. Later he would add to the stories you told him and scare other creatures with them. You’re free to join at any time if you wish to contribute to the chaos

#moomin x reader #moominvalley #moominvalley x reader #snorkmaiden x reader #little my x reader #snork x reader #sniff x reader #snufkin x reader #stinky moominvalley #stinky x reader

[gossipgirloff1]

They were seemed like a ordinary cute couple till I saw sth about Max being a fuckboy before her 😲 // max wasn’t really a fuckboy ever. He was in a multiple year relationship with his beautiful ex before Kelly. They broke up right around lockdown. Not exactly known when but after testing and before the summer she attended testing with max and in the summer he gave an interview in German saying he is single max followed and still follows “naked” instagram model pages and that’s how people try to make max a fuck boy. Before dilara max was in multiple relationships and he never fucked around between them…

And nothing about the relationship with Kelly is normal. The way Kelly has to constantly proof that she is still with max by either sending her kid into the stream of appearing herself 🤷🏼‍♀️ or the constant stories with him when she gets rightfully critiqued 🤷🏼‍♀️ people on here say kika must always post Pierre but they never take into account Kelly? The original attention seeker? Just take a look at Kelly’s ig and check the likes she gets on her posts with only herself, the ones with her kid, the ones with max, the ones with max and her kid and finally the ones where she is posing rather sexy and more naked than clothed. You will see she herself is not the reason she has 1.3 million followers on insta. She has this number of followers because she posts max content away from racing. She gives dad!max content (I hate even typing that) and she gives material of people to wank on her with the way she sometimes poses and dresses. But then has the audacity to take pictures of Instagram models posing and creating content for their own page on a beach in uae and making fun of that girl. And getting exposed by the exposing page she send that too. But don’t forget what Kelly did in taking a video of the girl was highly illegal in uae because she took the video without the girls consent.

And I won’t even mention her racism right now and her terrible behaviour towards max in treating him more like her kid than her actual child. Kelly doesn’t care about her daughter and has multiple nannies for her that she lies about not having when there are multiple pictures with the nanny with max and Kelly and p because Kelly called the paparazzi on herself. I mean Kelly has to take at least one of the nannies because she can’t be bothered to be a mother to her child but must mother her boyfriend and tell him what to do and say. She throws tantrums every time max says something she doesn’t like. Just look at that whole bouquet video from her brothers wedding and how she scolded max when he was happy she didn’t catch the flowers. Every one was laughing and making fun of max but because she needed to comment on one of the accounts that posted the video she turned the situation around and people believe the rumours that it was actually true she was angry because he was celebrating her not catching the bouquet. Just the behaviour change before the throw when Kelly caught maxs eyes and how she put her arms up way too late.

And what makes me have absolutely no respect for her is the fact that she posted herself posing and sitting on holocaust memorials in Berlin years ago. I don’t care what your opinion is about the war between Israel and Palestine but the holocaust was a terrible thing during the Second World War and nobody should disrespect the history of that time like that!

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#f1 gossip #kelly piquet gossip #max verstappen gossip

[skzxlevanter]

hi!! loved your skz reactions to a shy and quiet s/o, could you maybe do the opposite? maybe an s/o that’s a bit loud, outgoing and may come of strong and straightforward? thank you so much for your hard work <3

skz with an outgoing s/o

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uhhh i absolutely love the idea!!! also i really appreciate the feedback<33 i hope you enjoy this drabble too!!

fluff, mentions of fighting (nothing deep tho), other than that just more fluff

bang chan

he‘s your supporter to a 100% no matter what, be prepared for constantly seeing his grinny dad-like smile

he loves listening to you when you talk, especially when it’s something you’re ambitious about, he‘ll have stars in his eyes and will ask you more questions about it because he just loves how happy and excited you get

when it comes to being straight forward, he can be a bit taken back sometimes, but mostly appreciates it since he loves honesty and communicating openly

he‘s the type to just let you be who you are, sometimes matching your loud energy and sometimes just watching you be because he simply loves you no matter what >_<

lee minho

okay don’t get me wrong but at first he‘d be flabbergasted

like usually people tend to shy away from him since he can come across as timid and scary, but you just didn’t care at all, which confused him a little

it might even scared him away a bit because he didn’t quite know to approach you at first, scared that you‘ll laugh at him or sth TT

but once things are figured out and you found your way together, he deep down loves it, even when he teasingly rolls his eyes at you or exaggeratedly imitates you, he absolutely loves the fact that you just express yourself no matter what and don’t change for anyone

seo changbin

he LOVES it. from the start, no questions asked. just accepts the fact and completely loves you for it

your attitudes would probably match very well, both outgoing and loud, knowing what you want, and coming off as strong, which can also end up in small bickering / fights because both of you refuse to change your mind about something but always making up afterwards <3

he would absolutely admire you, reassuring you to go on speaking even if you think that you are talking too much, there’s no such thing for him, the only thing he cares about is that you can be the best version of yourself

has a BIG soft spot for you, immediately defends you if someone can’t handle your character, is just super protective of you in general, no matter how tough/ strong you come across

hwang hyunjin

hyunjin was always more of a laid back person, living quiet, delicate things like going to art galleries, drawing,…..and then he met you, the complete opposite of that. but he’d never ever would wish for something different

he still loved the same things, but silent hours at his house turned into lively, loud talking sessions that would mostly end up in karaoke and he loved it even more

your confidence can sometimes scare him a bit, him secretly wishing he’d be a bit more like you, but he tries to ‘learn’ from you and do his best to work on himself and since tou can learn a lot from him too, you grow together <33

