#autumnangel20

[imherongraystairstrash]

If life was good, the next sobh would be: Tessa to James

Dear Jamie,

How are you, my darling son? It feels like just yesterday you were in my arms for the first time. Just yesterday I was watching you laugh as you sat on your father's shoulders while he ran across the rolling hills of Idris, or seeing you come back from the academy, with your shy smile and your eyes full of regret.

Regret for what, I'll never know Jamie. I have always loved you and I always will. Even after all of these years, the mere thought of you brings tears to my eyes because I can never hold you in my arms again. I'm crying right now, as a matter a fact, and I don't think I'll be able to stop for a while. I love you so much James and I love Lucie just as much. You never had to feel guilty, and yet you carried it with you for so long.

If there's one thing in my life I would change, it's how much you suffered. My bach, even now I hate that I knew there was something strange about your moods, and yet I never intervened. You never deserved al that you endured, with my father, that bracelet, with Matthew.

Perhaps that's why I couldn't breath when Kit came in with your old gun today. Part of me wanted to grab it and caress it, knowing that your very hands (your father's hands) had touched it all those years ago, another part of me wanted to throw it into Thames where it may never be seen again. Kit, your half brother, didn't know any better and I feel I may have caused him to feel hurt, which I hate myself for. But I can't deny that protecting Mina was the first thing that came to mind, protecting Mina the way I couldn't protect you.

Seeing that gun stirred many emotions I tried to keep buried deep inside me. Saying Christopher's name hurt because it made me think of him which made me think of the four of you, the merry thieves, stirring up trouble. It made me think of you, Matthew and Lucie, all sitting together in the parlor, arguing over things I can't possibly remember. Watching you all dance at balls, I miss it all. I miss it all so much, it hurts my heart. I wouldn't trade what I have with Jem, Kit and Mina for the world, but I doesn't mean I still don't long to see you all again.

...

It's too late for my to be writing this, I should be writing requests not Tessa angst, but I just love her so much

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#sobh #tsc #tlh #tsc fanfic #tessa gray #james herondale #kit carstairs

[cassandraclare]

Why does Gideon owe Will money? And just how rich is Will that he can loan that kind of money out on a lark?

*very minor spoilers*

*laughs* We don’t know why Gideon owes Will money, and may never find out. It’s not important, and could even be a joke between them, or a bet they made long ago, which would not have required Will to lend out money. (If he had lent Gideon money, 20 pounds back then was about four thousand dollars now, which is a chunk of money but perfectly manageable for Will, who runs an Institute and gets paid pretty well.)

#will herondale #the last hours #autumnangel20

[shadowhuntertrash]

Unlike my usual crazy AU ideas I have officially come up with an awesome one that doesn’t veer very far off canon. I mean everyone winds up where they’re supposed to...eventually. And it’s Herongraystairs!!!

aaaah!! please share!!!!

#<33 #i love your ideas #autumnangel20

[livia-dovehallow]

To be fair, it is very easy to love both Gabriel and Cecily. Choosing would just be impossible.

EXACTLY! You get me :')

#maggie answers #autumnangel20 #maggie is very bisexual #gabriel lightwood #cecily herondale

[suna-reversed]

no pussy here🙄🙄

#says a vv sleep deprived vee #vee replies #vee’s moots #autumnangel20

[spooky-drusilla]

So I’m thinking of finally posting the Jaime and Kit fic on A03 and I was wondering if I could include the amazing artwork you did for it on the page or if I should just link it?

Oh, feel free to put the whole image! Whatever works best for you, really. It's a gift, you can do absolutely anything you want with it💜💜💜💜

I would just ask to credit it (like say that it was made by @adoravel-fenomeno on tumblr), but, knowing you, I imagine you were already planning to do that ajdhasjda🥰🥰

#asks #autumnangel20

[immortal-enemies]

I will have you know that I was very confuzzled when I saw that you were following me again, because I was like, weren’t you already doing that? And then when I saw that your blog was mostly empty. Then I saw you say that you had deleted it and were starting over and it started to make sense. Thank you for coming back even if I’m not sure why you deleted in the first place.

