#autistic aziraphale

[helphowdoiusethis]

do you have autistic Az headcannons?

A few!

I headcanon

1. He's very sensitive to light

2. He has vocal stims that he's suppressed like repeating certain phrases he heard in heaven

3. He'll get Crowley to become a snake and hang around his shoulders for the pressure

4. Aziraphale loves the texture of Crowley's coat and if he gets half the chance will just clink to it because it feels so nice to touch and he's gone though a phase when Crowley changes hid clothes not liking the texture.

This is less autism and more tremor-related but Aziraphale has tremors after season 3 that are due to anxiety and don't leave unless Crowley is near or holding his hands

#autistic aziraphale #aziraphale with tremors #the last one is me protecting my dealings with my tremors on Aziraphale but still #good omens #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #good omens 2

[cliopadra]

Don’t worry guys, his autistic arse won’t last in Heaven long

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #aziraphale #metatron #my art #my art crap #cliopadra blabbers on #autistic aziraphale

[gyffindraws]

butch aziraphale and her cool, mysterious goth partner

bonus pin close up cus its too blurry to see

#yes i will be making it extremely clear that my aziraphale is asexual and austistic #butch aziraphale #autistic aziraphale #asexual aziraphale #ineffable husbands #good omens fanart #good omens #my art #aziraphale #aziracrow #crowley #good omens 2 #ineffable spouses #fem!crowley #they can be non binary too honestly #fem!aziraphale

[chaoticamelay]

stop making aziraphale a good student in your human aus just because he loves books like NO! aziraphale cheated on his ONLY assignment (in which the assigner was literal heaven) by making it a group project with a demon, because he wanted to spend more time doing things he enjoyed!

teachers would HATE him because he'd be reading his own book under the desk instead of paying attention in class, his report cards were full of "aziraphale is smart but needs to apply himself more", he'd fail all his exams because he wanted to read jane austen's entire collection the night before instead of studying

#good omens #aziraphale #autistic aziraphale

[dingledraw]

But It’s Pretty… a Good Omens comic- Part 3

Part 1 - Part 2

#finalll parrrt #but it’s pretty 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #she’s stimming! #the ruffles and the pearls were the worst design choice ever #I got so sick of drawing them💀😂 #stimming and simping😎 #adhd x autism couple #good omens #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable spouses #aziracrow #my fanart #fem!crowley #fem!aziraphale #ineffable wives #autistic aziraphale #comic: but it’s pretty…

[asexualenjolras]

I've finished watching season two, and I have some thoughts I needed to just get out. Neil Gaiman is a very talented writer, and the way he writes the Ineffable Husbands' relationship is so authentic and beautiful.

Aziraphale and Crowley's relationship is so much more complex than having them end up happy so soon after Crowley admitted his feelings for his angel. They've spent 6,000 years, as Nina and Maggie put it, not talking to one another about how they feel. It isn't unimaginable that Aziraphale would struggle with his feelings when Crowley finally admits how he feels.

Of the two of them, Crowley is more settled in his freedom. He has no ties to Hell, or Heaven, or Earth. He knows that he would be happy living away from all of that with Aziraphale. It's what he's wanted for a while, and he's content with the idea. We've now seen him ask Aziraphale to run away with him twice (once in season one, and once in season two). He's perfectly happy with that idea. And him telling Aziraphale that at the end of season two was such character development compared to him just screaming at his angel in the first season.

Overall, Crowley knows he loves Aziraphale more than Earth, or Hell, or Heaven and Maggie and Nina help him reach that conclusion by the end of the season. Nothing matters more to Crowley than Aziraphale. And we have seen him threaten to throw everything away for him twice now. He wants Aziraphale and Crowley is contented with the idea of it being the two of them for the rest of time.

However, Aziraphale has never wanted solitude. He's never once said that that's something he wants. Aziraphale's wants and needs are in constant battle with one another, and what he wants is ... to be good. His morals are objective, and he is burdened by his constant need to be good and to be fair - even if it means being unfair to himself. He's prone to self-sabotage. And he will forever put other people and beings before himself.

