i fucking miss luke. my canon was more similar to the show than the books, in that even the hermes cabin wasn’t, like, overflowing or anything. most of us unclaimed kids had proper beds, and if there wasn’t a bed available when a new camper showed up, they spent a night or two on the floor tops while another set of bunks was built.
luke was all of our big brother. his leaving was like a kick in the kidneys. honestly, as impractical as it was, i don’t know if anyone ever took his bunk. if they did, it wasn’t until after i got claimed, the events of the first series ended, and the minor gods got cabins. (though i don’t remember what order the first two happened in.)
betrayal aside, he was our mentor. he was our family. we mourned him as though he’d died. and then he did die, and percy told us that he was the hero of the great prophecy. and that was like a second kick to a still-healing bruise.
i just miss the guy who made me feel welcome and at home in a cabin full of misfits and wanderers. he was right. the system was wrong. i almost joined him. i’m glad i didn’t, but i still wish he had gotten to come home. he was just a kid, too.
i would’ve welcomed him back with open arms.
-a noncanon pjo fictive
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Stop saying you kin for fun. That's literally a whole hate group against Otherkin. You're not Otherkin, you just like this animal or this character.
Find a new term, really. It isn't hard at all. Just stop saying you're Kin but it's not serious and no one should take it seriously. -Reed
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[uses kin memories to create content posing as an elaborate au in hopes that people will remember it and also kinfirm to increase my chances at finding canonmates] right gamers?
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i have multiple kins where i had non-canon / super canon divergent partners and i feel hopeless that i'll never find them
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Having a canon that is so different than your source really makes it really difficult to find those I’m looking for.
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I really feel for people who kin noncanon characters, it's not the same but. It's also hard to be a canon character who misses someone who's noncanon so desperately.
Like. The canon narrative has never mentioned you, but that doesn't change that you were my best friend. We knew each other for Ten Years, we were inseparable since we were both seven. You were my only friend when no one else at school wanted to get to know me, you were new and moved to town because of your dad's job and you Chose Me. Of all the hundred kids in our school, you only wanted to be my friend. You accepted that I knew I was a boy from a young age, you didn't Care. You only ever saw me as Me. We grew though our angsty teenage years together, you joined theater and I was a stagehand just so we didn't have to be separated. I spent so many nights on your floor and you spent so many on mine. We found ourselves while holding hands and knowing that even if the world didn't accept us, we would always have each other. We made other friends, had a tight little group and went on adventures. when I developed my powers, you were the only one who wasn't scared of me. You were never scared of who I was. I had to leave, to protect you. I didn't want to put you in danger. You called me when I was at the airport once and all I wanted to do was be 12 laying on your bedspread and reading magazines with you. When I got to go back to my hometown, you had moved away because your dad got a new job. I didn't see you again for another two years; it had been four years at that point. I missed you every day. You were always so preppy while I was always a weird little goth kid, but at 20, your style was a lot more alternative, you said it was because of me.
I miss you now. I'll always miss you, because I know I won't find you in this life. Even if you're never mentioned in canon, never given a face, only alluded to as someone from my past, know that you're so much more. You were my best friend, I remember your face, your laugh, your mannerisms. You'll always live on in my memories, I'll keep you alive that way. It's the least I can do for you.
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does anyone else have a really hard time with like… finding sourcemates who arent canonmates ? like its rly sick and all, but youre not… youre not who i was looking for. i think it makes me even sadder being noncanon. i can find as many sourcemates as i want, but im probably never going to find anyone who remembers me. and it just makes me sad :(
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hey btw for any non-canon kins out here in the tumblr tonight, just know there are people out there who miss you a lot, i'm in my michael afton kinshift rn and all i can really think about is my partner oscar, who isn't canon to fnaf, i miss him so so much just about every single second and i don't have much faith i'll find him, but i can't help but hope and try. so just like myself and a few others I've seen on here, know that their are people out there who remember you and care about you and miss you
-michael j afton (five nights at freddys)
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I wish I could find a single Bucky kin who didn't bail on me the second that I mention we weren't in a relationship in my canon. You're still my friend, Buck. I still want to know if you're doing alright and we could still talk. Even if you're not my Bucky, we could be friends. Is the only way you can imagine talking to any Steve is if there was romance involved?
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Its so frustrating being a non canon person but its even more frustrating when its from a fanfic series. One so obscure, nobody but a handful knows it. I miss them. I miss them all so much.
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i feel so silly but i miss my boyfriend and girlfriend so much. i’ve been searching for them for over a year now and i still haven’t found anyone who kins either of them who remembers dating me. ik both of the ships are very non-canon and unpopular, so it’s so unlikely i’ll ever find them. i just want at least one of them back so badly. i cant help but want them to protect me again, to tell me that everything will be ok. i’ll keep searching for you both even still.
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dudes kinning non-canon characters is so fucking hard. i miss so many people from my canon, but i know the chances of anyone actually remembering me are so tiny. it feels like ill never find the people im looking for. im just lonely and i miss my friends :((
-non-canon doctor who kin
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being kin from a swap au is always weird, but especially so when both my canon counterparts, so to speak, had a bad relationship with their counterparts of my father figure. i mean, i know i was lucky that things clicked just right, but it gives a very bad disconnect still. i still miss him, though. hope he remembers the little firecracker whose bullies he bloodline-cursed.
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having a lot of memories and the more I remember the more canon divergent I remember I am.
I know In source he was awful to me but I miss him so much and I’d do anything to speak with him again..
I love you g <3
I’m still waiting for you
I’ll be here.
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On the one hand, I'm relieved my Simpsons canon diverged pretty early on, because like many, I despise a lot the later seasons. But, on the other hand, it's pretty frustrating so desperately wanting to engage with my source, but only relating to maybe a quarter of it.
There's fanfiction, which I do appreciate, but my kins are minor characters, and as I said, pretty canon divergent, so content can be sparse. I guess I could just write it myself? But, do I really want to? Does anyone give a shit about the mundane things that happened to minor and not-well-liked characters? Or is that just cringe and I'll be called a freak for taking it so seriously? Would I be able to handle the hate from my "weird headcanons" that are just what we were actually like in real life?
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Okay, so. I actually think I might be kin with a non-canon toy. like, the kid of Huggy and Kissy like the Longlegs family has Baby Longlegs. I don't know of any other reason I'm really drawn to the colour green and both Huggy *and* Kissy. This is so frustrating. I love having non-canon kintypes where I'm guaranteed to never find my canonmates ever again. /s
Non-Canon Poppy Playtime Toy ?? ( #🍂🍖 )
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