#bc it’s so fucking exhausting and i geniunely feel like i can’t take it anymore

[johnny-and-dora]

the enormity of it all! there’s just so much of everything!!!! and i’m so tiny and delicate and insignificant and there’s just so much to do and so little time to do it in and i don’t know how much more of this i can take!!!! fuck!

#i think the Everything is getting to me #not to treat tumblr like my personal diary but is everyone else just constantly feeling overwhelmed #bc it’s so fucking exhausting and i geniunely feel like i can’t take it anymore #except i’m in the middle of a degree with a bunch of assessments due soon so like. mortifying ordeal of having to exist in the world #and feel all these things at once #and have to somehow tamp the rage and the fear and the big sad down long enough to get stuff done #i just want to make my silly little posts and watch my silly little tv shows #anyway. to all of us who are feeling totally overwhelmed #we’re doing okay we just have to take it day by day #(and sometimes come to tumblr to vent) #would really like to be sent to the seaside for my health right about now #this post will self destruct #sorry if you’re also having to deal with the Everything and this made it worse #it’s just nice to yell into the void sometimes you know #shut up sian #i want to log off forever sometimes and throw my phone in the ocean