Aziraphale, like Crowley, knows that he is bound to Crowley for eternity. They are soulmates. 6,000 years of finding one another is evidence of that. But Aziraphale's trauma is so deep-rooted. It is engrained in him that he needs to be good. He believes it's integral to his being. He's spent 6,000 years doing his absolute best to impress Heaven and God, and his morals aren't going to change just because Crowley admits his feelings for him. He is, at the heart and soul, good. And he can't move past his morals and put himself first because that would be ... out of character. He's conflicted. But the one thing he is is ... good.

Aziraphale wanted Crowley with him just as much as Crowley wanted him. But he just wanted to try and balance Heaven and Crowley. He wanted Crowley to be an angel with him, and be happy and work together as they always had. He didn't want anything to change (he's so autistic). When Crowley told him that he didn't want to stay in Heaven, Aziraphale was confused and hurt. You could see it in his face.

And, integrally, he could have demanded that Crowley come with him, he could have been selfish for the first time in his life, but he wasn't ... and he couldn't ever be. He let Crowley go. Because he thought that was what was best for him. He put Crowley first and pushed his own wants and needs aside. Crowley told him he didn't want to go, so he let him walk out.

Importantly, we see him doubt. He stops for a split second and considers going with Crowley when he sees that Crowley has waited for him on the other side of the road (Crowley didn't go ... too fast this time, he stayed put and didn't run away - he waited for Aziraphale - but don't get me started because I will cry).

Overall, just as we've seen Crowley's want to run away with Aziraphale before, we've seen Aziraphale turn down that offer in place of doing the right thing (or, what Aziraphale feels is the right thing). This isn't new. And they will get through it. They just have a bad time communicating with one another.

One thing is certain, though: they are soulmates. And they will find their way to one another again. They have done for the past 6,000 years. It's ineffable. They are ineffable.

Neil's a genius. And the mirroring between their relationship in the two seasons is so well-written, and complex and I have so much admiration for it.

Anyways, that's all I can muster in thought. I'm off to cry because angst makes me sob. And I'm heartbroken. I'm so hopeful for a season three. I need to see this angel and ... Crowley again.

#good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens season two #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #neil gaiman #michael sheen #david tennant #amazon prime #good omens 2 #spoilers #analysis #long post #thoughts #autistic aziraphale

[itsscottiesstark]

Something I absolutely adore about Good omens is that it's a playground for our projecting asses.

Do you want Crowley to use he/him pronouns? Gotcha. Want they/them? Say no more. Do you see him as an anxiety ridden mess? Well, yes. Is it just anxiety or is it also ADHD? World's your oyster. Same goes for Aziraphale. He/him? Easy. She/her? Done. Autism, anxiety, religious PTSD? Anything goes. And so, so much more.

I don't know what that says about us having two beings with an extensive list of possible mental issues, but we don't have to look at it too hard. Point is, you can do anything you like with them (didn't mean it to sound like a double entendre but, sure, that too). And it works.

#i mean same could be said about other fandoms as well #but it's not always the case #do you see my point #good omens #fanfiction #david tennant #michael sheen #crowley #aziraphale #adhd crowley #autistic aziraphale #good omens fanfiction #goof omens fanfic #good omens fic #crowley x aziraphale #my posts #my rambles

[good-soupmens]

Apply this to Aziraphale how you will, but as an autistic person, I REALLY fell for Metatron's kind old man act. I didn't notice the subtle manipulation, like giving Aziraphale coffee and saying "I've ingested things in my time" to show that he's different from the food-hating, earth-hating angels. I didn't notice him taking on Aziraphale's speech mannerisms before turning away and scowling. It was only after reading meta and rewatching twice that I was like WOAH I didn't even see that.

I can see that heaven's system is screwed up, but I literally thought "Metatron's not like the other angels." I trusted his kindness, especially given that he wanted Aziraphale to run heaven, obviously the best angel for the job. I didn't consider that he wanted to appoint him because he knows Aziraphale is powerful and has stopped heaven and hell before.

