#bcz of the crying

[caprice-a-cornes]

UMITOBER - 01. BEATRICE.

#umitober #umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #umineko beatrice #no spoilers in the tags/comments: I'm not done with ep7 yet #inktober but digital lol bcz I just noticed that all my markers are dried up #golden witch beatrice #haven't done a drawing challenge in 6 years #let's see how it goes #umineko when they cry

[the-abyss-of-fandoms]

Me upon discovering that the Regeneradors not only don’t “die” when I take out their weak points but level up into an even worse monster:

#like JUST LET ME LIVE #let me tell you I stood next to that statue but thingie #where it’s being stabbed on a hospital bed for an hour Bcz I knew what was coming #but then I moved a step toward and there was the auto save in the corner of my screen #I didn’t realize too late that there IT WAS #omg I was crying all I had was a bullet and a dream #then I just left them and treasures in the room I got that machine rifle thingie #but man when I had to kill one fr fr Bcz Ashley had to keep that bridge open #I was mads as hell let me tell you #i was ready to give up #but I paid $60 for a reason so I kept going #resident evil #leon kennedy imagine #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy #leon kennedy x you #leon kennedy x y/n #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 leon #resident evil 4 remake

[sushisocks]

since sean was the first to die(rip king😔), we never rly saw him deal w the death of the other members. how do you think a situation like that would go and who's death would impact him the most?

Oooh boy, what a great question!! 

So, I do think Sean would feel obligated to keep things light, but we also KNOW that he’s the one that likes to remember people and talk about the ones he cared for. I can 100% see him being the main push for letting people feel grief in a safe manner; Sean would be the one sitting at the campfire telling funny and heartwarming stories about the dead person, and encouraging other people to open up and share stories too.

At the same time, I 100% see him being weighed down HEAVY by certain deaths in private. If he survived past Arthur’s death, for example, that would absolutely rock his world. Same with Lenny’s death; if not from a shipping perspective, simply because Lenny is the youngest gun, is smart, and a friend of Sean’s. I think that would put some things in perspective for him real quick, and internally he’d be having a REAL bad time. Thing is, Sean isn’t really one to show a whole lot of negativity, so I don’t think this would be apparent to anyone who didn’t know how to look for it.

Additionally, I do genuinely think both Kieran and Molly’s deaths would hit him HARD. I’ve talked with several friends now about how Sean, Molly, and Kieran do all three have a connection with Ireland, and probably did feel a faint sense of kinship over it. Molly feeling unsafe and more alone after both Sean and Kieran dying right after one another makes a world of sense, even if she wasn’t really close to either of them, simply because of what they represent to one another. I can imagine her death hitting Sean in a similar way, and Kieran’s death would also absolutely sour certain things for him – ESPECIALLY since if you get all their possible interactions over the course of Horseshoe & Clemens Point, the two DO actually develop a repertoire between one another. 

Hosea’s death is a rough one, I think. Sean and Hosea’s relationship is of great interest to me, because there’s a LOT of conflict there, and Hosea is definitely among the– Less kind gang members, to Sean. Still though, Sean does clearly have some regard for Hosea as a wiser older man, as shown by him actually asking Hosea about their situation, clearly seeking advice and/or comfort regarding it. In large part I think Hosea’s death would be somewhat overshadowed by Lenny’s, to Sean at least, but there would very much be a sense of… Indignation, maybe? The context of this being one of the founding members of the gang, Dutch’s partner in crime, this voice of authority, now dead for what? 

Sean, at his core, is a people person. There’s no way any of the deaths wouldn’t leave an impression.

One thing I can then see happening is… A sort of disillusionment for Sean, when it comes to Dutch & the gang? Imagine all these rapid rate deaths of people you care about, and when you look to your leader he doesn’t really… Do or say anything? About it?? 

I think, similarly to my reasoning as to why I think Sean would’ve sided with Arthur in the end had he gotten that far, Sean isn’t as fully sold on every aspect of Dutch’s talk nor as fully invested as Arthur and John are (with their specific daddy issues lmfao). That WOULD allow Sean to grow more critical, and as more people die, I can imagine us actually getting to see Sean possibly become more– Well, for a lack of a better word, more Arthur-like. “He’s just a younger version of you” and all that, here’s Sean at around the same age Arthur was when he lost Eliza and Isaac, watching people that matter to him die through a failure of leadership, if you will. It makes sense to me that Sean would start harboring a similar sense of anger, that would probably start grounding him a bit more. 

This is all obviously assuming that Sean survives and everything happens the exact same way, which, as I’ve talked about before, I think is extremely unlikely! But it’s an interesting thought experiment for sure!!

