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contrastparadoxx · 6 months
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What was the initial idea for perse? How has she changed over the course of making her?
Oh this is actually SUCH a fun question, because as only some of you guys will know, Perse actually started out as a different character entirely. My friend at the time had a story in the works called Brothers, and while the characters were actually human they were always drawn as furries. I made a joke about a furry wearing a “Ask me about my Skinsona” shirt and that paired with another then friend complaining about brightly colored eyesore furries resulted in this
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She was married to one of the main characters, Lucifer, which is why she was named Persephone, or Perse for short. She was immune to a poison that could kill even gods, she stabbed first asked questions later (met her then husband for the first time because he tried to grab something and she pinned his hand to the table with a knife and he was smitten), and she was by virtue of being married to Lucifer, the queen of heaven. She was also a royal guard before she was queen, and I loved her! There were a few relatively minor design changes to her during this time period, none really worth showing
Then the friend and I kinda drifted apart. Originally they were going to purchase Perse from me for $50, but that fell through and she just gathered dust because I was ashamed for some reason. Another ex friend made an alien species that was very furry esq, and I was like oh I can rework Perse for this! And then this version of her was born
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I still like that outfit ngl. She was similar in this iteration, still very stab happy, and I accidentally pissed the GM of a game off by playing her being flippent and having fun in a horror situation. Oops. This version of her did not last long because that “friend” got really nasty about me because I “hoard characters”, among other things. Do I eventually left that community and was once again left with a character I used to project on feeling like she and I just don’t belong. All of this is before I even knew the FTC existed.
And then I came here. I wasn’t going to make her, at first. I made a few trolls, I messed around, I was having fun! Then I was like lol what if I made an OC who is a human who hides by wearing a fursuit. That led to me going “oh wait I could use Perse for that, since she’s always had that Skinsona shirt! Wouldn’t it be ironic!” And so Perse the human on alternia was born. I eventually connected her to a few other furry OC’s, which led to her getting her best friend, Ashter. He was her handler at con’s before he was her moirail, you know.
And eventually I went you know what, I want her to be a troll. I had a few ideas for how I was going to do that, but the one I ended up going with involved her making a deal with a demon to get the body she wanted. Her troll form actually originally looked way different too! And I might revamp the old design and make it a different character
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I would change at least some of the colors and probably the horns. But while I love this design it never quite fit right. Eventually I decided to just go you know what how about I design a troll version of her fursona (which also has a slightly different design now, but I do not currently have a ref of, I’m working on it) and that THAT finally hit correctly. Technically her design has changed slightly since then as well, but the final version is the one shown in her sprites as made by Roetrolls!
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She’s slightly (slightly) less stab happy now, and instead of being immune to a poison that is deadly to literally everyone else, she is technically venomous/poisonous (it’s both), with a toxin that shuts off psionics, chucklevoodoos, anything like that. She’s a gamer now, which was honestly very close to her vibes originally, and still insanely loyal.
I’m sorry if this wasn’t what you were asking about and I’m happy to explain anything further that I need to!
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dragonsfromthemoon · 1 year
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Hi Ashter! I was watching this interview with GRRM (by the way he looks to be a very sweet and fun guy to talk to) where he was talking about his new book (Rise of the Dragon) which has lots of gorgeous illustrations. I saw the illustration of the Iron Throne. Now in George’s words, it is not beautiful, but it looks a LOT cooler than the one on the show. Apparently the King is supposed to be like 10 to 15 feet above everyone else. Now this got me thinking… even if Dany does become Queen like I want her to be in the books… I don’t think she’ll want to sit on the Iron Throne. She wants to be equal with her people. Which is why she uses a simple bench at the bottom of the stairs (George even corrected this illustrator and told them that Dany wants to be equal to her people so she wouldn’t sit on top). So if Dany does become Queen… I don’t think she would want to sit on the Iron Throne. It’s not her style to sit high above her subjects. Though I wonder if maybe it’ll be different. If she does become Queen. I’m still totally sure she will survive.