I was right along with Aziraphale when all of this went down, agreeing with him when he didn't want the job ("where would I get my coffee?") and then seeing the appeal when Metatron said he could run heaven from earth WITH Crowley. They get to keep living the life they carved out for each other AND Aziraphale can fix the corruption in heaven? I love seeing kind-hearted characters fixing broken things, and I wanted him to fix the system.

As for Crowley becoming an angel again, I didn't really think of it as changing him. He's just Crowley, and he'd keep being Crowley. He's good already. I saw it as heaven offering to right their wrong because he never deserved to fall in the first place, and they wouldn't let someone they believed is evil back in, right? I trusted their judgment of Aziraphale and Crowley. I didn't consider that of COURSE Crowley wouldn't want to go back there. Why would he??

So when Aziraphale finally told him about the offer, I was hoping he would agree. It's important, they could change things! Metatron is claiming to give Aziraphale the reins. Crowley and Aziraphale for once are allowed to be together, and Aziraphale was so ready to not hold back in their relationship. There'd be no reason to deny it or go slow, it's obvious that their love is mutual.

It wasn't a surprise that Crowley said no, and deep down, Aziraphale knew why, but he didn't understand. Crowley and Aziraphale weren't seeing how the other saw it (that Aziraphale WANTS to be together. He wants to make heaven a better place, but Crowley believes it'll never happen, and heaven means to manipulate him). They truly would be the perfect team if they were in charge.

But the problem: that's not what Metatron or heaven intends. "Give me coffee or give me death" meant that if Aziraphale didn't accept the offer, he would've been destroyed. Metatron knew he'd accept, and based on the glare he gave Crowley, I don't think Crowley was ever really in his plan. Metatron will try to use Aziraphale and his power to end the world, and he has no idea he's a pawn. He fell for Metatron's apparent kindness and got swept away with the idea that he and Crowley wouldn't have to hide.

It's heartbreaking because I AM frustrated with Aziraphale, but I know why he chose heaven. There's trauma underlying his actions as well, and he didn't need MAGIC coffee (sorry, I'm mean about coffee theory) to fall hook, line, and sinker for what Metatron was selling. He loves Crowley so much, but if his plans to change heaven worked, he'd be saving the entire world from destruction.

People are still like "NO NO NO, how could he leave Crowley? He must've been hypnotized" when he is putting the WORLD first. That's not to say he won't regret it immediately, miss Crowley the entire time, or even change his mind, but it all happened so fast, and Crowley seemingly gave out on him. He refused, said "good luck", and started to leave. They didn't communicate with each other. I don't think Aziraphale was leaving him forever, but he thought "I HAVE to do this". Crowley is right, but Aziraphale can't see it another way.

Now he has to try his best to change heaven. In the end, he'll see the mistake he made and owe an apology to Crowley, but he has to figure it out on his own. After it's all said and done, it could be the last time they hold back from each other. Going through an angst arc of THIS magnitude would be worth it, and Neil Gaiman is a genius

#aziraphale apologist #good omens meta #autistic aziraphale #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #good omens season 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #good omens spoilers #metatron good omens #coffee theory #Aziraphale meta #good omens theory #good omens finale #aziraphale kin

[midnights-dragon]

Aziraphale is the type of person who talks about the most obvious things that he probably already knew before and is just now remembering as if they're the most exciting of news, and Crowley is the type of person who will listen with utmost attention and fascination, no matter how many times he's hearing it again.

#aziraphale very excitedly calls him in the middle of the night proclaiming that it's an emergency #crowley is panicked until the angel says (with so much passion and fervor he can't possibly be even a little bit frustrated) #'my dear did you know that the mona lisa has no eyebrows' #crowley stares directly at the mona lisa on his wall while saying 'i had no idea angel that's amazing' #i do this so aziraphale does it too #good omens #good omens headcanon #aziraphale x crowley #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #gomens theory #good omens textpost #personal #autistic aziraphale

[swirlingthings]

The new extended version of Good Omens Is Heaven For Autistic People is live!!

