#back to your regularly scheduled posting soon

[13thsinnr]

thinking a lot abt how my trauma has made me feel like im not allowed to take up as much space as a regular human.. im like half of who i should be

and im reliving it all rn. fuck.

thank god im having therapy today

#ugh #sorry for like random vents #it’s so fucking hard to deal with sometimes #back to your regularly scheduled posting soon

[o-wild-west-wind]

tumblr algorithm stop feeding me takes that this show is just a silly goofy comedy that shouldn’t include death or that Izzy is the token disabled elder queer on the show where an actual disabled elder queer is literally the romantic lead or that Lucius and Pete being called “mateys” is diluting their gayness because it’s not “husbands” or that it’s sexist that Zheng lost her fleet and later prioritized her love for a man or that Ed is Izzy’s abuser because we conveniently forgot all of season 1 or that trauma is never followed through with because sometimes actions are used instead of words or that Ed learned nothing because the inn was apparently a whim as if he hasn’t been obsessing over retirement from day 1 I swear did we even watch the same show?? I literally feel like I’m in backwards land?

I have a really novel concept for y’all complaining about character’s arcs not being fully resolved or healed and that’s called there is supposed to be another season of this show

I also have another really novel concept as to why every single character did not have a one on one trauma apology session and so much time was spent on Ed and Stede and that is because this is literally the Ed and Stede show and also sometimes parallels are meant to be inferred and extrapolated because that is what efficient storytelling does instead of spoonfeeding you

And my most novel concept of all as to why some beloved characters had less screen time is because Max is a massive jerk and cut the budget

Y’all this wasn’t personal and maybe this show was never about Izzy maybe the show called our flag means death is actually about death maybe sad does not equal homophobic letdown maybe the brown gay character introduced as the love interest from day 1 gets to outlive the angry white guy that had a redemption arc after actively bullying and trying to break up every gay couple for a season I don’t know what to tell you just can you please let non-white people have this arc for once without assuming it’s an attack on you I’m BEGGING y’all

#I’m sorry for overusing y’all I grew up country lmao #anyway. critical thinking when #I didn’t want to make more posts about this I’m just tired and seeing people denounce the show as homophobic #for killing the subtextually gay internalized homophobia character #in favor of the canonically gay brown protagonist #makes me feel more and more uncomfortable the more I see it #WHY do you defend him over the actual gay people esp. poc gay people like make it make sense #be sad he died I have a million posts about that but this strawmanning is getting concerning #bc what does this mean of your ability to recognize real homophobia #it’s not about you!!! and if you think his death means something about you PLEASE unpack that #I had a lovely night with friends and am not sober lol so if I seem salty that’s why I’m sorry for being a broken record #this is not anti-Izzy this is anti-baffling takes on Izzy #I’m sorry we’ll be back to our regularly scheduled kiss gif programming soon I don’t like these posts either #I just can’t resist a good hill #ofmd #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #fandom crit #our flag means death

[darkwood-sleddog]

This is me @everybody taking staff’s words with goodwill after like 12? Years on this goddamn website:

#tumblr #back to your regularly scheduled dog sledding posts soon I swear #not only should you follow the staff blog to keep up to date with their bullshit #you should never take what they say at face value lmao trust. me. #they are still a corporation trying to make money off of what we do for fun here #also tho: tumblr’s user base is smaller than a lot of other social medias #and despite differences in many circles #we have a pretty coherhant culture #we have power in numbers that other social media sites don’t have #just. fyi. for in the future I’m sure

[aheathen-conceivably]

Yet another series of unsolicited Reshade test shots: Josephine and Giorgio edition 🥂

#also known as Jo and Joe #back to your regularly scheduled story posts soon I promise #in the meantime though #: them #sims 4 historical #ts4 historical #ts4 decades challenge #sims 4 decades challenge #sims 4 legacy #ts4 legacy

[littler0b1n]

It’s my birthday!! I’m 18 now I suppose

Crazy

#and no this is not a joke lol #sad I have to say that every time :( #woes of having a birthday on April 1st #robin talks #we will be back to your regularly scheduled submas posting #or maybe not so regular posting #but I do have stuff ready to post somewhat soon

[timothylawrence]

been so out of it lately but as always I love Wyll sunblade 5ever…..

#ewbie.txt #Crazy how two bad days literally throw off your whole groove…. #will be back to regularly scheduled posting soon Inshaallah

[dailydogdoodles]

Haha not exactly a dog doodle, but Clifford made a fun cameo for this candid shot!

;) Just showing off some Art Made For Work: I got to visit the Scholastic building to meet up with my editor and he gifted me with an early copy of my graphic novel adaptation of THE BAILEY SCHOOL KIDS: GHOSTS DON'T EAT POTATO CHIPS--which was the main reason why I couldn't keep up with daily doodles for 2022, haha

While I couldn't sneak a lot of dogs into the pages of my first graphic novel, I'm still super excited to share this with y'all! This graphic novel hits the shelves in September and is available to preorder at your favorite bookstore/book seller website.

Alright that said, back to Doggust posting and doodles!

