im thinking about saikis messed up relationship with romance on this fine night🫶
imagine him developing a crush on someone FIRST but since he can hear their thoughts and knows they dont already like him back, he thinks that that means they never will
because since he hears things so to the point all the time, he doesnt understand the natural progression of relationships and he thinks itd be weird and manipulative if he tried to get someone to like him while he can literally read their mind (which makes sense because there WOULD be a very thin line to tread..)
so he just avoids them and tries to get over it even though there mightve been a good chance that they couldve started liking him soon or even did but hadnt realized it yet themself.......
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favorite thing from the latest rewatch is how genuinely furious hunter is at luz in eclipse lake. for an ep where they don't interact at all there's SO much mileage god he's SO MAD it's SO CHARMING. you all know i love grumpy bitch hunter the most. after eda's "bad but sad boy" comment he's like "ugh, if i EVER see that human again >:(((((" and amity's like "Watch It" i can't stop thinking about it. hunter like luz and i were friends for like two hours and then she TRICKED me with her WILES by being NICE TO ME in a way that NOBODY ELSE EVER HAS BEEN and i am so so so mad at her because i'm projecting my anger at myself onto her but will never admit it. i hate her so bad i'll never trust her Again she Ruined My Lifeeeee she's so annoying and i didn't like her at all the whole time!! i had a moment of weakness!! i'm gonna threaten her life a bunch to amity and actually mean it bc i'm that desperate. fuck luz noceda foreever for Real she's the Worst Thing That Ever Happened To Me >:(((((
and then when they meet again in hollow mind, his response to luz full-on tackling him is just. to yell at her.
and then stomp around grumpily kicking rocks about it.
harmlessly.
mad wet cat style.
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See, here's the thing about Dedue and the non-Dimitri members of the Faerghus Four. They're not his friends. Ashe and Mercedes are his friends, Annette is debatable, but Ingrid, Felix, and Sylvain he is not even looking to be friends with.
They're his in-laws. In-laws that, at least in the Academy phase, he doesn't even particularly like.
Like, if not for Dimitri, he would absolutely not talk to those people. He's making nice with them because they're the closest thing Dimitri has to family that's not actively trying to murder either of them, and they're important to Faerghus so Dimitri has to have a relationship with them no matter what, and it's important to Dimitri that they and Dedue at least kind of get along with each other as much as possible.
But Dedue isn't trying to be friends with them! Dedue is like, I'll go to the family holiday party because it's important to you but if Felix starts talking shit or Ingrid says something racist then I'm not going to be the one to deal with that. They're your relatives and I'll be nice but that's your problem. He's not looking to be close with them, he just wants to have a halfway decent relationship with them for Dimitri's sake and like no more than that.
And they improve a lot in their supports, especially after the time skip, especially in Three Hopes, but like. The relationship there is still fundamentally in-laws. It's just a graduation from "shitty in-laws I'm putting up with" to "in-laws I've come around on and can have a decent-to-good time with." Depending on what supports you get they can even graduate to "in-laws I actively like and admire." But like. He's still hanging out with them because they hang out with Dimitri. He's not hanging out with them for their own sakes.
Dimitri has one important familial relationship with them and another vitally, crucially important relationship with Dedue. Both are fascinating to explore and I love to explore them. But they're completely different relationships.
Like they're not all a big five-person friend group, Dimitri is in the position of having to like. Try and keep the peace between his extended family in all but name who he still loves, and the person who has been the most important person to him for his entire teens so far. Even if Dimitri were tired of his friends' shit personally he can't just stop talking to them, they're the future leaders of their houses, the only houses that are all in behind House Blaiddyd and not fomenting assassinations. He HAS to maintain a good relationship with them for Faerghus.
Dedue gets this. He'll play nice with them. He knows Dimitri also needs them on his side if he's ever going to restore Duscur, but he doesn't have to like them. He'll save their asses on the battlefield for Dimitri but he's going to go hang out with Mercedes and Ashe after.
