#ay sori sori

[onetangleaday]

day 164!

#tangle the lemur #I.;M;.rylr;lyr.;ysorys.;4;.tghe;.2.;tnagless;.in1;.d;.ay.;thignyy;.s.;fsdjfgkjldfkjgsdg.; 😭 😭 im;.lrrylry;.sorys.;fskdkgljsg:<<

[harriertail]

If Flamepaw pulls a complete evil Bristlefrost that would be awesome and make him more bearable. Can't really stand his whiney ass at the moment but if he went sorta evil? Yes!

Idk about giving evil Flamepaw predictions before Sky because we don't know the big bad yet AND i think he had barely any time in River to actually flesh him out (it was so short) BUT

I think he could be an antag figure, and I'd like him to I guess but i just don't really see it. He's insecure but not insecure enough to shut the fuck up. He could def cause problems with cats who are uncertain about the changes/not changing so prefer to take the easy route and just abandon it all- who cares about a code of honour if you just don't live by one- who cares about feeling uncertain about the world if you just don't care. His insecurity about being called out for actually caring about being a good warrior when he is a failure of one (failed assessment I guess?) doesn't need to exist if he just publicly announces he doesn't care. Like when you break up with someone and you just don't care so you're posting on twitter than you definitely don't care! I don't care about the haters in my DMs!! God!! you're all such losers I dont care lol - he's already prone to outbursts so him being an annoying shit and stiring up trouble at Gatherings, then getting banned from Gatherings, thne being an annoying shit in ThunderClan- a shockjock type- could be interesting. He's not got the skill of Jayfeather or Yellowfang (etc) to make his outburts tolerable. Exile (mirroring Sparkpelt's?) to another Clan (SkyClan?), where he secretly thinks he's gonna totally fit in more now he's out of ThunderClan and away from the legacy that is dragging him down but realises they don't like him and he's an asshole and made a mistake, could be interesting + let us see another Clans POV (the Sky-Shadow conflict that is hinted at imho). 'Redemption' in undoing the anti-code rhetoric he's helped stir up and working harder to be a better person.

I know the Erins are probably gonna make him a super good warrior (wins fights hunts great etc) because their only characteristic for 'bad warrior' is failing an assessment but god please actually make him a burden on the Clan. can't hunt, can't fight, gets his ass kicked by WindClan apprentices- he can pretend to brush it off by saying he wasn't actually trying lol do you actually try against apprentices?- would actually be interesting. don't shove him to the med den, make him actually fucking useless because he doesnt try to improve his skills.

But again, I don't think he's got the charisma or drive to actually make real change in the narrative. He'll just whine and let things happen to him- which could be interesting if the other characters point it out etc. i legit think he could be interesting, insecure about his legacy and how he will live up to it when he feels like no one loves, wants, or believes in him , however a) all his pain is literally self inflicted (yes cats bring up that hes related to firestar but its so obvious its "don't feel bad about yourself you have good blood just have more faith :)!" and not "fucking waste of space you") which makes him a lot harder to like, b) he has no drive and is just bitter for bitter's sake. i may have read him wrong but he doesn't seem like he wants to be a good person or try, hes just a cunt lol, c) the Clans could be seen to be 'throwing the past away'.

Again we're only on book1 but an antag-ish role would be fitting

TL:DR he has 30 year old son who doesn't get a job or go to school vibes. maybe he's afraid of failing or whatever but he's already failing so he's just gonna keep failing harder and harder.

#sorry i really cant relate to insecure protags and im already kinda sick of the wah firestar plot given to flamepaw and not alder or spark #BUT i think flamepaw could have potential if he got some kind of drive #but i dont see him having ay #i see him being blatantly manipulated or used by someone else but i dont see him having any agency lol #SORY this was long but i need to get over my flamepaw dislike and start thinking about how he will like #grow in the narrative i guess #asc spoilers #asks

[iznsfw]

Tagalog Eunbi :tink: hmmm... HAHAHAHA

Bebigurl ni Erpats

Eunbi Madison Arguilles x Pinoy na mambabasa

"Ay, ay, shet, paluin mo ko, erpats!" sigaw ni Eunbi habang sinisira mo ang kaniyang puke. "Ang sarap!"

