#aureatemoonshine

[suntara]

in april we lied, now we lie

Music I have realized is an imitation of the heartbeat of the beholder how? It's like how the stars are made of all that light and all the glory in it But what did the stars eat to get so bright? what did stars do that was so magnificent, so magnificent that they try to make earth glow stars don't know what they are doing, they just are what they are in the same way the way music plays is the way our heartbeats in one way or another it's either the one that pumps out blood or the one that looks into those eyes and flutters

. (did it reach you, my star? will my message reach your deathbed? will my declarations of love in the way that is true shake the hospital like a piano and will it shake you off your grave shake you enough for you to Come back to life just for a minute So that it could reach you? So that it could hold you?)

. the stars decided to all hold hands one day not like they will never let go but like the way you do before a big leap and then you let go, and then you go away and link up again with some other star or you float away and stay alone for a while till you burst into another set of stars that learn to hold hands it was the way my fingers trembled over a piano I held hands with a star too right before we stood on stage and then we parted to compete till the stage erupts in sheet notes and tabs it's how loud our hearts beat the real ones, not the metaphorical ones And this time, mine was louder i could finally hear it

. (we each lie to each other on the 14th of april, and you lie under on the 13th if I had known I would've said it too I don't know how to love in april because this is the first spring without you and I don't know if I will be able to shake the ground alone, in a way that my love in a way that my love echoes in a way that will even make your heavenly body ascend to space and you take the place of the mother sun themselves)

. It is always in april the day that some seeds leave their mother and make their own sanctuaries somewhere far away my friend told me about how some asteroids have their own moons that sounds so cold and so homely I jumped off a bridge and fell into ice-cold water right after you did so and under the water; it was really all just blue I heard that twinkling laugh for the first time the one that told me that if Mozart could do it by feeling the vibrations, I could too You, my star told me that music wasn't about rebuilding the composer's world in the exact same way but changing the rhythm To make the new world shake

. (I couldn't even blink when you were there now I wish I hadn't slept at night while you had a chance to breathe is this what love was? and did I just miss it? love was the world being a little louder a little more melodious, now I know but after you, I only hear my   and only your spirit playing the violin love wasn't a rhythm I had to remember but once it came, I wouldn't forget it and like that, I still haven't forgotten I love like second nature after you like how clocks tick and how the world shook)

. I wanted love in the way that one will never let go or love in a way like being forever but after lying under the sea till every April weighed down by rocks and abandoned ships till my legs broke too, I turned coral to piano keys I lit up, tried to light up, the darkest of the ocean till every April, till that first April when you came and the seas seem to be the same color as the April skies, you told me my dear star, to never forget me because what we had wasn't forever but what we had was real and what is real is what remains there's something beautiful about that about us, you and me, my star and me

. (my star, was my love strong enough to make your heartbeat just a little again? just enough to move my own heart back to the rhythm, we were in before? I hope the afterlife taught you a rhythm too one that matches my off-beat thump I hope it doesn't hurt like mine but instead plays like a soft lullaby I hope that it is enough for when you hold hands with the stars at least we, you and me, my star and me can make space shake instead make the underwater shake instead make what we haven't touched shake instead like the unsteady beat of our dead rhythm)

aureatemoonshine

#poetry #poets on tumblr #bitsofstarglow #poetic stories #poetryportal #poeticstories #24hoursopen #smittenbypoetry #spilled ink #spilled poetry #aureatemoonshine #inkstainsandheartbeats #blotched poems #your lie in april inspired #dark academia #spilled emotions #lol i wrote anime based on poetry #welp #also IM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING AGAIN IVE HIT A BLOCK

[honeytuesday]

12

-dude

oh boy here we go--i'm warning y'all if you don't want to see these please block the tag #honeyaskgame

i'll put the answers under a keep reading so you don't have to scroll too much (:

12. how are you?

i'm doing well!! i've had so much coffee today i am bouncing off the walls but it's been a lovely week so far <3 how have you been jia???

soft asks to get to know people

#asks #answered #dude anon #aureatemoonshine #aureatefairytale #honeyaskgame

[flower-borne]

🍃❕❕❕

you give me in the blue hours of morning vibes :D (dear wormwood, 2015), very soft and calming and intelligent <3

#the oh hellos #in the blue hours of morning #dear wormwood #the oh hellos asks #ask #answer #aureatemoonshine #isaac.exe

[definegodliness]

maybe you could write about nostalgia?