Well, first I would like to say I do see the merit on Dany burning the Iron Throne or discarding it through some other mean, as a symbolic act. As you said, to stay closer to her subjects.
But here I will play the devil's advocate and argue why it could be in Dany's interest (or at least GRRM's, in a doylist point of analysis) to keep the Iron Throne just as it is.
1. The throne is much a symbol of the kingdom as it is of the monarch's power. Thus, before Dany took Meereen, the throne there had represented the system of slavery — it was a symbol of it.
Her audience chamber was on the level below, an echoing high-ceilinged room with walls of purple marble. It was a chilly place for all its grandeur. There had been a throne there, a fantastic thing of carved and gilded wood in the shape of a savage harpy. She had taken one long look and commanded it be broken up for firewood. "I will not sit in the harpy's lap," she told them. Instead she sat upon a simple ebony bench. It served, though she had heard the Meereenese muttering that it did not befit a queen. [Daenerys VI, ASOS]
So, you see, Dany's reasoning for destroying the harpy's throne is that she does not want to sit upon a symbol of the very thing she is combating: the system of slavery. Her ebony bench, thus, represents a new order for Meereen, one with more equality, freedom and justice.
2. The Iron Throne is another matter, though. It was created to fit the context of Westeros — a united one after the Conquest. The Iron Throne is union, the king's justice and the king's peace (granted, not every king lived up to this legacy, but the point still remains). The Iron Throne is a reminder of the king's duty to the people.
“The first law of the land shall be the King’s Peace,” King Aegon decreed, “and any lord who goes to war without my leave shall be considered a rebel and an enemy of the Iron Throne.” [Fire and Blood]
The reconciliation of the Seven Kingdoms to Targaryen rule was the keystone of Aegon I’s policies as king. To this end, he made great efforts to include men (and even a few women) from every part of the realm in his court and councils. His former foes were encouraged to send their children (chiefly younger sons and daughters, as most great lords desired to keep their heirs close to home) to court, where the boys served as pages, cupbearers, and squires, the girls as handmaidens and companions to Aegon’s queens. In King’s Landing, they witnessed the king’s justice at first hand, and were urged to think of themselves as leal subjects of one great realm, not as westermen or stormlanders or northmen. [Fire and Blood]
A king should never sit easy, Aegon the Conqueror had said, when he commanded his armorers to forge a great seat from the swords laid down by his enemies. Damn Aegon for his arrogance, Ned thought sullenly, and damn Robert and his hunting as well. [Eddard XI, AGOT]
Daenerys is the successor of Aegon the Conqueror's legacy and the narrative itself parallels them. So I would not be surprised if she decided to keep the Iron Throne, as dangerous and imposing as it is, for the sake of what her antecessor built and the meaning behind it.
All in all, what happens to the Iron Throne is still on GRRM's hands. One can only speculate hahahaha.
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solis-nova · 3 years
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YALL WAIT- IMMA DRAW ME AND MY BEST FRIEND AS BEEDUO CAUSE WE KINDA ARE-
YO IM VERY EXCITED NOW LETS GOOOO
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neerasrealm · 3 years
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can i request some fluff with cody with an s/o who has a cat who’s an ass at first, but a big cuddly sweetheart (still kind of an ass though) when you get to know them?
Gee I wonder where the inspiration for this request came from. Anyway here you go. I like to imagine this takes place in the same timeline as the two cody x readers I did :)
‘’Shit- fuck- no- stop!’’ 
You pause in your channel surfing at the sound of someone yelling outside the door to your dorm room. You look over at the front door, brows arching up in surprise. 
‘’Cody?’’ you call. The door’s handle jiggles a bit before opening. In stumbles your boyfriend, Cody. He shakes honey-brown hair out of his face and looks up at you. Your eyes travel down to the bulge in his...jacket. His arms are cupped around it, like he’s holding something. You arch a brow. ‘’...Cody what is that?’’
‘’O-oh, hey babe-’’
‘’Cody what is that.’’ Cody bringing something home without any context is never not a concern. Not after last time...
