#bc i have a huge headache:(

[tkachukyxcheese]

matt: heyy babe, how ya feeling? thought i'd check in before i gotta start getting ready for a game tonight @swaterhousett

#/ feel free to ignore this it's just in case u want smth for them bc i have a huge headache today so doubt i'll get to the para lol #✶ — › i don't feel pressure — ⌜ texts ⌟ #✶ — › w — › suki waterhouse

[nose-coffee]

actual outfit i am wearing right now

#the hat n sunnies are bc i am having a bad headache #and the overhead lights hurt my head but if i turn them off my computer screen will be too bright #but the jumper is new and jaunty #anyway #fuck off lou #my post #my photos #me #my face #mine #your semi-regular reminder that i am a huge clown w zero swag or style

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

I haven't done anything tonight yet bc I rediscovered Guitar Hero (damn I feel old XD)

but good news is I've only got 16 things left to do! by tomorrow, I should have more things in the queue than are left to be done, which is always a good feeling

I still have a little ways to go but DAMN I should have the askbox open in about a week! I'm so freaking excited <3

#mod post #my hands hurt tho idk if it's still eczema or if it's dry skin or what but they're cracking and painful #esp across my palm and on the webbing between my thumbs and first fingers? it SUCKS bc like obv you use your hands for everything #I'm a lil angy about it but I'm managing #also on shark week AND haven't had any ibuprofen in almost a week when I used to take it at least once a day for headaches #so I'm in a little pain but I'm trying to power thru bc I'm worried that my headaches are rebound headaches from taking ibuprofen so much #ALSO BITCHES????? BITCHES FNAF MOVIE DROPS ON FRIDAYYYY #me and Mom are gonna watch it on Saturday after I get out of work... WITH PIZZA AND WINGS!!!! #that thought is getting me through the rest of the week dammit #really looking forward to it #ANYWAY SORRY I RAMBLED IN THE TAGS BUT I'MMA TRY TO GET SOME HECKING THINGS DONE!! #should be able to manage at least two tonight <3 #but I'm tired so two mmmmay be the most I can muster up tonight #but that'll mean the queue and my drafts will be tied at 14 each and that will feel HUGE #love you guys pls take care of yourselves!!!! practice good self care drink water take your meds go have a snack and watch a show!! <3

[mildmayfoxe]

when are they gonna invent something that makes periods stop altogether this birth control aint doing shit

#i had to leave work early again because i started bleeding like crazy out of NOWHERE!!!! i thought this was over with!! #it's also insane bc i've been bleeding consistently since the BEGINNING OF SEPTEMBER #it has been very light most of the time and i thought it was actually letting up bc i've barely bled the past couple days #but suddenly in the middle of the day i just had tons of bleeding and huge blood clots again. like it used to be #why the fuck am i taking this shit if it's not fucking doing anything. #i fucking hate it here. i'm so miserable and i'm in pain because my fucking shoulders and back are killing me #i'm so tired of living like this!!! to be honest!!!! :( #i also feel pathetic bc of my double shots yesterday so i'm just really tired on top of it all. god whatever. sorry for this post. #chatpost #i took two ibuprofen before i left work an hour ago and either it's not doing anything or hasnt kicked in yet because i also have a fucking #headache :( im so sad

[pepprs]

ive been so exhausted this week i don’t know what’s wrong with me but it really does not bode well for the semester given that im about to have 3 long days in a row every week starting next week (work + class monday, work + therapy tuesday, work + teaching wednesday)