Thank you so much for this question!! I enjoyed writing this a lot, and Sean’s potential journey in the story when surviving his scripted death has always been a point of deep fascination to me, so I LOVE getting to think abt stuff like this!!!

#i took a REALLY analytical approach to this question bcz otherwise i'd have started sobbing lmfao #id just be crying all over ur dash. wailing. im fine though its okay lmaoo #teki talks #sean macguire #rdr2 sean #sean rdr2 #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdr thoughts #asks #rdr asks #meta asks

[autistic-katara]

months are way too short this is a scam

#was just crying on my bed and wanting to kms bcz there’s no easily made food in the house that i like #(srsly tho if i eat anymore bread im going to throw up why does literally all the food we have require it) #which means in about a week i’m going to be incapacitated with pain unless i take paracetamol soon enough #and of course i’m gonna be bleeding for 2+ days straight #(honestly not sure how long it normally lasts) #i cannot wait until i can take t and this whole thing stops #ryan shut the fuck up

[gusucloud]

"Your hands can heal, your hands can bruise ; I don't have a choice, but I still choose you."

#kinnporsche #kinnporscheedit #kinnporche the series #kinnporschesource #mine #mygifs #thEIR DUALITY #a slap and then a gentle touch bcz porsche can't stand hurting kinn #we cry

[papadoupoulous-lester]

when rick described Lester i thought he didnt look that bad but with the amount of times Lester insults his looks or is insulted i cant tell if its him being self depreciating or if if hes canonically ugly

#lester papadopoulos #toa #trials of apollo #this man talks so bad about himself if i was in toa i would hug him and let him cry bcz i honestly feel so bad #him being my fav doesnt help

[oldchoicesbooksupremacy]

Manifesting the ritual in chap 9 will work out so Connor and MC can live happily together forever

#ref: The kiss by Gustav Klimt #it lives within #ilw #connor green #connorxmc #come onnnnn #pls pls pls im begginggg #i won't mind if it went the other way tho lmao #messy af bcz that's all I can give you in these trying time #cry #myart

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

HAAPPPYYY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!🤩

#didnt come here yesterday #bcz everything here reminds me of him #didn't want to cry on my special day haha

[sora-a-888]

Progress :)

Trust the process :)

Better yet, trust me :)

Help me :)

Hyperfixations hurt me :)

#ben 10 #ben ten #ben 23 #ben twenty three #omniverse #au #s.u au #sorrow #life #grief #joy #pov: your mentees been crying for three hours bcz of some cursed magical shit

[theadderalltoyourstiles]

What in the BL is this ........

#plz the entire line up is so messy lmfao #and then there are On Sale and Frenemy which are not supposedly BL #also Golden Blood is gonna be so Twilight esque lmfao #gonna cry bcz of the weird cgi #the flying scene was i all i needed to know about this show lmfao #also Offgun are not done apparently #just give me my PerthChimon idc about anything else #the PondPhuwin show seems the most interesting tbh #and the GLs #THE GLS will SLAP #gmmtv 2024 #thai bl #gmmtv #gemfourth #perthchimon #earthmix #taynew #pondphuwin #offgun

[alder-saan]

This is the first evening in a long time I felt good even tho I wasn't talking to anyone (like I sent 1 or 2 messages to some people but we didn't have a discussion™)

#That's a victory #I'm proud of me :3 #I usually end up crying bcz no one likes me when I don't talk to anyone in an evening

[autistic-katara]

i wonder how long it’s gonna be until i have a full on anxiety attack lol

#i can’t even describe how i feel rn :3 #it really isn’t good :333 #wouldn’t be surprised if i black out and wake up to the world burning :33333 #adding these emotions bcz i physically need to but i feel like im about to throw up and cry at the same time :3333333333 #ryan shut the fuck up

[artinggrace]

Welcome......... to the future

Happy pride month 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

#jskebskdnbf dont take it too seriously #but also i took it seriously and said fuck con prep and now im crying and dying bcz i am so fucking behind on AX prep agsjd #stevetony #stony #superhusbands

[sunberry-strawflower]

Whenever ppl assign me colors or something like that it's almost always pink and blue. Whether it's because of vibes or pfps I am HONORED <33 bc like...these two pretty colors?? 🩷💙 they remind you of me??? THOSE TWO WONDERFUL COLORS?? TYSM AM CRUHDDHRJBSKDHEIJFKEJSKEKJDBRJ

#some other colors that ppl have assigned me is like yellow and green and that makes me melt bcz omg #💚💛 #LOOK AT THEM... #you guys are so sweet #am crying #I should rlly have a tag for personal rambles #🍓🌻 would fit but I already use that to tag non-fandom related things I like.. #random rambles from me #let's go with that