He glances away and sighs tiredly before walking toward the couch. He collapses down on the other end from you, then opens his jacket. The bulge wriggles before a fluffy, ginger face pokes out and gives you an irritated look. He smiles nervously. ‘’Surpriiiise…’’ 
‘’CODY ASHTER IS THAT A FUCKING CAT.’’ 
‘’MAYBE-’’ he yelps as the cat climbs out of his jacket and hops onto your lap. You look down at it, recoiling in surprise. The cat kneads your lap and you wince. The claws are sharp but you also really don’t want to smack a cat off your lap.
‘’Where did you even find it?!’’ you shoot him a glare.
Cody perks up. ‘’Oh! Well, uh-’’ he scratches at his neck. ‘’I found him fighting some other cats in an alleyway! He’s a feisty one!’’ he laughs. Yeah, that makes sense. The cat’s fur is matted, scruffy and covered in dirt and mud. You grimace. 
‘’Why...did you think it was a good idea to bring home a violent, mangy cat?’’ you glare at him harder. He recoils a bit. 
‘’...happy birthday?’’
You sigh and bury your face in your hands. Okay, okay, patience. Your boyfriend is feral and you have to be the good partner and put up with it. The cat meows on your lap, then jumps onto the coffee table. You look up and watch it walk over to your glass of water sitting on it. Your eyes widen. ‘’Hey! No!’’
Crash!
And there goes your water. You stand up and glare at the cat. ‘’Now what was that for?!’’ 
‘’Germanium, no!’’ Cody grabs the cat, who yowls unhappily and swats at the air. You turn and look at him.
‘’You named the cat...germanium?!’’ 
He glances aside and nods. ‘’Yeah. Y’know like- number thirty two on the periodic table.’’
Patience. ‘’Okay. Okay. Okay, sure, yeah. Germanium.’’ you feel like you’re going to combust, like magnesium in water. You put your hands on your hips and huff. You look at the cat again and sigh. It growls and swipes at you with sharp claws. You step back a bit for safety. ‘’Okay okay…I am not letting you do anything until you give that cat a bath. You hear me?’’ Cody nods. You point to the bathroom door. ‘’Go.’’
He looks at the door, then at you. ‘’Can...can you help me?’’ 
Oh no. Oh no, he’s doing the puppy dog eyes. You look away from him, but the fucker just walks back into your line of sight. You sigh in frustration. ‘’...fine...’’ 
‘’YAY! Thanks babe!’’ 
‘’Don’t push it.’’ you mutter as you turn and walk to the bathroom. Cody follows you, the cat screaming quietly behind you. You point to the tub and he nods, placing Germanium down. He tries to pet the cat, but it swipes at him and he quickly recoils. You sigh and pull out your phone. It’s silent for a few moments before you speak. ‘’Go get the dish soap.’’
‘’What?’’
‘’Human shampoo isn’t safe for cats, but Dawn is.’’ you glance at the cat. ‘’As long as he doesn’t have a skin condition…’’ you feel like the cat does, since it came from the streets but- hey. Worth a shot. Cody nods and leaves the bathroom, leaving you with the furry menace. You sigh and grab the shower head before toying with the temperature. The cat yells at you, probably alarmed by the water as you try to make sure you don’t burn or freeze the ungrateful thing. Once you’re satisfied, you turn the water off and look at the cat. 
‘’Got the soap.’’ Cody’s voice comes from behind you. You look over at him and smile, taking the bottle of dish soap. You crouch down, soap in one hand and showerhead in the other. The cat SCREECHES as you spray it with water suddenly. Cody yelps and scrambles over, stopping it from leaping out of the bath. ‘’Germanium! Germanium, you stay there!’’ he yells, holding the cat in place as it thrashes and hisses angrily. You spray the cat down, then pour out the soap, lathering the angry animal up. You scrub the dirt out of Germanium’s mangy, overgrown hair. He screeches and thrashes as you lather him with soap and rinse him off. Even when you try to shush him and sooth him, he still insists on scratching at you with his sharp claws and biting your hand. 