The world is golden In my sweetest memories There, my grandparent's farm Is still gargantuan

I recall the cellar Which was off limits; thereby Irresistible

The cool air and the darkness

The dangling D.I.Y. light switch

The endless row of mason jars Red fruits on syrup Used to accompany Vanilla pudding Sundays

My grandma's apron

Blue smoke Surrounding my grandpa As he sat in his big leather chair Watching his shows

I remember the attic Where my mother used to sleep Words etched in the support beams Mementos of another youth

Outside the window I could see the flowing fields of corn The brightly yellow rape seed Waving in the wind

The sun always shone And the world was Golden

Then, I recall The smell of pancakes rising up And my grandmother yelling at us For ruining her pantyhoses (again) Playing cops And masked crooks

We all loved that woman And she loved us Very much

But we were an annoying bunch

I remember How she would say:

"Gerrit DO something!"

And then grandpa would just shout:

"Hey!"

And we'd all come stampeding Down the stairs As if something bad would happen

"Darn kids"

Grandpa would then (and ever so often) mutter

He never lifted half a finger, ever 

Incapable of any form of aggression

But we'd all listen And sit at the table eating pancakes It was always on a Wednesday And the world was golden Warm and safe

#nostalgia #grandparents #thank you! #aureatemoonshine

[boysaints]

sO I read some of your writings, went around your blog a little and I find out that you're 14 too? Like damn, I haven't met many people my age on here and I'm floored honestly. You're such a great writer, the stuff I've read so far are lovely, keep it up man!! (I'm so sorry, I sound like a dad trying to compliment their kid on something they don't understand)

asdirkfjeks it’s okay lmao thank you !!!

#asks #aureatemoonshine #leela.txt #love notes

[unbalancedscale]

Thank you for tagging me @euphoniouspandemonium

(I don't know why but it made me so happy (╥﹏╥) ✨)

So the five things I like about me,

1) my neutral and level head

2) my creativity

3) competitive streak (strikes very rarely though)

4) ability to enjoy simple pleasures in life

5) my curiosity

And for the same I'd like to tag @aureatemoonshine @dg-fragments @fujwow @lowkeyyalienn @javeriah-sohail @yellow-moonstone @disruptivebychoice

~

[deadwhisper]

@furtiveu thank you for tagging me💜✨

Lots of love and hugs to you🌼

Rules: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to! Put your music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people.

I discovered this song just yesterday and I was left stunned. I recommend watching the youtube video of this song it's just✨beautiful ✨

I love this song. I feel like I'm flying through the galaxies and damn I feel beautiful and wonderful 💜✨

This song deserves a fandom of its own I think honestly. It's just so chill yet sad and so pretty at the same time. It relaxes you and gives you this ache at the same time. Love you Suga💜✨

There is something about this song (more like the whole album!) But the delicate melody. I don't know how to put it but I can feel it on the tip of my tongue sparkling. I am so in love with this one.

This song. The desperation, the emotion, the push and pull of everything the character feels. It's so surreal. I have never experienced anything like that in my life.

I AM ADDICTED TO THIS SONG. AND THE MUSICAL IS AMAZING MY LORD. WATCH IT!!!!

It's just so powerful I cannot help it!!! Also the visuals Damn!!!

I LOVE HALSEY AND THIS SONGS ARE JUST MUAAH XOXO!!

Another musicallll. This particular one is so cool and funny I swear to god y'all should listen and watch the video too!!