"Tumahimik ka diyan, gaga," ani mo. Umaalog ang kaniyang malaking puwet sa harap mo sa tuwing pinapasok mo ang iyong tite sa kaniya. "Baka marinig tayo ni Hyewon."

"Ano bang pake mo? Natatakot ka ba, erpats?"

Napaiyak siya sa pagpalo mo sa pekpek niya. "Isa pa, papaluin ko na yang dyoga mo."

"Weh," napatingin siya sayo, "gawin mo nga... ay, putangina mo talaga, masakit ha!"

"Ang dumi dumi ng bibig mo, Eunbi."

"Bleh, korni mo. Ay shet." Napapikit si Eunbi at biglang humina ang kaniyang magandang katawan. "Erpats, bilisan mo, please—sori, magpapakabait na ko—"

Huminto ka sa pagkakantot sa kaniya.

"Haaaaah, erpats naman eh!" iyak niya.

#ask #eunbisrabbit

[reachfortheskiespeeps]

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Y/N: "AY HALA SORI PO"

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[eatware]

ay sori me equivoco de numero

#sorry i know i fell asleep w my pillowcases in the dryer still

[throwmeintojapan]

ay sori bana ileti atan kisi ben sana kafamdan cevap vermisim ama gercek hayatta bi cevap yazmadigim icin engellemissin 🙏🏻

#onemli olsaydi engellemwzdij diye dusunuyorum #ya bi de sorum su engellendigimizi nasi anliyoruz ben biraz sallamis olabilirim

[colaherrerar]

Si me emocioné así gritando como niñita que soy de emocionada entonces ya se podrán dar la idea cuando anuncie la reconciliación

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Esto es la previa de la reconciliación shi que shiiiiiiiiiiiiii 🤪

Que felicidad por dios que felicidad

Estoy súper feliz porque voy a volver con el Bauti Herrera

Entonces eso significa que el Bauti Herrera no está enojado conmigo

Entonces significa que el Bauti Herrera me está esperando

Asique significa que EL BAUTI HERRERA SÍ QUIERE VOLVER CONMIGO

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Ya empezó a gritar otra vez 🤣

Ay sori bebiluchi es que estoy MUUUY FEEELIIIIZZZZ porque voy a volver con mi esposo Bauti Herreraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 😍

[yoonhanzjaem]

hii mhiee!! kamustasa na u?? tagal nating dili nakapag talk HAHAHHAHA so iyon, 3rd week palang ng school tumatayo na buhok ko sa sobrang stress BAHAHWHHSHS

BTWW UPDATE KAY JENONG CRUSH KO.. AMPOGI NYA BEH AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHDBCNJSBRMGCJENMTVKNEMRKCJCNRMWKFJNFNRAVRENHFNCJENGMVNNDNHOESOJOSVNDNENFNFEJOSUEJRTDGEVFFJEJFNVNDNDNCN

naka yellow siya kanina kasi sumayaw sila, beh legit ampogi bagay ba bagay niya yellow 😭

di na blue fave kong color demoted na siya, yellow na ahihi 🤭🤭🤭

+ang dami naming eye contact AAHHHNMFJCNEMFJENFMDW

eto pa pala..

sabay tayong mabaliw dito 👇

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mhieeeee, long time not talk that talk tak han mari nanana L O V E , ay joke HAAHHAUHSUHSUHAHAHAHAH

i think gusto ko nalang sumalangit sa ka stress sa school UEUEUEUUEEUUEUEUEUEUEU AYOKO NA SUKO NAKO pero kaya ko to, para ito sa future namin ni jeonghan

beh 🥺🥺 i think kumapitbahay ako ng crush UEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUE si jeno boi ex-seatmate ko na pala HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU miss ko na sya chariz HAHAHAHAHAHHAHhhHahha sori na nasanay lang na dami kong na bias sa k-pop HUHUU