YEEEEEEE!

I deleted my old account because I feel like it had to much power over me 😅

I figured if I just delete it, it won't hold that power against me anymore 😌

I worked, and I'm relieved to be back 😵

(Ria will gladly let you know I was gone for 14 hours 😂)

#no need to be concerned ( ◜‿◝ )♡ #asks #autumnangel20 #tw all caps #actually #from now on your tag will be #double aa battery

[luciehercndale]

Would you add me to the tag list too?

🥺

Yes, of course! 🌼🤗

#autumnangel20 #posta

[fantasylitnet]

Hi! If it’s possible I would like to know more about the affiliate position that your pinned post was taking about! When I clicked on the link it brought me to a blank page. This account seems wicked cool, and since I love fantasy, it seems like something that I would be very interested in being involved in!

Have a great day!!

Hi there! Sorry about the link glitching, sometimes links only work properly on desktop. And thank you so much for the blog love, we’re so glad that you appreciate the concept! 

In explanation to an affiliate position, it’s basically a situation where another tumblr network gets a spot in our affiliates tab (ours is still empty) so people who visit this blog can also know about their network as well. As such, it’s only a position that is open to other networks.

However, we will be giving individuals an opportunity to be involved in our blog when we open up member applications sometime soon, once we’ve got this blog up and running for a bit. Members will be allowed to reblog posts and will also be involved in hosting Quests (events) and if you might be interested in becoming one, we will make sure to contact you when we do open up applications so that you can apply.

We hope you have a great day too and please feel free to contact us if you have any further questions or check out our faqs page:))

#asks #answered #autumnangel20 #admin yesh

[the-blackdale]

Shiiiiiiiitttttttt

I lost my Kit au’s list 😭😭😭😭😭

Why did your account have to deactivate 😭😭😭😭😭

Ohh shoot sorry !! Im so sorry !! Actually I deactivated that account, tumble didnt :(( Im so sorry again, I really wasn't thinking and did everything on impulse 🥺🥺 we can discuss everything again, if thats ok ?? I remember some like the mark one, and the seelie queen one 🥺🥺

Im so sorry again

#ask #@autumnangel20

[rinadragomir]

So

@22herondale @runecarstairs @youngreckless @itsdaughterofthemoon @darklingswhxore @livvyheronstairs @magnus-the-maqnificent @stxr-thxif @clockworkprincess19   @too-many-aspirations  @cordelia-cardale @lucie-blackthorns  @lightwood-di-angelo-hargreeves @arangiajoan  @wraith-of-rroses @foxglove-airmid @anarmorofwords @surrounded-by-exquisite-clutter @clarys-heosphoros @shadowhuntingdemigod @icycoolslushie @the-blackdale @iambecomeyourvillain @crybunny @gaylien51 @lover-of-procrastination @herondalebitchh @autumnangel20 @im-not-ruined-im-ruination @khaleesiofalicante @hahahax30 @ghafa-dale

#rina drinks blackberry lemonade and does sth weird

[imherongraystairstrash]

can I ask you for the headcanons you have on edmun herondale?

Edmund herondale?!?! Anon, this is the most original ask I've ever gotten and I absolutely love it! I've have been fascinated (strangely enough) by Edmund in the past, so you've come to the right place! Here you go:

Edmund was practically raised by the Fairchilds. This means that he was there when Charlotte was born and, due to his fondness for children, he and Charlotte were practically inseparable! When Edmund and Linette go to the institute to retrieve Will, he is shocked when a girl, who looked so much like Granville Fairchild, opened the door. After a couple of seconds, he recognized her as Charlotte and was in complete shock. He'd always wanted to know what had become of Little Lottie. Charlotte, of course, didn't recognize him, nor did she had any memories of Edmund. When it was obvious that Will wouldn't come back with them, Edmund was beyond devastated, but he felt a tiny bit better knowing that his only son was in good hands

He didn't have many friends growing up, despite being a ladies' man

His favorite child had always been Cecily (even though he would never admit it). She reminded him so much of Linette with her braveness though, unlike Ella (who also portrayed this trait) she was also quite quiet and observant, something she inherited from his dear mother. He cherished the reminder he had of her through his youngest daughter.