Y'all. This song is love and everything I don't know what to feel about. Maybe I relate maybe it's just in my head. But I love this song. And all her other songs are beautiful

So this was my most played playlist. I listen to heck ton of other songs too but I'll reserve it for another time🙈💜

Thank you so much for the tag. Also people I'll be tagging. Dear @floralbeast @haleyincarnate @aureatemoonshine @autumnsunshine10 @bahishht @chaoticyetcalm @dg-fragments @jules-hazard @javeriah-sohail @koherike @liestookmyvibes @okayshutup @pocketfullofpoesies @quiet-storm132 @rhymingtherapy @ujjwal4ev3r @victoriasfreespace @writingsbypb @yellow-moonstone @yukkitacerita @ze-thoughts-are-stupid @moonchildss0ul @mortallystrangecupcake @euphoniouspandemonium @poor-pixie @wordsaremydiary @wonderingprocrastinator

So I have tagged alot pf people I know. But I also want to say I love you people and want you all to know that I love your blogs and appreciate your existence in my virtual life. Thank you all for being you and sending me support when I feel down at times or just chatting in general

~

#song #dead poets society #aesthetic #love #poets on tumblr #bitch these songs kept me alive #feels #happy #sad #lonely #and everything in between #chaotic #folklore #taylor swift #halsey #manic #bipolar #BTS #bts army #Jimin #Suga #min yoongi #evermore #in the heights #twice #once #perfect world #six #girl in red #lesbian

[wine-in-greece]

hi i hope youre okay <3 i feel bad for sending this ask in but im very fucking worried about you

never feel bad about worrying about someone. i'm okay - overwhelmed, a little bit, but i promise to you im hydrating and eating and sleeping as well as i can, which is quite well. got a haircut, got pierced, had a bunch of up and downs in this tiny sailboat of mine, tossed around on unforgiving waves and everything; can't apologize enough for being MIA, but i'll be back for good faster than you believe. have faith for me, okay? <3

@aureatemoonshine

#cannot tell you how sorry i am for monday #i promise #PROMISE #i will make it up to you. #also sorry about how fucking ominous this is #my love to you and trumpet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hang in there for me

[suntara]

Wind Flower

Maybe I'm that girl, That dances in an empty salon To music nobody ever listens to And enjoys every second Maybe I'm the one who cries In a blue tinted restaurant Staring into stale hamburgers And calling it the epitome of luxury Perhaps I'm one that walks through cities And marvels at neon lights and nightclubs In denim dresses, or on a lonely Ferris wheel My night will never be more alive Maybe I'm the one You find plucking flowers from bushes with none left Who walks on roofs, on trains Rosy, yet golden Why don't my eyes bloom like roses? I'm definitely one of the girls in your favorite bar Drinking away like dandelions to a whistle Always dressed disheveled, yet polished The one who sings, in a horrible tune, who lets out a drunken trill

. "Why are we the only ones dancing? Maybe our tears are just tunes on a piano, maybe we will pit-pat our ways into the hearts of those who blossom under whisky licked lips. But tonight, Let's fill our lungs with liquor and love, Let's let the flowers of the wind bloom"

. (let's fill our lungs with piano tunes: let's live like we are children: let the wind flowers bloom and we will find our way, whether we are crying or dancing: let's find our way through bars, cities and salons: let's blossom like we never did before) . -Aureatemoonshine (inspired by Wind Flower's music video- MAMAMOO)

#poems #love poems #poets on tumblr #poetry #mamamoo inspired #aureatemoonshine

[honeytuesday]

how do trees feel in the spring? releaved

HSHAGAGSHSHSHSHSHSHFHSHSHS

#HQHAAHAHAHHHSHSHAHAH #asks #answered #aureatefairytale #aureatemoonshine #dude anon #im dying #honey puns more like honeybuns

[flower-borne]

hey dude hhgfsh I just wanted to say that I'M SO HAPPY TO FIND ANOTHER OH HELLOS FAN your blog is so cool >:)

(also can we be friends)

yES OMG THERE ARE SO FEW OF US HERE, and ty 🥺 (im on here so inconsistently but yes please we should be pals)

#answer #aureatemoonshine #isaac.exe #text

[definegodliness]

I was summoned from the sanctum of my crypt by the spellbinding @cravingwitandwisdom to fulfil a grisly ghostly oath. I must comply:

Last Song: Jimmy, by Boudewijn de Groot Last Movie: The last hour of Star Trek: Nemesis. I never saw Star Trek, but they re-aired the movies these last few weeks. I hardly ever free time to sit still and watch movies, so I only saw bits of these movies, but that was enough to know I should properly watch them all. The Picard ones, that is. Loved the pacing and philosophical underlayer. Currently Watching: Ice melting and snowdrops growing. Currently Reading: Lots of my own work lately for chapbook reasons! It’s shaping up nicely, and I’m getting better at not continuously cursing and condescendingly mocking any piece I have written before... well, today. I never did revisit old work prior to this project. For grumpy self-aggravation reasons. But here we are. Currently Craving: Feeling nice. Currently Playing: Mario Kart 8. Trying to get three stars on all the 200cc tracks, which is hard as fuck. Three left to go. Currently at the Triforce Cup. 