he couldn’t imagine you not being there, already missing your presence when he has a tight schedule and isn’t able to see you very often, he just loves you so much :(

han jisung

he might be an introvert, but he can also be VERY loud, so there would be absolutely no problems, just A LOT of chaos when the two of you are together

well that is when you’re already dating, before that it was probably a bit rocky…at first tou seemed super tough to him, making him extremely nervous and a bit scared to talk to you, only to later find out that your the most heartfelt person ever <3

he takes his time to get comfortable around tou, but once the awkward phase is over, he is matching your energy so well it seems like he’s a different person fjsisjej

the high amount of energy will mostly result in super cute date ideas ans spontaneous adventures like deciding to drive to the beach and just go swimming even tho it’s like midnight, days like this just showing how much live he holds for you

lee felix

he’d also be super nervous,,,especially if you approached him first, he’’d get all flustered and blushy at your confident appearance, but said nervousness quickly vanishing when he talks to you more

he’d remember all the little things you tell him, bringing small related gifts with him the next time the two of you meet up and would live to hear more of you

even as boyfriend he would be super attentive, remembering the smallest details no matter how much you tell him, he’s listening with big doe eyes and he’s totally whipped for you

he also loves play fighting with you, tending to get a bit more loud and chaotic too, causing the room to fill up with laughter and playful screams while your neighbors probably think about writing a noise complaint

kim seungmin

okay let’s be honest here, there’s be a big chance that he found you annoying the first time he met you

i mean he is just trying to live his life peacefully without any major disturbances, and just loves to protect his private space a bit like a grandpa or sth djdjhd

but what actually surprised himself is that he actually found it adorable. he loves how your eyes spark up when you talk about something you love, the way you have to stop yourself from getting too overly excited, he just loves it and it makes his heart ache <\3

even when you do all the talking, he shows you how mich he lives tou through little gestures like bringing you flowers, always holding your hand, remembering little habits you have and just overall

yang jeongin

i can see a little bit of an enemies to lovers here- you both being a bit stubborn and coming off as confident and strong, but the two of you will eventually team up and find your way together <3

he’ll be so sweet, always having a big grin on his face, loves to imitate you and make fun of you to teasingly provoke you, lowkey liking it when you get a bit upset and start talking even faster and more out of frustration

there will be not a second without bickering, but he also knows exactly how to push your buttons and therefore knows exactly when something is up or bothering you and he makes sure to let you know that you can share anything with him <33

like the others he loves you a 100% no matter what and just loves you the way you are

masterlist

i’m sorry if there are any spelling mistakes but it’s pretty late and i’m tired so i’ll check for them tomorrow

#skz #skz fanfic #skz fluff #kpop #kpop fanfic #skz scenarios #stray kids #stray kids fanfic #stray kids fluff #skz drabble

[leclerced]

Okay so I thought about boys and the girlfriend’s family. And I came up with:

Lando who everyone knows how he is. Goofy, sassy, playful, sometimes mean, he has his strengths and faults. But not with his girl’s family. He just wants then to see him as the perfect match for her so he’s always on his best behaviour and actually loves spending time with them because he knows how important it is for her. He charms the mom and even learns the language (sorry but I thought about someone that’s from not-English speaking country) so he can communicate with them and it makes his girl’s heart melt because it’s the sweetest thing ever.

Oscar is just a cutie pie with the family. Everyone loves him and loves to dote on him. He’s always a gentleman and wants to help the best he can. (This will be self indulgent) I think my mom would absolutely adore him and I can totally see her wanting to feed him and then when he says (with the saddest eyes ever) he can’t eat sth because of his diet she’d find the best recipes he can eat and make his faves for him😭✋

I don’t think I write Max well so I’m gonna leave him to you sweetie

Charles would be so nervous for the first time but he’d win everyone’s hearts right away. Because how can you not love Charles’s mess of a hair, French accent and squishy cheeks. Also he would always come with gifts (no matter how long he’d know the family) because he thinks it’s rude to come with bare hands.

hi im working so this is super rushed and messy im sorry

lando is definitely on his best behavior when he’s around his girl’s family. he learns her language as soon as they get together because he knows he wants to be with her forever, so he’s downloading duolingo and trying to do it in secret to surprise her with it until she somehow catches him and starts teaching him instead. he brings gifts for everyone, and greets them in their native language which surprises them alll so much, especially the grandparents who don’t speak english.

i think oscar would break his diet for his girl’s fam. i think he likes food and one meal isn’t gonna throw him off. im gonna be self indulgent because i love to bake and cook, and when my family gets together there is soooo much food. it’s different on my mom and dad’s side bc i have separated parents. my mom’s side are all country folk who hang out in the shop, the men drink beer and watch nascar or football, whatever is on the tv, and the ladies gossip. they fry foods in the shop or grill outside the shop, and it’s fish they caught or game they hunted, which i feel like would make some drivers wary, i think they’re used to fancy dinners in expensive cities, not something that was shot and processed by the people cooking and eating it. but oscar is up for trying new things and even though he’s never really had deer, he likes the gamey taste it has. the women would love him bc he does everything for his girl, always getting her drinks or just massaging her shoulders for her and little things like that.

i think max is so good natured he’d fit in anywhere, he’s very smart and knows how to talk to people. i think it’s hard not to like him. my family all have adhd and will listen to people talk about anything. my uncle loves to indulge people and bullshit, so like over thanksgiving my sister in law was talking about her family’s business and my uncle pretended to go onto their website and order twenty thousand dollars worth of leather. she was freaking out while everyone else is laughing because we knew it was a joke, until my aunt was like “excuse my husband, he’s a liar.” and i can imagine my family doing that with max but he’d bullshit back and egg them on. he’d get along really well with the men simplyn because they can bond over cars if nothing else. he’d get along well w all of them we’re all very laid back tbh. i think he’d never been happier as when he plays tag or hide and seek with all the little ones. he’d eventually make his way back over to his girlfriend when he needs a drink or to catch his breath after being it, but it’s never long before one of the kiddos is finding him and pulling him away again.