Tapos may nagbigay sakin ng enhypen lomo cards HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA BAHALA NA KAHIT HINDI TOTOONG PHOTOCARD EH PAREHANG PAPEL LANG YuN , hays so pogi /nagdabog

AT TEKA HOOOOYYYYYY PUTANGIJFNSHSGAJ+\$|${^|>|*] CAUSE OF DEATH; XIAO DE JUN IN PONYTAIL PINK HAIT UUWUEUEUEUUDEUJWJSXHHSJEJE SO GWAPOO

[benmisim]

istanbulda yaşamak fikrinden git gide soğuyorum. marmaray, tramvay, metro, metrobüs..... o kalabalık, o iğne atsan yere düşmez vaziyet, o kaos, kargaşa, birazdan izdiham çıkacakmış gibi bir ortam.... allahım! bir anda agorafobi sahibi oluyorum.

ama.... işte.... pasajın çiçççeekk gibiiii ah be cancaağğzııım seslerini de susturamıyorum kafamda. sori not sori. istanbul hâlâ güzel (bütün kurtlar şehre indi) ama gündelik hayatın pratik zorlukları artık romantizme fırsat vermiyor. galiba. hâlâ böyle alanlar var, arada denize, galataya, peraya, dolunaya dalıp giderken bir eski şarkı eşliğinde kendini başka bir hayatta zannedebileceğin anlar var. ama işte kısaldı artık o anlar. artık "pasajın çiçek gibi ah be cancağzım" çalarken düşümde canlanan istanbul'a, bir başka istanbul'a ve aslında bir başka hayat hayaline tutunmak zorlaştı. bir büyü bozulur gibi. ama insan özlüyor yine de o hayal dünyasının o anlam verilemeyen konforunu. "devrim vaktiyle bir ihtimaldi ve çok güzeldi" gibi. istanbul belki vaktiyle bir ihtimal bile değildi, muhtemelen değildi, belki ben sevinçli bir yaşamı erişemeyeceğim yerlere koyuyordum ve bu çok güzeldi, çünkü tanıdık olan güvenli gelirdi. ay neyse.

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15 ocakta burada yeniden (bu sefer gece) buluşmaya söz verdik ayrılırken. bekle bizi çiçeğim.

[geceninsefiri]

O şit! Ay em sori dı lidıl beybi 😭

O şit hi vi go egeyn dkdkdldkslld

[keiiiooo]

Ay lah sori naman🙄sayo ko lang naman nalaman yung tumblr

[knowkhea]

JAN 12, 2023

Hindi ako nakapag journal at tinatamad ako mag sulat kaya itatype ko nalang ang mga naalala ko sa past few days. fck.

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JANUARY 9

Umagang kay saya dahil maaga ako nagising, alam ko na hindi dapat masaya ang monday pero masaya ako kaya putang ina niyo. joke lang. 6am ko natapos ang lahat bago umalis dahil pupunta kami sa bgc para magpagawa ng TIN ID. Susubukan din namin kumuha ng Philhealth ID at Postal ID.

May pumunta sa amin, Mukhang kakilala ni mama, siya ang nag papunta sa mga taong yun. Mukhang relihiyoso, iba sila mag worship, iba din mag dasal. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin nila pero may kinalaman kay papa. Umalis nalang ako dahil hindi ako interesado sa gagawin nila.

