#bad life

[dystopicbrain]

i’ve had a bad life

— She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)

#quotes #screencaps #aphorism #tumblr #bpd #catra #catra shera #she ra netflix #she ra 2018 #she ra quotes #she ra icons #she ra wallpaper #she ra and the princesses of power #she ra and the princess of power icons #catra icons #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bad life #pessimism #esfp #enneagram 4 #isfp #se user #enneagram 6 #dreamworks #anger vent #she ra reboot #she ra season 3 #glimmer #bow

[virtu4l-di4ry]

my spotify wrap is so fucking embarrassing L TO THE OG IS MY THIRD MOST PLAYED SONG

#l to the og #hbo succession #succession #kendall roy #spotify wrapped #spotify #me yapping #phoebe bridgers #the rest are depressing songs lmaooo #matt maltese #krakow #garden song #moon song #bad life

[chronic-pessimistic]

I don’t understand why I’m crying and my mouth seems to forget how to talk, my boyfriend asked me how I was and I said fine, then he was saying goodbye because he was gonna go to sleep and saw me crying in silence, he asked if it was something that he did or my father I just moved my head from left to right, then my father went to my room to give my pills(I can’t have them) and maybe was because of my red eyes or my face idk and asked if I was feeling bad again and I said no, then asked if I was sad and I said no and he just left my room

I really don’t know why I’m sad, maybe because I haven’t been able to do any artistic thing in maybe 2-3 months or maybe because today I felt embarrassed seeing people looking through the things that I write and pictures that I took or maybe it was because I felt like I’m someone who doesn’t do artistic things like other people or maybe because my father was outside at 11:30 pm and he didn’t left my pills even knowing that I can’t sleep without them or maybe because I feel so empty and sad and angry at the same time or maybe because I feel like my boyfriend prefers to go with his family when he was 3 weeks with them away and now that he is back they invited us to eat to restaurant and I said yes because I thought “well, I haven’t spent a single entire day with him and maybe if I go We can be together” but then I sold just an sticker and two bracelets(my sister told me to sell them) that she did, all of that in almost 6 hours saying hi to people, trying so hard to smile (I’M SO SHY) and the music was so loud (I can’t tolerate a lot noises)

The truth is that I’M SO TIRED physically because of my back pain(being up and sitting for 6 hours and then 2 more if we put the train to home)

And SO TIRED mentally and that part is… confused

#actually mentally ill #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bad day #bad life #sad thoughts #angry thoughts #please say something #please don’t ignore me #please somebody help me

[gyorinokedli]

November óta lefogytam. A helyes kifejezés -a körülményekre való tekintettel- az elfogyás inkább.

Először nekem tűnt fel, de inkább az hogy nem eszem. Mert nem akarok enni. Utána a fellépőruhám egyre inkább bő volt rajtam. Majd az összes többi ruhám is. Egyre többet kezdtem dohányozni. Mások is észrevették. Gyakrabban bókoltak nekem mind nők, mind férfiak. Már direkt is megjegyezték a fogyásomat. Ekkor már az étkezéseim 2/3-át cigaretta vagy bor tette ki. Kemény fizikai munkát végeztem, minden nap lovagoltam, alig aludtam. A környezetem egyszerűen nem tudott leállni a tényről, hogy kisebb lettem.

Monacóban már elkezdtem küzdeni, ettem ha kellett ha nem. Gyermeket akarok hamarosan nem tehetem magammal ezt pont most. Viszont már késő. Megint benne vagyok ebben a mindsetben. Megállás nélkül body checkelek a tükörben, az ablakokban. Jól látszik, ha kevesebb helyet foglalok el, akkor validabb vagyok. Elfogadhatóbb. Azt mondta az egyik artista, ha az álom alakomat rémálom fenntartani, lehet álomnak kellene maradnia. És ezen is dolgozom. Eszem. Gyakorlok nap mint nap! Már néha érzek újra éhségét fizikailag! Ez jó jel.

Mégis alig tudom szétválasztani a saját értékemet a testem méretétől.