charles brings immaculate personalized gifts and a dessert he had flown in from some fancy bakery he’s obsessed with just to impress them. he shows up with a suitcase full of gifts, he would have memorized everything she mentioned about her family so he could get everyone a perfectly tailored gift. the first time they meet him they tease about him trying to buy their love and gf is just like “no, he just does this. he will do this every time.” and he totally does. they love him so much he’s their baby boy by the time the first meeting is over, her mom is telling him to call him maman and he’s on a first name basis with her dad.

#ask #lifeboredme

[itsmelb]

The ultimate Only Friends The Series resumé

So we are here at the end of the series we all couldn't wait to see the whole year. And I just wanna say some things about the series, the actors, the circumstances, my emotions. U know me I have a lot to say in general but firstly I am just so grateful to have witnessed this kinda evolution of BL series and now let's get deeper into the mess 😆

The series

As I said it was so highly awaited that I was sure ppl would be delulu all the time. I knew that there would be beef because everyone wants mess and when they get it they can't handle it. I know ppl expect things from BLs (me too I don't exclude me) and when it isn't how it (apparently) should be (in their opinion) and it's exactly how life COULD be ppl hate, be shitty and say mean things in general.

I mean I was mad when the directors and writers cut out TopMew scenes just because "fans" hated on them (I still don't get it) but I never once hated on Ray, Boston or somebody else (like hating Khao or sb). I can say we'll that's shitty what he's done, I can say I am mad at Boston for this but as I said before life is not perfect. I also can forgive somebody when I see okay he changes for me, the other one I don't. I think ppl should not watch the series when they can't accept failure and not being perfect then. When you want a BL like in books go watch Lita or Hidden agenda or sth.

This sometimes killed my mood. But well I am obsessed with the actors of this series. And it's what kept me watching. The mess was real.

The actors

Book aka Mew: my beloved Bookie. I think he did so great. And I am not saying this just because I love him sm. He worked his ass off. He never did a role like this (playing so many emotions and naivness and all that we've seen). I am really excited to see what he is up to. I hope he gets to challenge himself again. I wish that ppl see how well he's doing. He deserves the praise for this role and all that are coming. 🍅💕

Force aka Top: I love bad boy Force. I love his smirk his laugh and him. I like how he acted the scenes from asshole to in love like a fool haha. I don't get why ppl hate on his acting. He improved sm I just want that he gets some respect. 🦊🫶🏻

-> Forcebooks chemistry was so good. All the stares and the cries and all the heavy emo stuff. I love them sm it hurts that ppl are so disgusting. They deserve the world and I am so proud to be their fan 🦊🍅💕

Khao as Ray and First as Sand: K is so naturally talented. I like his ways. I love his eyes and his smile. I like the way he and First act and be together. I like how they both cry so beautifully. I love how First can be fierce and soft. Also his expressions are so good. Their characters were a mess and they acted the part so good.

-> I realised that they don't belong on my top list of actors anymore. I mean, dont get me wrong. I appreciate and respect their acting, and their sexyness is beyond good, but I prefer others more. It's just a feeling I can't explain it further.

Neo as Boston, Mark as Nick: They did so good with their messy characters and all their deep shit. I like how it turned out at the end btw them. I like how Nick said, I can't be with u bc u are who u are but that's okay for u not for me though. I think that's so real. Also Boston is Boston, personally I couldn't be with sb like him but some will and it's okay. I can respect that.

-> Neo Mark did so good they grew on me. Especially Neo. He acted so good that we could hate Boston. U have to do that first. And Mark well the emotions were big!!!

Lookjun, Nonnie, Mond, Drake, Jennie as Cheum, April, Boeing, Gap and Yo: I love the mess around them, that Mond was Boeing was such a crazy thing. Also Drakes guest star was so sexy. The girls should have been there more. I don't know... they picked them well.

...and Mix as the first guest lol: holy shit I knew he would be there. I love him sm. And I am here for him to create chaos...and that's why..

My personal emotional ofts rambles

The emotions I had during this series were like a crazy ride. I am happy and sad and angry and a little disappointed and that's just the half of it haha. They did well. They could have done better though. Don't cut scenes just bc ppl want it, let stories tell and let them flow, be more accepting about different love lifes, different ppl different perspectives and last but not least accept failure from characters.

And at the end I would finally say my ranking of my fav characters I did a while ago and now I wanna do it again:

1. Mew (still on top sorry haha)

2. Top (yeah back on top really. All Mew said about forgiveness and that I agree)

3. Nick (just because I like that he looks after himself now!)

4. Sand (If he is there for u u won)

5. Cheum

6. Ray (how the tables have turned. I just don't like that he gets through with everything. Yah)

7. Boston (still last because I personally don't like his motives. And that is just my opinion)

And that's that. 💯 it was a ride. I am sad that this ended..

..but maybe we get Season 2 with Mix? I would watch it for sure 😆

#only friends the series #personal ofts rambles #forcebook #topmew #bostonnick #sandray #just my opinion

[worriedvision]

you know those scenarios where the character has a first love and a new potential love? could you do sth with Diluc and reader, with the first love being Jean?

