#art vent

[hunnieknight]

VENT VENT VENT

PERSONAL VENT + comfort art

Break up, relationship, bad grammar

Just told my mum about my boyfriend i have been dating for 6 months, i am a SEA woman and he is a Ugandan man, mum is worried that if i do get married with him, i go far from home, like who would take care of me there and such. I can't explain more but you can say there is a sprinkle of racism there though she doesn't realize it

Obviously, this means my parents does not approve us. Tbh we kinda expecting it but it still hurts me, he genuinely the best man i have ever loved and cared. It is just 6 months,i know but i already feel quite comfortable with him. I literally can't put it into words but i feel like i could fall asleep next to him and won't feel scared.

I wouldn't push it to my parents, forcing our relationship. Due to our family trauma and bad experiences in relationship (to the point we believed our family have a curse 😭), i don't wnt to push it. I haven't told him yet, because i am not at the city where he is at.

Context : I met him in my college town, town A. I am currently going back to my hometown--which is across the ocean--for new year.

This is such a heartbreaking moment for us, because his birthday is on 18th january, so i will come back bringing him souvenir from my hometown, birthday gift, and also a farewell.

We will talk it out and see what's best for us. I will go back to town A around the end of January, until then,i keep feeling guilty and a pang in my chest whenever he texted me happily and lovingly, not knowing we will break up at the end of the month.

I just feel so fucking dumb for dreaming a future with him. Feeling comfort and everything, i wept and my eyes were puffy, i drew and drew and drew and drew, he does not know it yet. I feel dumb for crying at a 6 months old relationship. I feel like this is stupid for 'crying over a man'.

I don't want to push my parents. We had experiences about that. Last time my mum did not approve of my cousin/sister boyfriend, but the other keep pushing my mum to allow them dating, it never end good.

Below is just a comfort art of my sona and Childe because i hate Childe so much and idk i like drawing him.

#vent #art vent #author #hunnie talk

[imagine-creative]

Got to listen to those inner demons sometimes

Serious note. My mental health has been ✨absolute garbage✨ for a few days😀 so, if you could just send me good vibes. It would be appreciated.

Just an art vent post. I was gonna keep it to myself but it’s pretty art

#mental health #art vent #vent post #personal vent

[numbur1goobah]

I'm just going to say this and put this out there because it's kind of a vent, and it's something I wanted to touch base and remind myself of..

It's about my art, and for those who have seen a bit of my art, know that I am fairly decent. But I have a problem at looking at other people's art and thinking, damn.. they are so much better than me, look at the detail, It's so intricate.. I would never be able to do that.. But then I look at my art, and I'm like.. wait, mine looks fine.. but then again I need to stop comparing myself, It's just something I've automatically done growing up, even though I understand people have different styles and everyone's different, It just drives me crazy... HEJEBEHEH

IDC if there are any typos in this >:[

Anyway..

Take this Zane Julien doodle..

#vent #art vent #ninjago #shitpost #lego ninjago #zane julien

[arcatsk]

Vent

(copied from my dA cause you deserve to know too) Lately I've been very depressed for various reasons, some I can't even describe here, but some I can and I will.

I've entered a local art program for 'advanced artists' which I thought will give me more knowledge to improve my skills. Instead, I was accused of cheating, using AI and tracing just because both teachers and students couldn't comprehand the speed I draw in..

Moreover,Locals who have seen my gallery told me it's..not ok..it will get me nowhere..and generally I should stop doing that. (btw, my faraway uncle told me to change my messanger's avatar (picture of a cat) cause it "scares him" and "how do you ever sleep at night drawing such things?!")

You know what will happen when you tell me not to draw the "themes" I draw? I WILL draw even more of them! Like I'm doing now. Like I always will.

you know what else will happen? I will CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE! lesson learnt. not showing my art to real life people anymore. I will be myself only here on the internet, anon to my surroundings. I'm very hurt and cried a lot lately. It's just a bit of what I'm going through rn, and I have no other place to vent than here, the place that really "sees" me.

I want to thank you, my watchers, from all of my heart for being that safe place for my soul. <3 I thank you for accepting me for who I am. I thank you for inspiring me to be a better version of myself.

#personal #art vent

[ari-leah-arts]

I noticed several ppl like my HP stuff then follow. Nice, but fyi, I'm done with HP currently, soooo. Please don't think I'm posting HP regularly. If you're following cause of my art in general, you're the VIP. ❤️

Side note: I'm going to start blocking anyone who tags my Pieder with Rex and Anakin shit. There's a fuck load of clone wars content, so it's not like you guys are starving for content. So pushing it onto other content is just rude.

I'm also going to block those who use my art to push their fic or au. I'm not your advertising company.

#star wars #darth vader #pieder #firmus piett #severitus #hp #art vent #art rant #personal rant #anti clone wars show #i don't care for the Clone wars

[cosmicpoutine]

the disrespect towards artists feels like a fucking fever dream to me. you wouldn't walk into a galery and take a painting just because you want, so dont walk into my instagram and take my art just because you want.

