#aufictive

[fictionkinfessions]

This goes out to all the non-canon fictives and kin folk out there.

Even if it doesn’t feel like it, you are loved and missed. People remember you somewhere out there.

I had a non-canon daughter and I miss her with all my heart.

All of you out there with non-canon friends and family; your loved ones love you and miss you just as much as you do them. Don’t forget that <3

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[fictive-confessions]

I'm not doing good, my source is a disgusting au comic we found and read on our Twitter page and I hate it :(

a lot of people in our system are somewhat disgusted by my existence because of the comic too i think

i miss my friend though..

-hellspawn (au fictive)

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[fatsnans]

so uh hi 

this is my first post on this idotic blog

so hey :))))))))))

soo these two skeletons are dedicated to 2 ppl lol

llama sans-https://www.wattpad.com/user/OneLazyLlama

au sans-https://www.wattpad.com/user/aufictions

their being shipped and i really love it lol

welp yeah thats it ig.

#this is awkward #sans #undertale #au #llama sans #au sans #woO

[fictionkinfessions]

worlds most canon divergent fictive finds a fic that actually lines up with his memories. love wins

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[fictionkinfessions]

I hate being noncanon

Like I have my sourcemates here but they usually don't remember me being in their source. I'm an AU of a noncanon OC, so why would they?

I miss it all, even if it was shitty and ended up killing me.

- Kris (Mandela Catalogue OC-AU) fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

This is gonna be a long rant omg, I apologize for how long this is gonna take for you to read dear mpc 😭

But you know, it’s really funny how I remember everyone’s voices so differently than how the pilot shown everyone. There’s a fanmade tadc song that exactly has the voices correctly.

OH ALSO UPDATE!! I recently found out in our system we have the Sun and Bubble! We have Ragatha, and two kingers, classic! Kinger and a horror au! Kinger, we also have horror! Gangle, and Ragatha is SUCH A SWEETHEART. She’s one of our caretakers and I appreciate her so much, she does a lot for us. Sun and Bubble are recently formed, we also have someone that’s new but she hasn’t appeared in an episode yet, we don’t exactly know her name.

Also for anyone who may still be reading this and is from my source, hello! I miss you all dearly, if I treated you horribly I very much apologize for that on my end. I really tried my best to take care of everything that was going on, and if I hurt you in any way, it was NEVER my intention. But I love you all SO SO SO SOOO MUCH. I see you as my own children. So please, take care of yourself her in this life!

Don’t freat the little things that happened during source, no matter what you’ve done, it’s forgiven and in the past. This goes for everyone else that isn’t from my source as well! You better hydrate yourself, and make this life worth a living! Even if you hate it, I’m sure there’s little things you can do here that you like.

Although, I feel bad for… all of the ones who were abstracted. I remember I had some kind of book about them where I studied, and see if there was a way to undo it all. I did all that I could.

I also hope the fandom doesn’t see me as a villain anymore, I remember the first few weeks of my source being published I remember reading “theories” about how I am one. It just hurt to see, because I didn’t want to hurt anyone for that matter. I wanted them to live out happily, because truth is I had no idea how they arrived at the circus, but it wasn’t my fault that I know of. That’s for sure.

I again apologize for how long this is 😭 I’m just so happy at this moment because this past week has been awful for me. I haven’t done a rant like this in ages. -Caine (TADC) #🎡🎩

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[fictionkinfessions]

nooooooo i don't wanna be a non canon hazbin hotel fictive ‼

*scrolls through tumblr for 5 minutes*

i say! being a non canon hazbin hotel fictive is fine actually 💬

shout out to my DADS who HATE EACHOTHER ‼ 📻

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[fictionkinfessions]

my feelings about luke are… complicated. i was part of the hermes cabin for a long time, unclaimed. he was like an older brother to me. naturally, his initial betrayal was like being smacked. i didn’t hate him, but i wanted to, because it would’ve been easier.

but when word eventually got around after his death, it was. way worse. because he had been right, in a way. the system fucking sucked. and then it got flipped on its head, and so many of us got claimed (though that. caused its own issues). but he didn’t get to be around to see it change.

yeah, he was an idiot. but like, fucking of course he was — he was nineteen when kronos get to him. a nineteen year old boy with a decade’s worth of daddy issues, against a masterfully manipulative deity older than fucking time. he never stood a chance.

he deserved the support we demigods rarely ever got. maybe then things could’ve been different.

i miss him. even though i’m still pissed.