#im worried im taking all these naps and stuff bc my body is trying to fight off whateger sickness that person i sat next to on monday #mightve exposed me to. i don’t feel sick but i have had headaches and congestion but nothing super unusual like i get that every week bc of #exhaustion and stress and allergies… but idk. also that person was apparently on campus today so im assuming she either seriously didn’t #have covid or is incredibly reckless and callous. also i was in another huge crowded room today (but never took my mask off) and also have t #to be in a huge crowded room tomorrow AND im working from 9-5 on saturday bc im tabling during move in 😍😍😍😍😍😍and i may be going to an event #on Sunday in another huge crowded room to support a student im going to be working with close LY this yr who will be presenting smth… and t #then im in more huge crowded rooms monday adjntiesyda and then the semester starts wed and it’s our first day of teaching the class 😍😍😍😍😍 so #im totally not stressed at all just in general or about being possibly exposed to covid in like 15 different settings lol!!!!!!!! #also ofc by ‘take my mask off’ i means lip it off my face for 2 seconds to take a bite of food

[kittyhazelnut]

I fear I've made a grave mistake

#covid was going around at work so i made sure to keep my N-95 on at all times and use proper ppe with any covid resident #because i was Not gonna get sick befote comic-con #and i didn't! #but comic-con's over and i think i might have caught covid during the convention 😬 #fortunately my sunday cosplay was quite literally a giant box with a hole over the eyes so i doubt i really passed it on then #but i wasn't wearing a mask (despite being very aware that i could end up getting covid because it's a huge crowd of people) #and i am realizing that was a Mistake #I'm only feeling a little gross so far but it's making me remember how much covid sucked #(not as bad as the flu tho so at least there's that?) #and wearing a mask would have been so much less uncomfortable than that constant headache and sore throat #I'm gonna hopefully get tested tomorrow and obviously I'll wear a mask if i leave the house even if it's negative just to be safe #but next year i think I'll probably make some cute lil masks to match my cosplays #because this was A Mistake™ #(and it was a fairly shitty weekend too because apparently i only catch covid on shitty days) #(the first time i got it was - i think - from watching Morbius in theaters because it was the only place i didn't mask up bc snacks) #(so i guess i just gotta stop making bad decisions and having bad days) #okay I'm going to bed so i can wake up and get tested and hopefully find out I'm wrong 🤞

[notsodailycake]

God, I'm starting to have my health close to declining to GLBUH!Michael levels-

#for those who don't know #it's bad #pretty bad #luckily I'm not o n his level #but this week got me falling pretty close (. 3.);; #not only did i force myself to work even when sick i did so when i got my period #which is pretty bad rn #i feel like puking half of the time can't move headaches all that stuff #but it at least means I'm not THAT bad of a shape rn bc otherwise it wouldn't have come #but also i haven't been eating alot but that's more side effect of my medication which makes me feel lack of hunger #then due to anger and stress on Tuesday bc of my teacher and his email i lost ALOT of hair and its pretty thin rn #so to check off #I'm a bit underweight due to lack of food #lost alot kf hair due to stress #and i pushed myself to work even when my body couldn't #all in all #I was pretty close to becoming Michael XD #after this one tho I'm taking a huge break #which means either more doodles or little nothing at all for days #depending on how i feel cuz sometimes i doodle to de stress #cake talks

[cursedxartist]

Woah tumblr completely changed the order that my following / followers lists were in on mobile. They’re completely jumbled.

#[ 🌹 | for it is you who is the author of my misery { OOC } ] #[ almost panicked bc I thought a HUGE chunk of people unfollowed me but turns out those followers were just scattered around elsewhere ] #[ what a headache. ] #[ ya kno I thought tumblr’s updates were promising at first. I actually like the new editing style ] #[ but staff keeps adding updates that keep breaking shit that have worked for YEARS. and it’s like. ?? why. if it’s not broke DONT TOUCH IT #can staff please just go back to fine tuning the beta editor / dash please instead of fuckin up the most basic of features ] #[ I’m tired and it’s so deeply discouraging. makes me not want to come back.. ] #[ oh well. I’ll be on discord if anyone wants to write there instead until this website is fixed ]

[augustofernandez37]

Anyway, just wanna say Augusto did well ❤️

#and now I’m going to sleep bc I have a huge huge headache #myself

[windywhispers]