Okay so this is gonna be angsty (as always, with the blogs general theme lmao). Gender neutral reader

In the past, Diluc did have a closer connection to the acting grandmaster.  Because of what had happened with his father, however, he grew considerably more distant, even once he returned back to Mondstadt. While he was no longer a knight, he still considered Jean a friend. Conversations were, at times, rather awkward due to the nature of the relationship. 

However, people still found themselves hoping that the two would ‘finally’ get together, many of them knowing what they used to be. 

So when you, a newcomer to Mondstadt, somehow manage to get closer to Diluc without, it catches people be surprise. Diluc wasn’t unfriendly, but he didn’t usually let people in so easily. 

Nasty rumours spread about you. You being a gold digger, you having plans to rob Diluc dry and move to another part of Teyvat. None of it was true, and it hurt every time you’d hear this. At first, you believed it would die down after a while, but a few months pass and the attitude does not change. 

Someone that knew about Diluc and Jeans past, as well as the rumours about you, Kaeya couldn’t help but want to encourage you to get out of Mondstadt. He spoke to you sometimes, even comforting you when you’d occasionally cry after hearing something particularly harsh. 

“Is it so wrong for me to have feelings for someone?” You whine out one night in your apartment, Kaeya softly patting your back. “It’s not like I’m obnoxiously flirting with him, I thought it was obvious I wouldn’t use Diluc for my own gain!” You pout out, looking at Kaeya for some sort of reassurance.

“I’m sorry that people have been talking so ill of you.” Kaeya starts. “I guess a lot of people assume that Diluc is already in a happy relationship.” 

Your eyes widen, and you fear that you’ve been playfully flirting with a happily taken man. 

“Many citizens talk about the acting grandmaster. The two know each other fondly.” Kaeya continues. “If you ask me, your best option may very well be leaving the city. Leave to a place where people won’t label you as a side dish, you deserve to be someones main course.” Kaeya smirks. 

Looking down at your hands, you slowly nod. As nice as Mondstadt was, you weren’t liked and you knew it. It wasn’t like people actually knew you, they just go straight to assumptions. 

The next day, Diluc found himself looking forward to you coming along to chat with him. When you didn’t show up on your usual time, he begins to walk to your place, stopping behind a building when he notices you talking to his brother. 

“I wish you the best of luck in Liyue. Tell my friend I said hello.” Kaeya states.

“I will. Uh, thanks for getting work so quickly for me, I really appreciate all you’ve done for me.” You reply, before turning to leave after Kaeya gives a short ‘you’re welcome’.

Kaeya walks past the building Diluc was behind, getting dragged aside by him.

“Tell me, what have you done this time?” Diluc grumbles out. 

Kaeya laughs dryly, shaking his head out of amusement.

“My my, that’s hardly a welcome hello.” Kaeya starts, before straightening up his posture. “I merely assisted a friend in need.”

“When are they coming back?” Diluc stops Kaeya from walking away, not happy with the lack of details.

The smirk on Kaeya’s face was all he needed to know.

#diluc x gender neutral reader #diluc x reader #diluc #jean #kaeya #implied diluc x jean #gender neutral reader

[dargoww]

hi! 💕

today i'm offering you a lil oneshot with Lucas from A Plague's Tale!

— pairing: grown-up! magister!lucas x fem!reader (lucas x y/n)

— warnings: none!

— word count: 728

— (!) this one mentions a grown-up Lucas who had already become a magister

— gif credit to the righteous owners

P. S. thinking about writing sth else with Lucas since there isn't much stuff with him. maybe sth more sophisticated? ;) tell me what you guys think!

***

"Magister Lucas?"

"Yes?"

"A woman visited. She insisted that I let her through but I told her you were busy."

Lucas turned around, obviously intrigued. "What woman?"

"She had (your hair colour) hair and wore a veil. I can't be certain, but her eyes were of a (your eye colour) colour. Do you know her, sir?"

Lucas chuckles and smiles to himself. "I do. Where is she now?"

"I think she left. Maybe she would come back later?"

"Yeah, she will. In a minute or so."

"What?"

"It's alright. She's.... a friend. Please, let her in if she comes back." Lucas turns back to his desk.

"Of course."

The servant closes the door on their way out. You stand by the wall next to it, lurking in the dark, looking at Lucas with a mischievous smile.

"Busy, magister?"

"Y/n!" Lucas turns to you and reaches you within a second, cupping your face with his hands. "I've missed you. Even though it only was a couple of days." His smile makes your own grow even bigger.

You whisper: "I've missed you too, Lucas," you took his hands in yours and kissed his fingers, "Oh, the burns again? Lucas, love of my life, I told you to be careful with these harsh chemicals."

He laughs. "You know how too much excited I get sometimes."

"Haha, yes, I do."

You two share a swift moment of silence looking into each other's eyes. You both lived for that look. This alone was enough of a reward after long weeks of separation. Not to mention all the other loveful things that came afterwards.

Placing his hand on your cheek, and it felt like it belonged there, he put his lips on top of yours. Which also felt like it was exactly where they belong.

You respond to the kiss so viciously, so lovingly, yet so carefully, being afraid to break the magic that infuses you whenever you are with Lucas. He's definitely a magister for a reason. He makes wonders.

"Lucas..."

"Yes, my love?"

Oh, the voice, the look, the very idea of him are what your heart does not just beat because of, but it's also why it skips a few of those beats.

"The ship is leaving in a few days. Are you sure about the trip?"

"Yes, I really want to go, it's just that... I feel like there is always something else to be done. Something I should research, or... I don't know. I don't feel comfortable leaving all of it behind."

"You're not leaving it behind. We're travelling to Paris, there will be so many opportunities to learn new things for you! Besides, Lucas, you're the youngest magister there is. The genius of alchemy. Mastermind of my heart. Of course, it's going to be all right. It's not like you will forget everything all of a sudden."