Cody isn’t doing much better. Both of you are gonna need a rabies shot after this, just to be safe. ‘’There we go buddy…’’ He coos as he lifts the cat out of the bath. The second his paws touch the ground, Germanium screams and bolts for the closed door, scratching at it irritably. You move over and grab him, yanking him into a towel to dry him off. He surprisingly stays still, letting you dry him off with minimal scratching, though he keeps shrieking like he’s being murdered.
Once he’s dry you let him go and stand up. ‘’Now behave.’’ you say firmly before opening the door. Germanium bursts out into the living room like a torpedo. Cody scrambles after him, probably worried for the safety of his stuff.
‘’Ow!’’ you step out of the bathroom and immediately turn to look at your boyfriend, cradling Germanium in his arms. He shakes his hand a few times, seething in pain. ‘’Stop biting me dude! Honestly, that’s no way to behave!’’ he scolds the cat. You smirk a bit in amusement. He looks up at you suddenly and blushes, looking down at the cat. ‘’I think he’s hungry.’’ he mumbles, embarrassed. 
You blink and glance at the kitchen. ‘’Uhh...oh...we don’t have cat food…’’ you frown and walk over to the kitchen. ‘’Oh! Wait!’’ you suddenly move to the fridge and open it, pulling out a package of ham that’s nearly expired. You smile and walk over, pulling out a slice for the furry terror. ‘’Here you go, brat.’’ 
Germanium eagerly bites down on the ham, eating quickly. Poor thing must have been starving. Cody looks at you. ‘’...you seem to like him.’’ he says. You look up and scowl.
‘’I don’t.’’ you retort. ‘’I’m just feeding it.’’ you huff. He laughs a bit and pets the cat, stroking Germanium. Now that he’s clean you can see his fur better. It’s less ginger, a lighter orange that’s almost blonde in some places. His hair is long and fluffy. He meows up at you and you smile a bit, scratching under his chin. His paws fly out, claws digging into your sleeve but- it doesn’t hurt. He bites on your fingers but- it’s not hard enough to hurt a ton. Just nips. You smile a tiny bit and pull your hand away, rubbing his head instead. He lets out a content purr. 
‘’...y/n,’’ Cody murmurs. You look up. ‘’...he weighs like nothing. Like-’’ he pulls the cat away, holding him up in two hands. You laugh a bit, taken aback by his actions. ‘’Look at this!’’ he swings Germanium a bit and he lets out an unhappy yowl. You force yourself to not laugh.
‘’Cody- Cody you can’t do that with a cat-’’
He pauses. ‘’I can’t?’’ 
‘’No! Put him down!’’ Cody does as he’s told, letting Germanium jump down. You laugh a bit. ‘’Oh I am not trusting you with our kids.’’ you murmur as you stroll over to the couch. Cody doesn’t reply, probably because he went into shock at the idea of having kids. You sit down and Germanium hops up next to you. The two of you stare at each other for a few moments before he pads over and curls up in your lap. You watch him for a few moments until he’s still. Calm and friendly. Cautiously, you reach down and pet him. He doesn’t scratch or hiss at all. Just purrs quietly. You soften and smile at him. 
Cody creeps over and sits down, watching you both. ‘’...so…’’ he murmurs. ‘’...can we keep him…?’’
You look up at him. He stares back at you pleadingly and eventually, you sigh. He leans closer, eagerly waiting for your answer.
‘’...fine.’’
‘’YAAAAY!’’
‘’But you’re paying for his grooming appointment AND his vaccinations!’’
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bro ur hcs r so galaxy brained yoo ... can i request sum kiiuma or kaemiu courting hcs? and maybe some uhh.... hcs on how their relationship would be like? bonus if flustered miu
Why thank you, cumass-
Kaemiu Headcanons
Miu begins the courting, but in a very weird, Miu way. Mainly, giving Kaede sex toys modeled after herself.
Kaede doesn't understand it, but she flirts with Miu, which makes the poor girl a flustered mess.
Due to this, Miu thinks they're dating. They go for about a month thinking this before it comes up and Kaede tells them they're not.