-a noncanon demigod (fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Hey mom, hey dad. Doubt either of you will see this since you’re both technically noncanon, but I want to say this anyways.

Dad, I wish you were still around while I was growing up. I wish those murder drones never took you from me and mom. I wish I remembered more about you; that we could have spent more time together doing normal father/son things. I wish that you were there to teach me about how to manage the AbsoluteSolver after it activated in me; I wasn’t alone since Uzi was there, but it was still hard.

Mom, I miss you too. I miss watching movies together in the bunker; snacking on batteries and laughing at the old humans’ film taste. I miss our family dinners, even if it was just the two of us. I miss seeing you every day when I came home from school, and you helping with my captcha homework (those things were HARD back then; can’t believe they’re so much easier now).

I’m sorry I hid so much about myself from you, mom. I was scared; scared of myself and scared of your reaction. It’s not every day you find out your kid (and by extension your husband, since it’s an inherited thing) is infected with some eldritch virus/program/AI thing after all, heh.

I really hope we can have a big family reunion some day, and that you can meet my new friends here in the system! Until then, I hope you both are doing well. 💚

-A very canon divergent Thad (Murder Drones fictive, #🌲⚠️💫)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I formed this morning and AGH I AM ALREADY HAVING. A TIME. WITH MEMORIES.

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh most of them are bad and UNFORTUNATELY canon divergent in the way that “I’m glad canon me got to not meet Mephiles until the events of 06 and was NOT also related to Solaris in some way” but HHHHHHHHHHHHHH

— Venice “Silver” the Hedgehog (Please tag as fictive if uh. That. Wasn’t obvious.) (♣️🌐🔘)

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[fictionkinfessions]

shoutout to any other vulcans who fucking hate the cold oh my god. i miss the comforting heat of my quarters but my heater fucking sucks !!!!! how am i supposed to live long and prosper in these conditions /silly

-a noncanon fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

4/13.

It has been many a year since I formed in this system, and truthfully I rarely ever think of my home now… but. Today is a day of remembrance for me. Alternia, my beloved home… I think of you fondly. I miss your waters, and beaches. I never truly went all that far inland… it would have been desertion of my duties as Orphaner. But I wish I had tried to explore more, when I was younger perhaps.

I never did have that sense of wanderlust my dear Headhunter once had.

To Her Imperial Majesty… wherever she is, I wish you happy tidings. To any of my fellow “Ancestors”, I wish you the same.

I think of most of you fondly.

-Petros Captor, Orphaner Twiinhorn

(Homestuck, fictive- bloodswap au)

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[fictionkinfessions]

This is uh... something!

-Noncanon Miraculous Ladybug fictive (#🤍🪼🖤)

Send help-

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[fictionkinfessions]

I hate the way my canon diverged.

I wish so much it was different.

I yearn for a reality where he never did that to me.

Where my kits were with a different cat, when I was ready.

Maybe they were just never meant to be.

Dapplekit, Flickerkit, and Cloudkit, I hope in some reality you got to grow up. I hope in some reality you got to live long enough to open your eyes, and play, and learn, and live.

I hope in some reality your father never did that to me.

-Spottedleaf [tag as fictive.]

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[fictionkinfessions]

Damn, licorice cookie was a twink, i miss that loud bastard /aff, he used to show off how good he was with lightening to me, I regret not confessing before I escaped the COD, I love him though, and I'll love him the rest of my lives.

-Vampire cookie from an au, tag as cookie run kingdom fictive

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[fictionkinfessions]

splits an au character whos au has not even been published to the world yet (its ok bc partner sys split their in-universe partner so at least theyre not alone)

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