Nakapunta ako sa sta.ana ng 630 kaso antagal ng mahal ko. Medyo nainip ako pero wala namang magagawa, hinintay ko nalang. 8:30 na nung magkita kami sa 7/11. Binigyan ko siya ng Sandwich na binili ko 7/11 tapos dumiretso na kami papunta sa terminal papunta sa market

Papunta palang kami ng market, alam na namin na hindi kami aabot. Ang LAYO PALA NG PAGAWAAN NG TIN ID. Sa bgc pa pala, may kalayuan sa ayala malls market market. Edi nag give up na kami. Kumain nalang kami sa kfc at dumiretso sa SM AURA MALL, kasi nandoon ang PHILHEALTH, POSTAL ID, tsaka pag ibig. Pero Philhealth at postal ID lang ang sadya namin. Maraming tao, dagsaan pero mabilis naman ang pila. Pero nung kami na, BAWAL PA PALA kasi "Bawal ang minor, 21 yrs old pa kung magpapagawa for personal purposes". JASDIAHDJKAK2HJEKAWJHE, Sa postal ID naman, expired na ang brgy clearance namin at iba ang purpose. Ang ending, wala kaming na processed na ID, pero at least alam na namin ang gagawin, pamasahe lang naman na ginto ang kapalit.

After namin pumunta sa Aura, nag laro nalang kami sa time zone. Ang swerte ng mahal ko sa mga may claw ba yun or basta may kukunin sa loob tapos may crane sa loob. Sa kanya, nakuha niya ang mga tickets. mga 5 na naka ipit na tickets ang nakuha niya, ang swerte talaga. Naglaro kami after ng ping pong at ng hockey na maliit. Talo ako sa dalawang nilaro namin. hindi naman amsakit. Naglaro ako ng tekken 7, kaso sira ang controls, parang sinira nung babae na naglaro bago ako. Mashing buttons letsgo! Naglaro kami basketball, pero shinu-shoot lang. Daming tickets! After namin maglaro umupo kami sa may upuan na parang piano tiles ang laro.

Ibinigay ko sakanya ang anniversarry gift ko para sa kanya. Nabigla siya at medyo naluha, wala raw siyang masabi, at nagpasalamat. Naging maayos ang pag uusap namin pagkatapos nun. Bumili siya ng toys at pagkain para kay jomelyn pag uwi. Nagpicture kami sa Vista mall, nag mtea at umuwi. :)))

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January 10

Normal lang sa work. May nakita akong bagong kids na medyo malaki-laki, more on verbal na sila at medyo makulit. Pero hindi papatinag ang mga teachers!

Kaso may nangyaring hindi kaaya-aya at ang kinakatakutan ko na nangyari: nakabasag ako ng Clock. Basag yung babang part niya dahil sa recklessness ko at hindi na naging masaya dahil sa ginawa ko. Medyo naalala ko ang past traumas ko na walang kadahilanan pero nangyari.

Nakilala ko din si Maurice, Isa siyang 15 year old, at first ko siya makita. Dati pa raw siyang nasa therapy. Iba ang tinuturo sa kanya ni teacher Jolly. Noong mag f-feedback si teacher jolly, sinabi nya sa akin na bantayan siyang mabuti. Dahil siya daw ay nang hahablot ng phones or tables bigla-bigla, nanghahawi din siya ng mga kids kaya dapat daw na bantayan siya. Na c-command daw naman siya through words. Salamat naman na walang nangyari na hindi ikakaganda ng araw ko at araw nila dahil malapit na matapos ang shift nila. After ng shift, nag linis kami ni kuya renz, ako sa Pantry at sa room kung saan kami pumapasok bago ang ibang rooms (nakalimutan ko sori). After maglinis, nag ready at umuwi. Wala rin pala akong work kinabukasan dahil kaya naman daw ni kuya renz, wala rin daw masyadong kids nun kaya wala akong work.

JANUARY 11

Nagbasa lang ako ng Think and grow rich, nag take notes nag chess. yun. Pinaubaya ko nalang ang NATITIRANG work days ko dahil daw kay ate stef. dapat ndi ko nalang pinayagan, fuck 2400 din yun, naging bato pa. Natawa sila na wala akong trabaho this week, nainsulto ako. At dahil jan, mag f-full time ako! :) kasi putang ina niyo ;) .