My love letter to Good Omens, the fan community and my own identity is now full of even more love. 💗🥂

#good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #crowley #neil gaiman #good omens meta #good omens analysis #meta analysis #autistic aziraphale #autistic #autism #actually autistic #good omens essay #good omens theory #autistic coded character #michael sheen #good omens prime #swirlywords

[helphowdoiusethis]

Can we talk about Az getting into the bathtub with socks on?

This! Those socks are not fucking wet.

Aziraphale got into that tub without getting his socks wet.

My first idea is he fell back into the water, but that's too plain for Aziraphale as Crowley.

Flipping back into that bathtub is extravagant enough I feel.

But that can be the issue of Aziraphale not liking the feel of the floor of hell on his feet more for sensory reasons than anything

#good omens #aziraphale #good omens 2 #autistic aziraphale

[cliopadra]

Thinking about ✨them✨ again

#good omens spoilers #good omens #good omens fanart #ineffable husbands #muriel #crowley #aziraphale #autistic aziraphale #autistic muriel #my art #my art crap #cliopadra blabbers on

[gyffindraws]

some aziraphale sketches i did to calm myself down. originally started as drawing him doing nervous stims cus that's how i was feeling. i added a fem aziraphale to soothe my soul

#i drew him in his autism cardigan too #aziraphale #autistic aziraphale #good omens #good omens fanart #my art #fem!aziraphale #i think im starting to get his face rightish

[aziraphales-library]

Hi! I was wondering if you had any fics where Aziraphale has autism and/or Crowley has ADHD? Thank you! ^^

Hello! We have #autistic aziraphale and #crowley has ADHD tags. Here are some more to add to the collections...

Holding Hands by Asexual_Enjolras (G)

Crowley begins to worry when Aziraphale stops holding his hand quite as much as he used to and he starts to panic that he has done something wrong. This is just a silly little story where a Demon asks his Angel to hold his hand again. "And anyway, they like holding hands." - Neil Gaiman about Aziraphale and Crowley.

That Crooked Smile Again by Treestackss (G)

A minisode, if you will. 1949. Eight years since they last spoke, and the demon Crowley insists on taking Aziraphale to a local bebop club. It's stuffy, loud, and worse still, Aziraphale spends the whole evening watching a blonde girl hanging onto Crowley for dear life. Not the night out he envisioned.

Withdrawal by IneffableToreshi (T)

Crowley is just trying not to let his stupid brain destroy him. He could never expected a guardian angel to show up to help.

Be Gay Do Crimes by wyrmy (T)

In The Beginning, there was an angel ( or rather a small boy named after one) and a demon ( or rather a small boy who wasn't always well-behaved) and a walled garden.

They Don't Teach This In School by Rozavie (T)

Aziraphale has been working at Berwick Academy for a very long time, and he could never ask for anything more. Feeding young minds, sharing the beauty of the English language and the written word. He doesn't need anything else. On the first day of the new school year, the instructor meets the new science teacher Crowley, and something about him is very strange, if not eerily familiar. The two strike up a quick friendship, despite their starkly different approaches to teaching, and something a bit more might be striking up between them as well.

You now seem to belong to me by Quinn_Taeyoung (T)

Crowley, a successful criminal, and Aziraphale, an autistic literature student, never thought they would run into each other or have the chance to get to know one another. It was while walking one night that Aziraphale witnessed a shootout between two gangs of mobsters. And witnesses usually don't live long. But the police are already close, so Crowley has no choice but to take the boy with him.

- Mod D

#good omens #ineffable husbands #human au #autistic aziraphale #crowley has adhd #mod d

[dingledraw]

#aziraphale #good omens #crowley #autism #ineffable spouses #ineffable husbands #meme #autistic aziraphale #my edits

[chaoticamelay]

#good omens #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #autistic aziraphale #autistic crowley #audhd crowley #this one did bars on twitter so i'm bringing it over #aziraphale