#mod post #daily dog doodles #lmao art for work that isn't cute dog doodles but that i am still very proud of! #back to your regularly scheduled dog posting soon

[mercuryzlockr]

guess who's experiencing ☆~suicidal ideation~☆

#all i am is a resumé in a pile of resumés. that's it. #and i don't even look good. because i don't do anything #mercury.txt #sorry for being unpalatable. we'll be back to your regularly scheduled cute girl posting soon enough

[strawb3rry-shark]

i see elijah volkov and am driven into a blind rage that man is my enemy. the opposite of a blorbo. a obrolb. 

#chnt #camp here and there #camp here & there #elijah volkov #i’ll be back to your regularly scheduled posting soon dw school is just making me angry CVGN

[softdaddybabe]

girls, gays, theys: *simply exist*

me: okay how do I (consensually) get into your pants?

#sorry for being on a hiatus lately #but I’m back and will be posting your regularly scheduled posts soon #lmk if there’s anything y’all want to see and send me asks #delete later

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

it's just me and my "autistic traits" against the world

#is this w #is this why im asexual #???????? #so sorry for oversharing all over your dashes all day your regularly scheduled content will be back soon #my posts

[wildcatofgreen]

((to that anon--too soon? too soon.))

#ooc posts #catmun speaks #its not even that bad of an ask and if i didnt have any context to That Anon Bullshit id answer it #its kinda goofy but it has connotations from the stuff from earlier #i may not have posted anything about it because everyone else said it better than me #but also like. c'mon. #TOO SOON. even if im responding to it hours later like i am rn #plus carol doesnt know who whisper is outside of vague things from tangle so like it DONT EVEN APPLY #anyway back to your regularly scheduled rp from the green cat #i still have a lot of replies to do. THREADS ARE HARD.

[phantomluck]

Lucy Dacus is what the moon would look like as a person

#lucy dacus #home video #im in love with her #back to your regularly scheduled mcr posting soon i just want to kiss her forehead so bad

[sortanonymous]

This is a comment I stumbled upon a while ago and I just can't stop thinking about that fact. And honestly, it's the main reason I just don't really believe in an afterlife. (It doesn't plague me with dread or anything, it's just something eerie that fascinates, yet unsettles and unnerves me.) Every bit of our consciousness and very existence is dependent on just electrochemistry. Everything that makes you you is from how those chemicals and electricity work and react to everything. All those electric and chemical reactions like a computer. It is amazing how they come together to make us such complex humans. And yet, when a computer completely dies, nothing's left of the data locally. So it makes perfect sense that once that electrochemistry breaks badly enough, that's it. No more thoughts, no more dreams, no more being. You cease to exist forever, and you don't even realize it. Just like you were never conceived. Again, it doesn't dog me down or anything, it's just so unnerving yet bizarrely fascinating to me in its sheer finality. And of course, given how unlikely it is for us to get that chance at existence, may as well make the most of it instead of dwelling on how it ends. Because why waste such powerful electricity and chemicals like that?

#existential thoughts #existence #consciousness #i don't even know what i'm doing posting this #existential rambles #i just hope when i die it's after i've lived long and either in my sleep or before i can even realize anything's happening #one of if not my worst fear is the idea dying slowly and knowing that my existence is ending (especially young) #basically if it ever came down to it (although i sure hope not) i'd rather go down sniped than knifed #whenever it does all end though i just hope it's whenever i'm feeling happy or satisfied however the circumstances #and also once i've done everything i've REALLY wanted to do that is feasible #anyways sorry to suddenly drop this existential ramble on you #your regularly scheduled sortanonymous silliness should be back on soon #tw death #cw death #cw: death #no afterlife

[aprobleminthegarden]

i grew up listening to classic country music at home and at my grammy's house, and today, when "sunday morning coming down" by johnny cash came on my spotify, i just got hit with such a wave of nostalgia.

it took me back to christmas time at my parents' house as we made nut roll and kielbasa and pierogi, and my dad would have the radio on, and i'd sit and watch him and help him however i could, and my parents and brother and i would just be together listening to music and talking and laughing and to me, those days are more of what the holiday season should be than any tree or gift could ever be. it was a lot of work and could be stressful because we made so. much. food. but damn if i don't miss nights standing at the stove boiling pierogi while tipsy on my uncle's home made wine and we were all just together, because i only see them a few times a year now, and we don't get to do this any more.

and that song also took me back to summers at my grammy's, sitting at the kitchen table while she cooked and listening to johnny cash on the radio. and i just miss her. it's been almost ten years since she passed away with us all by her side, and every now and then i am hit with a wave of "god, i just really, really miss her."

#just getting emotional on the dashboard i guess #will be back to your regularly scheduled programming soon #maybe i'll delete this post later who knows! #idk even know what to tag this #about me #i guess

[nyormilt]

my brain vs. a completely unprecedented and undoubtedly brief hyperfixation the size and shape of a freight train

#if you’re curious it’s jujitsu kaisen #i don’t understand why #i thought it was mid the first time i read it #i still think it’s mid but the characters are so blorbo shaped #im sorry i’ll go back to OFF-posting soon #this will only impact your regularly scheduled broadcasting a normal amount #if this gets more than one rb someone is gonna tag this like anthropology or some shit and i’m gonna feel cringe for fixating on a manga #but ykw #fuck cringe! i am weeb!!!