When Dainsleif's collected miscellany gets released is he gonna be narrating his own ??? 🤔

#i have MET DAINSLEIF AFTER TWO MONTHS OF TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE CHASM #have to take a break bc i have a huge headache #so now he is trapped here. with me :) #i like dainsleif he holds many secrets #just like all my faves so it seems JFNDJDJS #im so excited to know more about his character tho #this is more ramble but i wonder in the end of genshin will dainsleif be revealed as the true protag who knows #sometimes i get that feeling but the main story is about finding ur sibling #but i mean.... khaenriah... fighting gods... #does dainsleif wanna fight the gods? no right? the abyss wanted to fight thr gods and thats why dain left them #genshin impact #genshin rambles #when i feel BETTER i am LOCKING EYES WITH YOU #also yes i couldve just rambled about all this in a different post #but ahah

[hella1975]

i hate reading hangovers in fics bc either not a single fic writer ever has written an accurate hangover OR mine are just weird and you know what i think i can tell which one it is. like where is my representation for the bitches that get incredibly depressed when they're hungover. like it cant just be me alcohol is literally a depressant. i have to actually police myself and my thought process when im hungover bc ive realised it just makes me unreasonable. i have to go 'we'll think about this tomorrow' no matter how pressing the problem seems bc i honest to god cannot respond proportionally when im hungover i convince myself the world is ending and that im an awful awful person and yeah okay i can see why people aren't adding this fun part of hangovers into their cute fluff fics now

#like i can handle it bc i know it's just bc im hungover but it's still shitty #MUCH shittier than a little headache and nausea #it's different for everyone obvs #but my specific brand of it is that i get really self-loathing and i convince myself that someone somewhere is angry with me #so for example i was hungover on wednesday and saw my mum (never a good combo) and i owe her money #but she's not been that stressed about me giving it back to her #but yk what? the ENTIRE day i couldnt stop thinking about it and convinced myself a huge argument was coming #and that she was mad at me and i just felt guilty and awful all day #woke up the next morning right as rain immediately like 'why on god's name was i so stressed about that it's not even a big deal' #hangovers are mental #im talking about this here mainly to complain but also this is one of those drinking things that took me YEARS to figure out #so id just have really awful days and i could never figure out the correlation between how i felt and if i was hungover #so im saying it here to keep in case other people havent connected the dots yet either lol #im pretty sure the way i even found out was bc i complained once about how down i get when hungover #and abby had to be like 'babe alcohol is a fucking depressant' and i was like oh... OH #smthn smthn there should never be any pressure on people to drink but we should still very much be better at educating about it smthn smthn

[giverofempathy]

day 2 of exam semester and im ready to shoot myself in the head 😁🔫

#man . its too much #salisha speaks #i need to buy a new laptop cause my old one is DEAD #and ive found a couple good ones at a pretty decent prize #but idk if i can get one bc im broke as fuck and idk if my parents have enough money to help me out :) #being poor is so fun ! NOT #anyway im gonna show my mom the ones i found tonight and i hope i can get one #and then tomorrow i need to work Very Hard on this moodboard and my sketches for modevorming #ajahfjkekwkdkd so much stress already #and i want to shower bc i feel Gross but im so tired and i have a huge headache :(((

[stinkrascal]

my game is still doing the infinite loading screen glitch no matter what i do, save for take out my entire build/buy folder. i think my game is just overloaded with mods, so i’ll probably have to purge and rebuild my mods folder, or wait until i can update my computer so it’s stronger. idk what else to do