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Billy’s breaking point
It’s been a while since I posted a meta about Flint and Billy but I was recently rewatching this scene from 3x05 and noticed something interesting:
At first it may seem like nothing more than simply Billy wanting Flint dead but I think it’s more complicated.
Billy wants Flint to redeem himself this way because he genuinely believes that nothing he did up until this point was selfless. So if after all the times that Billy supported his leadership, guilt-ridden as he is, Flint does this one sacrifice for the crew — it would have all been worth it. I think a part of him just wanted tangible proof that Flint cared, that he was capable of the same self-sacrifice he demanded of them all. It would be ‘fair’ as he later tells Ben Gunn.
So after Flint predictably doesn’t die and give him that catharsis, Billy tries one last ditch attempt at communicating which I’m convinced is his breaking point:
After Flint’s appeal to the maroon queen he is very upfront with his skepticism about the War and their chances of winning it. He is also skeptical about Flint’s mental state and his actual long term goals
Billy then says “You convinced them” and that implies “Convince me. Tell me how this isn’t just another storm we’ll end up being sucked into”. And instead of appealing to Billy’s idealism and hatred of the English, Flint does possibly the second worst dialogue choice in the entire show:
He’s malnourished and whatnot but… why? (Go captain, be ominously vague and dismissive!) It wouldn’t be so bad if not followed immediately by this:
Well if Billy wasn’t convinced before I’m sure he feels very reassured about this now!
The reason I bring it up is because it’s after this conversation that he manipulates Flint into sending Silver to deliver the warning to the tavern, actively propping him up as Flints replacement, and starting a scheme on a scale he never have before
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plz pray for me this week and next week as I head into exam season.
St Joseph Cupertino, on behalf of myself and all college and university students taking exams in the coming days, please intercede for us, asking God for the miracle you were so graciously granted long ago. Ask that we might, after the trials of our studies, be asked only questions that we are able to answer. Amen.
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god i could gnaw on conchata's Issues forever. when miguel is like mom stop pretending to be terminally ill to get us to visit it really upsets gabriel and me, and conchata - who hates the thought of hurting gabriel and believes miguel is too self centered to care - utterly dodges thinking on the fact she's hurt gabriel, because she doesn't want to believe she's hurt him, and then accuses miguel of not being affected at all. the dysfunction is so fucking tasty.
not even touching the fact miguel genuinely has been ghosting conchata because he sucks at emotional vulnerability yeah, but because he thinks talking to his mother is futile, that he innately hurts her by virtue of being too much like his father.
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Vulture Culture Problems (2) (Haha there is indeed more):
Trying to find a mask that can at least somewhat block the smell of the maceration bucket.
Bonus: Opening the lid and immediately shutting it again because you didn't expect how bad it would be this time.
(yes I am making these because of my current project)
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I put this on Twitter, but I’m going to complain here too.
It frustrates me to no end how badly all the lowbloods (olive and down) got shafted in Hiveswap- especially in Act 2.
To say that a permeating theme of both Friendsim and Act 2 is the idea of rebellion and questioning the caste system, we sure are forced to spend a lot of time with the middle/upper classes. The fandom loves to fawn over Tyzias and Mallek for being ‘revolutionaries’, but almost completely ignores characters like Chixie and Xefros, who are actively involved in rebellion AND are part of the oppressed classes. Polypa and Diemen- Polypa especially- both have some of the most unnecessarily bleak backstories in the game, but I see little to no fanworks or in-canon acknowledgment.
I don’t know, I’m probably majorly biased, but like… surely the point of a revolution/rebellion storyline is to focus on the people being oppressed and calling for rebellion in the first place? I understand that a big detail touched upon in Friendsim was that the caste system effects EVERYONE badly, but like… come on. You cant tell me that Mallek has a more enlightened opinion on the true effects of the caste system than a lowblood.
I get that you have your blorbos, but like… don’t make your HS rebellion stories all about the ‘struggles’ of the upper classes. I feel like that goes without saying- or at the very least, acknowledgethe fact that your highblood faves ultimately have privilege when they put themselves in those situations.
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