"You're right, you're right. You always know the right words to settle me down."

"That's what I do. Have you got a lot to pack up?"

Lucas looks around the room, fighting his impulses to take every little bottle of everything there is.

"Well... I suppose there should be enough of everything in Paris. I'll only take the essentials."

"Good. I should also pack some of my belongings. How about... We finish with yours here and then go to my place?"

"Sound very good to me."

***

While waking across the peer, you and Lucas cherished the last minutes of the town you met in. The town where it all began for both of you. And you really couldn't hide the excitement that prevailed in you before the journey.

"Can you believe it? We're actually going to Paris! The centre of all France!" You exclaimed, not even trying to subside your enthusiasm.

Lucas smiled at you, readjusting the bag on his shoulders. "Yes! We're going to be there in no time. Just imagine what kinds of things you can find there!"

"Yes! Maybe there is some jewellery from China? I heard Chinese women have the loveliest kinds of bijouterie!"

"There should be. There must be a lot of what we can unravel in this city. Paris is the heart of the whole country!"

That was the beginning of your journey together. You two explored the whole city, just you and Lucas. It was something to be remembered long years after. It was all worth it.

***

a/n: must say, Requiem broke my heart in lots of ways. writing this felt like a balm. felt like Lucas deserved some (a lot of) admiration.

i love him 😭😭

#lucas a plague's tale #lucas a plague's tale: innocence #lucas a plague's tale: requiem #a plague's tale: innocence #a plague's tale: requiem #lucas a plague tale x reader #lucas x reader #lucas x y/n #lucas a plague's tale x y/n

[my-fool]

This thought is gonna keep ruminating until i "say" it but whnvr i read username instead of thinking of the English word fool i think of the dish "Ful medames, or simply fūl" and i dont know why because when i read fool in a sentence i dont think tht. But sth about it being alone makes me think about the food specifically the canned version my dad likes

I saw this at work and i didnt want to respond then because if i use my phone to respond i was a little worried tumblr was going to eat it but in the mean time i came up with so much i wanted to say so excuse this response being unreasonably long.

I quite like fava beans but my favourite beans is butter beans (lima beans) and sometimes i think a fava bean is a butter bean and get disappointed when it isn't. But that's not the fault of the humble fava bean. I think this is some of the best involuntary associations, beans are so underrated but are so good for you. They can be quite hard on my stomach but after I'm done disgesting I feel so much better and my body feels much healthier.

I hadn't heard of ful medames before but I kinda want to try that recipe now. I think another reason "my-fool" doesn't register as the english words because it's quite unusual combination of words. I wanted it in second-person because the fool in question isn't *me*, my url is named after the fool in the realm of the elderlings series by Robin Hobb. In November last year I started a boring below minimum wage job which has the unique benefit of a nice manager that lets me read when there's no work to do, so I started reading the realm of the elderlings series.

The fool is an ethereal, mischevious yet deadly earnest and loving character who is not quite male or female, not quite human or fae, not quite local and not quite foreign. He sees the future.

A lot of fans wrote a lot about how homophobic the books are about his unrequited* love for the main character/narrator of 9 out of the 16 books in the series, FitzChivalry Farseer. But I think the fool is treated with a great amount of love and respect by Fitz, it's just that the fool exists in a world that fundamentally doesn't understand him. The hostility the fool faces is never justified by the narrative, Hobb doesn't write the fool as a freak to laugh at, but he is a stranger in a strange land, and his foreign understanding of sex and gender is at odds with the deeply repressive and traditionalist society he travels in to.

*unrequited = imo, it's by no means unrequited. Every paragraph from Fitz's perspective concerning him reverberates with love for the fool. He sometimes awkwardly clarifies that he loves the fool "as a man loves another man" (whatever that means), and I think there's a line later in the books where he says he doesn't want to have sex with the fool. So you could ignore all the chemistry and say oh they're just good friends. But I don't see it that way.

To show what I meant, I wanted to share a snippet of Fool's Errand (book 7), and I didn't want to share one of the really romantic, memorable lines -- I wanted to share literally just the last section I've read his very afternoon which is about them discussing magic charms they bought at the market. (a White = ancient fey race which the fool belongs to).

“They are tuned to humans. You forget that I am a White.” The statement left me as speechless as the insidious little sketches had. I looked at the Fool and for one blink I could see him as if for the first time. As attractive as his coloring was, I had never seen any other person with it. There were other differences, the way his wrists attached his hands to his arms, the airiness of his hair . . . but when our eyes met, I was looking at my old friend again. It was like jolting back to the earth after a fall.

from page 264.

I think if I make any tired "bro is it gay to --" jokes it will be disrespectful to the honest & earnest deep love Fitz has for him is. It makes every page warm.

#logged #fitzchivalry farseer #farseer tag #thank you for the ask... and thank you for allowing me to talk

[pretendicanwrite]

hii! so I'm like rly insecure, and also have anxiety, so it's rly difficult for me to feel important/special. so I would absolutely love if u could make a fic of insecure Leo? maybe abt finnlo being bff and the fact that he wasn't before or !sth like that? also I just would rly like to see the dynamic of the logan-leo relationship, cus i feel like I don't rly know much how it would be. don't feel pressured to do anything u don't wanna, take as much liberty as u want 🫶🫶

Hi! I had a really good time writing this, and it kind of got off-point in a few places, but I hope you enjoy it.