#i have a headache #im so upset about this :( i wanted to take screenshots so bad #i had such a cute idea for a post and i cant even execute it bc my game only works when i take out a significant portion of mods #i thought maybe there were conflicts but i did the 50/50 method and couldnt replicate the glitch #and i used mod conflict detector to delete 10gb of mods but im still getting the glitch #it only happens when i have my full folder in #granted it is 117 gbs lmfao but i need the stuff for storytelling #every other storyteller uses intense cc builds and i love that style! i love making realistic lots #the idea of having to go minimalist makes me so upset. building is so much fun for me #im just really upset over this. i dont know when i’ll be able to post again #this year ive only made like maybe ten posts it makes me feel awful :( #i love my story so much. it is my greatest source of comfort #being unable to create puts such a huge hole in my chest #im gonna try to save the cc from my builds like the straud house/farm and my characters homes #and then delete the rest of the cc and probably only download lots from very specific people to keep my bb to a minimum #but i just hate having to do that bc im scared i’ll delete something i really needed #i just hate change so much it literally ruins my day lol my head HURTS #so i guess i’ll be on an indefinite story hiatus until i can sort this out. :( #sorry im always complaining on here its just that literally nothing ever goes right lol

[sluttyten]

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#I already feel like today is gonna be a shitshow at work #I’m partially to blame for it #bc I’m covering catering for our normal caterer while she’s out of town #and there’s a big order today plus two more #and I prepped as much stuff as I could for it yesterday before I left #but there’s still a lot of food that needs to be made today and I didn’t have a key to the store so I couldn’t go in early today to start #making the food and I didn’t ask one of the managers if I could borrow their key #plus the idea of going into the store alone possibly hours before anyone else gets there is nerve wracking to me #anyway I’m gonna have 5 hours to make a shit ton of sandwiches and huge salads #so if they don’t actually give me the help that I was told yesterday that I would be given #then I’m fucked #so basically all night that’s what I’ve been having dreams about like literally every possible thing going wrong #so I’m stressed #I also have a headache that started yesterday that’s still here and I imagine it’s probably gonna get worse throughout the day as I continue #to be stressed and also to not eat or drink anything because I won’t have the time to do either #like I’m the one hand I know I’ve done as much as I could so I’ll probably be fine #I made a lot of food yesterday in less time #like I’m giving myself an extra hour this morning than I did yesterday and there’s less things I have to do today before I start making #sandwiches than I did yesterday but still I’m just worried that I’m gonna be slow and constantly stressed about it #but oh my god as soon as I finish the orders I’m gonna head back to the store and prep for tomorrow and then come home and sleep probably #but I mean I took a four hour nap yesterday then was awake for like 2.5 hours and went back to sleep for the night #I feel like all I do when I get home is nap anymore #which is potentially a problem but oh well #or maybe I’ll actually write when I get home bc I need to work more on the johnny fic I started but I’m stuck I don’t know where I actually #wanted it to go from where I’m at right now bc putting the smut here feels kinda forced and also I don’t know I kinda feel like I should #just get rid of this scene but this scene is also kinda what I was building around #we’ll see

[softichill]

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#Cricket chirping #I've. Figured out why I've been so exhausted recently #Turns out I've been having a meltdown a day for the past week #But I didn't realize because I ended up masking them all bc school isn't exactly an ideal place to start screaming and sobbing #So I just ended up silently crying and getting a huge headache and getting unnecessarily pissed at everyone and everything

[gommyworm]

:^]

#sometimes im like hmm why do i so violently want to die rn and cant imagine any sort of world where im happy and loved and wanted #and then i check my period tracker app and im like ahhh u got me again !!!! #nothing quite like my period coming to make me just think about how to kill myself all day #i shouod prolly go to a doctor about this tho lol its been getting a lot worse #but my doctors an old man and hes already complained to me about my moms hypochondria so im not sure if that would work out lol #want to kill myself slightly less now bc i know its my stupid ovaries fault bt knowing its my period doesnt make me hate my life any less + #!* #havent cried this hard in a while tho so hopefully i experience some sort of catharsis ? even tho that never happens #just left with my huge ass headache and my boss being slightly concerned about my wellbeing #doesnt help tbat we just took mental health first aid training #i feel like hes gonna try to have an intervention w me and i dont think ic an handle that lmao #i will have to quit if so #nobodys allowed to know about my suffering !!!! #gommywords