#b:personal

[userastarion]

#b:personal #thank god

[louisdepointdulac]

i am so tired of being angry over you. i wish i could just turn it off. i wish i could figure out how to remove the power even just your memory still somehow has over me. i hate you so much. i hate what you did to me and i hate that your metaphorical fucking ghost is still lingering over my head. i hate that i know we live in the same city and i could run into you any unsuspecting moment. i hate that i look for your license plate when i drive just for the chance to be able to say FUCK YOU to your face.

i hate you. i hate that i still think about you. i hate that you take up so much of my brain space even though i am absolutely certain i take up none of yours.

fuck you. fuck you for doing this to me. fuck you for everything you did that will change how i live the rest of my life. fuck you for the therapy bills i will rack up, the panic attacks i had and will have, the trust issues i didn’t have before but am relatively sure i do now. fuck you for all of it. i hope you choke on my name the next time it even comes close to your mouth.

#b:personal #text post

[bigdataschool-moscow]

#DataScience #Neo4j #NoSQL #Python #обработкаданных

[lukeskywalkrearchive]

until we meet again

this is it! my queue has run out and i am no longer active on this blog. thank you for 9 years (give or take the 3 i was inactive). i really hope, if you’re still around, you’ll come join me as i start fresh! i have loved getting to know everyone i have, especially recently, and i am so excited to be starting in a new space. 

if you want to stick with me, i am back at @lukeskywalkre. new blog, same me! if you don’t, that’s okay. sometimes we grow out of people and that’s just how it goes.

much love! here’s to new beginnings! ♥

#text post #b:personal #i would love to see you there!!! #signal boosts appreciated!! #i have mutuals i'm not sure have seen this but i don't want to pressure anybody if they don't wanna follow again ya know #thank you to all who have been signal boosting before this too <333

[userastarion]

#i’m curious bc my ps is acting up again #and i used to use video timeline but i went back to frames #and now i’m thinking about going back to timeline #b:personal #b:poll

[userastarion]

fleabag saying “this is a love story” and then all of fleabag being about every kind of love you can think of — platonic love, familial love, romantic love, self love — is the reason i am going feral this fine sunday

#b:personal #fleabag #i love fleabag more than possibly anything else #text post

[userastarion]

accidentally left my halloween URL for 2 months so i'm finally forcing myself to show off the obsession before it eventually fades <3

ID in alt 💛

#b:personal #b:urlchange #now with gif! #one out of two gifs done look at me go

[userastarion]

not to post another face so soon but golden hour really werked today

#b:face #b:personal

[userastarion]

alright it’s time again! i’m looking for more mutuals/folks to follow because my interests have once again expanded. if you have a tagging system and post:

interview with the vampire

good omens

the last of us

the bear

the witcher

heartstopper

what we do in the shadows

andor

the great

house of the dragon

barbie (2023)

spider-verse

the marvelous mrs. maisel

books

lgbtqia+ anything

video games

musicals/theatre

(i post more than this but this is what i would love to see more of 💛)

reblog this post and i’ll check out your blog! note: i’m in my mid-20s and not very likely to follow minors. i’m sorry!

extra special points if you put what you post in the tags! also, creators, i love you 🥰

#blog seeking #b:personal #text post #will reblog this a handful of times too

[userastarion]

jumpscare

#b:personal #b:face

[userastarion]

too many people talking about astarion being a slutty vampire. not enough people talking about how he’s a huge bitch

#and i love him for it #b:personal #baldur’s gate 3 #astarion #text post

[userastarion]

i’m gonna commit a crime

#good omens spoilers #good omens #b:personal #twitter #op’s tweet is the source link btw!!!

[userastarion]

you know what. it’s My turn to be mooned over. someone needs to moon over me

#b:personal #text post #ok to rb

[userastarion]

the marvels playing “memory” from cats during the flerken scene is one of the funniest things the mcu has ever done

#b:personal #marvel #mcu #the marvels #i laughed. a lot #text post

[userastarion]

the shots of the SF players sitting on the bench covered in KC confetti after they lost were so fucking funny oh my GOD

#they looked so SAD they’re literally just still. sitting there. confetti all around. #some on their shoulders. #omg my mom and i both LOST it #b:personal #text post #it was like that one meme of… is it ben affleck or keanu reeves sitting alone

[userastarion]

i know the pictures are shit but i’m telling everyone bc i’m freaking the fuck out. i did not intend to meet the main cast of the last of us tonight. but i did!

i hugged ashley johnson!!! i’m freaking the fuck out!!!

edit: story here

#b:personal #b:face #i was shaking a lot when i took the pics lol 😅