Cue a very red-faced, embarrassed, screaming Miu and a confused and flustered Kaede.
Once things settle down, they decide they aren't dating. Yet. Kaede, being the wonderful girl she is, wants to court Miu traditional.
She goes overboard with the presents. Bakes, knits, writes, buys shit, everything. Miu's dorm is full of gifts from Kaede she refuses to throw out despite insisting they don't mean much to her.
Miu's favorite is a song on the piano Kaede composed, just for her. She got it on tape and listens to it when she falls asleep. Due to this she has a semi-regular sleep schedule now.
After a few months of this, they officially begin dating. They seem like the odd couple but they couldn't be happier.
Miu makes vulgar jokes and gestures and likes to act all tough, but one loving look, compliment, or kiss from Kaede turns her into a mess for around a minute or so.
Due to that everyone makes sure Kaede is around to shut Miu up when she needs to be shut up.
It's very clear who the alpha is and who the omega is, even if Miu tries to act tough.
Even if people think they're weird, everyone can agree they love each other very, very much, and couldn't be happier.
I saw kaemiu and something inside me went feral. Hope you like it and feel free to drop more asks!
-Ashter
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itsrattysworld · 3 years
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ashter-blank · 7 years
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🌸Tales Of A Lost Midnight🌙
Hey guys, It is me.., Ashter Blank with a new photoshoot that I’ve been working on for quite some time now haha. This will be my second one for this year (don’t worry they will be more where this came from) I just wanted to give a huge thank you and S/O to my model @bourbon-creamss .The way I came up with this theme was just by looking at her and thinking something whimsical yet mysterious for her. We had to stay up in this camp grounds for a hot minute cause I wanted them to be perfect and some wouldn’t come out the way I wanted it. So I’m sorry Mahli for the times I told you “one more and that’s it”, It was chilly outside but thank god my team was there to help me out with snacks and blankets and the lights and all that stuff. Anyways, I’m so proud of myself because this was a huge challenge for me, I wanted to step outside my comfort zone and think outside the box. It was lots of fun so again thank you to my model for making this possible and for the people that believed in me and was there pushing me to release this as fast as possible. 💖 without you guys.. I don’t think I would be making this post. So thank you so much! 
If you missed my previous work, click over here —> 🖤 to see where it all began. If you want to contact me, feel free to do so.
Hope you guys enjoy! 
-Ash  ✌🏻👽
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meme-sauce · 7 years
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Hi! What are some other reasons you dont like thirteen reasons why? People tell me to watch it but idk im not really sure? Id love to hear the other side too. (Love your blog btw)
Hi! Thank you! I’ve gotten a few of these in my ask box so I’m officially answering this one, but it’s for everyone else who asked too. There’s a lot of anger in here but it’s not directed at you anon! Just the book. (Please keep in mind I have not watched the show, nor do I intend to, so most of these are based on the book. This will also contain spoilers.)