*slithers back into the abyss*

Oh wait, I have to tag people! Lemme see, @lorienfae, @becomingpoet, @heartsongsburningbrighter, @brooklynbubbles, @aureatemoonshine, as always, with no obligation to partake.

#get to know the poet #tag game #thank you for thinking of me #cravingwitandwisdom

[huffle-writings]

Thank you soo much everyone for doing this, all of you played a huge role in making dragon feel so loved and special, I really wanna wrap all of you in the tightest hug ever possible, give you chocolate cake and wrap y'all in the warmest blankets. @pansexualmorelikepunsexual @aureatemoonshine @starrynight5678 @lumierestars @queenofsassgard @chairspinnymedizzyitis @apocalyptic-cake @fanvergentinexistentialcrisis @iputthetransintransylvania @secrets-ill-take-to-my-grave @awesomeuvinthings @hitchikerschoice @alienlamp @bi-spy-pie @theydontknowimhere @crypticfangirl @thorneedsahuggle @crisismagic I am soo sorry if I missed anyone all of you are absolute cuties who deserve the whole world, good day!!💕💕

#welovedragon

[unbalancedscale]

I posted 91 times in 2021

37 posts created (41%)

54 posts reblogged (59%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 1.5 posts.

I added 69 tags in 2021

#ask - 13 posts

#asks - 9 posts

#answered asks - 8 posts

#prose - 6 posts

#art - 6 posts

#love - 6 posts

#aesthetic - 6 posts

#moon - 5 posts

#writers on tumblr - 5 posts

#poem - 5 posts

Longest Tag: 50 characters

#and i'll write again about it when i see you again

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

I'm waiting today

For your words to float

Sent in small packages

I wish for them to see the most

41 notes • Posted 2021-01-07 06:30:38 GMT

#4

(220321)

~

I'm back, in the same corner, behind the same door in the only room I've seen for the past 19 years.

Replaying all my memories, I'm stuck with this black and white film reel I should have struck a match to a long time ago. I think, I need to break free

"what do you want to do?"

"run away forever"

"what about the rest?"

"who cares"

(But someone always does, right?)

~

@unbalancedscale

@wanderingmoon

~

46 notes • Posted 2021-03-22 12:51:20 GMT

#3

(260321)

~

Talking to the winds

I realised

You are a concept and you will never return

~

"it must suck to be me"

"why do you say so?"

"nah! nothing, just thought so, from all the first hand experience I have"

~

Your true self has been missing all along anyway

@unbalancedscale

@wanderingmoon

~

57 notes • Posted 2021-03-26 07:38:37 GMT

#2

Devotion - (070321)

~

If the universe could ever bring us together

I'd make peace with my devotion

Kiss you in every crook and corner

Let my lips show you my reverence

My touch would paint us in colours

The high would hold us, till nothing else matters.

The universe could try to tear us apart

But by the gravity of our feelings, my love

I swear, through eons, I'd never let us far.

@unbalancedscale

@wanderingmoon

~

68 notes • Posted 2021-03-07 03:24:19 GMT

#1

Thank you for tagging me @euphoniouspandemonium

(I don't know why but it made me so happy (╥﹏╥) ✨)

So the five things I like about me,

1) my neutral and level head

2) my creativity

3) competitive streak (strikes very rarely though)

4) ability to enjoy simple pleasures in life

5) my curiosity

And for the same I'd like to tag @aureatemoonshine @dg-fragments @fujwow @lowkeyyalienn @javeriah-sohail @yellow-moonstone @disruptivebychoice

~

120 notes • Posted 2021-01-18 09:59:28 GMT

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[igiveanonlovetopeople]

@aureatemoonshine have a great day hun, you deserve it

#anon love