#bc I would just sit it out but it's one friends 1st time dming for us and she'd be really bummed if I didn't play

[gunpowder-gemini]

You ever just feel like

#so fucking tired today my dudes #i feel bad for my dnd group cause I'm gonna be checked out #granted as much as I love dnd I always have a real hard time focusing on it for more than an hr without feeling suuuuper drained afterwards #which kinda doesn't lend itself to 3-4 hr sessions very well #I want to take a break from dnd after this campaign but everyone's very hyped for the next one so I know there's no way that's happening #I do love dnd it's just EXHAUSTING for me in a way I don't think it is for my friends #and I've never been an 'eat-sleep-breathe' it kinda person like a few of them are #Our campaigns are always fun but I'm also lowkey at a point where I miss the times before we played #when we had conversations about other stuff and did other things and casually hung out #I miss being a friend group and not an rpg party #I've kinda brought that up with them but everyone else wants to just do dnd so I'm outnumbered 🤷‍♀️ #I really hope the next campaign isn't long #bc I would just sit it out but it's one friends 1st time dming for us and she'd be really bummed if I didn't play #and I've already done all the character setup and everything #so I can't just not play at this point lol #but hopefully it'll be a few months and not like a year bc I want to take a break from dnd soon #man these tags do make me sound like I'm not having fun lmao I am! #I'm just also very tired and dnd is a very high spoons activity for me #also it's really hard to do anything else together bc of quarantine so what can you do