JANUARY 12

Nagworkout ako. Hiniram ang libro ni clarence na "Serving at the altar", gusto ko sana ilagay ang mga notes ko na receive ko sa libro pero tinatamad ako. Nagbasa ako sa 3rd floor ng simbahan dahil ang ingay ng tatay ko sa bahay. Atleast sa simbahan, tahimik. KASO PUTANGINA ANG CREEPY. Hindi ako tumagal, from 12:45pm to 4:30pm lang ako kasi hindi ko alam kung bakit ako natatakot. Pumunta sa puregold, inubos ang pera sa funhouse, umuwi, nag kape, kumain, at iniisip ang mga bagay ng ilang araw at iti-nype lahat ng mga ginawa. gusto ko na magtrabaho p***.

edit: 13/01/23 sinabi ko na din pala kay baby kagabi na mag f-full time ako sa trabaho for a year. Okay lang naman daw sa kanya, hindi lang daw na align yung plano namin. Mukhang hindi naging reality ang pangarap namin kasi medyo mahirap nga. Pero okay lang daw sa kanya, ganun pa rin daw ang plano niya for the year.

[helloangelu]

spotify wrapped 2022! 🎶

huhu i feel like this is kinda irrelevant bc i only started reusing this old spotify account last september. but lezzgo spotify wrapped (ber months 2022 version) haha 💩

SO ACCURATE

taylor, ily with all my heart pero kung whole year, i feel like results would've been:

top songs:

1) oceans & engines - niki

2) maroon - taylor

3) one step forward, three steps back - olivia

4) daylight - harry

5) smoke slow - joshua

honorable mentions: rosas, evergreen, dover beach, the rose song, this love (tv), satellite, happier than ever, i wish you would, christmas tree, late night talking, just for a moment, jigsaw, memories, anyone else, common sense, out of the old, matilda, all too well (tmvtvftv), the 1, august, sinta, la la lost you, kalachuchi, tshirt, kiss it better (vibe lang don't judge haha), kumpas, line without a hook, wait, wasted potential, last kiss, dear john

gus2 nyo yon, ber months lang me nagsimula, top 1% pa rin ni blondie hahahaha competitive yarn. buong year siguro 0.0001% char not char! ^^

anyway, same old same old. only olivia was replaced by joshua naur i love them both tho they just released stuff in different years :') plus 1d was replaced by harry lang haha harry's house kasi sksksk. si billie naman, paulit ulit lang ako sa happier than ever & idwtbya starting august 😭 NIKI, ILY.

personally, i feel like my audio day define me more than my listening personality. i feel like i've been mistyped lol mbti yarn hahaha! i guess i've listened to new songs, albums, and artists a lot this year but not really the trending ones (kasi need ng energy for that & i don't have that sksksksk). or sikat kang talaga mga stans ko hahaha bat ba 'ko nag-eexplain parang thesis defense jusq sori na.

literally, my audio day is my audio life. 100% chill (hopeful) mornings, lost dreamy afternoons, and sad girl nights!

overall, so sabog this year's music taste (umaayon sa emotions ehe).

i feel like last year may constant songs lang akong pinapatugtog per period of time. ngayon, wala talaga huhu. ang notable lang ay early- to midyear brokenability, election era, confused & lost, all-year sad girl, tas sabog na huhuhuhu.

anyway, tysm, music & spotify for being with me all the time! for speaking finding the right words for me 🤍 i don't know what i'd do without you. as in. ilysm mwa!

[irelevantmindd]

cual chocolate ? quizas salga su chocolataa algun dia ? viste la peli ? que te parecio ? que horas es en tu pais y que haces ugus :c yo sumergiendome en la miseria

ay no la he visto unu toy pegada leyendo sori , son las 1:14 , me gustan todos los chocolatessssss soy la niña chocolate