#as if im being monitored and filtered out and muted and spoken ill of

[slackergami]

hmmmmmm paranoia very strong lately and hindering my ability to work any faster 🤔

#does anyone else feel it? #each stroke you draw or word you type #there's a negative meaning to what you're doing and it becomes very heavy #im aware that maybe im selfabsorbed or being entitled but #i feel like something is not right when i post and receive so little #as if im being monitored and filtered out and muted and spoken ill of #then again im not doing much either and also im just being an entitled brat?? #does any of this make sense.... #lol if only i can afford to barricade myself #i dont think i belong here or anywhere #ppl will say one thing but i see things and i believe otherwise #i want to trust people but ive been let down too and i know this is okay becoz hey we adults #but still #im someone who just sees signs and read too much into things #yeah ive gone a lil mad #as a treat