Miért kell újra itt tartanom?!

#gpoy #fuck #personal #ed #bad life #no way out

[rochellemelany]

#bmth #bmth bring me the horizon #bmth lyrics #oli bmth #bmthedit #oli sykes #oliver sykes #bad life #bad life lyrics #bmth bad life #sigrid #pink #pink lyrics #pink grunge #pink aesthetic #sigrid bad life #it’s just a bad day not a bad life

[krowkeeper]

#life #good life #bad life #questions #tumblr polls #polls #random polls #mediocre #fine #meh #let me know in the comments #if you want

[felcssc]

the feeling of not belonging anywhere is horrible

a sensação de não pertencer a lugar nenhum é horrivel

#pt br users #saudemental #saudeemocional #bad life

[downfalldestiny]

But i got the Van 🍁 !.

#life #downfall #downfalldestiny #Circumstances #Choices #Bad life #Things just happens #Attitude

[texturedlyrics]

Sigrid, Bring Me The Horizon, Bad Life

#sigrid #bmth #bring me the horizon #bad day #bad life #how to let go #illustration #music art #music illustration

[lozerzo]

Wtf… I knew that I wasn’t enjoying life, but damn.

Js came back from a quick camping trip and I feel fking hopeless. Nothing can really save me, huh ? I hate feeling empty.

#bulimist #bulimima #weight loss #ana trigger #eating disoder trigger warning #fat and ugly #anaspiration #bulim14 #i hate it so much #i hate my mind #bad life #i hate people #i hate this #i hate my brain #i hate calories #i have regrets #why me why this

[i-love-being-hurt]

Should I post my self harm after my camping trip (starts tomorrow and goes on for 6 days). If so how bloody do y'all want it?

#self h@rm #tw: depression #bad mental health #tw: sucidal thoughts #bad life

[incognitodruggy]

Błagam, wróć. Niszcz mnie dalej, ale bądź.

Miłość i nienawiść różnią sie literami a przez oba gowna stajemy sie tacy sami. Pokryci ranami, z nowymi bliznami. Miłość zniknie między nami, i znów będziemy sami. Nie my, ja lub ty. Nienawidzę cię kochać lecz to nic nie znaczy.

Powiedz mi jak przestać ciebie kochac, chce być szczesliwa a z toba będę tylko szlochać. Lecz bez ciebie nie ma mnie, to nie jestem ja. Z toba jest mi ciezko ale bez ciebie jest mi źle. Zabij mnie i nie pozwól sie kochac

#smutek #i'm sad #ból wewnętrzny #dno #brak miłości #cytaty #milosc #potrzebuje miłości #koniec miłości #cytaty o narkotykach #cytaty o uczuciach #cytaty o zyciu #cytaty o bólu #cytaty o depresji #cytaty o milosci #depresión #depressing life #bad life #life is short #life is hard #life is brutal #nie chce żyć #nie chce pomocy #Spotify

[thelonelymunk]

"This is such a fun song, and yeah, I can do heavier stuff!"

#bad life #cover #bring me the horizon #sigrid #alvin and the chipmunks #singing #vocals only #vocals #heavy #bittersweet

[revdrjamesjshowersjr]

Suffering

'I would rather suffer for doing good -any day, In comparison to the Good Mind-Bad Mind. When it comes down to it, you can only hope for the forensics.'-Rev. Dr. James Jacob Showers Jr.

#gnosticism #forensics #good life #bad life #terrorists #sleeper cell #compound #pathology #anthropology #zoroastrianism #criminal justice #spirit of justice #white collar crime #dishonored #burn in hell

[felicity-frases]

Eu já vi a frase " a dor deve ser sentida " , sabe eu sempre digo isso a mim, não é uma cura e apenas um alívio, eu acho que com o tempo eu me aliviando vou conseguir me curar...

#bad life

[my-dark-journal]

Tonight I go to war with me, cause I am my worst enemy and I don't wanna fight anymore

#bmth #sigrid #hopeless #depressed #bpd #mental breakdown #self harm #bad life #cutting #enemy #self sabotage