1) Hannah Baker is a selfish hateful bitch. I really hate the B word, but honestly, I dont know what else to say. All suicides are selfish honestly, but she killed herself out of straight spite. She even says that its for revenge. Yes, there were some god awful things that happened, but she destroyed her family, her future, and honestly herself just so she could get back at the people that hurt her. Pathetic. I had a friend who’s client killed themselves, and they were devastated. It wasn’t even a person in their family and they couldn’t get out of bed for weeks. I could never imagine butting my family through that just to get revenge, and make people feel bad for fucking me over. 2) Basing off that, Hannah blames everyone for her suicide except for her own damn self.  Every single one of the issues she talked about sucked, but they could have been solved in so many ways other that suicide (again, I can not believe someone would do that to their family and friends.). If she talked to the people, or went to a real counselor, or did fucking online schooling whatever, she could have avoided it. There so many options she could have taken to better her self, but she allowed what people had done to her to control her. She uses the tapes to show how other people caused her suicide, but her hand was always the one on the trigger. 3) Blame of other people brings me to my next point, which is basically the same as number two only more specific to the School Counselor. I honestly cant remember his name right now, Mr Porter?  I have no clue so Ill just call him SC. This poor dude. He’s just a school counselor, but suddenly he’s the most responsible for her death? She says on that tapes that he’s the only person standing between her and suicide. What kind of god awful burden to put on somebody?? Who fucking does that?? Tells someone they’re the only thing stopping them from killing themselves?? Gross people that’s who. And the real kicker is, she didn’t even tell him. She didn’t even tell him half of the whole story. She said there was sexual things that happened with a guy, didn’t tell him if it was rape or not, and when he offered solutions, she wasn’t open to them. The poor dude did his best, but when who you’re talking too won’t help themselves, there’s really nothing more you can say. He told her to move on, because she wouldn’t press charges or even talk about what happened, and she twisted his words into inspiration to kill herself. And in the book, they talk about how horrible he is for that!!! She tells him he can take the tapes to hell, Clay calls him awful or something. He did his best with what she told him!! And even then, it is not his responsibility to make sure she doesn’t kill herself. Yes, counselors should help, but saying he was the one thing standing between her and her death is???? Crazy??4) This takes me to my next point. Clay. Clay Clay Clay. This whole time, shes talking about people who wronged her, and Clay is wondering how he got on the list. So when it gets to his tape, I’m like “Okay cool maybe the Author will explore the grey areas in this book, and how even good people can do bad things, or about how people you expect to be good can really fuck up, accidentally or on purpose, or fuck maybe it’ll only be a little thing and the author can use it to show how even small actions can impact a person (I wouldn’t say to a point of SUICIDE, but just show the impacts)” but then the tape comes on and its “Clay you don’t deserve to be on this list. You’re the odd one out”. How, fucking, convenient. Our Hero Clay Jensen, who didn’t do anything wrong!! He is exempt from all of her hate so we can have a likable main character. Wonderful. I rolled my eyes his entire chapter. 5) OH Also! talking about Clay’s tape, let’s also talk about (again), Hannah’s absolute fuckery when it comes to dealing with her problems. Literally pushes away anyone who could help her. She doesn’t even want to be helped, and at this point, shes going to twist every damn thing someone says to fit her own self justifying agenda. She says people caused her suicide, but she caused it her self by allowing it to happen. She didn’t help herself, even when she could, and wont take responsibility. Also, she fucking traumatized this poor boy for the rest of his life by making him listen to all the awful things on a set of tapes “he didn’t belong on”. Fuck off Hannah Baker. 6) The book is plain unrealistic. This is less of a character thing and more of something I noticed the second time i read it and it just made me hate it more. First off, literally no one does that shit. No one gives a fuck in high school. if someone cares enough to tell everyone that Justin felt up Hannah on the playground, no one is gonna care enough to believe it. When was the last time you heard a rumor about a girl getting felt up and went  “ wow this must be true what a slut I hate her”. It’s also unrealistic in the sense of the way it portrays depression, which is very poorly and Ill get to that more later. When I’m depressed I can’t even get out of bed, much less orchestrate an entire guilt trip with cassette tapes. Also the fact that Clay knows every single person on those tapes and their backstories despite having very different social groups as them? I’m not buying it. 7) It’s portrayal of depression and suicide. It makes it seem like its this beautifully sad pain. No. False. depression is like,  not getting out of bed because you’re physically unable too. It’s not taking a shower for weeks. It’s crying at two AM for no fucking reason. Miss me with this “I began to see the beauty in giving up” bullshit. You want to show suicide? Show what really happens. the wreckage people leave behind. Jay Ashter or whatever his name is goes into it a little bit when he’s talking about how her parents left for weeks and how the school counselor looked when he found out, but thats about it. Mainly it talks bout why she killed herself and how other people caused it, but not a realistic version of what the aftermath actually entailed. People, especially young people,  might look at this without knowing the true consequences of suicide or impacts of depression and get the wrong idea; namely they killing yourself is a revenge tactic to make everyone see how right you are and feel bad about what they did. Depression isn’t romantic emptiness and suicide isn’t a way to get revenge. It’s a serious issue and it just felt so… empty.8) While I’m not 100% sure, I’ve heard that not only does the Netflix series show the suicide, but also a really long rape scene. Can anyone say Yikes. Lets create a show about mental health and things that cause it,and then not give a fuck how said show will impact viewer’s triggers and mental health. There’s more but this post is already long as hell so I’ll end it here. I’m not the best writer, so there are some concepts that may have gotten muddled and not thoroughly explained, So i apologize for any misunderstandings someone gets if my words aren’t clear enough. I think you get the concept though.