It's the entitlement to think that artists owe you anything or that if art is out there, it doesn't belong to the artist anymore.

it's this kind of entitlement that make those stupid ass companies think they can steal from thousands of artists for their stupid fucking ai softwares.

what takes us a lifetime to learn takes you five seconds to steal.

#artists on tumblr #art theft #art vent

[northjupiter]

#and youre never ever gonna forgive them #cause the forgiveness will set them free #and you want them to be your prisoners #my art #journal #collage art #collage #vent art #art vent #vent #trauma coping #is this #traumacore #?

[jojo-lane]

So I took a couple days off from work because mental health is down the drain right now but anyways!!

I was writing Ride or Die, specifically a scene where Diego is wet, soaked to the bone from the rain and is in a terrible, horrible mood and I thought this would make for such a sexy painting and I wanted to practice painting mood and atmosphere as well.

Long story short, I started this painting out with so much confidence but I'm not liking the way the water droplets are turning out and my hands hurt so this piece is a wip for now. 😮‍💨

#diego brando #steel ball run #ride or die #ao3 stuff #art vent #art fail #at least he's still pretty 🥲

[fregisselfloathingagain]

”dont base your self worth on grades!!!!!!!!!!!!” how can i not when my entire life ive only been praised for my intellect?

#freg vent #vent #txt vent #art vent #is this what they call #gifted kid burnout #gifted kid syndrome #gifted kid problems #i had a nightmare that i had two cs #it’s worse than a nightmare now #I have a D

[raespberrie]

click for better quality ♡

#art #artists on tumblr #digital art #my art #raespberrie #digital artist #digital artists on tumblr #aesthetics #cute aesthetic #bunnies #bunny #vent art #vent #art vent #comic #vent comic #comics

[iloveyouemanuelmarco]

Sometimes I get scared that I'm like Vivziepop except that instead of me having same-face and same-body syndrome for failed-chemically lab grown yet fucked up DNA-coded malfunctioned twig looking "Tumblr Sexymen" with little to no POC features with sharp teeth, shit eating grins and smug-eyes(Idk how to properly describe it but it makes me feel utter rage still ok??), it's me with the same frontal hairstyle like why tf do I keep drawing emo-looking hair that covers half the face on my ocs atleast half of the time??Lmfaooo TwT.

#Vivziepop #CW Vivziepop #Vivziepop CW #TW Vivziepop #I Love Being A Hater #Professional Hater #Proud Hater #In My Hater Era #I Love Hating #Vivienne Medrano #Hazbin Hotel #Helluva Boss #Twinkification #Same Face Syndrome #Art Struggles #Artist Struggles #Artist Vent #Art Vent #Vivziepop Slander #Vivziepop Drama #Pet Peeves #Art Problems #Artist Problems #Slander #Tumblr Sexymen #Whitewashing #LGBTQIAPlus Community #BIPOC Representation #Body Diversity #Interwebs

[burlapsack77]

#trans #transgender #childhood #self care #self portrait #self healing #rant #rant post #rant collage #collage #collage art #art #artwork #art rant #art vent #vent #vent post #mental health #nonbinary #gender #gender confusion #gender identity #identity crisis #growing #inner child #lgbtq #lgbt art #trans art #gender questioning

[littledudeholland]

After college i've been having a really hard time liking my art, i'm scared i might be becoming bitter to it.

Do i want to work with art? Do i want to spend my whole life dedicating myself to this?

Of course i do, i love art! But, there's this little voice in my head, telling me it's not worth it, i won't be able to live like this forever, that if i keep going, i'm going to regret it. That i should look for a REAL job.

Art is a job, art is my whole life, i don't want to stop doing what i'm doing. Art is my only reason to live

So why can't i have fun doing it anymore? Why do i get so tired from a simple doodle? Why do i become frustated by the meer idea of having to draw more than one thing a day?

I don't know what to do, i don't want to give this up, drawing is my favorite thing in the world i don't want to stop. Why does my body want to tho?

#art rant #art vent

[gaelicfoxfire]

Sometimes I truly hate myself.... (I upgrade my WoYsona)

#wander over yonder #woysona #myart #art vent

[echoingvoice]

This is a vent piece

I'm tired of hyper fixating on a show or a character or something and I'll talk about it a lot with people i thought i could just rant about this kind of stuff to, only to find out that they actually don't give a shit...

It especially stings cause one of my friends who has adhd and also hyper fixes on stuff and rants to me about it threatened to block me because i kept showing them art of one of my favorite characters...

#art #vent #art vent #digital art #I'm tired of people PRETENDING that they'll listen to my rants...

[nyxanarchy]

#grief art #coping with grief #poetry #trauma core #trauma #vent #art vent #grief vent #grief web weaving #i lost my sister and i don't know how to cope with this feelings i'm worried i'm gonna carry this pain forever