CW: Anxiety, Verbal fights, Arguments

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Hearing laughter out in the hallway pulled Leo away from the endless scrolling he was doing on TikTok. His boys had gone out tonight to a high-end bar/ casino that required you to be 21 to enter with the team to make an appearance after the game they won against the Vegas Knights. It was supposed to be a rivalry game between Cap and Greyback after the fight at their last one, so sports reporters were looking for quotes all over the city.

Logan had asked if Leo wanted them to ditch the team to go somewhere that didn’t require you to be over 21 just to enter, but he had turned them down not wanting to spoil their fun.

The laughter continued to get closer, and Leo shut his phone off and walked to the door to look through the peephole.

Finn and Logan were standing in the hallway right outside of the door now and were laughing so hard Leo was minorly concerned that Finn was going to face plant with how unsteady he looked on his own two feet.

Slowly, Leo opened the door to his boyfriends, and they quieted down some when they saw him.

“Hey, Lovernut. I’m sorry if we were loud. We didn’t mean to wake you,” Logan said, moving to wrap his arms around the goalie. “Talkie challenged us to take a shot every time James lost a game.”

Leo smiled softly as his boys, but it didn’t reach his eyes.

Leo’s smiles always reached his eyes. Finn and Logan, although very drunk took notice of this and Finn stepped up to hug Leo as well.

“I’m sorry Nutter Butter. We should have just gone out with you tonight instead. I don’t know about Logan, but I thought maybe after such a tough game you wouldn’t want to go out with us, so when you turned us down I just took that as confirmation.”

He forgave them, even though he figured the forgiveness was more for them than for him. He didn’t see what they did as anything that he needed to forgive. He had turned them down, right? He told them it was fine to go out without him, and that’s what they did. There was nothing wrong with it.

Except he found himself in the same position a week later. Logan was still living with Dumo and his family, so naturally, Leo felt like he had built a closer and stronger bond with Finn.

The dynamics between the threesome were hard to figure out sometimes. Finn and Logan had known each other since Logan’s first year of college, and Finn and Leo had lived together for 6 months before the thought of a relationship was even brought up. So naturally, Finn and Logan, and Finn and Leo had known each other more, and all three should have been aware of this, but recently, it felt as if Leo were the only one who noticed.

Over the next few weeks, he started noticing all of the time that Finn and Logan spent together without him. Leo knew he shouldn’t be jealous. It was an agreed-upon relationship between the three of them, and it wasn’t like they were cheating if they chose to hang out just the two of them.

But sometimes, Leo felt like an afterthought.

Finally, on like the seventh time something like this had happened since the Las Vegas game, he finally snapped.

They had gone out for lunch around 2 in the afternoon and had promised to bring something back for Leo when he turned down their offer to go with them because he wasn’t feeling great.

It was well after one in the morning when they finally appeared back at the apartment.

Leo was sitting alone in the guest room he hadn’t really used since he confessed his feelings to the boys. He had never gotten around to decorating it, and the plain white walls were grating on his nerves ever so gently.

The laughter carried through the walls to where he sat alone on the uncomfortable, dusty bed. The only thing this room was used for was storage and closet space, but Leo had the feeling that there would be many more nights of him sitting alone in there.

Finally, after hearing another loud burst of laughter, and the just as loud ‘shh Leo’s probably sleeping’ he stormed out of the room, only to find his boys on the couch cuddling without him.

He stalked around the corner of the hallway and sat down quietly on the coffee table in front of them. He stared at the two loves of his life, and he could feel the tears gathering on his lower lash line.

He pondered the words for a few minutes, and at last with a breaking voice, and tears rolling down his face, he asked the dreaded question that had been floating around in his head for days. “What am I to you?”

His lovers’ faces snapped up at him when they heard the first syllable leave his chewed-up lips. To be honest, neither Finn nor Logan had a response. They thought it was obvious that Leo was their soulmate, and the fact that he was questioning it left them speechless.

Leo, on the other hand, took their silence to mean something very different. They didn’t know. They had been dating for well over 9 months, and they didn’t know what Leo meant to them.

Logan opened his mouth to respond, but Leo cut him off with a strong sniffle. “I know that you guys have history, and I know that you guys were best friends, and were in love with each other well before I even arrived in Gryffindor, but that doesn’t give you guys the right to tell me I’m your boyfriend, then ignore me for each other. You guys were supposed to be back after lunch. You’ve been gone for at least 10 hours. I had planned a movie night for us and baked while you guys were gone, but you just left me here. For each other.”

“Leo, I’m s-”

“No, Logan. You don’t just get to apologize and expect me to just forgive you like I did the last few times. I’m sick and tired of feeling like an afterthought. You guys are the loves of my life, but if I’m not yours, I need to know. I can’t sit here and be happy with the minimal scraps you guys are throwing me, while I pour my heart out for you. You tell me you love me, but then you ditch me to hang out with each other.”

Logan stood up, his eyes brimming with tears. “That’s not fair. We ask you all the time if you want us to change our plans to include you, but you’re the one constantly turning us down. You don’t get to sit here and tell us we’re being shit boyfriends when you can’t even be bothered to join us. Why should we have to make plans that revolve around you, because you can’t just go along with us?”

Logan was never one to stand down in a fight. He was bullheaded and always had to prove that he was right. Leo knew this about him. He cared too much not to notice that Logan couldn’t turn down the adrenaline that came from confrontation.

“Exactly,” Leo whispered, looking down at his feet. “Change your plans. You never make plans with me. You make them with each other, and I’m an afterthought. Sometimes, when I’m around you two, I feel like a charity case, and you guys are only “dating” me because you feel sorry for me. And I know that’s terrible of me, but that’s how I feel. It’s how my shitty brain works.” Leo moved his hands up next to his face to make the air quotes when he said the word dating. “I don’t get it. I pour my heart out for you guys daily. I shower you with affection, and I make you breakfast because food and acts of service are my love languages. I’m always there for you, but you’re never there for me. You’re too busy being there for each other.”