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itsdevynnbitch · 7 years
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Dragged my babe ( @mysimbrotherskeeper ) and @ashter-blank to the furniture store with me the other day thinking that I was gonna find something that I liked. Ended up just being childish the whole time with Ash we seriously don’t know how to act in public and Jayden kept walking away from us acting like he didn’t know who we were 😂
Looking around gave me a couple ideas but I still don’t know how imma redecorate my apartment. Ash ended up getting this big ass lamp...don’t even think she liked, she just got it to shut the sales rep up because he kept asking if we needed help finding anything😂 But, thank you two for putting up with my indecision 😍 😘
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dragonsfromthemoon · 1 year
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Hi Ashter! Oh if I am ever bothering you with all these asks, please let me know so I can give you a break. But I wanted to ask you about Daemon and Rhaenyra. These discord servers I am on may be pro Dany and Jon (well one of them is pro Jon) but there are a lot of people who hate Rhaenyra and Daemon. Some of them call Daemon a horrible person and that he and Rhaenyra had a toxic abusive relationship because of the show (once again another adaptation that demonizes a character). And some are saying how Rhaenyra and Daemon are war criminals and terrible people in the books. So I wanted to ask you, by the way I think you’re one of the best people to talk to about this world and that you have an amazing analysis of the books… what was Daemon like in the books? I know he’s a gray character but was he more good or bad? And what was his and Rhaenyra’s relationship? Were they deeply in love? And what about that stuff that Daemon was unfaithful to Rhaenyra and slept with their spy mistress?
Hello!
You don’t bother me. In fact, I love receiving and answering asks hahaha. It’s an interesting way of engaging with fandom and keeping the blog active, as well as an oportunity of expressing myself. 
Well, about Daemon and Rhaenyra’s relationship, I wholly agree with what’s written here and here. You could check those posts!
I recommend reading Fire and Blood as well, and taking your own conclusions about their dynamic.
The people who say Daemon and Rhaenyra were war criminals are wrong, that’s for certain. First because Westeros does not have the concept of what is a war crime. They could be ruthless, yes... but so can a lot of other characters. And many of their actions were responses to the Greens’ ones.
Daemon is an interesting character, but at the same time hard to grasp because of the nature of Fire and Blood. There are a lot of circumstances we cannot be sure of what he really did or thought to take a conclusion. His supposed extramarital affairs are one of those circumstances. I tend to believe these rumours are not true, but unfortunately I cannot be 100% sure. Daemon had powerful enemies such as Otto Hightower and a lot of rumours around him. It is grey area to decide which ones are true and which are pure slander and bias against him.
We can, however, look at his concrete actions and analyse. His bond with Rhaenyra, for example, is highlighted as special since the beginning. He was devoted to her, her cause and their family — for that, he was willing to be ruthless against their enemies. Rhaenyra was everything he had ever desired: his company, his match, the mother of his long desired sons, his queen and the woman who gave him power. For Rhaenyra, Daemon was her dashing prince, the man who pampered her and who she chose to be by her side, her protector and her sword. No doubt they were in love.
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contrastparadoxx · 1 year
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Well maybe you could have a friend look into the person that sent the messages? And I mean, if you want to really make sure it didn’t get out, there are options….
“Oh I’m sure if I filled Expyno in he would burn the internet down trying to find them, but I’m worried it would put him in danger, y’know?”
>She nods
“I need to like fully fill Ashter in too but I don’t know how to start. I shouldn’t… have been doing something so public to begin with really. And now I’m suffering for it”
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Omega Kokichi headcanons?
Sure thing!
