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Past, Present & Future ||||

pairing : Baron Zemo x reader

word count : 1.3k

warning : mention of death / mention of sex

summary : There’s no going back after what happened last night, you finally give in, he finally let his guard down. Everything seems to be perfect for a moment.

a/n : tryna make it fluff but maybe i flopped 🥲 only one more episode left to go! After finishing this series, I’ll be mainly doing one shots for Zemo, Loki and Tom Holland :) thank you for all your support, your likes, comments and reblogs really mean a lot! Btw pls spread the word about #WhatsHappeningInThailand if you can, thank you💖💖 Ps. I found this song while watching Lila, Lila (2009) it’s in German but Daniel is freaking adorable in it so i definitely recommended yall to watch it :3

Masterlist | Part i | Part ii | Part iii

You won't admit you love me

And so how am I ever to know?

You always tell me

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

(Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps - Doris Day)

You blinked a few times as the sunlight hit your eyes then stretched lazily to the other side of the bed. Oh shit. It’s not empty like it supposed to be. Wait.. it’s not even your room.

Zemo has already woken up for a while now, he leaned his back on the headboard and used the time before you wake up as his advantage to process all the events that happened last night while secretly admitting to himself that he quite enjoys the view of your presence by his side and he could get use to waking up next to you. But when he first woke up, he was upset.

He never thought he would be able to do any sexual activities with anyone else after his wife was dead but last night there was something in him that permitted him to let everything slide.

He never wanted what he had with his wife to fade away and let alone the thought of someone replacing all those special memories. And he intended to keep it that way.

As the time passed by with so many years he stuck in prison alone, you were his first visitor that wasn't there to laugh at him or try to kill him. He appreciated your kindness and then the connection between you two became more of an affection but he will never hold you like he wanted to. But last night he was finally able to make all his fantasies come true. But after all these years that he went from admiring you to loving you and cutting you off, why now? Maybe it’s the alcohol that makes him forget all the overthinking in his head and be loyal to his own feelings, or maybe you and him were just carried away in that moment…

“What time is it?” You finally let your first word out after trying to think straight about what happened last night. Trying to concentrate your mind on the past makes your head feel a little giddy. There was a lot to think of, like was it just a one night stand for him or it means more than that, and above all, how the fuck did you let him beat you in your own game and end up in his bed, but now that most of your conscious is back, you have to get out of this room before someone else wake up and caught you naked in the Baron’s bed.

“What’s the hurry” He didn’t quite know what to say, he wondered if it meant more than just a one night stand to you too but he wasn’t ready to hear the answer yet, so he now just does what he seems to do best lately, getting on your nerves.

“Fuck you” you mumbled back at his useless words and reached for your phone to look at the time.

“I just did” He let out a small chuckle.

His answer makes your face turn red but you choose to ignore him. Okay, it’s still pretty early so no one is possibly up. You stand up from the warm sheets and look for your dress on the floor praying that it’s still in good condition since it is Sharon’s. The floor was a huge mess with your clothes sporadic with his lying all over the place. You quickly pick up your dress and wear it in hurry, not noticing a sad glance from the Baron. Although he hates to let anyone replace his wife, he doesn’t want this to be over. He doesn’t want to feel lonely anymore after he met you.

“Use the fire exit path if there is one, James is already up” Zemo speaks again but louder in the hoarse tone before he clears his throat. He then stands up from the bed and walks right to your direction, picking his favorite coat up from the floor and placing it from behind your shoulder. Oh, it seems like his actions speak louder than his ego after all.

“Great” you roll your eyes before heading towards the door and open it. You didn’t take his warning that seriously because you thought he was only messing with you, well, you might want to consider it again when you saw Bucky sitting on the sofa and looking right at you and you were frozen.

“Did he manipulate you into doing all of these?” Bucky still doesn’t move from his spot but turns his head to look at you.

“Do what?” You tried your best to get out of this situation and go into your room without anyone knowing anything.

“If you wanna play it this way, at least take off his coat before acting so innocent” He was furious but he kept his tone down, not wanting to wake the others. Oh damn it, you totally forget about the coat.

“Fine, he didn’t manipulate me into this, it was my own choice, my drunk-self choice” You admitted. You get it if he was mad, he has every right to, considering everything Zemo put him through, he would never let that bastard near you.

“I know I have no right to change your mind, but I have to say that I see you as my little sister and I’ll be damn worry about you if you’re dating him, but I also believe that you are capable of looking out for yourself, so if he hurt you, just tell me” To your surprise, Bucky gave you a sentimental big brother speech. You hug him tightly and whisper a light ‘thank you so much, you’re the best’ to his ear before making your way to your room and take a hot shower.

You decided to wear a turtleneck shirt to cover all the hickeys from last night. The day went by more or less crazier than you expected, the price for your bounty has been doubled and yet you all have to go out in the open to look for Dr.Nagel.

Luckily, Sharon was there to help when the four of you went into interrogation and find out more about the serum. Zemo has been doing great at his job so far, he doesn’t seem like he would betray you yet but he doesn’t work for you guys either. He has made his own purpose clear that he’s only here to abolish the super soldier serum, and he intends to keep it that way by killing Dr.Nagel. But it wasn’t the only thing he focused on, you can always feel his eyes on you and he’s been acting quite overprotective over you, walking behind you, asking if you were okay. He was the one who carried you out of the debris after the bomb. You were about to sit in the back of his supercharged car but he stopped Bucky from sitting in the front and said ‘lady first’.

The fight was terrible, you got yourself some scars on your body but the Baron was there to help. The first thing he did when he stepped his foot on the plane was look for a first aid kit and take care of your scars. His fingertips ghosting around your face made your heart skip a beat. You would be lying if you say you didn’t notice that his actions towards you have changed after the fight. He has been more loving, more caring and he doesn’t seem to care if Sam and James would notice at all. He took care of your wound, covering you with his blanket when you fell asleep.

The fight scared him. It makes him imagine his life without you and he doesn’t want that. He never wants to lose you and he doesn’t want to waste anymore time. He let his guard down, completely this time.

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