Leo’s face had a dark flush on it, from crying, and from holding his breath for the majority of his explanation.

Finn moved to kneel in front of Leo, but Logan still stood there glaring down at the rookie. “So what? Because we don’t do everything the same way you do, you don’t think we love you? That’s bullshit, Leo.”

“That’s not what I’m saying. You’re not listening!”

Leo stood now as well, towering over Logan.

Despite having one of the highest fight counts in the NHL, Logan looked slightly scared as his boyfriend used his height to intimidate him.

Leo, upon noticing the subtle change in his boyfriend's attitude, shrunk in on himself and collapsed back on the coffee table.

“Do you see what this shit is doing to me? I just- Oh my god. I’m sorry.” Leo was full-on sobbing now, and Finn moved to gently pull the blonde into his arms.

“Leo. You have to know that this was never our intention. I personally thought that maybe you were just overwhelmed between hockey, moving to a new state, and being in a polyamorous relationship. And I know it’s been over a year, but you’ve barely had any downtime since joining the Lions. I thought that your turning us down meant that you wanted time alone and that you needed to process all of this. I never meant for you to feel like we didn’t want you as a part of this.”

“Finn? Are you seriously going to sit there and comfort him after he accused us of what? Using him?”

Finn glared at Logan, while simultaneously rubbing Leo’s back.

“Yes. I’m going to comfort our crying boyfriend, and you are going to leave the room so that everyone has some time to cool down. Got it? I’ll come to talk to you soon.”

Logan didn’t even bother with a response. He just threw his arms up, scoffed, and turned to walk down the hallway.

Leo picked his head up and stared at his red-headed boyfriend. “I just ruined everything. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you guys feel like this. I just- I… I’m tired of feeling like a burden.”

Finn shushed him, still rubbing circles on his back. “First off, you can’t make somebody feel someway. Their response is exactly that. Theirs. Second of all, saying that you would rather do something else, is not being a burden. Now, I’m not making excuses for Logan, and I’m not going to make excuses for you when I go talk to him, but I want you to know some things. Some of the outings we’ve taken have been Logan taking me to therapy.”

Leo sniffled again, and he tried to speak, but Finn cut him off with a gentle ‘shh.’

“It’s not that I didn’t want you to know, but I didn’t want to unload all of my problems on you while you were still adjusting, and while you seemed uncomfortable. One of the reasons that Logan knows is that sometimes the sessions leave me emotionally and physically drained, and I need someone to drive me. I promise, I have not been trying to exclude you, and I’m sure that Logan hasn’t been either, but a lot of my sessions are about the things that happened at Harvard, and Logan understands that. He knows what I went through there, and one day, when we all feel ready, I want you to know about it too, but that’s not right now. Now, is there anything else you want to ask, or discuss before I go talk to Logan?”

Leo shook his head, and stood up, pulling his boyfriend with him. Leo wrapped his long arms around Finn and settled his chin on the bright red hair. “I’m sorry again. I do love you guys, but I guess I just kind of lost sight of the fact that you love me too.”

Finn merely nodded and gave Leo’s jaw a soft kiss, then pulled out of his arms heading towards his room, where Logan would be waiting.

When Leo heard the door close, he walked down the hall to stand outside of the room. He knew he shouldn’t be eavesdropping, but he realized he had hurt Logan.

“Why did I say all of that shit to him?”

“I don’t know, but he’s hurt and the things that happened out there did not help. But I told him about the therapy, and he understood a little where we were coming from.”

Leo heard a sharp exhale, probably from Logan.

“I don’t even know why I said that. I didn’t mean any of it, and I sure as hell never think things like that. I love him, I do, but it was so easy to just say that shit to him. He just sat there and said all this crap about us not caring for him, and I guess I thought it would be easier to make him hate us if he decided to leave. I think I thought it would hurt less or something, but I hurt him, and I never wanted to do that. I just didn’t want to relive the pain of when you left me at Harvard. God, I’m so sorry!”

There were a few sniffles before Leo heard the sound of feet scuffling across the floor.

“I’m not the one you need to say that too.”

“What if he never forgives me? I didn’t want to say that. I didn’t mean any of it!”

Leo chose this moment to open the bedroom door, and walked right up to Logan. “I know that you didn’t mean it. I can’t say that you’re forgiven, because it hurt, but I do know that you’re sorry. You never answered my question though. What am I to you?”

Logan let out a watery laugh and turned to fully face the blond in the doorway. “I just told Finn that I loved you when I didn’t even know you were there. Do you honestly think I feel anything less than love?”

“You can love me and not want to be in a relationship with me. Finn, can you just let us work this out between ourselves, sweetheart? I want you to stay here, but I think it’s really important that we don’t have you act as a buffer between us. We need to say the things that we mean, and we need to be able to have these things out in the open.”

Finn, albeit a bit hesitant nodded and sent a small, soft smile toward his boys before walking towards the dresser, and leaning on it.

Logan plopped on the edge of the bed and patted the spot next to him. “I think that I said those things so that the pain of you leaving would be less because I would know that you were angry, not heartbroken. I never want you to be heartbroken because that would break my heart.”

Leo, nodded, taking the seat offered next to his shorter boyfriend. “We could have just talked.”

“It was kind of hard when you were telling us that we were purposefully leaving you out.”

Leo took the subtle dig, dropping his head.

“Shit, I’m sorry. That didn’t come out how I wanted it to.”

“No, I deserved that.”