Though none of his children possess his coloring, their facial features make it undeniable that they're his.

The first time he held each of his children, he cried :,)

After Cecily left, Edmund never gambled again.

Every year, he and Linette walk to the sea and throw grains of rice into the ocean in honor of Ella's birthday

For years, he felt guilty for Ella's death (it was his Pyxis box, after all) and for Will running away. I feel like he gambled because he wanted to feel like he could succeed in something, which makes me quite sad lol i have to stop upsetting myself

He still trained after getting his marks stripped because he absolutely loved being a shadowhunter (though, he loved Linette even more)

He loved his parents more than anything (hence why he named Will after his father). When they died, a little piece of him broke that come never be recovered

Once he was able to overcome his gambling addiction, he and Linette happily grew old together, enjoying every visit they got from their children (both biological and in-laws) and grandchildren.

Yall why is Edmund's life so freakin' sad holy crap, was all of that suffering freakin' NECESSARY?!?

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#edmund herondale #linette owens #linette herondale #will herondale #cecily herondale #tsc #tid #the dark artifices #headcanons #charlotte fairchild #cassandra clare #cecily lightwood

[lady-ofroses]

peeps i found this quiz on fic tropes soooooooo... here’s a new tag game

pretty sure this has already been done

fairytale/magical au

you got fairytale/magical au! what a precious, little gem you are. you're fun, as sweet as sugar, as tender as the snow that falls in december. you live in your own little world, and i can't really blame you; i bet yours is way better than ours. i like your positive attitude, and the brightness of your eyes. it's like you always find something to be excited about! i wish i could pinch your cheeks! you remind me of the sunlight creeping through the woods, feeding little birds, an old magic well surrounded by flowers.

tagging (no pressure lol): @sleepy-sendhelp, @waywardarcher02, @cordelia-cardale, @timesconvert, @autumnangel20, @niastormsanctuary-bolastairkanej, @clarys-heosphoros, @ungodlyravenpuff, @gabtapia, @miraxxx, @ineedthatsolangelospinoffstory, @finnick-annie, @adoravel-fenomeno

[shadowhuntertrash]

So I k ow that I’ve talked to you about this, and to @thomas-gaypanic-lightwood a bit as well. But here’s this very detailed idea of an maybe AU but could also be 100% canon until proved otherwise!

So Kit’s magic works really well with nature right? Like he can make things that once were alive, like wooden timbers or beams, start growing things again. And that he can make pretty much any plant grow just being around it. And that he can kind of understand plants. And maybe animals a little bit. And he’s been able to effect plants a little since he was a couple of years old. And Malcolm and Anselm have been doing everything they could to cover that up because Johnny really doesn’t care much beyond yelling at Kit to not do whatever it was he did.

But eventually Kit can’t really control it and doesn’t know why he needs to hide it. And he’s starting to make limbs grow out of old wooden timbers when he gets hungry so that he can have apples or something like that. And he’s not very old at this point either. So Malcolm binds Kit’s magic and his memories until he’s old enough to understand the secrecy. And he’d been planing on raising Annabel and taking Kit and undoing it then, but he died. The spell started breaking courtesy of the Riders, but it’s still there until it starts breaking down when he’s with Jem and Tessa. And then he has to deal with an influx of memories and magic.

wait i love this so much 😭

imagine how alarmed/concerned jessa would be 😭😭

#autumnangel20 #jessa #kit herondale #kit herongraystairs #kit carstairs

[livia-dovehallow]

The new chapter of Courting is amazing!!!!!! I loved seeing Will and Cecily’s bond! And Gideon and Gabriel were perfect!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

#maggie answers #autumnangel20

[suna-reversed]

So in a few Heronstairs fics on A03 I saw one or two people bemoaning the lack of said fics on A03 or indeed and site. Would it be cool if I directed them here?

I mean I’ve only written one fic and it’ll be a while before my finals end and I put more stuff out, but sure.

i may or may not have a heronstairs smut fic already planned out in my drafts👀

#vee’s moots #autumnangel20