Kokichi Headcanons
No one knows he's an Omega for the longest time. There's a lot of speculation, but he likes so much about it no one is completely sure what his secondary gender is.
Kokichi hates appearing weak, so he doesn't like his Omega status all that much. The last thing he wants is people underestimating him due to his status.
He grew up on the streets as an Omega, and it wasn't pretty. Kokichi is very protective of Omegas in DICE and the one he cares for in general.
His heats are really fucking bad. He takes a lot of suppressants to stop them but when they do eventually hit, they are disastrous and extremely painful. He'd never let anyone help him with them though-can't have himself looking weak.
Likes to rile up the Alphas, then play the 'don't hurt me, I'm a small defenseless Omega!' card. It works most of the time
He isn't all that interested in love. Well, he definitely is-it's more like he's terrified of it.
Kokichi definitely doesn't want kids. He's scared he'll fuck them up. But with some reassurance from his partner, he might change his mind.
There we go! Thanks so much, send in some asks!
-Ashter
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neerasrealm · 3 years
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DON’T CHASE THE RABBIT!! 😱
you didn’t name a character so I decided to go with Cody. Consider this a part two of three to my rewrite of his backstory UvU
‘’There you are, Cody.’’ 
Cody looked up, blinking through his blue goggles. He broke into a smile.
‘’Doctor Ashter.’’ he greeted. Dr Ashter was a tall, broad man with greying brown hair. He wore goggles, just like Cody did, and a long white lab coat. Also like Cody. He smiled at the younger scientist.
‘’You can call me dad while we’re at work.’’ he said gently. Cody smiled a bit and turned back towards the one way glass he was looking through. It looked over a small clinical room, with six identical beds. On each bed lay a test subject, hooked up to a heart rate monitor. Dr Ashter lay a hand on Cody, making the skinny boy stumble slightly from the weight. ‘’The big day, hm?’’
Cody nodded gently and smiled. ‘’Uh-huh.’’ he glanced down at his clipboard anxiously. ‘’Months of experimenting on dumb ol’ rats...I finally get to try out my work on people.’’ he grinned wide. He looked happy, excited. He looked at Dr Ashter. ‘’I’m gonna find a cure and help people.’’
Dr Ashter smiled and gave a slight, approving nod. ‘’I’m proud of you.’’ he murmured. The two of them turned to the window again. The drug trial commenced. Three patients were injected with the experimental serum Cody had spent months working on and perfecting. Everything was going perfectly. Everything had to go perfectly. Cody watched in anticipation. His stomach did flips and his hands shook. It was...working.
Until it wasn’t.
Cody watched in horror as the first patient that had received the serum began to wince in pain. Their winces became whines of pain. Whines became yells and groans. They began to convulse and scream. Researchers began panicking, escorting those who had received a placebo out of the room while they tried to help those in pain. Cody dropped his clipboard and bolted into the testing room to help. He ran around quickly, desperately trying to save each patient. And each of them were dead in less than two hours. He stepped out of the testing room. His arms hung slack at his sides, feeling as heavy as his heart did. He’d...failed. All of his hard work had crumbled to dust. Months of progress towards what? Nothing? His hands curled into fists.
‘’Cody?’’ he heard his father call him from across the hall. ‘’What happened?’’
‘’...they’re dead.’’ Cody murmured. ‘’They- we-’’ he shook as he spoke. ‘’All of my work…’’
‘’It’s okay.’’ Dr Ashter put a hand on his shoulder again. ‘’You can go back to animal testing...try again…’’ the older scientist’s voice was soft, somber. He was so wise, so mature. He was smarter than Cody, better than him in every way. He hated it. Why- why couldn’t he be Dr Ashter? They shared the same last name, the same title, but he was so far below his father. He could never live up to him. Not here, not at this rate. Not if he had to test on animals for another half year. It would take too long. He would fall behind and never surpass Dr Ashter.
He...he needed to find another way. He needed to test on humans if he wanted to keep up. If he couldn’t get permission to use volunteers...he’d find them himself. He’d do it, without researchers to help him, if he had to.
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