Logan turned on the bed, pulled one leg up next to him, and gently grabbed the rookie's hands. “You don’t deserve it, Le. I was angry, you were angry, and I think deep down, we both still are.”

Silence fell over the room for a minute as both boys took time to think. They were still connected at the hands, and neither of them made a move to change their positions, but Logan could tell that Leo was trying not to fidget his way right out of his seat.

“Look, we both know that I don’t handle my emotions in the most healthy way, but I’m trying here. I know that I just made a mistake out there, but I’m acknowledging it, and I’m trying to talk about it. I guess… I guess I didn’t want to believe that I could be making you feel like that. Harzy hadn’t told anyone, including you, that he was going to therapy, and I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t tell you where we had spent some of our time, and I couldn’t lie to you, so I guess it was just easier to ignore the fact that we spent so much time out. I-I love you, and I don’t ever want you to question that. I’m sorry that my actions have broken our trust, and I’m sorry that I made you feel unworthy.”

Leo dove onto his boyfriend, his cheeks wet with silent tears.

With Logan’s previous issues handling his emotions, his heartfelt speech meant everything to Leo. Even if he couldn’t forgive him at this exact moment, he knew that Logan meant every word of what he said.

“It wasn’t my place to tell you, but I could have told you some of the truth and I didn’t, so that’s on me. I’m sorry babe. I am truly so so sorry.”

There was work to be done, and so many things that the cubs had to learn to navigate, that a majority of couples didn’t, but after this threat of heartbreak, they knew that they had to work on it. They meant everything to each other, now they just had to learn to show it.

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I hope you enjoyed it!

#lumosinlove #logan tremblay #leo knut #finn o'hara #sweater weather #oknutzy #o'knutzy

[nuclevi]

May I request some Armin x reader angst based from your old Mafia au post? I just love it sm :D

what we were once. [a. arlert]

sypnosis: a sad look into what has become of the once fearful mafia commander after he allegedly killed his one love.

warnings: fem!reader, severe depression, getting drunk, mentions of killing, graves, cemetry, crying, suicidal thoughts, poison, memories and?? lmk if i missed sth

notes: to the anon who requested this, im so sorry and thank you for waiting so long :( hope you like it bby

w.count: 815

Tick tock, tick tock.

The time goes on as he lays in his bed. His shirt shriveled. Hair out of place. A wine bottle he had emptied out lying at the foot of his bed. If anyone had to see him right now, they would’ve refused to believe this was the same commander who had shot down 13 men in under three minutes with ease. 

It's another one of his depressive episodes. And who can blame him? 

After all, he had killed the one and only woman he had loved. Or would ever love.

It was just supposed to be an act. A façade, so he could bring your family down. So he could bag another win to give him some short-lived contentment in his corrupt life. Only to lose and never recover from it again. 

But you were so pretty. So delicate. Yet so strong. He should’ve known he would never deserve someone like you. You would bring him hand picked berries, straight from your favorite farm.

He would sit in his office chair and eat the berries as you talked about your day with a smile carved straight from the depths of heavens. Now, the feel of that same chair and sight of berries make him want to tear down his skin with his own nails. 

He was never good with hand to hand combat. And when you offered to teach him your own moves, he had never been happier to be such a loser in that field. You didn’t hesitate to put such a powerful commander to shame with your fights, and it made him go giddy with emotion. 

His head is filled with you, you and you. You are everywhere and nowhere at the same time. He just wants this to be over. Maybe he should’ve licked that same poisoned glass you drank from and succumbed to doom along with you. But, it wouldn’t really be his doom. He would gladly follow you to the graves if you asked. His ruination, his doom is only when you’re not with him. 

Sometimes he wants to laugh. At what has become of his life, of him after that cursed day. He remembers the look on the perpetrator's face. I had to. I am sorry. 

The one who had poisoned your wine glass. He could almost hear her say it, imagine it. Only that it was only in his mind that she ever apologized. Armin hopes the cry that left him that morning when he held remnants of his love in his arms, haunts Mikasa every night. Just as the image of your pale skin and lifeless eyes haunt him. 

They never spoke after that day. He wouldn’t ever leave his office except for emergencies and she wouldn’t make any efforts to meet up with her commander either. Any eye contact made in hallways would be disregarded and her mouth would go shut anytime he would appear.

Armin and Mikasa’s friendship now exists only in memories and tell-tales. Just like your and his story.

The only people to attend your funeral along with Armin were Eren and Levi. They hadn't said a word and he doubts they knew what to even say.

Armin blames himself equally in this. He knew what would happen to you. He knew it all and still promised to give you all he could. 

He promised you of huge, never ending salvia gardens because you loved salvias. And he has loved salvias too since then. He promised you of an intimate wedding in Italy’s lovely Lake Como and a happier life.

Now, he just laughs thinking back on those times. He had successfully managed to bring you and your family down. And himself too.

Armin blinks up at the Murano chandelier hanging above his bed. You used to love the design of that. He also remembers that his window overlooks your grave in the family cemetery. And he also has your favorite red dress still stored in your closet. And an album of your childhood pictures which he collected after the raid at your family mansion. Oh, and he has the ring he wanted to propose to you with still stored away in his safe. Perhaps, he should consider shifting rooms. He can’t bear this anymore. 

All of this makes him cry. A choked sob leaves the man. Then another one. And one more until he is wailing. He buries his face in his shaking arms and cries more. More until his head hurts and his mind shuts down for the night. 

Outside his door, a certain black haired woman stands guard and listens. Listens and doesn’t realize her own eyes are wet in mourning. She misses you too. You don’t know and will never know that she loved you too. 

That night, all the walls and people of the mansion stay haunted by these cries. 

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